Kyle's Outcoming
Ron -- my dad.
Chrissy -- my mom.
Mike Newberry -- New Best Friend.
Tommy Newberry -- Mike's Dad.
Bette Newberry --Mike's mom.
Karston -- Kevin's Friend
Nick Graziano -- Mike's Next door neighbor
From Chapter 27:
Mike continued, "Anyway, We both admitted that it could never work. I DID
like his harsh way of pushing me ... well ... obviously. But ... I don't
love him. And HE still says he prefers girls. After you left -- we
pretty much did the same as the other night, and ... Kye -- sorry! With
the same result. It just gets me off to be pushed painfully like that. It
would be the same if you or ... Nick did it."
His eyes got all glassy and then they overflowed onto his cheeks. "I
repeat ... I don't love Kevin. I'm so sorry that anything came between us
--Kye," he sobbed, "I love only one ... I don't see that changing any
time soon ... and that's you."
He seemed to be studying my eyes for some kind of reaction -- I don't
think he found anything recognizable. I felt cold and almost a dead
feeling in me. Or maybe it was not dead ... it was dread. When I didn't
answer, he said, "I've screwed it up ... haven't I?"
Chapter 28
OH ... MY ... GOSH! I was so sure that -- well -- obviously things are never as they seem -- at first. "I'm sorry, Mikey, but I'm going with your best friend at the moment." Yeah, right! What was I gonna tell this boy ...this ... man ... looking into my eyes with hope and dread?
"I dunno, Mike -- I'm a little -- um -- screwed up, myself ... right now. I'm almost sick to my stomach -- you know?" I said, hoping ... I dunno -- I guess stalling for the right words to present themselves inside my brain.
"Do I know? You're asking if I KNOW the feeling ... I THINK so!" Said Mike, sadly. "At least you haven't ... been ... um ... sexual ...with Nick, as I did with your brother. I'm so ... sooo ... sorry!"
"Not as sorry as I am, Mikey!" I thought. My sick stomach was by now in a tight knot. I felt hot and cold all at the same time. I pulled over and opened my door, and left the contents of my breakfast on the street.
Mike was instantly out of his seat belt and straining to bend over the console, trying to comfort me. His hand touched my back and an electric shock went through me. "Oh Kye -- my Kye-kye! I'm so sorry!"
I sat back up and tears were rushing down my face. Could I possibly tell him? No! Could he tell that the tears were from more than the retching? Maybe he assumed it. I would be with him all day ... three classes ... lunch ... how could I keep it together ... that long?
"You -- you really ARE sick -- aren't you? Maybe you should go home. I'll get home -- somehow!"
I shuddered, then thought ... "Thank you God! Thank you MIKE".
I said, "Maybe you're right. Call me when English lit is done-- in case I'm asleep. Hopefully I'll be okay later on and can pick you up. `You sure you'll be okay on your own?"
"I gotta do it sometime ... may as well be ... today." I'm sure he didn't mean it that way, but it came out ... almost grimly.
As soon as I drove out of the parking lot, I pulled over in the parking lot of the Burger King across the street and dialed Kevin's number.
"Hey Kye-kye! Wassup?"
"You love Mike, don't you -- you want him!"
"Kye -- I could never do that to my brother!"
"I appreciate that, but - that's not what I asked."
"Huh?"
"Can you honestly tell me that you don't love Mike?"
"I dunno -- I've been trying to put it out of my mind."
"Yeah, that tells me a lot in itself. So ... if you can't tell me that ... maybe you can answer this: Do you want Mike ... for yourself?"
"I told you, I couldn't - "
"I KNOW what you told me -- and I believe you. But I HAVE to know ... would you give up the guy you love ... because you love me? I mean ... "
"You're my brother, Kye -- my flesh and blood. Brothers don't- "
"I feel the same, but... Kevin -- just tell me the truth -- even knowing how you feel -- do you want him... or are you just playing with him?"
After a long silence, "Kye, I dunno what you're looking for, here. I'm trying to not screw up your life, and - "
"Too late!"
"Hunh?"
