From Kevin 4...
"There was a lot to absorb from tonight (meaning our talking, not our fucking, LOL).
As we got ready to get in the shower together and enjoy the feeling of our hot bodies wet, soapy, rubbing each other all over, Kevin did have a question for me.
Jakey, my lover', he said. And did I react again to the l' word...? Yup. I jumped a bit. `Jakey, do you want to fuck me, too?'
I looked at the impossibly handsome Kevin and thought about his gorgeous small butt.
`Of course I do, stud. But I have to trust you completely before I do that.'
`You have to what!!!!' he yelled in outrage."
I had to chuckle a bit at his reaction, which I certainly expected.
"Tranqu'lizate, hombre", I said. "Let me try to explain. What I've learned about myself over the years (and yes he rolled his eyes at that) is that I only want to be inside someone when I totally trust and love them."
"You don't trust me? I don't believe it!"
"I do trust you. But, Kevin, we've only been together for just over a week. We're still new to each other. We're still learning about each other. For instance, I haven't told you that I do like that beard you're started to grow. And I like the way it feels! Yum!"
"You're not changing the subject that easily", he said, although he did smile.
"How long will it take before you know if you really, completely, entirelyÑfill in the adjectiveÑtrust me?"
"It will depend on you and on me, my Kevin."
"Well, is there anything I can do to move this along?"
"Yes", I answered. "Open up yourself to me completely. I want us to be as intimate with our feelings, our desires, and our souls as we are with our bodies. If we're going to be in love and lovers, there is no halfway for me. I want to possess all of you and be just as thoroughly possessed by you."
"I've never been that close, that way, to anyone before, ever."
"I know. Just as I knew what you were offering, I know what I'm asking. However, for now, let's give all that a rest, quite literally. We need some sleep if we're going to get up tomorrow. We've still got a football game to play for.
He smiled and nodded. He snuggled in with me, our naked bodies entwined. He felt so damned good. I nuzzled his face, kissing his cheeks and loving the feeling of our new beards rubbing each other's. His entire body relaxed. He closed his eyes. I looked at him lovingly. He looked so innocent and so young! I really was robbing the cradle wasn't I?
He opened his eyes and frowned at me. "Stop it, Jakey. Take your own advice and give it a rest. Enjoy us, enjoy the moment, and don't worry about anything else."
Good point. I settled into his strong chest and let him wrap his arms around me. So sleepy...
...I woke to an incredible feeling! My cock was being swallowed whole! My loins were on fire and I was hard as a rock! Damn, this is how to be awakened! As I fully woke up and realized what was happening, I also realized that a super hard long, thin, cock was slapping my face.
"Breakfast", I asked? I felt, rather than heard the "yes". Gentlemen don't speak with their mouths full, do they? I laughed at my own humor and then took Kevin's cock into my mouth. Yum. Not just breakfast, but the breakfast of champions! My chuckling must have felt good on his cock, because I heard a kind of moan from down below! Another chuckling elicited the same response! But then I really got to work. The only sound in my bedroom now was the obscene slurping that men make when they're giving it their all and working over their man's cock! Definitely yum! Damn, I love his perfect cock! I made love to it in the very best way I could. I went deep, and rolled it around. I licked up and down. I got off of it to take his balls in my mouth and suck softly on them. Back on his cock, deep throating it. One of my hands was exploring his nakedness. Then the other was exploring his ass and his hole. Soon, I had three fingers inside him, stretching him, looking for his hot button. I barely realized he was reciprocating. My ass started to twitch. I really wanted him inside me again, but was unsure about that after our talk last night. I found his button. Issue settled when he moaned around my cock and started to gush into my mouth! I soon returned the favor, emptying my big load into him! Wow, oh wow, oh wow, oh wow, oh wow...
He eventually moved up to put our faces together and we tasted each other's cum, rubbing our beards together. I was overcome with such intense feelings. I pulled him into me and hugged him as hard as I could. I wanted to pull him into me, to merge us together as one! He hugged me just as strongly. Only when we had hugged the breath out of each other did we let go, panting.
