He smiled when he pulled back. I wanted it to be more! I never wanted this to end. I wanted to tell him how I felt. Once before I wanted to say the "L" word and he had not let me. I wondered if he would let me now. I started to say something, when I heard, "Kyle!"
I turned and there was Billy. He was grinning widely and walking with a guy that I thought I might know. The guy was a big guy, I mean stocky big, not fat big. He looked a bit disheveled, like a young Jack Black . It was like Billy was pushing him towards us.
We turned and waited for them to move up to us. The guy kept shifting his eyes downward, like he didn't want to make eye contact.
"This is Kyle and Hank. They are roommates. This is Eldon." I extended my hand. Eldon took it and engulfed it as he shook it. Hank shook his hand as well. "We are just going to grab some coffee. Would you please join us?" It seemed to be a request, rather than an invitation.
"Sure," Hank said, and we moved down the hall. At the other end of the basement, and up one flight of stairs, was the canteen. Hank got waters for us, while Billy and Eldon got some wild mocha carmel leche grande Teton drink. Billy paid for it all, and led us to a table as far a way from everyone as possible.
"What's up?" Hank asked, after he had cracked the seal on his water bottle.
Billy looked at Eldon. Eldon shrugged, but looked like he was on the edge of tears. Billy put his hand on Eldon's shoulder, and shook it a bit. "It's okay. These guys are great and I am sure they will understand." Billy looked at us and then back to Eldon, "They're gay and they are very understanding."
I wondered what this was all about. I still felt a twinge at being called out in front of a stranger.
"I got in really late one night, about 3:00 in the morning. I needed a shower, so I headed down the hall, figuring that no one was going to be around. Eldon was in the shower. When he saw me he tried to hide in a corner." Eldon was hanging his head. What was this about? Had he been jerking off in the shower?
"I tried to talk to him, but he kept his back to me and his head down. I kept badgering him. I figured he had been pulling his pud in the shower, and started to give him some shit about it." Billy put his hand on Eldon's shoulder.
Billy spoke softer. "He just started crying, and sat down the corner. I wondered what was going on." He looked at Eldon again and then continued, "Long story a bit shorter; we got out of the shower and managed to find a place to sit and talk."
"Eldon was in pretty bad shape. Seems when he was in high school, the guys ridiculed him mercilessly and tormented him until he withdrew and made himself a recluse and a hermit." I wondered why this had to be told in front of Eldon. It had to be hurting. I had been there, but probably not to that extreme.
"His roommate moved out during the first week here. He never kept himself or his room up, because he figured what was the use? He would never have any friends anyway." Eldon eyes were welling with tears when he did raise his head.
"That night in the shower, when I found him, he was trying to take a shower. He never takes showers when other guys are around - afraid that they will make fun of him, and he just can't stand that any more. So when I started razzing him, he just lost it, and it all came crumbling down."
Eldon spoke for the first time, "If Billy hadn't taken me out and talked to me that night, I don't know what I would have done." He smiled at Billy.
I still didn't get the whole thing. I started to say something, but Hank tapped my hand. I kept my mouth shut. Hank knew, I guess, that it had to come out in his own way.
"Billy is the only person who has ever listened to me, well, made me talk. Most people either kid me, or, when some adult sees me sulking, tell me to not be depressed and get a grip. But he really seemed to want to know what was wrong."
"So Eldon and I have been spending a lot of time together. We got his room cleaned up and organized." He smiled, and looked at Eldon. "We did some laundry as well. Haven't found the iron yet, but we are working on it."
"Let me finish this," Eldon said. "You are right; it helps to talk it through." He looked at Billy and smiled. Something was going on between the two of them. "All through high school, I was kidded and teased and tormented and I just couldn't take it." Billy had already said as much. He lowered his eyes and then continued, "You see I have this strange," he looked at Billy, who shook his head, "I mean, I have this unique," Billy nodded his head, "physical development."
He paused, and I looked from Hank to Billy and back to Eldon. What? Did he have three nipples, a tail, or what?
Eldon swallowed and then went on, "It seems that I am a bit more endowed than other guys." He blushed as he looked up and then over to Billy.
"The guy is hung," Billy said, and smiled at Eldon. "He really thought it was terrible that he was so big. I am convincing him that those guys were just jealous, and making fun of him because they weren't as big."
I couldn't keep quiet any more; this was killing me. "How big are we talking here? We are talking about your dick, right?" Hank and Billy chuckled, and Eldon reddened again, and Billy patted him on the arm.
