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Lacrosse Lover: Chapter 8
By Mark (BostonBiGuy) some1yuno@hotmail.com
When classes started back so did practice so Chris and I had an opportunity to arrange a get-together. After we finished having sex I decided to talk to him for a bit about having decided to move in with Rob and Matt.
"That's cool, although you've got one of the best setups in a dorm since you've got your own room. But then again, it's not as nice as being in an apartment. Of course you know what that means though don't you?"
"What?"
"You're gonna be around Rob and Matt almost all the time, which means no more privacy like having a single in the dorms. Puts somewhat of a damper on you having guests like me."
It took me a second to realize exactly what he was referring to. Of course he was right, now that I'd have roommates it would limit the times when Chris and I would be able to get together for sex. Considering that sex was the main reason we got together it meant we wouldn't be together nearly as often. Now the only limits on our time were my classes and his schedule. Other than that we were free because I always had an empty room. It didn't matter that Chris had a roommate because my room was always free so we'd get together two to three times a week, sometimes even four. Having roommates would mean that we'd be lucky to be able to get together on a weekly basis.
Though I really didn't know Matt's or even Rob's schedule all that well and I'd probably have to wait until I moved in there before I would find out. I thought about telling them, but that was only for a second - there was no way I'd endanger my friendship with Rob. Besides telling them would probably result in me being shut out anyway and they'd find a new roommate. I'll just have to be more careful after I move in.
Chris said, "Do you think you could go again?"
"So soon?"
"Well we're not going to get too many more chances for it so we should make the most of every opportunity."
"Yeah, I probably could in a few minutes."
"Let me see if I can help speed you up."
He leaned in and began sucking on my dick, which had me hard very quickly. It never took him very long to get me aroused. Of course I'd planned to go to take a piss before we started again, but it was a bit too late for that now. I began to shift position back into a 69 so I could suck on him, but instead he pulled his head up. He repositioned himself lying on his back and I knew what he wanted. I grabbed the lube and a condom from one of my drawers.
It never took very long to get Chris ready - either he prepared himself in advance of our meetings or he was naturally always ready. Since we'd cum only a few minutes before we could take our time with this and get the most pleasure from it. Whenever I got ready to fuck Chris there was always this little nagging doubt at the back of my mind - like I was betraying Rob.
Since all I had with Rob was friendship and one-sided longing I couldn't actually be cheating on him. I was only betraying my own feelings. Still, I couldn't live my entire life being loyal to those feelings if they were not reciprocated. Of course the doubts never lasted long.
Once I had entered and established a rhythm we were joined both physically and mentally - that animal mentality that worried only about pleasure. In that frame of mind it was very easy to shove my doubts aside and continue. My mind shut down as my body took over, both providing and taking pleasure.
As I continued it was like being in a trance. I was standing on the outside, watching Chris and myself together. Responding and adjusting automatically to what would give us both the most pleasure. The two parts of me joined together as one when I approached climax. I could see Chris breathing harder and I knew that he was close as well.
One of my hands began jerking his dick rapidly causing him to cum very quickly. I could feel his ass tighten around me and I used this additional resistance to bring myself off quickly as well. We both lay there spent for a while longer.
It was the pressure in my bladder that finally forced me up though. I grabbed a dirty towel that I had for clean up and used it to clean myself off somewhat. Chris used it after I finished. He began dressing while I was setting out stuff to go take a shower. I wrapped a towel around my waist to go shower, he went for the door.
"See you at practice tomorrow."
"I'll be there."
I waited about 5 minutes after he left then went to go piss and take a shower. When I returned to the room I decided to put off doing my homework for a while and take a nap. I set the alarm to wake me up in two hours then collapsed on the bed.
On a Friday towards the middle of December Rob didn't show up for his usual time at the pool. I figured he had just been busy so I went ahead and had my usual swim and went to classes. When it came time for practice he wasn't there in the locker room. I asked some of the guys on the team that were friends with him to see if they knew anything about it.
