This is based on the author's feelings, beliefs, and in some cases experience but it is a work of pure fiction. Come to think of it, it may not always be that pure! There may be graphic sexual encounters at times between men, so if this offends you or you are otherwise not allowed by law, etc., you are invited to retreat. Otherwise ... enjoy!
Cast of characters:
Kyle Tragg -- That's me! Kevin -- My older brother. Ron -- my dad. Chrissy -- my mom. Mike Newberry -- New Best Friend.
Tommy Newberry -- Mike's Dad.
Bette Newberry -- Mike's mom. Bob -- Old best friend. Jorge, Ron, -- New friends
Brian, Barry -- nurses.
Karstin -- Kevin's Friend
From Chapter 13:
I slowed his stroking and resumed my own thrusting. I came before I knew what was happening, blowing it all over his bum and on the sheets all the while continuing to stroke him. As soon as mine was winding down, he started to whine softly and pant heavily, and the stroking got wet and slippery. That almost made me feel like coming a second time. I vowed to try to time it better next time.
We fell asleep and sometime he extracted himself from me, so his arm could be a little more comfortable.
He didn't have to tell me what his decision was after talking to his parents. I knew before he went to them that he'd need to at least try it with her.
Chapter 14
I woke up to my phone vibrating. Mike was sleeping loudly, breathing through his mouth.
"Hi." I whispered, noticing Kevin's number.
"Hi Bro. I guess I woke you!"
"Naw ... it's okay! I had to get up to answer the phone anyway!" I quipped.
"We missed you last night!"
"Oh! In what way? Did you party without me then?"
"You woke up with a wild hair, didn't you?"
"Sorry. I just ... I dunno, I should feel crappy but somehow I don't.
"What do you mean." He asked.
"Mike basically told me he had to try making a go with girls ... or at least with Leslie ... or someone ... before -- well, I don't know before what. I felt like shit at first, but as we went to sleep, somehow I feel better about it this morning."
"Did you guys ... never mind. Um -- Karstin still wants to talk to you. He talked half the night to me again last night -- as if I understood what he was going through. I don't! He's in the bathroom now"
"NOW!?? What'd he do, go to sleep in my bed without showering?"
"No, weirdo! He's just went to pee. He cleaned up last night ... right after we had some pretty wild sex."
I was stunned.
"KIDDING! See, Kye! I can give it back! We both showered last night -- separately -- and slept on opposite sides of the bed -- all night!"
"That must have been hard for you!"
"It WAS!! I was wishing it was you and I could hold on to you."
"You probably could-a done it with Karstin!" I said.
"And I wanted to ... but I didn't want to give him any wrong impressions. Um ... the toilet just flushed. Can I tell him that you can talk to him today some time?"
"I ... um ... sure!"
"Good. Later Bro!"
"What time do you need to go?" Asked Mike.
"No particular time."
"Is that dude, (Karmon, is it?") is he gay?"
"It's Karstin and ... he thinks he is."
"Oh gosh, Kye! You can't get a break can you?"
"Heh~! I seem to find a few mixed up guys, don't I?"
"Why don't you just stay for breakfast ... Mom and Pop would expect that much -- and then go. I want a full report though!"
"Goober!" I said. "I see a pretty good tent goin' on under those covers, Mikeee! Can I take care of that for you?"
"I will never be able to pay you back!"
"Then stop trying." I said, "Just let me go down for some hors d'oeuvre!"
"Um ... maybe lock the door first."
Talking about it softened him up a little, but as soon as he felt my breath on him, he firmed back up immediately and let out a high pitched moan. I started to suck and blow and bob, slowly at first. I glanced up and his eyes were closed. His good hand was in my hair and stroking it with his fingers, as his breathing became a little quicker.
"Ohhh yeaahhh, Kye-Kye! Yeaaaaaahhh. Mmmmmm ...mmmmm ... Ohmmmh, oooohmph - Oh yeah, Mike," He said to himself, "try to relax a little more ... no hurry baby!" He dropped his hand from my head momentarily and I could see his fingers sticking out of the right arm cast twitching and flexing.
His other hand came back to my head and he was stroking it almost as if IT was a big dick. He passed my ear and started to tug on it gently, trying to stifle his moans, but not doing it very well. Kye -- Kye -- Kye -- I'm ready to -- um -- ready to -- um ... Ohhhhhh!" He said his voice sounding more like a girl than himself.
