Reilly woke up early the next morning and went to check on Jay and Alex. What she found nearly broke her heart. Alex and Jay were entwined with Alex holding on to Jay like a bodyguard. They were a perfect fit, and this way Jay was again the sweet person without a care in the world. She looked content. So did her Alex, if they could just remain that way, life would be perfect. Reilly watched them for a while longer then closed the door and went to the kitchen.
Mhh that smell I know... Alex. Oh god this feels so right, why would I find Alex only to loose her. That can just not be how it is supposed to be. God I love her. She is my dream, she is everything that I want or ever could have wanted. I just cannot loose her. I just don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do?
Alex started to wake up the second she felt Jay move away from her. She felt Jay pull away and her subconscious reacted and woke her up. When she opened her eyes she found Jay staring at her. She could see confusion and fear there. Alex moved so Jay could see she was awake. When she didn't pull away Alex sat up and took her into her arms hugging her close. She didn't say anything, she didn't have to. Finally Alex and Jay talked.
'Beautiful?'
'Alex I'm scared. I...'
'Shhh, I know. I wish I could make it go away, but I can't. You feeling a bit better?' Alex asked tentatively not wanting Jay to get another panic attack.
'As long as you hold me.'
'I'm never letting go, that is a promise. I couldn't if I tried. Do you know why?' Alex decided that this was the time, here and now she was putting her heart and soul in Jay's hands. When she felt Jay shake her head she took a big breath to steady her nerves. 'I'll tell you then. I could never leave you because I love you.'
Jay's heart did a back flip in her chest. She had been waiting to hear those words from Alex, and here Alex was telling them to her when she needed them the most. She then realised whatever she was going to do she would have someone by her side who would be there when she needed her.
'Say something Jay.'
'I... I... Alex' Jay stammered not able to form the sentence she wanted to. She had to steady herself and held on tighter to Alex.
'I know.'
Alex held Jay for a long time. Just being close to her and breathing her in. It was still a shock to Alex what Jay could do to her. She was like a love struck teenager. She wanted so much and then some. There was so much love for Jay that Alex thought she would explode.
'I love you to.' Jay finally managed and freed herself from Alex arms so she could look Alex in the eyes. 'I love you.'
Alex took her chin in her hands and stroked it lightly, looking into those blue eyes. Just looking at Jay as if there was nothing more beautiful on the face of the planet.
'Thank you.'
'For what?' Jay didn't understand.
'For making me the happiest woman alive.' Finally those eyes Alex loved so much lit up again and there was the sexy and funny Jay. There were also some tears, but then she had some of her own. Alex was about to ask something when there was a knock on the door. Jay wiped her yes and nodded at Alex giving her the ok. 'Come in.'
'Hi I thought I heard voices in here.' Reilly walked in and looked t both women in the bed, something had happened here. 'I just wanted to check if you were ok?'
'I'm good mom.' Alex said knowing that her mother was more asking Jay than her. Jay looked up at Reilly and smiled, which was a good sign.
'I'm doing much better, thank you Reilly.' She was silent for a second before she continued. 'I... I have to thank you for what you did last night.'
'Oh sweetie there is nothing to thank me for.' Reilly sat down next to Alex and Jay. 'I wish I could have been there for you sooner. What happened to you should not have happened, but Jay you are an incredible person. You have made something of yourself. No one can take that away from you, and you are not alone, you have a lot of people that care for you. And you are much stronger then you give yourself credit for.'
'Now I'm going to cry again.' Jay buried her face in the crook of Alex's neck and cried.
'Just let it out sweetie. It's good to cry sometimes.'Reilly stroked Jay's back.
When Alex's phone rang they all nearly jumped out of their skins. When Alex saw who it was she hoped that it was good news.
'Dad?'
'Hi there Alexandra. I have some news for you, can I come up I'm nearly at Jay's place?'
'Ok, one question though.'
'It's good Alex.' Alex sighed in relief, her dad knowing what she wanted to ask didn't surprise her. He was like that.
'See you in a bit.' Alex hung up and smiled at Both Reilly and Jay. 'Dad has good news.'
'What? They know who shot you?' Jay was sounding very happy at that thought.