A couple of them said that he hadn't been in classes today either. When Chris showed up at the locker room I asked him.
"Oh, I talked to Matt today, he's at home sick."
"That sucks, especially on the weekend."
"Yeah no kidding."
"I might go check on him after practice."
"Yeah, that'd be a good idea. You want to be on his good side since you'll be rooming with him soon."
"There is one thing that does surprise me though. Why didn't Rob ask you to move in with them? I mean, you've known both him and Matt for a lot longer than I have. You have some classes with both of them. You're the same age. Why not you?"
"Rob and I were roommates for part of the freshman year. We got along great - at first. We were just too different to live together. It was fine to be friends and living apart, but living together was too much. Having to live together threatened to ruin our friendship, so we split apart, I moved in with someone else and someone moved in with him. Once we weren't living together it was much easier to be friends."
I digested this information wondering if Rob and I would end up like he and Chris had. Chris seemed to understand my silence.
"If you're wondering if that's likely to happen between you I doubt it. For one thing you're a whole lot closer than we were then. For another, you're going to be in separate rooms, it helps to make the differences tolerable."
Even with Chris's assurances I still felt somewhat uncomfortable. What if the same thing happened to Rob and I? Although he and Chris are still pretty good friends now so hopefully that wouldn't happen. Besides Rob and I did get along pretty well and we'd spent a lot of time together. By that time we had to go out for practice which brought the discussion to an end. After practice I caught a bus to take me over to Rob's apartment to check on him.
I never thought that he might not be able to answer the door and that I might not be able to get in. There was no answer when I knocked on the door. I was starting to walk away when I ran into Matt heading to the apartment.
"What are you doing out this way?"
"I came by to check and see how Rob was feeling. I forgot that he probably couldn't answer the door."
"No problem, I'm heading that way for a couple minutes."
Matt and I chatted as we walked up to the apartment. We found Rob lying in the hallway floor with a blanket wrapped around him. It looked like he had been trying to leave the bathroom and collapsed. I went to help him get up and into bed.
He was startled to find me there when I woke him.
"What are you doing here?" "I came by to see how you were. Matt let me in."
"Oh."
I helped him to get into bed and covered him up.
I thought he had drifted off to sleep and I moved to leave the room. I noticed that his glass was almost empty and went to refill it.
"Thank you." I was somewhat startled when he spoke since I thought he was asleep. "Charles, could you get me some of the flu medication, it's in the bathroom medicine cabinet."
"Sure."
Since I was digging around in the medicine chest I went ahead and grabbed the thermometer. Rob's eyes were shut when I entered the room, but they opened as I reached the bedside.
"Let's take your temperature."
He grimaced slightly but held his mouth open - at least it was an electronic thermometer so it didn't have to be held in long. I waited for the beep and took it from his mouth.
"Your temp is really high, 102.4°. You better take something for it."
"That high. guess that explains why I feel like crap."
I handed him the flu medicine and his water. He looked at me as though he was about to speak, but didn't say anything. He swallowed the pills and thanked me. We were silent for a bit longer, then I spoke.
"I guess I should be going, let you get some rest."
"Ok." There was a note of disappointment in his voice.
I turned to go.
"Charles.
"Yes?"
"I hate to ask you this, it is the weekend and all, but. do you think you could stay with me here for a bit? I don't feel like being alone."
"Sure. I could stay the night if you wanted, I'd just have to go get some stuff from my dorm."
"Ok, thanks, that'd be great. You can use my car, the keys are on the nightstand."
"Ok, I'll stay here for a bit though. I'll go get my stuff later on."
"In that case, will you help me to the couch in the living room?"
"Sure."
I helped him out the bed, his skin was very hot to the touch. I could feel it easily through my shirt. I grabbed a shirt for him from his drawer and helped him to get it on then guided him into the living room. My concern for him even outweighed my usual sexual arousal initiated by his close presence. I situated him on the sofa then returned to his room grabbing some pillows for him and a blanket.