Then he wrapped his hand around the back of my head and his hips started to thrust him in and out of my mouth. He was by now slamming my head down over and over, with his left hand and I felt his first volley at the back of my throat. Then another and I decided to go for it and went all the way down, forcing myself not to choke, and the next shot went directly down my throat. I swallowed hard and he cried out gently, then he started to pant very fast ... hyperventilating to try to keep his noise down. His hand flew to his pillow and he thrust it over his face and he moaned, screamed and blew hot air into the pillow for several more seconds.
I just stayed there until he was completely soft, chewing on his softening meat. My head was on his lower abdomen. I could hear his blood flowing and his breath going in and out of his chest.
When he was breathing more normally, he said, "C'mere, best friend." I climbed up to his level and he stroked my head and neck. "This doesn't make my decision any easier, you know!"
I smiled. "I love you, Mikey!"
"That's the problem. That's how I feel! Every time this happens I think it's never going to go away ... but it does and ... I mean ... but ... this time it was better than ever before."
"I know." I said.
"How could YOU know? I'm the one who just had an orgasm ... and I have to say it was the most awesome orgasm I've ever had. How could you know how that feels?"
"Did you think you were the only one that had an orgasm?" I said. "The side of your mattress may need to be cleaned!"
"Really?"
"No. I think most of it went on the floor." I grinned.
He hugged my head and again told me he loved me. We both fell back asleep until Tommy knocked on the door. "You sleepy heads going to sleep all day." I jumped away from Mike and fell on the floor. "Everything okay in there?"
"Yeah, I just ... um ... tripped, Tommy. It's okay!" I stammered. "What ... what time is it?"
"It's nearly 11 AM. You guys must have been really tired. But then again that depends on when you went to sleep. Did you talk all night?"
"We'll be up in a minute, Dad. No, we slept most of that time. Kye's brother called early and we fell back asleep after that. Sorry!"
"It's okay. You both have good reason to be tired. Let me know when to put the eggs on."
" `Kay, Dad!" Said Mike. "you okay Dude?" He asked me. I was still on the floor.
"I'm fine. I gotta clean up all that goo on the floor next to your bed."
"Ohhhh - yeah! Almost forgot about that."
"I didn't. It's what I slipped on." I answered.
"Kye -- what you did -- this morning - "
"What WE did!" I said.
"Yeah, that! Oh god we gotta stop until I figure this thing out with ... um ... Leslie. It's screwing with my brain."
"I -- yeah, I suppose it ... um -- is. Screwing with mine too!"
"Yeah. That's just not fair to you, Kye. When did you tell your brother you'd be going home?"
"After breakfast."
He handed me his underwear and pointed to the floor where I spilled my seed. I wiped it up and he took it back and threw it across the room into his dirty clothes basket. "Um -- I just -- um -- well, I think we better just cool it for awhile. I mean ... even if I decide I want to ... you know -- go all straight on you and stuff ... I mean later, of course ... best friends are allowed a few privileges ... right?"
"Maybe ... maybe so!" I said and smiled. "Will you tell Leslie about us?"
"Only if we get serious enough to ... well, only if we get serious. Her or ... whoever ... - "
"What if it's a guy?"
He looked stunned. "What? No ... NO! If it's a guy it'll BE you!" he said passionately. I just looked at him for a moment. Then he said, "Oh ... Oh, JEEZ, Kyle! How stupid of me! How ... self centered! It just never occurred to me that you wouldn't be ... shit! Yeah, right! Like you're gonna sit around and wait while I make my decision! Shit! I LOVE you Kye!"
"I know. I feel the same."
"Guys, it's not getting any earlier. How do you want your eggs? I have to get to the club pretty soon."
"Sorry Dad. We'll be right out."
After breakfast I went home and Kevin came out to meet me in the front yard. "He's in there sleeping. He's been in a lot of pain ... nothing serious, but some pretty bad spasms. He's all black and blue around where they wrapped his ribs ... I wonder what it looks like under there."
"Isn't he pretty bummed about not playing the rest of the season?"
He talked to Coach and they're leaving that up to Karstin. It's pretty much do what feels good, I guess. If it hurts too much, then he can opt out."