"Soft he hangs about 7 inches, and hard he is about 10 or 11 inches," Billy said with a big smile on his face.
"Eleven and a quarter, at its best," Eldon added, and the looked down again.
I sat there with my mouth hanging open. I wanted to see this. "So he never undressed in front of his roommate, took showers with any of the other guys. He was always afraid he was going to be harassed."
Bells started going off in my head, "When you moved into the dorm, was your roommate's name Jim?"
Eldon looked up at me with a questioning look, and then nodded. "How did you know?"
I laughed and then asked, "And you like guys?" Eldon shyly nodded.
"Jim is going to be so upset. And he is really going to be kicking himself!" I said.
Eldon asked, "You know Jim?"
Hank spoke then, with a big grinned across his face. "Oh, he knows him alright. Kyle knows him intimately, you might say." He snickered a bit as he looked at me as I fought down the rush of heat that wanted to run up my cheeks.
"Jim is gay and likes guys, and likes guys who have big equipment." Eldon's mouth dropped open as he looked from Hank to me, as Hank made this pronouncement. "In fact," Hank continued, "he would probably beg you to fuck him if he knew how big you were, just to see if he could take it."
I laughed and added, "You did a great job of creating a screen around yourself." I saw the look on Eldon's face and quickly added, "I mean if you didn't want contact, you got what you wanted. He really labeled you as antisocial. He is constantly horny, and he would have really kept you busy had he known about you."
"I used to hear him at night after he thought I was asleep. He would jerk off in his bed. He tried to be quiet, but those are sounds every guy recognizes." He looked sheepish again and added, "I would have to get up and go into the bathroom to jerk myself off, thinking about what he was doing and wishing I could join in." He looked up and added, "Course, I thought he was straight and that he would only be down on me more, if he knew that I was gay and def^Å, I mean unique," he corrected, as Billy started to interject.
"We have gotten to spend a bit of time together, and it was a time of exploration," Billy said. "Billy had never had a chance to do anything with another guy."
Eldon spoke quickly, before Billy could continue, "And Billy was so great!" It was Billy's turn to blush. "He really let me explore and learn and experiment." Billy was now grinning broadly.
I reached over and patted Eldon's hand. "Hank, my roommate, did the same for me."
Hank laughed and said, "And he has been making up for lost time ever since."
Eldon smiled, "I think I know what you mean. I want to try everything and I want to try it now."
Hank spoke, "Billy, that was really great what you did. You reached out and listened." Hank smiled, "then you reached out and felt," Billy grinned, "and more."
Eldon looked sheepishly at me and then to Hank. "You guys are really okay with this? I mean that other people know that you like guys and all?"
I started to speak, but Hank took the lead. "I think that Kyle took sometime to get used to it, and I think he still struggles with it." I nodded, and smiled at Hank. He reached over and rubbed my head again.
"Hank has become like a big brother to me. I never had a brother and he never had a younger brother." I looked at Hank and added, "but he is a lot more than a brother."
I thought for a moment, and then added, "Sometimes, he can be a real asshole." I told them about some of his stunts, concluding with the latest with the toilet stall and the plunger. Eldon's eyes got really big as he listened to me describe this. He looked at Hank and said, "Wasn't that a bit demeaning? I mean if you cared about him, why would you tell him to do that?"
Hank smiled and said, "I do care for him. In fact, I care a great deal about him." He looked at me, and I wanted to kiss him right then. "I knew he was going to be extremely horny after his photo session, and I know that he really gets off on being told what to do, and doing things in a semi-public place." He patted my hand and then added, "And I wasn't worried about the plunger, having done the same thing myself."
I looked at him quizzically. "What? You don't think that I would go into a stall, find a plunger, and think that it was a handy looking tool?" He answered, to the amazement of Billy and Eldon.
"Besides, I went in right behind him and locked the door, so it would be just the two of us. I wanted to see him enjoying himself with the plunger." I looked down, then raised my head with a big grin. "Kyle seems to like things in his ass."
Eldon spoke, while shaking his head, "It is so difficult for me to hear guys talking so candidly about gay sex and what they like to do or have done."
Billy put his hand on Eldon's arm. "Baby steps, and you are doing great!"
Billy got Eldon talking a bit more about his family, home town, and so forth while we listened. I could see that Eldon was both a bit shy about sharing, but also happy that he could. It was great. I felt great empathy for him.
Hank finally said, "Look, Eldon, it was great to meet you and to hear all about you. I want you to count us as friends, and I would like to get to know you better, and I am sure that my little brother would like to get to know you more intimately as well." I punched his arm, and he making a mocking display of pain.