'Well... see.' Alex had forgotten that she hadn't told Jay about asking her dad to help out. Jay's face fell.
'It's about me, isn't it?' Jay mumbled, her eyes boring holes into the floor.
'Jay, Alex was only trying to help.'
'Does your whole family know?'
'No, I would never tell them without your permission. That is up to you to do or not do.' Alex lifted her chin so that Jay was looking into her eyes. 'And beautiful I will support you in whatever you choose to do.'
'What did your dad do?'
'I asked him to find our where... where...' Alex didn't know how to act about this. Or what to say.
'He knows where Peter is.' Jay said it and felt a weight lift from her. It was the first time she could say the name without wanting to puke.
'Yes. I didn't mean to hurt you more. I wanted to help you.' Alex was suddenly scared she might have dome something wrong.
'It's ok Alex. It's fine.' Jay touched Alex's face and tenderly kissed her. She sighed when Alex kissed back. When the kiss ended they both just smiled and turned to Reilly who was getting up to get some coffee.
'I'm making coffee you coming?'
'In a minute mom.' Reilly left as Alex and Jay kissed one more time. It was a earth moving kiss that left both starry eyed.
As Alex and Jay got dressed Angus arrived and joined Reilly and Jane in the kitchen. When The two finally were ready and went to the kitchen, breakfast was on the table. Jane looked worn out, was all Jay could think. She owed Jane an explanation, which she would get. As they walked in all three in the kitchen could see that Jay was nervous.
'Good morning you two. You sleep well?' Angus asked not knowing what had happened the night before.
'Not to bad dad.' Alex answered for them both wanting to protect Jay as much as she possibly could. 'You said you had good news?'
'Yes I do, but first I want to know why you wanted to know about this guy?' Alex was trying to think of some way to get out of telling him why.
'When I was still in South Africa Peter van Wyk...' Alex turned Jay towards her cutting her of in mid sentence.
'You don't have to.' Jay Put her hand on Alex's heart and stood on tip toes and kissed her softly.
'Yes I do. I'm not running any more.' She turned back towards Angus. 'Peter van Wyk raped me.' Jay's voice buckled a bit when she said it but she kept eye contact with Angus. What she saw there surprised her. He looked pissed of.
'I'll kill the son of a bitch! I will wring his bloody no good neck!' Angus all but spat out. Jay was stunned by the outburst.
'Thank you.' Jay whispered, that made Angus stop and look at her.
'Whatever for?'
'For caring.'
'Oh hell come here and give me hug!' Angus ordered when he saw that Jay was about to cry. Jay did what she was told. While she was hugging him he whispered to her so that no one could but Jay. 'Jay as much as I love Alex I love you. You are family.' When Jay straightened up tears were rolling down her cheeks.
'Beautiful come here.' Alex held her arms open and Jay sank into them and buried her head into Alex.
'See there you go again Angus. Always making the girls cry.' Reilly joked, it worked as every one laughed. 'Why don't you tell us what you found out.'
'Well not enough, but that will change now I know the deal. I have managed to find out that This bastard is still in Johannesburg. He hasn't left the country or tried to recently. But I will keep tabs on him, if he moves I'll know.' Jay laughed.
'Oh god thank you!' Jay turned to Alex and kissed her playfully, Alex had not seen someone's manner change so fast, but was relieved. Jay was going to be ok, she knew it then for sure.
'I'm starving and I would venture a guess so are all of you.' Angus said and they all sat down and ate breakfast. Jay kept steeling glances at Jane, she was being unusually quite.
After breakfast things turned more to Alex and getting an update on how things looked there. As Angus said they would have to wait and see as no one seemed to be able to figure out who it was. Jay could see he was worried so was she and Reilly. So they agreed to keep an eye on Alex. When Jane excused herself, Jay did the same after a while.
Jane was in Jay's study writing on Jay's computer, and didn't react when Jay entered. Jay watched her for a while. She knew that Jane was mad at her, she could even understand that.
'I loved your last book, you know?' Jay tried to break the ice.
'Well so did my Editor, it will be coming out in another month.'
'That soon?' Jay was stalling and knew it.