"What do his parents think? I was surprised his dad wasn't there last night. Ours would have been!"
"I know. His dad has not been to even one of his games ... not even the one up in San Jose. He doesn't like to talk about it, but ... they don't get along. It's really his step dad and his real dad left when he was 5. Never showed any interest in being in his son's life."
"Some guys are just scum bags, I think! I can't imagine not wanting to be part of your kids life! Dad and Tommy - "
"You know Bob across the street's dad doesn't either."
"Bobby? Yeah, I guess I did know that. But we grew up with him. I guess I just took it for granted ... or something."
"Anyway, he seemed very happy being with our family ... well, Mom, Dad and me, anyway."
We went in the house. "Where's he sleeping?"
"On your bed. You can probably wake him if you want."
"I won't. I'll just go in there and do some studying at me desk. It may be a good way to wake up -- just to have me there."
I quietly got my books out, turned on the desk light, and turned to the last page I was studying two days before, in my English Lit class. I was reading "The Crystal Cave" by Mary Stewart. I loved the story and whole aura of Merlin and King Arthur. I had just read about the young Merlin's uncle trying to kill him ... because he was afraid Merlin might try to supersede him in the royal line. "Wow! How long have I been asleep?" Said Karstin.
"I dunno. You were sleeping when I came in here."
"How long have you been studying?"
"about 1 ½ hours."
"I fall asleep if I try to study that long."
"I like this book!" I told him a little about it.
"I heard that Merlin was probably gay."
"Where did you hear that?"
"Someone online."
"Some gays think every guy is, I think."
He groaned as he sat up, then came over and sat on the bed behind me. I put my book down and turned around. "So ... what's up with you?" I asked. Do you think you're gay?"
"Oh, I'm pretty sure of it. Girls just don't do anything for me."
"That's one sign!" I laughed. He joined me. "What was it like sleeping next to my brother last night?"
"I'm used to it. I have had to sleep next to half the football team. At least your brother doesn't hug in his sleep!"
"Whaa - at?"
"Oh yeah, you'd be surprised how many of those guys do that! I think they must be dreaming they're with a girl. Since I'm a lot smaller -- well, you can imagine."
I didn't tell him that Kevin DOES like to snuggle in his sleep ... AND while he's awake!
"Yeah!" I giggled. "I'm imagining it now!"
"I've never actually done it with anyone who was awake."
"How long have you thought you were gay?"
"Ever since I could understand what it meant. I've just always wanted to be with a guy ... and never with a girl."
"Have you been with a girl?"
"No."
"A guy?"
"No. But I know! Can I tell you something?"
"Sure."
"I talked to your brother about all this a couple weeks ago. We spent half the night - "
"Yeah, Kevin told me."
"But I feel so much more ... comfortable ... or something ... talking with you."
"It's because you know that I understand."
"YES! That's EXACTLY what it is!"
"It's very lonely not talking to anyone who knows how you feel." I said.
"You see? You DO understand! It was so ... um ... freeing or something ... telling your brother -- and knowing he accepts it. But talking to you ... it's completely different. So much ... um -- I just feel your right there with me!"
"And so I am!"
"I really think I love your dad too!"
"Oh, did you talk to him too?"
"Not that much, but he raised both you AND Kevin. He must be a fantastic dad!"
"Thanks. Actually it was both him and my mom." I noticed his right shoulder tense up almost to his ear. Are you ... I mean -- does that shoulder hurt?"
"Oh yeah!" He said. He rubbed it with his left hand and winced.
"Let me do that!" I said. I hopped up on the bed behind him and started to massage his shoulders.
"Oh that feels great!"
"Kevin would have done that for you!" I said.
"I didn't want to ask."
Kevin walked in. "Oh, moving in one my man, huh?" Said Kevin.
"No. he was just - " Started Karstin.
"I was talking to you!" Said Kevin. I was supposed to get a massage from Kye last night."
"He was just getting a kink out of my neck. You're next!" Said Karstin.
"I'm ready!" Said my brother.
Karstin got up and sat in my chair and Kevin lay face down on my bed. I climbed up on to the bed and straddled my brother. It would have been better if he was naked, but with Karstin there, I wasn't going to suggest it.
I started to work on his shoulders first to relax him. The first thing Kevin did was to ask, "Do you mind of I take off my shirt, Karstin?"