"In fact, we are doing a special photo shoot tonight. If you guys want to come over and watch, I think we could arrange it." Hank went on to explain the nature of the shoot, the shaving, and the guys that would be involved. He explained that he was sure Thomas would allow them to observe, and that they wouldn't have to participate unless they wanted to. "Then afterwards we could all go out and spend some time getting to know everyone."
Eldon looked at me and asked, "You don't have a problem with this guy taking pictures of you doing things with other guys?"
"It is really strange. In one way I am embarrassed, and, in another I am so turned on I can't think straight," I said.
Hank jumped in and added, "It started out with us taking pictures of him in his underwear and jocks, and then jerking off on them so we could sell them online." I looked chagrinned. "He is turning into quite the camera slut." Hank smiled and patted my arm.
"He has made a nice little bundle of money selling his `used' underwear, the photos, and with his modeling." He reached over and squeezed me tightly.
"If it hadn't been for Hank, I would have never done any of it, or had the nerve to try."
"Okay, this mutual admiration stuff is getting a bit deep," Billy said. "So what time and where do we meet you?"
Hank gave him the information, and then we headed out.
"Can you believe that?" Hank asked.
"Which, Billy's compassion or Eldon's story?"
"Both," Hank said.
I thought and then said, "I want to see Jim's expression tonight when he sees Eldon and then hears the story!" I laughed.
On the way back to the dorm, I talked to Hank again about the episode in the bathroom and how it had affected me. He put his arm around my shoulder and squeezed me to him. "I would never want to hurt you. And if I ever do anything, or ask you to do anything that you don't want to do, please tell me. Don't just do it because I ask."
I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat and said, "Well, you scared the shit out me when you said you were going to make me walk out of the bathroom naked." I swallowed again, but this time to overcome the knot that formed in my stomach at the thought of that.
"I think there is a fear there, like the people who fear heights. You probably get over anxious in those situations, and probably working on it will begin to desensitize you." He squeezed me again and added, "And I wasn't really going to have you do it; I was just trying to push your buttons to see your reaction."
He stopped and looked at me. "I really do not want to hurt you, ever." He took me by the chin and raised my head from my downcast look until I was looking him eye to eye. "You understand?"
I was becoming overwhelmed with emotions again; I could only nod. I wanted say something, but had a lump in my throat again. It was my chance to say the "L" word again, but now I couldn't speak.
So instead, I just leaned in and kissed him lightly on the lips. As I moved away from him I heard, "Knock it off, you queers!' I panicked and felt myself go stiff, and that knot came back to my stomach. Then I recognized the voice and turned to see Jim walking our way.
I was relieved, but also a bit pissed.
"Are you love birds going to stand out here all day making PDAs?" Gears clicked in my head, and the processors worked, and I got it - Public Displays of Affection. I punched him on the arm, and he mockingly grabbed it and said, "Ouch!"
We talked a bit about the photo shoot, but didn't mention Eldon. I just kept thinking to myself that he was going to be surprised!
Back in our room, we stripped, and then checked our emails.
Hank told me he had requests for additional orders of my used underwear. He also said that a couple of guys were willing to pay for some pictures of me. He said, we would have to get another session together and see what kind of raunchy pictures we could come up with.
I felt a bit guilty, discussing this while I was trying to compose an email to my mom. So I stopped trying to type, and began to get mental images of some of some of the stuff we had photographed. Me with a jock over my face with guys cumming all over it.. and me. Damn! That made me hot!
Hank stood and walked over and looked down. "I thought so!" he laughed, as he saw my hard on. He reached down and squeezed the head. I moaned. He laughed a bit louder, and then went back to his desk.
We finished up our emails and some work, and then it was time for dinner. I headed into the toilet to take a leak, and Hank came in and stood beside me. I was used to this now, and began pissing right away, as he rested his hand in the small of my back. And as he had begun to do more often, he moved his hand down my ass and let his fingers find my crack. He worked his fingers along until he was at my hole. I clamped down on his fingers, and he laughed.
I finally unclamped and he pushed on my hole, forcing his finger in. That sent the last of the piss spurting out and a gasp from me.
He removed the finger and clapped me on the ass. We flipped the last drops off, washed our hands, and then dressed to go down to dinner. Since we would head on over to the shoot after dinner, we just wore shorts and a t-shirt.