'Yes, look if you want to tell me my book was good, you did. I need to get some writing done.'
'You are mad at me aren't you?' Jane finally stopped typing and looked at Jay.
'Why didn't you tell me?'
'I couldn't. I know that sounds like an excuse, but sis you were still in school. I could not put that on you.'
'Then why didn't you tell me later? I tried to get you to talk about it, but you always shut me down. Why?' Jay heard the hurt there.
'I was scared and I just could not loose you.'
'You never would have lost me! I'm not mom!'
'I know but I... I was scared.'
'Then tell me now.' Jay looked at her sister and nodded.
'From the start?'
'From the start.'
So Jay told Jane what had happened. They were in there a long time just talking, Jay was finding out that talking about it made it easier for her. Jane asked questions and she answered them as good as she could. When they were done they just sat there for a while. They did hear Alex come to the door, she was about to knock when Jane asked another question.
'Sis have you ever been with a woman?'
'How do you mean?'
'Have you ever made love to a woman? Have you and Alex?' Jay was first not sure if she wanted to answer her sister but in the end she did.
'No I haven't. Alex is my first. I didn't think I would ever find the right one.'
'So you two haven't made love?' Jane asked a bit disbelieving.
'No we haven't, but do you want to know something?'
'Sure.'
'I want to. I'm ready, I just don't know how to instigate or how to. I mean I just told her I was raped and now I want her to make love to me. I'm not sure what she will think, if she still wants me.'
'Sis just tell her that. What I've seen the two of you were really made for each other. And what Shane has told me Alex is over the moon for you.' Jay lit up at that, and Alex wanted to kill her brother. She was also stunned that Jay was saying what she was saying.
'I don't know. I'll have to think about it.' Alex thought that this would be as good a time as any to announce her presence. So she knocked.
'Am I interrupting?'
'No, we were just talking.'
'Jane I forgot to ask you what you did for a living?' Alex decided to change the subject.
'I'm a writer.'
'She is a published author!' Jay said proudly.
'Really? Where can I get your book, books?'
'Oh I think you already read them.' Jay smiled so did Jane.
'I think I would remember reading something Jane wrote.'
'No you wouldn't, but you would remember a book by Kelly Fields.' Jay said watching Alex closely.
'No way?' Jane and Jay laughed.
'That's me. Kelly Fields, nice to meet you.'
'I love your books.' Alex shut up for a second thinking. 'No I sound like a little kid.' They all laughed at this drawing the attention of Angus and Reilly.
'What the devil is going on here?' Angus boomed.
'Well I was just drooling a little over Jane.' Alex joked. Angus and Reilly looked perplexed. 'You explain she looked at Jay.'
'Why me?' She giggled.
'Because!'
'Ok you!' Angus pointed to Jane. 'Explain.'
'It always ends up being me!' Jane protested, but soon gave in seeing that both Alex and Jay were giggling like mad. 'Ok. Alex just likes my books and was just telling us that she was now acting like a little kid. Nothing bad.' Angus looked at them all sceptically.
'You write? Anything I would know?' Reilly asked.
'Uhm, I don't know.' Jane said, this brought Alex back to life again.
'Oh you won't believe this mom! This is none other than Kelly Fields.' Reilly lit up now she understood why Alex was acting like this.
'Well I'll be damned! You have a talent. Your books are fantastic.'
They then all tried to explain things to Angus, he just didn't get it. They talked and joked some more before Angus announced that he had to get going. Not long after he left Alex took Jay's hand and told Reilly and Jane they were going for a long walk.
Alex all but dragged Jay out of the apartment. Jay was confused, but went with Alex. Alex obviously had something to say to her or show her.
Ok beautiful I'm going to make some things clear to you. God if you just knew what you do to me! I get week in my knees thinking of you and that incredible body of yours. I keep going back to that incredible shower we took at my mothers place. At my mom's place! Ok maybe I should say some of this out load. Way to go Alex! You are just....
Alex was abruptly pulled from her thoughts by Jay laughing.
'What?'
'You look so cute when you are thinking. Want to tell me what is going on in that pretty head of yours?'
'In a minute. We are nearly there.'
'Where?' Jay asked perplexed as they headed into the front yard of a house.