"Kev, after yesterday and the day before, you and Mike made it pretty clear that you had only eyes for each other. I would have been crushed ... actually I was! But mostly because I was so jealous that you were cutting in on my - "
"EXACTLY why I cut it off between me and Mike! I don't WANT to- "
"But -- didn't you see what was happening -- between me and ... Nick?"
"Well -- not really --wait a minute -- you and Nick -- that jock who leaps the fence like a -- a --cougar or something? What're you talking about?"
"He came over last night. He's Mike's best friend. We were trying to ... make some sense of what was happening -- between you and Mike and ... between me and Nick. After talking to both you and Mike, I was sure that you two were an item. As I said, I was jealous, but it wasn't about you and mike ... it was about you and ...me!"
"Jeez, Kye!"
"Yeah, to say the least! Now Mike thinks you broke up with him -- which ... well, you did - "
"But Kye -- we were never - "
"Not officially. But really -- you WERE -- at least enough that you felt you had to cut it off -- which sounds a lot like breaking up to me. So ... now ... Mike thinks he's back with me ... or I dunno, he's really heartbroken because he thinks he's screwed up himself with me and ... lost you ... all in the same 24 hours."
"So ... what's the problem. You love him don't you? Just tell him."
"The problem is -- I told Nick last night that I'd go with him -- after seeing you and Mike's obvious --obvious -- um - "
"Where's Mike ... right now?"
"In class."
"Don't you have all the same classes?"
"I had to call you ...and I got sick, so I dropped him off, and - "
"When's that class over?"
I looked at the time on my phone. "He should be almost to the next class, about now."
"I'll call you back!"
"But - "
"Bye!" (Silence).
I sat in the parking lot and almost had a meltdown. I sat back and closed my eyes and tried to clear my head. I dunno how long it was before my phone buzzed me. It was Mike.
"Hey."
"Hey. Um -- are you ... okay -- Kye?"
"Are YOU??"
"I asked you first!"
"I -- think so. I mean -- we gotta talk ... I guess." I said lamely. I can pick you up after English lit, and - "
"No! -- Er -- I - um -- no. Um -- Kevin's picking me up."
"Oh."
"He explained everything to me. I -- guess -- I need to ask you if - "
"Whatever my brother said -- is true." I said, kind of defeated, kind of relieved, kind of starting to feel a glimmer of ... elation ...again.
"You're okay with that?"
"Oh HELL yes! My two best friends may be getting together --if what Kev said was true."
"I told you that whatever my brother said ... is true. I was devastated this morning, Babe. I had already told Nick that ... we'd be a couple, and then you said -- well, you know the rest."
"Kev is picking me up after class, but can you come over and -- be with us -- in the hot tub -- after?"
"After ... ?"
"After class, perv! I mean meet us there. I know that Nick will pop in before he thinks he's heading to your house. Only -- you'll be there! We'll have some fun with him."
"I don't wanna have some fun with him, Mike. At least not that kind of fun. He's your best friend and my ... boyfriend ... now. We've had enough fun for this week -- and it wasn't much fun!"
"Okay, well let's still all get together BEFORE, then."
"Before ... ?"
"Haha! Don't be dense, Kye-kye! Whatever happens `after' ... is no one else's business! And -- um -- Don't be surprised by anything that might happen".
"Hunh?"
"Gotta go! Bye!" (Silence)
I got myself a giant Burger King cheeseburger -- the way I wanted it ... and went back across the street and surprised Mike in English lit.
"Haha! You came back!" He said to me after class.
"I never got any further than across the street."
"What -- you ate a glutton-burger at Booger-King?" I shrugged. "I swear -- not away from me an hour and abusing yourself already!"
"I might have done that too ... but you don't know -- do you?"
"I know that if you had a private place to do it ... you would -- cuz I know that I would have!"
"And it's anyone's guess if there was extra mayo in that bun or what -- right?"
"You're disgusting!" He laughed.
"Yup -- and you found out just in the nick of time!"
"Did someone call me?" said a familiar voice from behind us. We both turned to see Nick grinning at us. It was hot in the afternoon, but Nick looked as cool as a summer's breeze.