Once he was settled on the couch I sat in one of the nearby chairs and we watched TV for a bit. Rob didn't stay awake for very long though, within minutes his eyes had shut and he was sound asleep again. I hoped this was just the flu, I was somewhat worried about the possibility of meningitis. Meningitis was rare here, but it was still a possibility.
I sat there for a while as Rob slept. Eventually I decided I should go get my stuff from the dorm though. I went to get Rob's keys and slipped my shoes back on. I stopped to check on him before heading out the door.
A strand of his hair had fallen down on his forehead and I brushed it back into place. He was still warm to the touch, but not as warm as he had been. Looking at his lips I wanted to kiss him, but was afraid of waking him up and him finding out. Almost without my volition I leaned over and kissed him anyway, but on the forehead. There was no change in his breathing patterns and he didn't stir. I left and returned to the dorm.
It only took me a few minutes to get my stuff together. I checked my messages and found that I had none. I also grabbed my laptop off the desk to take with me. On the way back to Rob's apartment I stopped off at a grocery store and grabbed some orange juice and a couple of other things for him.
Rob awoke when I returned to the apartment. "You're back."
"I am."
"What's in the grocery bag, just some orange juice I brought you and a couple of things."
"Really? Thanks."
I put the things away in the fridge and he was asleep again by the time I returned. I had a seat in the chair and watched TV while he slept. He woke about an hour later and I checked his temperature.
"Good, your temp's down a lot. Almost to normal. Are you feeling any better now?"
"Yeah, a lot better since my nurse started taking care of me."
That comment made me chuckle. I also knew that he was definitely feeling better if he could make jokes like that.
"Your fever must be higher than the thermometer said, there's no nurse uniform on me."
"No, but you'd look good in one of the sexy nurse outfits. Get the real short skirt, the fishnet stockings and put some fake boobs and a wig on you."
"Ha - ha, not a chance. I prefer things the way they are now."
"Yeah, you wouldn't look very good as a woman anyway. Your legs are too hairy and your dick would stand out on the front anyway."
"Well, I suppose that's comforting." I returned to being serious, "Can I get you anything?"
"I could use some of that orange juice."
"Anything else?"
"Not right now."
I fixed him a glass of orange juice and brought it back to him. He was awake for a while longer but soon drifted off to sleep again. My attention shifted between the TV and watching him sleep. Eventually I decided it was time to go get something to eat. I figured I could just take Rob's car and run out to pick something up real quick. I woke Rob up to let him know that I was going out and to ask if he wanted anything. Then headed out the door. I returned a few minutes later with my dinner and a chocolate milkshake for Rob per his request.
I handed Rob his shake then sat down in the chair to eat my dinner. Rob and I chatted for a bit while I ate.
"Hey Charles?"
"Yeah."
"You think I could have a few of your fries?"
"Yeah, no problem."
"Thanks."
"Anything else I can get for you?"
"Right now I feel like the only things I need are a backrub, a blowjob and to be over this damn flu. Although I don't know I could handle a blowjob now with this flu."
As usual he was smiling at having caught me off guard. I quickly replied, "That's ok, as your nurse I have to tell you that your health care plan wouldn't cover it. We'll see about the back rub and you should have had your damn flu shot and you wouldn't be dealing with all of this now."
Well, he certainly sounds like he's feeling better to be making jokes like that. I would have been happy to do all three if I could. We watched TV for a while longer before Rob drifted off to sleep again for a bit. I watched him sleeping. As he slept he began to sweat more, it also looked like he was having a restless sleep. His flu medicine is probably wearing off and the fever is coming back.
After a while I went over and touched his face, I was right, he was hot again. I shook him awake.
"Rob, it's about time for you to have another dose of flu meds, you're burning up again."