"That seems to be the best way to me!"
Kevin took off his shirt AND his pants and lay down again. I again straddled him and sat on his butt. As I worked his upper back, neck and shoulder muscles, they talked about last nights game and what could have been done differently. Kevin's face was to the wall. In my periphery I could see Karstin adjust himself several times, as I leaned in and caressed my brother's body.
Once when he did this, it coincided with me glancing over: he blushed and I grinned. I continued to knead my brother's muscles, going down his back. When I got to his butt, I skipped over it and went to his thighs.
"Hey! You missed something, didn't you?"
"I didn't think you'd want me to - "
"Those babies are sorer than almost anything! What's a little brother good for if not kneading his big brother's butt!"
That got a giggle out of Karstin. "Okay, okay ... I didn't mean that you NEED my butt ... but we both know you WANT it!"
Karston laughed out loud!
I started to rub and knead his glutes. As long as he asked, I didn't hold back. I dug right in and ran my hand deep into his crack. He moaned. I was a little embarrassed. I wasn't even going to look at Karston at this time.
"Omigod that feels good, Kye-kye! Karstin, you GOTTA get him to do this for you! My little brother is GOOD with his hands!"
"I'd like that." Said Karstin. I looked and he was again rubbing his crotch and this time, though he was red, it was almost as if he was daring me to say something. I didn't. I turned and worked my way down to Kevin's Feet.
"Time to turn over, Kev!" I said.
"That ... um ... that's probably, um ... enough for now." He said very quickly. "I just want to relax here a bit! Mostly I wanted you to ease the tension in my shoulders a little."
"And your BUTT!" Laughed Karstin.
I also knew my brother well enough that I knew he didn't want to get up and let his team mate see his boner.
"Maybe you should go lay on the couch and I'll work a little on Karstin!" I suggested. My brother got my hint.
"Oh ... um ... yeah ... that'd be good!" Said Kevin and he slid to the edge of the bed on his tummy and then sat up with his back to us and grabbed his jeans and put them on. Without as much as turning, he escaped to the living room.
"Are you ready for this?" I said.
"I -- I -- guess." He got up out of the chair and then sat on the bed. He looked at me sheepishly and pinched his shirt, with a look that asked me if he should remove it.
"Oh yeah, it's better without clothing in the way!" I said. He got up and removed everything and lay back down on the bed. "I've had one or two of these from a guy in the locker room. He always does it naked."
"HE does it naked?"
"Well ... no. But we are! Somehow it doesn't seem like anything unusual there in front of everyone, but ... - "
"But when it's just the two of us -- it seems a lot more ... intimate, doesn't it?"
"Yeah ... it does." He said huskily.
With the light on brightly, I got a better look at him ... all of him. He was a pretty compact machine! If there was an ounce of fat on him, it couldn't be seen. The back of his head was not as short as the top and there were curls going down his neck. His skin was perfectly smooth with not one blemish. His butt was round and white ... and cool to the touch.
I pretty much did as I had done with Kevin, and when it was time to turn over he apologized for what I might see. It didn't disappoint me. It was a nice, compact package, maybe only slightly smaller than my own. His nuts were also pretty compact. I thought about how nice they'd be to suck on. I'd never sucked a guy's nuts before. I resisted the urge.
I started with his feet, where I left off when he was on his stomach. I massaged and pulled blood to the tips of his toes. "Oh gosh, that feels great!"
As I got near his genitals he had started to soften a bit, but as I kneaded his upper and inner thighs, it started to grow again. "Sorry, I don't have any control over it!"
Something impish came over me as I said, "I know! But I do!" He giggled and then gasped as I grabbed it and squeezed it. He then threw his head back and thrust his package out toward me.
"Uh-huh! And you don't have any control over that either, I suppose!" I said sarcastically.
"Hey ... YOU started it!" He said.
Immediately repentant, I said, "I -- I'm sorry! I just - "
"Did I say you had to stop? Did I say you COULD stop? Kyle, this may very well be one of those defining moments in my life. I think I'm ready for it ... if you are. Be gentle!" I looked into his eyes. They were swimming ... but not in tears. They were swimming in a mixture of mirth and wonder and ... something that I couldn't recognize at the time ... maybe a bit of ... admiration and awe?