"You gotta stop eavesdropping, Buddy!" Said Mike, clearly a little angry.
"It just goes with the territory. When someone close to me says my name -- I hear it -- no matter where I am."
"But -- no one said your name."
"But I heard my name at least twice. I just couldn't make out the rest."
"Well, if you have a sensitivity control, better turn it down. The last time we were saying `in the nick of time'."
"So you WERE mentioning my name before - "
"We'll talk about this later, Nick ... Mike!" I said, looking between the two of them.
By this time we were in the parking lot and Kevin was there by my car. "Hi Kev."
"Hi Kye-kye! Mind if I take your friend in my car?"
"Works for me -- then I'll take Nick in mine."
"See you later, Bro."
As I was driving off, I saw someone else in Kevin's car. Nick interrupted my thoughts. "Pull into the next parking spot -- there." I did as told and he said, "Get out." I did that as well. "We'll come back and get your car later. This'll be faster."
He again picked me up and in a little more than a minute we were in Mike's back yard. "What was that for?" I asked.
"You're a little challenged in the imagination arena, aren't you? We have up to a half hour alone before they get here."
"Just to get it straight -- we didn't fly here ... did we? It was all a blur to me -- the few seconds I was brave enough to open my eyes."
"No -- I ran. I'm not Superman - I can't fly."
"Maybe not Superman, but you're faster than a speeding train! And I'll bet you can leap tall buildings!"
"Haha! Haven't tried that ... yet! What're we waiting for? Lets hit the tubby!" He was instantly naked and opening the spa door for me.
I felt so lame, taking a whole five seconds to rip off my clothes!
Once inside, away from prying eyes (like Nick's mom!) we attacked each other! I know he could rip my head off if he wanted, but he is so gentle! And in the hot tub, his body is actually hot. (I like cool better, but hot is okay once in awhile.)
"I couldn't get you off my mind after last night. I really do sleep -- most of the time, but ... not last night. I just thought ... and fantasized ... about you -- all night and ... really ... all day. Which I guess is why I heard you say my name. I promise, that's all I heard."
While he was talking, his hands were caressing my body, lower and lower, and within moments, he was stroking my very rigid and turgid member. We kissed deeply and he looked deeply into my eyes, quickly glancing down and back up. "Can I -- now?"
I was mesmerized. All I could do was nod. He went under the water and started to lick and blow bubbles round my hardrock piece. He came up for air. I don't think he needed to except to get more air to blow. He went down on me and started to gently bob up and down, making the water in the tub bob up and down at the same time. He stopped. He lifted me up onto the cooling seat and said, "Whenever you feel it's right, you do whatever you feel like doing. I can take it!"
Then he started bobbing slowly again -- picking up speed little by little. I felt it rising from deep inside me. By the time I was shaking all over he quickly withdrew his mouth and said, "Go for it, Kyle ... GO FOR IT!"
He again surrounded my dick with his mouth and actually grabbed my hands and placed them on his head. I was mechanical at first, but soon I again was vibrating and hyperventilating. I then started to jam it down his throat (Well, as far as 6" can go!) and abandoned myself to my inner animal.
I heard a guttural sound erupting from my very core, and out my mouth, and it turned in to a high pitched -- growl -- is all I can think of to explain it. I was still inhibited enough to not want to worry the neighbors. Then wave after wave of euphoric, ecstatic orgasm hit me.
I forgot who I was, where and with whom I was with, only the orgasm -- like I'd never before experienced -- took over my being. I WAS the orgasm! My whole body was the orgasm, and it felt like it was spreading itself out in ever enlarging circular waves.
I was shaking all over and was almost out of body ... I think ... by the time I finished cumming. When I came "out" of it, Nick was cradling me like a baby.
"Oh my GOSH, Kyle! That was amazing! I got ALL of your stuff, and it was better than any ... sorry, but ... blood ... I ever sucked from any animal. Unfortunately for the spa filters ... mine wasn't caught in anyone's mouth!"
"That was the most amazing -- what? You came too?"