I checked his temp with the thermometer and found it to be 102.1 lower than earlier, but still higher than it should be. He took another dose of medication.
"I think I'm going to go back to bed now."
"Ok."
He stood up from the sofa and almost immediately fell back down. "Whoa. got dizzy."
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah, just got a little dizzy."
"Do you need some help?"
"No, I think I can manage, just need to go slower."
"Ok."
He headed off down the hallway, taking his time though. I could see that he'd stopped off in the bathroom. Even though he said that he was ok I was ready to go in case he needed me after all.
I waited for a couple minutes without hearing him come out of the bathroom. Then I heard Rob call for me.
"Charles, I think I might need some help after all."
I went into the bathroom to find him sitting on the toilet.
"I'm sorry to have to get your help but I just got so dizzy. I was standing there one minute and felt almost like I was going to pass out."
"It's ok."
I wet a cloth, which I ran over his face then placed on the back of his neck. After a couple minutes he finally spoke.
"Thanks, I feel better now. I think I can make it."
He stood up somewhat unsteadily; I put my arm around him to stabilize him as we walked down the hallway and into his room. Once in his room he dropped down onto the bed and pulled the blankets up over him.
"Could you stay in here for a bit and talk with me?"
"Yeah, no problem."
I lay down on the bed as we talked. I wasn't sure how long we talked but as the time passed I became more relaxed and tired. I had closed my eyes as we talked and I could feel myself drifting off to sleep. Eventually the conversation dropped off but I didn't move. As the silence went on, I knew I should get up, but my body just didn't want to. It wasn't long before I fell asleep.
I woke up some time later, I didn't know when or how long I'd been asleep, only that somehow I had gotten under the blankets and was now pressed up against Rob's back, my arms wrapped around him. I was very comfortable lying like that, but I thought it might be best if I moved away from him.
I tried to slip my arm out from under him but it caused him to stir. He mumbled, "Don't, stay here." He was still breathing regularly, his eyes had never moved. He must have been talking in his sleep and just responding to my movement. Still, I really didn't want to wake him up if I could help it. I also wouldn't get many other chances for this. Once I had moved into the next room there'd be no reason why we'd be sharing a bed.
I settled in against his back once more and let my arms encircle him again. In his sleep one of his arms moved to rest on top of mine, our hands together holding us there. The last thought I had as I drifted off to sleep was him and that I loved him. I had finally decided that there was no other word for it.
With my arms wrapped around him and holding him like that I had to admit I loved him. I'd been hiding it from myself, denying it; trying to keep those feelings at bay and under control. I'd tried to convince myself that it was just an infatuation, sexual desires harbored for a friend. Of course, I knew it was more than that, but I couldn't face it then. Finally accepting my feelings allowed me to drift into an exquisitely pleasurable dream induced by Rob's presence against me.
When I woke up he had rolled away from me and twisted the sheet up around him. I got up and went into the bathroom to piss. Rob was waking up when I returned to the bedroom and was sitting up.
"How are you feeling today? Better, but still kinda tired."
I checked his temperature 99.8 degrees much better than yesterday. Rob stood up to head into the bathroom, his hardon clearly tenting the front of his shorts.
"Well, it looks like you're feeling better." I joked, nodding at the front of his shorts.
He shrugged, "It has a mind of its own." A slight grin followed.
I didn't bring up last night, most likely he was asleep and didn't remember. It was better if no questions were asked.
While Rob was in the bathroom I went into the living room. Matt was in there getting ready for work.
He said hello, I responded.
"You should sleep in Jeff's room tonight, he won't be in until Monday morning." At about this time Rob entered the room. Matt continued, "There's no reason for you to have to stay in the same room since there's one free."
Rob was looking at Matt as though he planned to have words with him at some point, over what I didn't really know.
"Anyone mind if I have a shower now?"
"Nope. Go right ahead, I'm on my way out of the door."