"Good morning, Mr. McClintock, sir!"
"Good morning, Mr. Williams, sir!"
He flashed me his incredible smile, this time accompanied by a rakish and mischievous expression. God, was he adorable. I just wanted to eat him up! Oh, wait, I just did! I laughed out loud and then had to tell Kevin what I had been thinking.
He laughed, too, and said, "Mr. McClintock, sir, you are completely and totally incorrigible."
I gave him my goofy grin and asked, "Would you have me any other way?"
To which he responded, "I'd have you any way you want to be had!"
We both laughed at that. Slowly we eased our way into my bathroom and started the shower. We both stood together over the toilet and "crossed swords" pissing into the toilet together, easing our swollen bladders. When we were done Kevin took both of our deflated cocks in his hands and rolled them softly together. That felt so nice. Sensual and sensuous...
The shower water had heated up and I adjusted the spigots so that I got the perfect temperature. I then offered Kevin first shower.
He looked at me with surprise. He climbed into the shower and said, "Get your ass into this shower now!" Grin. Well, who could refuse such a graciously worded invitation? LOL. I climbed in with him. He moved us around so that we were both wet and took the soap and soaped up his hands before offering it to me. We then proceeded to soap up every inch of the other's body, paying careful attention to our nipples, cocks, and asses. When I reached for his feet, soaped and fondled them, I saw his cock twitch in reaction. Hmmm...interesting...something to be explored some other time! Once we were completely soapy he then started to rub his slick body against mine. Oh fuck, oh fuck! I think I started to purr like a cat then! He was careful to work my nipples over with his. He slapped our cocks together, and put my hand on his ass and my fingers in him, while he continued to frot us together. He eventually pinned my cock with his and rubbed it with his and then found my mouth for yet another incredible kiss! I think every nerve in my body was on fire. I had never been in a "frottage" like this in my entire life!
I drew back from his kiss and said, "Kevin, Kevin, I'm going to cum"
He answered, "Just quoting, but `isn't that the point?'"
He stifled my laughter with another kiss and rubbed my cock even more sensuously with his and rubbed our nipples harder and harder. This was so intense and too much to handle! I finally lost it and yelled out my orgasm! I could feel him splashing me a few minutes later! If he hadn't been holding me up I knew I'd be on the floor in a puddle!
When I finally could speak, I asked him where he learned how to do that, to work someone over like that?
He grinned at me and said "I didn't learn it from anyone. I just saw you all soapy and wet, with that beautiful sandy chest hair of yours dark and matted down, your sandy hair dark all over, your shit-eating grin and, well, just simply wanted you, all of you, in the worst way possible."
"Well, if that's your worst way', I'm not sure I'd survive your best way'! You can do that again, any time you like, man!"
We eventually rinsed off, dried each other off, taking our time admiring each other's male beauty. Our cocks started rising yet again! Damn, this boy's going to kill me, I thought! However, both our stomachs then gurgled in unison. We laughed, got dressed, and made breakfast together, stopping to hug each other from time to time, exchange kisses and just simply touch each other. It was obvious we were trying to reassure ourselves, to affirm the other really existed. Jeez. We were acting like lovebirds or something!
Too soon it was time to get to campus. He drove me over in his car. I got dressed in my band uniform before we left. We stopped by his room so he could get his uniform on, too. His roommate was still sleeping, so I couldn't do too much when Kevin got undressed to put his uniform on. Still, I did manage to fondle him enough to get a nice "rise" out of him. Grin again.
We got to the assembly point in plenty of time to warm up. Right on schedule we lined up in formation and started our march to the stadium. The crowd heard the drums and started to cheer when we did our C-A-R-O-L-I-N-A cheer. The crowd started to stamp and cheer louder and louder, the closer we got to the stadium. As soon as the first couple of lines emerged from the tunnel into the bright light of a North Carolina fall afternoon, the drum major blew his whistle, signaling the drum lines to do the drum roll for us to begin to play. As a tuba I was still in the tunnel when the trumpets (and Kevin), already in the stadium, took the lead in playing, "Here Comes Carolina". Always an effective entrance!