"Watching and hearing your amazing orgasm just made me spontaneously erupt."
I felt completely spent. Nick looked -- like before, cool as a cucumber! "I can't imagine anything more intense than that, Nick-O. I just have to wonder what it'll be like to - "
The spa door opened and Mike and my brother were there. "You beat us back here." Said Kevin. "I thought I was flying low in my Trans-Am. How did you - ".
Then I saw him. "Wha -- Karston!" I said.
"Yeah, he wanted to come along with me. Well ... okay ... I wanted him to come! He has learnt some bit of physical therapy from his physical therapist up at the U since his injury. I thought maybe he could speed Mike's recovery even better than I. I've reached the end of my limited knowledge."
As they were all stripping and getting in the tub, "Hi Kyle." Said Karston, shyly. "I was surprised that Mike here was already out of his wheel chair. Kevin has told me some pretty wild tales of his fast recovery."
"Wild tales?" Mike retorted, turning beet red, either from embarrassment or anger, I don't know which. I too was pissed that Kev would say anything.
"Well, maybe wild was a little strong. I just could not believe that he was already up and walking ... after seeing him at the games."
Both Mike and I sighed a little and Mike said, "Well, if you can call what I do ... walking. But I do get around." I could hear a little bit of pride in his otherwise humble voice by now. I doubt anyone else heard it. "I wanna play football next fall." He added.
"This boy's got balls!" Said Karston. My eyes went directly to his balls, but then I realized he wasn't talking about those! "Barely walking and talking about next fall. We NEED him At UCLA! I'm gonna alert the Coach. How're your grades?"
"Not bad in high school. Since this thing happened it's been a struggle catching up, but I'm gonna pass -- thanks to Kye -- er -- Kyle!"
"Seriously, I'm gonna talk to Coach. I got to know him pretty well when I was benched." Mike was glowing by now!
"Tell me what you've been doing for him, Kev."
Kevin explained how he would force Mikes legs past what most normal guys could take -- leaving out the part about Mike's reaction to it. Again Mike seemed a little tense up, but relaxed when he realized Kevin wasn't gonna reveal anything like that.
Kevin started working Mike as before. Mike was straining not to react like he did before. "Let me do that." Said Karston. He started again and as he was pushing on Mike's legs, he was also deep massaging his upper thighs. He saw the same fear that I saw, but probably didn't know where the fear was coming from ... as I did.
"You know what?" said Karston, "We can do this later." He was no longer the shy gay footballer. He was the master of the situation. "Too many people here. I wouldn't want everyone watching me get torqued. Kyle -- who's your friend?"
"Oh -- well, this is ... really ... Mike's best friend -- Nick." Nick's face fell a little. I added, "Nick and I have become pretty close too."
We talked about -- mostly football, with the other four all footballers themselves. Then Kevin said, "We should probably be getting home, Bud!" looking at me. "I told Mom we'd be there for dinner." Then looking at the ... almost dismay ... on Nick's face, he added, "I told her that Nick will be there too. Hope that's okay -- Nick?"
Nick's face turned on like a light. "I just gotta let my mom know not to expect me."
I'm sure Nick was the one not thinking this time. All of a sudden he disappeared. Both Kevin and Karston shook their heads. "What just happened there? Did I wig out for a moment?" Asked Kevin.
"Dude!" Said Karston. "Dude was here one second -- and poof! Gone!"
"Then it wasn't me!" said Kevin.
"He -- he -- he's just fast." Said Mike.
"Maybe we need HIM at UCLA!" said both Kevin and Karston, looking at each other.
The spa door opened slowly. Nick looked sheepishly in. "Sorry to leave so fast. I live just next door, so I wanted to tell my mom ... " Then he seemed to realize what he'd just done. He looked deeply into both Kevin's and Karston's eyes. "She's fine with it." He said, slowly.
"She's fine with it." Said both Kevin and Karston in unison, looking dazed. (I think they WERE dazed) Nothing more was said about it.
"You can ride over with Kye, Nick. I can take you home after if you want. I'll be going back to West L.A. tonight."