"Just as long as you save some hot water for me, " Rob replied.
As I went in the bathroom I could hear Rob and Matt talking, although I couldn't make out what they were saying, so I just went ahead and hopped in the shower. After I finished showering I toweled off then opened the door to let some of the steam out so I could see to shave in the mirror.
Rob came up to the door, "Finished with the shower?"
"Yep."
He moved to his room for a minute, then came back into the bathroom and stripped in front of me before hopping into the shower. I had finished shaving and brushing my teeth before he finished the shower so I went to his room and grabbed some clothes from my bag to get dressed. Rob came into the room while I was still getting dressed.
"Not going to shave?"
"Nah, don't think I'm gonna go anywhere so I'll just have to look scruffy."
Most of the day was spent just talking and playing around, Rob slept quite a bit, but was much more alert today than last night. I stayed in Jeff's room that night, which soon would be my room. I would have preferred to stay with Rob once again, but that was just a fluke and Matt's comments earlier that day had prevented me from having a good reason to stay in there. Oh well, it was something I'd have to get used to.
I spent part of Sunday there, for the most part a repeat of the day before. Although Rob and I did horse around quite a bit, we even made a trip to the pool to swim for a while. He got tired faster than he usually did, which showed that he was still recovering from being ill, although, I doubted the effects would last much longer. At about 4 p.m. I decided I'd return to the dorm so that I could get some stuff taken care of.
"Would you like a ride back to the dorm?"
"I can just take the bus."
"It's no biggie, I'm heading out to go meet someone soon anyway, so I can take you."
"Ok, thanks."
We chatted for the few minutes that it took to reach the dorms. When I was ready to get out he stopped me. "Thanks for staying here over the weekend and for taking care of me."
"It was no problem. Besides, I had a good time this weekend."
"Yeah, so did I. " He looked at me as though he had something more to say, but didn't say it. Instead his gaze redirected slightly and he smiled, "Thanks again."
"See you tomorrow."
"Later."
I watched as Rob pulled away, and headed back in the direction we'd come, back towards his apartment. I wonder if he did have something else to do or if he just said that so I'd consent to letting him drive me.
I returned from the airport and had to catch a cab back to my dorm. Rob had given me a ride to the airport so I could go home for the break, but I didn't want to have to have him give me a ride back. When I entered my room I checked my messages on the phone. There was a message from Rob.
"Hey, give me a call when you get in again. Jeff finished moving all of his stuff out so it's free for whenever you're ready to move in. Just let me know when you'll be ready to move and I'll come help you."
I called home first to let them know that I had made it back ok. Then I called Rob.
Matt answered the phone. "Oh, how was your break? Did you enjoy being with your family again."
"My break was good, and I enjoyed seeing my family again, but I am happy to get away from them. I missed having freedom."
"Yeah, I hear you. Family can be so overbearing at times."
"Yep."
"You probably want to talk to Rob, right?"
"Yeah."
"He's in the shower and has been in there a while using up the hot water. He'll probably be out in just a few minutes. I'll have him call you back then."
"Ok, thanks."
"Looking forward to seeing you soon, roomie."
"See you soon Matt."
I had packed up most of my stuff before I left so that I would be ready to move when I get back. That way I would at least have a few days after getting moved in before classes started. I was only waiting for a little over a minute when Rob returned my call.
"Hey, you're back."
"Yeah."
Suddenly I heard Matt yell in the background "Hey, stop dripping all over the place, you could have at least toweled off first! And put some clothes on damn it!"
"Hehehe, sorry about that. So when are you gonna be ready to move?"
"Umm.. whenever, I've already got all of my stuff packed."
"Ok, tomorrow good?"
"Yeah."
"Ok, why don't we get breakfast together at about 10, then we can get you moved. Do you think we'll need two trips."
"It might, but I really don't have a lot of stuff to bring with me."
"Ok, cool. See you then."