As we walked towards the Art Department, we collected Jim, Jared, Mikail, and I was surprised to see Eric tagging along as well. I was wondering if we would run into Billy and Eldon before we got there, but we didn't. Jim was nearly bouncing, as he walked; he seemed so excited. Yes, shaving and sex and being on display - this session was going to be wild!
Jim greeted us, and seemed to be beside himself with all the maleness surrounding him. "So girls," he said, as he moved over to the group of us, "who is going to get shaved tonight?" He looked at us with a hand on his hip, as if he was sizing up his next meal.
I suppose he might come across like a dirty old man, but he wasn't much older than us, and he just seemed so into his feminine side. He seemed to be a stereo type of the drag queens in Bird Cage, and all. I had never been around a guy like this, and had only seen this kind of action on movies or TV. Yes, he reminded me a bit of Jack on "Will and Grace."
He checked a list and said, "I see Hank, Kyle, Mikail, and Jared are getting shaved. So the rest of you must be the shavers." He looked us all up and down, and then added, but everyone should strip as you never know what Thomas is going to want to do."
Hank shucked his clothes and put them in a locker. He walked over and put his arm over Jim's shoulder, and walked him back to his computer talking to him. I wondered if he was paving the way for Billy and Eldon's visit. Maybe getting Jim to understand the need not have them strip. Jim's arm snaked around and squeezed one of Hank's ass cheeks. Hank didn't seem to mind at all.
By the time Hank returned, the rest of us were standing around naked. I was putting my robe on. I knew it really wasn't needed, not with this group, but it was still difficult for me to not react, especially in anticipation of one of Thomas' photo shoots.
Jim, our Jim, was rubbing his hands and grinning as wide as his mouth would allow. Mikail was smirking at Jim's antics. He kept looking at Jared's cock, and I thought he must be wondering what it would be like to get fucked by it. I smiled to myself, as I wondered what he would think of Eldon's cock. Then I wondered if I was going to get to see it tonight.
Eric seemed to be the most nervous of the group. I don't think he expected to be naked for this. I think he just wanted to shave and watch it all. From personal experience, I understood his body language - that he was trying to hide himself without appearing to be covering himself. I smiled inwardly at his discomfort, and knew I had been there and wasn't far removed from it. It is why I wore the robe. I walked over and took a robe and handed it to him. He looked at me, and then the robe, then smiled and took it. He put it on and tied it tightly.
As soon as he got it tied, Thomas opened the door and said, "Gentlemen, let's get started." Hank led the way as we followed him into the studio.
There were tables, stools, and lights arranged around the shooting area. I saw clippers, razors, cans of shaving cream, and steaming basins of water. My cock twitched at all the paraphernalia. I was picturing all the equipment he had set up for the S & M session. Hank had shaved me, and Jim had assisted once, but I still knew it was going to get erotic. Everything Thomas shot turned out to be erotic.
Thomas had us all remove our robes and line up. He spent some time looking us over and checking out everyone's body hair and hands. He likes Jim's small hands and Eric's hands. He walked back to the office and spoke to Jim. Jim came in wearing a very flowery robe and was blowing on his nails. He had obviously applied nails and polish, as they were fire-engine red and at least a half an inch long. "Jim is going to supply the feminine hands as needed throughout the shoot."
Jim smiled at us and batted his eye-lashes. I thought it was quite comical.
Mikail's hair was the longest and darkest. Thomas started with him. He had him lay on the table, and the rest of us gathered around. Thomas handed Hank the clippers, and told him to start on the chest.
Just as Hank began to lean in, the office door opened, and Billy and Eldon came in. They were both in the thin cotton robes that models wore. I tried to see if there was any indication of Eldon's size, but it was well covered.
Thomas looked at Jim, who just nodded. Thomas shrugged, and went back to directing Hank. I looked to our Jim (I guess I am going to have to call him Jimmy, to keep this straight). He had a shocked look on his face. Here was his ex-roommate seeing him stark naked in a group of naked men. I could see the cogs turning in Jimmy's head as he processed and wondered what was going on.
But our attention was drawn back to Mikail as we heard the clippers begin to buzz. I saw Mikail tremble as Hank applied a hand to his chest, and then the clippers. Thomas directed several shots, and then passed the clippers to Jim. I could see the contrast of the red nails, dark hair, and clippers, and all would make an interesting study in contrasts.
We all had turns with the clippers, as we worked down and across Mikail's chest and stomach. The clippers were next used on his arm pits. I wanted to lean in and smell them, as I noticed the wetness that had developed there. I knew how wonderful Hank's smelled. I wanted to see the difference, which got me thinking of how they would taste.