"I'll -- um -- I'm okay. I may stay and help Kyle study -- or something -- after you leave."
"Yeah, okay. Well, lesbian our way." Kevin learned that one in junior high and had used it ever since.
"Hi again, Nick. Nice to see you again." My mom said. "Where's Mike? I haven't seen him in awhile."
"Mike's -- um -- busy -- um -- with a new physical therapist." I said. "And -- um -- Mom -- I guess I should tell you -- Nick is my new boyfriend."
Nick panicked for exactly one-half second. He smiled, maybe a little embarrassed looking.
"Well, it's nice to have you here, Nick. Kyle sure knows how to pick `em!"
She giggled a little. This time Nick turned almost yellow. (Vamps don't turn red!) "Your father will be a little late. He called and there was an accident on 91. We'll eat as soon as he gets here." (DING! [from the kitchen]) "I have to see to something. You boys -- do what ... um ... boys do!" she giggled again and disappeared into the kitchen.
What boys do in my house (If there's no football game on) is disappear into their bedroom, which is what we three did.
"Oh my gosh, Kyle!" Said Kevin. "You SOOO outed Nick, right in front of Mom!"
Nick's hands were in almost a prayer formation, next to his mouth. I didn't have to wait long. He breathed deep and said, "That was -- interesting." He said. "Outed twice in one day, first my myself, then by ... you, Kyle."
"Twice?" Both Kevin and I said.
Nick turned to Kevin. "Kevin - I learned something important about you this afternoon. You can be trusted. I have a seventh sense about this. I just seem to know when I can trust people." He let that sink in. "Kevin -- remember when I went home to tell my mom not to expect me for dinner?" Kevin nodded.
"Well, I had a little mess to clean up, after I got back. I'm sorry, but -- I kind of hypnotized you and Karston."
"Wha -- at?" Said Kevin.
"Do you even remember how quickly I was out of there?"
"Yeah, you said ... you said ... Ooohhhh! Shee-yit!" Kevin said, his eyes getting as round as saucers. "Go ... um ... go on!"
Nick looked again ... deeply into Kevin's eyes. "Kevin -- um -- maybe you better sit down."
"Um -- maybe I better sit down." Kevin parroted, as he slowly let himself down onto my bed.
"Kevin, I'm a vampire."
Kevin was immediately on his feet, and in-between Nick and me. "You CAN'T have him!" He yelled.
"Are you boys okay in there?"
Again -- into Kevin's eyes, "It's okay Mom." Said Nick.
"It's okay, Mom." Parroted my brother. The he shook it off and said, more quietly this time, "It's NOT okay! You can NOT have my little brother!"
Nick was drilling Kev's eyes. "What do you think, Kyle?" said Nick.
"What do you think Kyle ... Kye?" Asked my brother.
"Nick doesn't want to make me a vampire, if that's what you're worried about."
This time Kevin nearly dropped down onto the bed. "Now it's beginning to make sense. The way you leapt over that 6-foot fence as if it was knee high. And yeah, earlier, when you disappeared. But ... Somehow ... if Kye trusts you ... I feel like I can too. Oh! You said seventh sense! Didn't you mean sixth sense?"
"Did I say that? Well, - um -- I'm learning new things all the time -- about myself."
We heard the front door close. "Dad's home. When were you gonna drop this little bomb on them?" Said Kevin.
"I may not."
"Boy's -- almost dinner time!"
We came out to the living room and Dad said, "How do you want your steaks? I'm barbequing."
"You know I like mine medium rare, Dad." Said Kevin.
"Rare for me, Dad." I said.
"And ... is it Nick?" Nick nodded. "Heh, I kept calling you Mick after you left last night. Sorry. How do you like your steak, son?"
"Raw!"
"Heh! Okaaay! Rare it shall be! It'll still be moo-ing when I give it too you!"
Notes: How things can change in one chapter! I have to tell you ... I LOVE painting myself into corners that I have to get out of when I get back! I hope you like it too! Comments are always welcome and ... solicited even! (I'll be gone all of August) To stevethomas535@hotmail.com. Thanks and ... Love, Steve