The pregame show went well and our block CAROLINA marched down the field and ended the show. At the end of the first half we were slightly behind traditional rival UVa (Virginia) but the team was playing better game than expected so far. Halftime went well, too, and I got the same strong feeling of pride I always did when we played "Hark the Sound" and the "tag" of "I'm a Tar Heel Born". I loved the feeling of comradeship being part of a great group like this. Yeah, joining the band had been the right decision. And if I hadn't, would I have met Kevin?
I looked for him from time to time, but everyone looked too much alike in our Carolina Blue uniforms. I really wish I could have sat with him during the game, but our somewhat fascist band director (actually, I guess they all are, aren't they? grin) insisted we sit in our section. So, I sat with the tubas/sousaphones and he sat with the trumpets.
Game remained close but we finally pulled it out! Yes! We might even wind up with a winning season now and go to a bowl game! The thought of spending more nights with Kevin was certainly a good one!
We finally got back to the assembly point and I put the instrument away and handed it off. Just about then Kevin finally found me. We walked off toward his car together. When we were more or less alone finally, I turned to him and said, "Dinner and me?" I asked, expecting an enthusiastic response.
"Rain check", he said.
"What?" I actually was hurt now. I had been building up expectations for another brilliant evening and night all day long, so that I was even angry at being disappointed.
"My Jakey, I'm sorry, I super, super am. But coach insists that we have dinner together, as a team, before a game day."
"Ok, I'll buy that. But what about after dinner? I promise to give you a very good night's rest" I was trying to regain my sense of humor.
"Sorry, no can do either." Coach has made us make a vow of abstinence the night before a game."
"He what? Don't tell me that in this day and age somebody with notions that crazy still exists?" I yelled.
"Well he is Hispanic and seems to have certain ideas about sex I sure don't share, but he did make us all swear to this."
"And like the big noble star you are, you probably led the "ceremony" where you swore this ridiculous thing?"
"Jacob..."
"I'm sorry Kevin. I just can't wrap my head around something so ridiculous. And you know what, I'm so fuckin' disappointed that I'm angry and hurt. So there."
"Jacob, I'll make it up to you."
"When, next Friday night? I've got a bunch of first tests on Monday. If I go to church in the morning and go to your game in the afternoon, I'll need to pull an allnighter to do well on them. So, tomorrow night's out!"
Now it was his turn to look totally crestfallen.
"Oh shit", he said. "Oh Jakey. I wish I could do something. But I gave my word and a gentlemen who gives his word, keeps his word."
Sounded like some type of stupid proverb to me. I knew I should have kept my big, fat, mouth shut, but said, "And a gentleman doesn't disappoint his gentleman, either. Mr. Williams, I honestly don't know if this is going to work. I don't think I can feel what I feel for you and only see you one night a week. I honestly don't."
I could see tears appear in his eyes. Oh shit. I had gone way too far.
"Mr. McClintock, this week is an exception, I believe. Please don't give up on us! I already don't know if I can live without you, I love you so very, very much. I'm not being a drama queen saying that. That's the absolute and honest truth."
Fuck, I had to relent. I already loved him too much to lose him now, although I was starting to wonder about the state of my common sense.
"OK, man. Let's keep working on us. I'll go catch the bus back to Carrboro. You'll be late for dinner if you drive me."
I reached for him and we gave each other the best hug we could in public. We even gave each other a quick kiss. I looked at him then. He had tears in his eyes still. I did, too. No words came to me then. I nodded at him, turned around and walked toward the bus stop. When I got there, I looked back. He hadn't moved. He was starring after me. Only when I passed him on the bus did he start to turn towards the athletic dorm.
Well, tomorrow is another day, isn't it?
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