I hung up the phone. Judging by Matt's comments Rob must have rushed out of the shower without even bothering to dry off or put anything on. I wonder if he was that excited about me moving in there. If he was excited, that was a fortuitous omen that we would get along well as roommates.
I spent most of the rest of the day just relaxing, some time was spent making sure I have everything ready to move. I also made a trip out to the store to pick up a few things. I went to bed early that night, I had adjusted to being in a different time zone and as usual travel had drained a lot of my energy.
I woke up that morning and went to go shower before Rob got there. He arrived even earlier than he usually did.
"Ready to go for breakfast?"
"Yeah."
We only made a quick run for breakfast, just some bagels and coffee to get the day started. Almost everything I had in the dorm fit into his car. We made a trip to the apartment, just tossing the stuff into Jeff's former room and then returned to the dorm to get the rest and to grab the rest of my stuff. While I was there I had to sign out of the dorm for the last time, filling out the leave forms and going over the room check sheets then giving my key back to them. When I had finished all of that we hopped into his car and then returned to the apartment.
Back at the apartment I went in to start unpacking, Rob went to talk to Matt briefly. He came back into the room and offered to help me get unpacked.
"Where should I start?"
"I've got some clothes in that box over there if you want to get them out."
"Ok."
Rob opened the box picked it up and then threw the clothes all over the room. "What? You didn't say you wanted me to put them up."
"Gee thanks asshole. Could you please put them up?"
"Maybe. I'll have to think about it." He said grinning, but he was already starting to pick things up. I noticed that the box he had chosen to throw around was the box that had his underwear in it. I held my breath when I saw him get close to them. He looked at them for a second, but then began to put them into the drawers just like everything else.
I quietly breathed a sigh of relief when I realized that he'd either not noticed them, or he'd just decided not called attention to them. Either way it was a better outcome than I had feared. Although, I know somewhere in the back of my mind there was the hope that he might recognize them and react positively to them. Yeah, like he was going to see them, walk up to me, kiss me and declare his undying love for me. I felt like an idiot for hoping, but I couldn't deny that the desire was there.
It didn't take us very long to get my stuff unpacked since we were working together. By 1 PM. I was pretty much moved in. We still had to talk to the landlord and the papers would have to be changed to include me instead of Jeff to make it official; but we could take care of that in the next few days.
Rob and I spent most of the day together. We made a trip to the pool, we chatted about things like transportation and our schedules so that I could ride with him most of the time. It seemed as though nothing had changed between us, except that we now lived under the same roof. It was a lot like the time I had stayed there over Thanksgiving. I knew eventually that it would end, that the "vacation" mentality would fade away and there'd be more concerns to deal with, but quite frankly, I didn't want to deal with them now. I had made my decision and there really wasn't much I could do about it.
For the most part the rest of the week passed by uneventfully. There were no parties or major activities on Friday night since most of the students were away. I had expected that Rob and I would be going to the party held on Saturday night. Rob had other ideas.
"I don't really feel like going out tonight. Why don't we just rent a video or something and hang out here?"
"Ok by me."
We made a trip out to rent a couple of movies and picked up some pizza to have for dinner. Throughout the night Rob seemed to be unsettled about something. Several times I had caught him looking at me as though he were getting ready to say something. Whenever he saw me looking he'd turn away though. As the first movie progressed he became more and more uncomfortable.
Eventually he took the remote and stopped the VCR. He cut the TV off and then sat there looking at me, trying to get the words to come out.
Finally he said, "Charles, we need to talk.
Well, that's it for Chapter 8. I rarely do cliffhangers but this time it seemed appropriate. I know it's taken a very long to get this chapter out and I apologize for the nearly interminable wait. I hope to have the next chapter finished in a much shorter time period. I welcome your comments by email some1yuno@hotmail.com
Past chapters of this story and other stories I've written are available at my website http://bbg.webjump.com
Thanks for reading,
Mark(BBG)