In my mind, I closed in on the throbbing shaft I was holding in my hand and licked the end that was presenting itself. I closed my eyes and started toward my quest. Then ... I felt his hands lift me up. I opened my eyes and he pulled me up so my face was even with his own. He stared intently into my eyes, as if trying to decode something in them.
"I've never done this before. Is it okay to ... to ... kiss you - now?"
"I'm not the expert. I have found that it works to go with what you feel." I said and I closed my eyes again.
His hand found the back of my head and he pulled me into a soft kiss. I felt his wood flexing on my tummy. I couldn't help answering him in kind, as my own flexed up into those nice compact nuts.
We both moaned at the same time and I ventured out with my tongue. His lips parted and accepted my gift and licked the tip of my tongue for a moment and then opened wider and his hand went down to my back.
He turned his face and our cheeks caressed each other. He let go a sigh of pleasure and release ... and moaned again.
"I haven't kissed many guys," I said, "But though each one is different in some ways, in some ways they are also a lot the same. You have a nice kiss!" I said ... "for someone who's never done it before!"
"MM -- yeah -- that gives me a lot of confidence!"
"I should have qualified that a little more ... obviously ... for such a sensitive guy!" He frowned at me impishly. "What I SHOULD have said was ... ESPECIALLY for someone who's never done it before!"
"Really? You think so?"
"Don't get too full of yourself. It's not as if I am all that experienced! But I liked it. Did you?"
"Did I? Well, considering you have not had THAT much experience, I'd say you know how to kiss a novice without scaring him away ... just fine!" At exactly that time, his boner flexed again. "And of course there's that!"
With that he pulled me back down and kissed me again.
"You TASTE good!" He said.
I looked into his eyes then scanned his face. "Obviously I have good taste too! You're one cute dude!"
He turned red and laughed. Lots of girls have told me that, but ... never another guy! GOSH that feels good!" He said, grinning.
"And ... your body feels so good!" I said, running my hand from his neck down to his butt. "and THIS feels sooooo good!" I said, squeezing it.
"Sure does!" he said.
"A few minutes ago ... before you pulled me up to kiss you ... I was going to ... kiss something else. You probably never did that either."
"What, suck another guy?"
"Well, I suppose ... but I was referring to what I was about to do to you."
"What ... you wanted to ... kiss my ... dick?"
"I wanted to ... yes and maybe suck on it ... and your nuts!" I said and I felt another flex of his lower anatomy.
"Well, I guess that would be nice ... and it's never happened, either," he said, "but ... I was more thinking about the other way around." He said. I grinned. "I've always wanted to try it!"
"Do you think you feel up to it?"
"I think I want to suck up to it!" He giggled. I was delighted. He was like a little boy! "But ... do you think we could turn off the light? It's kind of bright."
"Okay!" I said, laughing.
"You having too much fun with this. You're laughing at me, aren't you!?"
"Not really. Only at the situation. You are so damned cute! This is so new to you and you're like a little kid. It reminds me of me and Bob across the street years ago ... when it was this new to me. I love it! I'll be right back!"
I slipped my jeans back on and went to the living room. Kevin was half ... or maybe mostly ... asleep on the couch. "Can I bring you a blanket, Kev?"
"Wha ... huh? Whadduya ... I'll come back in if you're ready."
"Okay -- well now there's the problem. We may not be ready all night."
"What ... OH!! OHHHHH! You mean you and Karstin? You and Karstin want some damned privacy? Haha! You got it, little brother! Haha!"
"Kev ... he's so cute ... about it! Everythings so new to him."
"So you think that you and he - "
"I don't think that he and I anything. And maybe I'll come get you later. If not, just tell Mom and Dad that you needed your own space."
"Okay, Kye-Kye! Have fun!"
"Oh we are ... we BOTH are!"
"Damn! I wish a girl ... I mean any that I could be interested in ... could see it as just having fun~!"
"Being a queer has its advantages, Big brother of mine! Maybe you'll reconsider and - "
"No way! You be as gay as you want ... and I'll be okay with that. Just let me stick with the girls!" He said and grinned. Where's that blanket you promised me?"
Notes: Isn't that the truth? How many straight guys would love to just have sex with a girl just for the fun of it ... and not be expected to make promised he can't keep? Comments may be sent to Steve at stevethomas535@hotmail.com. Thanks and ... Love, Steve