'My place. You haven't seen it yet, and I thought it was time you did, since I'm camped out at your place.' Jay looked at the house, it wasn't big but it was Alex, is the only thing she could think of.
'You live here?' Alex nodded delighted by Jay's reaction. She looked pleased by what she saw. 'It fits you. I love it.'
'Good now come inside. I want to show you the rest.' Alex unlocked the door and took Jay inside. She gave her a tour saving two rooms for last.
This is her. It fits Alex like a glove. Perfect and cosy. I mean it's about three times the size my place it, but it screams cosy and put your feet up. Funny, I could see my self here. And god is that bathroom just incredible! I want to lock myself in there and just spend the day.
'Now I know I can't cook, but I love a kitchen. This one my mom helped me with. It's the place I love to entertain in. I hope you will spend some time here.' Alex led Jay into the kitchen, Jay stopped in her tracks. What she saw was her dream kitchen. Old style with all the comforts of the modern. It was just perfect. Alex laughed when she heard Jay sigh with want. 'That I take it is a sign of approval?'
'That is a sign I've fallen for this kitchen!' Jay pulled Alex to her and kissed her. A short kiss that left Alex's head spinning. She grabbed Jay and took her mouth, with so much passion it left her and Jay panting. Alex stared at Jay and then led her up the stairs, she didn't need to tell Jay where they were heading, she knew. Her whole body tingled.
Alex led her to her bedroom opened the door and let Jay go inside before her. It was exactly as Jay had pictured it. Alex gave her a moment and then led her to the bed. She then kissed Jay, softly just getting to know Jay's mouth and she moaned against her. Alex broke the kiss and just looked at Jay.
'I want to make you mine. I want to make you scream my name and I want to give you everything that you deserve. I want to make you understand what you do to me. I want to make love to you.' Alex looked at Jay and saw tears in her eyes, then Jay closed the distance between them and moulded her body to Alex's as she kissed her. Alex took her lips and she could swear they were sweeter than candy. She felt Jay's hand move to her back, stroking. That was all she needed.
Alex heard herself moan as she deepened the kiss. Their tongues were stroking each other, lazily. Alex was taking her time, she wanted to explore and taste Jay. She slowly broke the kiss with a sigh of protest from Jay. There was lust and love in Jay's blurred eyes. Alex then slowly lifted Jay's shirt over her head. Then just sighed when she saw Jay's breasts come into sight. They were just perfect, as the rest of Jay was. Alex now lightly stroked Jay's stomach marvelling at the feel of her skin.
Jay was going insane. Alex touched her so lightly and with so much love that she was stunned and her body responded like she knew it would. It still surprised her. When Alex unsnapped her jeans and slowly took them of her Jay held her breath and Alex came up and ran her fingertips up her body she shivered and let her breath go.
Jay was now standing in front of Alex in her underwear. She was so beautiful to Alex that she felt her heart beat go faster and it hurt so hard did it knock against her ribs. Alex drew Jay towards her and into her, kissing her with so much passion that they both saw stars. How long they kissed like that Alex would never figure out, it was just that perfect.
Jay got some sense back and started to tug on Alex's clothes. She wanted to see that body again, feel it against hers. Alex gasped as Jay grazed her breasts. She then took a deep breath and took a small step back so that Jay could undress her. Jay's hands were shaking as she lifted Alex's shirt, then she unsnapped her jeans and helped Alex step out of them. She was even more beautiful to Jay then she could remember.
They both stared for a while just taking in each other. Alex then made the move and reached behind Jay and unhooked her bra. She then slowly peeled it away from her breasts. Jay's nipples were already hard and Alex wanted to taste them but knew there would be time later. She knelt in front of Jay and hooked her fingers in the waistband of her panties and very slowly pulled them down. If Alex hadn't been kneeling her knees would have buckled. Jay was everything she had imagined and so much more. She had to take a deep breath to steady herself and then she got up again. Letting her fingertips once again just trace over Jay's skin.
Jay now slowly reached behind Alex and unhooked her bra, never breaking eye contact with Alex. She then also knelt down and removed Alex's panties. She moaned when she finally saw Alex. She didn't know how she had ever deserved Alex. She tried to steady herself and get back up but she just could not. Alex sensed it and in one swoop picked her up in her arms and gently lay her down on the bed.