I had begun to swell as I became enthralled with the process of examining Mikail's body in such intimate detail. His arms and legs were done with the clippers, as we all took turns and Thomas directed us. I remembered our guests, and looked around to see Billy and Eldon looking over the shoulders of Hank and Jared at the proceedings. I wondered if it was having the same effect on Eldon that it was on me.
Mikail was turned over on the table and the clippers were applied to the thick fur that covered his ass. Jimmy's hand shook as he pried apart Mikail's cheeks to use the clippers along his crack. I heard Mikail gasp and then moan as Jared took the clippers and first ran his finger along the crack before going to work around the hole.
The back of his legs were next and done in short order. Then he was told to roll over again. The only thing that was left was his pubic bush. It was thick and wiry, surrounding a now swelling cock. Each of us used the clippers for a bit, with Jim starting by firmly gripping Mikail's cock before he did his first cut. Mikail gasped again.
Jim smiled and patted him on the stomach, "Easy, honey, I'll be careful." After that, each of us took his ever growing cock in hand as we used the clippers. There was a guard on the clippers so they didn't cut down to the skin.
Thomas had us take a break as he used warm air to blow the hair off of him. Mikail shook his arms and legs out, and then we gathered around again. The shaving cream and razors were brought out then.
I saw the flash of light off of steel, and looked over and there was a straight edge razor. That made my hole clench tight and my balls draw up. It looked like it could do harm. I shivered a bit, and watched as Jim used it expertly around Mikail's nipples. I could hear the scrape of the blade across the skin. The room was very still as Jim used it. Once he had shaved down a bit around each nipple, Thomas had each of us take a razor and begin to shave every inch of his skin. Thomas told us to hold off on his crotch, but go for it other wise.
Thomas moved between us and took pictures of each of us as we touched him to pull skin tight to shave. It was amazing to see him being scraped clean of every bit of hair. He was now rock hard when it was time for him to turn over.
Jared moved into to work on his crack, but, once again, Jim used the straight edge first for a series of pictures, and then Jared could move in to finish up. He paid a great deal of attention to Mikail's hole, poking and prodding it. I heard a moan escape from Mikail.
We covered him like ants on a bit of gristle, swarming over him, scraping him clean. I found the whole scene completely erotic, and my cock had responded. In fact, I felt several poking me as we worked around Mikail's body, especially when he finally turned over on his back and the only thing left was the area around his now rigid shaft.
Once again, Jim did the first honors with the straight razor. I could sense the tension in Mikail as Jim scraped the first time. Every muscle was tense and tight as Jim worked. When Jim raised his hand, Mikail's sigh was quite audible. In fact, there were several bits of nervous laughter after that.
Once again, his cock was manhandled as the area was shaved and the balls stretched to get the last bit of hair from there. When all the hair was gone, Thomas gave us a lotion to rub over his body. I imagined what an 18 or 20 hand massage would feel like, and my cock twitched.
Mikhail's cock was leaking by the time he was shaved completely, and we saw a sheen of sweat on his upper lip. He was definitely on sexual edge. He stood on shaky legs, and breathed deeply as he moved away from the table.
"Who's next?" Jimmy asked, eagerly looking around, and finally locating Thomas. It wasn't difficult to locate him. He was the only one in clothes. I realized then that somewhere along the line, Billy and Eldon had removed their robes.
Jimmy noticed as well, and moved people out of the way to get to Eldon. He opened his mouth to speak, when he looked down and saw the huge cock Eldon was sporting. His mouth dropped wide open, and I would have laughed at Jimmy if I hadn't been awestruck at the sight of Eldon's massive cock. It was not only long, but thick and uncut. The crown of flesh covered all but the piss slit on the head. It didn't stand up and point at the ceiling the way I usually did, but it commanded the area just as it was.
Before much more could be done or said, I heard, "Kyle, you are next up on the table." I looked at Hank, and he was smiling and nodding his head. I felt my heart race, and my legs were a bit unsteady as I moved over to the table.
As I lay down on my back, I looked straight up and there standing over my head was Hank. His now hard cock was brushing against my right ear. I reached back and squeezed it for luck.
Then I heard Thomas say, "No clippers needed here. You can just start with the razors. Jim you want to go first?"
"Honey, just try and stop me," he said, and smiled down at me as he moved in. I saw the flash of light on the straight razor, and squeezed harder on Hank's cock. He grimaced, and pried my hand away. He held my head between his hands, and I fought the images racing in my mind. What had I gotten myself into this time?
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