'Alex oh god... you'
'Shhhh, let me make love to you.'
'I don't...' Jay wanted to explain that she didn't know what to do, but Alex just kissed her so softly that Jay could have sworn she imagined it.
'Just let me make love to you.' Alex whispered against her ear.
Alex breath against her ear and neck made Jay shiver again. Alex loved to feel that body shiver and began to lightly kiss Jay's neck and earlobe. Almost out of instinct Jay reached up and tangled her fingers in Alex's hair pulling her closer to her. Alex kept lightly kissing her. Jay's eyes were closed when Alex surprised her and took her mouth in a slow kiss, it was torture. Alex kept kissing her, their tongues tasting each other, as Alex's hands were stroking her stomach and then upwards until she lightly grazed Jay's breast.
Jay gasped into Alex's mouth, making Alex moan. She now felt Jay's one hand leave her hair and move over her back, at first with caution but then to Alex's delight she felt Jay become more sure. Jay was fascinated by the texture of Alex's skin. It was so soft and just felt like heaven to touch, and her hair was just right was the only thing she could think of.
Alex let herself go directly to Jay's breasts. She felt the twitch as she took them in her hands. Then Jay sighed and she smiled and Jay could feel it in their kiss. Alex was amazed at Jay's breasts, Jay was a small woman and her breasts weren't big either, but Alex found that they were just exactly the size she loved. She very gently stroked them getting a moan from Jay and so started to massage them and was just about to go further when Jay surprised her.
Jay wanted to make Alex feel what she was feeling, so she reached out and took Alex's breasts into her hands.
'Oh my god!' Alex said horsely into Jay's mouth.
This gave Jay more confidence and she started to stroke Alex the way Alex had done to her. Alex was moaning, she was at breaking point. Alex then broke their kiss and started to kiss Jay's neck spending some time there exploring it. Jay's neck was so sexy to her. And her kissing was getting her very satisfying sounds, Jay was purring. Alex gave her neck a last kiss and then moved even more down to the valley between Jay's breast. Here she kissed and traced Jay's skin with her tongue.
'God you are perfect.' Alex whispered.
What Alex was doing made Jay forget what she was doing and her hands were soon tangled back in Alex's hair. She felt something build up in her and it was making all that she was feeling more intense. Alex was slowly licking and kissing her way up Jay's one breast as her hand kept stroking the other. When Alex reached the nipple she waited just a beat then took the nipple into her mouth. She felt Jay moan as well as heard it. She then began to suckle her like a baby would its mother.
'Oh mother of...' Jay screamed out. Her body was tensing and she was so close to release, then Alex switched breasts doing the same to the other. Again she felt her body tense up, so could Alex she stopped even if it killed her, she wanted Jay to have an orgasm she would never forget, and for that she needed to work her up to the breaking point.
'Not yet Jay.' She groaned as Jay protested. She kept stroking Jay's breasts but with her tongue she licked down towards Jay's bellybutton. She licked around it and then kissed Jay's stomach all over then came back to her bellybutton. As she kissed it she pinched Jay's nipples and Jay arched up. Moaning for more. Alex kept it up for some time, but she did finally move. Her fingertips travelled down Jay's sides, she groaned and missed the contact with her breasts.
As Alex's mouth began to move downwards Jay suddenly got nervous, and tensed up. Alex had expected it and just stroked her with her fingertips.
'Jay trust me. Relax for me.' She said in a soothing whisper. And she could feel Jay slowly relax her body. She kept stroking her with her finger tips and then slowly kissed her way to the top of Jay's pussy.
Here Alex had to steady herself, Jay might not have been touching her but the effect was the same. She took a deep breath and smelled Jay. She was sure she would cum right there she was drunk on the smell. She kept stroking and just breathing in Jay's smell. When she finally did make contact with Jay's pussy it was like a pure shot of electricity. She took her time just kissing the top of Jay's pussy and stroking her thighs.
Jay was desperate and kept thrusting her hips up she wanted more contact she wanted Alex to take her. She wanted to scream get release from this sweet torture she was going threw. When Alex finally did move Jay knew she screamed but she didn't know what.
Alex moved her kisses down and finally kissed Jay on her slit and Jay screamed. What she screamed made Alex's heart fly right out of her chest. Jay screamed her name. She didn't make her wait any longer, that was it for Alex, the sign. She slowly let her tongue slip into Jay's pussy. Then she set down a slow rhythm as she fucked Jay's pussy. Jay was moving in sync with Alex's thrusts. Alex was slowly taking her higher and higher. Her body rippled with tension and pleasure.
Alex felt Jay's body tense up, she knew that it would take just a little more and Jay would explode into an orgasm she would never forget. Alex remove her tongue from Jay and sucked Jay's erect clit into her mouth and then slowly sucked on it. The reaction was immediate.
Jay's body tensed up beyond anything she had ever felt before and then there was only pure pleasure as her orgasm ripped her body and mind apart. Her toes curled and she screamed. She screamed the name of the one person she loved more than life itself.
Alex drank the juice that Jay offered her. She felt that perfect body ride it's orgasm as she kept sucking and licking to keep it going as long as she could manage, as her own orgasm was racking her body. She loved to hear her name being screamed, having Jay scream it. Then she felt Jay's body go limp. And she knew that Jay was out cold.
She moved up Jay's body and then kissed her.
'I love you Jay Jooste and now you are mine. I will never let you go.' Alex promised then wrapped herself around Jay pulling the duvet over their bodies. She fell asleep almost immediately.
Alex started awake hours later as the phone, next to her bed rang. She grabbed at it not wanting Jay to wake up. She managed to pick it up before the second ring. She was a bit out of it and took a while to get the phone to her ear.
'Alex? Are you there?' Alex heard her mother, and it hit her that her mother was probably worried to death.
'Yes, yes.' Alex answered her voice still heavy with sleep. 'I'm here mom.'
Oh thank god.' Alex then heard her mother take a deep breath. 'Now why don't you try and explain to me why you just disappeared? Do you know that we were worried sick?'
'I'm so sorry mom. I just needed...' Alex struggled for the right words. 'I needed Jay.' She finally just admitted the truth. 'I wasn't thinking clear. I am sorry mom.'
'Next time just tell me. I do understand.' Alex blushed she didn't want to hear that from her mother. Especially when she was naked and lying with her arm wrapped around her lover. 'Alexandra stop blushing. I was not born yesterday and I certainly understand that you wanted to be alone with Jay.'
'How...'
'How do I know you are blushing? Oh sweetie I know you, that's how. Now tell me are you two coming back tonight or am I alone with Jane?' Alex decided that they were staying they needed the time alone.
'We'll see you tomorrow. Goodnight mom.' Alex hung up before her mom could say anything else. She hadn't felt that embarrassed in years talking to her mom. Why was that?
Jay had woken up and had watched Alex the whole time she was on the phone. She had to stifle a laugh when Alex turned red. So that was what it took to make her blush. She enjoyed being held by Alex and she loved Alex for trying not to wake her. She was still on an incredible high. What Alex had given her was amazing and something that she would cherish for ever.
'I fainted didn't I?' She asked after a while. She saw those green eyes light up and it thrilled her to her heart that it was her that caused it. Alex leaned down and kissed her slowly.
'How you feeling?' Alex lovingly stroked Jay's hair from her face.
'Incredible, it isn't enough to describe what I'm feeling or felt, but it is the best I can think of.' Jay wrapped her arms around Alex and rested her head in the crook of Alex's neck, and breathed. The smell was Alex and it was hers. 'I want to make love to you Alex.'
'Not tonight. Tonight was for you. Plus you have to be tired.'
'Yes I am, but I wish I could right now. What you gave me... it blew me away. I love you.'
'And I love you.'
Alex kissed the top of Jay's head and stroked her back. She finally felt Jay's grip slacken on hers. She sighed a contented sigh and then drifted of to sleep. As always their bodies entangled even more in their sleep. They were joined as one, and dreamt the same dream. One with love and laughter in it.
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Ok, so you get two for one. Send me your comments. Greets Ann