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Previously
Michael felt comfortable quickly,saying things he hadn't even said to Justin. He felt he could trust her, could count on her for advise. Before he knew it their three hours together were almost over. Michael felt drained, but a good feeling nonetheless.Like he was free at last, free of his secrets. Of all of them but one. The secret of his gifts.His special gifts. And what the vision had said to him when he had discovered them. Anna felt she had reached Michael,that she could draw all his insecurites out of him,make him face them. But to do that she had to know everything.She felt he was holding something back.Something sacred to him. But she wouldn't pressure him,she would draw it out. Looking at her clock,she realized that it was almost five. "Well,Michael,unfortunately our time is almost up.I hope this has been a good visit for you." "Yes, thank you for listening.Justin was right, you have helped me." He hugged her again, feeling at ease with her. She hugged back,patting his back. She believed in this close personal touch with her patients.They had to trust her to open up to her. She walked Michael back out to the waiting room,Justin and Lonnie having returned. Justin was on his feet immediately,looking at Michael with great concern,and love. Anna picked up on his facial expressions immediately. Why do I feel that Justin is more concerned about Michael,than just as a good friend. She kept her thoughts to herself. All in good time,all in good time. "Its been a good day,right Michael?" Anna smiled at him. Michael smiled back, but shyly. "Yes, thank you for listening to me." "I will see you again on wednesday,right?" She looked at him. "Yes Anna.Wednesday will be fine." She hugged him then,not afraid of showing her closeness to him.He hugged her back. Justin and Lonnie smiled and watched quietly. She bid goodbye to them all. Michael headed out of the office, the other two in tow.
Chapter 18
They walked quietly down the hall and into the elevator. As soon as they were alone in the elevator,Justin put his hand in Michael's,not wanting to do more,sensing Michael's needed some space. Michael didn't say anything at all the whole ride down,he just held onto Justin's hand.They seperated when the elevator opened. They got back into the SUV and Lonnied pulled out into the late afternood traffic.They almost ground to a halt because of the heavy traffic. Justin sat in the back with Michael,again holding his hand. "Thank you,Justin." Michael said not really looking at him. Justin looked over at him. "For what,Mikey?" "For getting me to talk to her.It really helped me today,Jus.She is very good at making people open up about their feelings.I think she is going to be a big help." Michael finally looked into Justin's eyes. Justin saw that Michael was being really sincere in his words but he also saw something else,something new. Michael leaned in and kissed him lightly on the lips. Justin returned the kiss,letting Michael lean against him,wrapping his arms around him.Lonnie smiled in the mirror back at them.Justin smiled back. "If its okay with you,Let's stop at Vito's for dinner,I don't feel like cooking tonight,Jus." "You sure,babe,you look kinda tired?" "Yeah,I am ,but its okay. I have to keep my man fed,and strong." Michael turned a bit, tickling Justin lightly,making him laugh. "Okay,Michael.Whatever you feel like doing." Justin trying to squirm away.Michael stopped tickling and lay back again. Justin sensed Michael didn't want to talk just yet about what him and Anna talked about,so he would give him his space. Michael leaned forward informing Lonnie about their plans,allowing Justin to get a look at Michael's ass again as well as accidently letting him see the scar on Michael's lower back when his shirt pulled out of his pants. Everytime Justin saw that scar it brought a tear to his eye,it was a reminder of Michael's pain.A reminder that he hadn't been there to save him from that pain. Michael leaned back and cuddled up against Justin again,closing his eyes. They stayed that way through the long ride through traffic,not talking, just being together. When they arrived at the restaurant,Michael quickly directed Lonnie where to park.It was close to the front door.Justin started to put on his disguise again,Michael stopping him quickly. "Your in my domain now,sweetie.There is no need for disguises.Understand?" Justin smiled at him nervously,he hadn't been exposed like this in public in quite a while. They got out of the car,Lonnie right beside Justin,Michael could sense his uneasiness also. "Relax,boys,you'll live longer if you smile.Mikey's here to protect you." Michael winked at them,walking into the restaurant. As soon as they entered the restaurant Michael was greeted by Loren,Vito's daughter. "Michael, so glad your looking well,papa will be so happy."She hugged him and kissed his cheek. Michael introduced her to Justin and Lonnie. "Can we get a private table for dinner,I know we didn't make a reservation,Loren?" "For papa's little boy, no problem." She led them into the dining area towards the back,showing them to a quiet secluded booth.Justin and Michael sitting down on one bench,Lonnie on the other. "Papa's little boy?" Justin asked,looking up at Loren as she put down the menus. "Yes, Michael is papa's little boy.He has always been so fond of Michael because of everything he's done for us,and because he's just so special." Michael blushed, and Loren kissed him lightly on the cheek. "Michael had been kind of a savior here.He has worked at every job here; waiting tables,cooking,tending bar,busing,etc. He designed the menus,has played in the band,and has even sang when our musicians have been sick.There is nothing that Michael hasn't done or wouldn't do to help around here.He has a special place in all our hearts." "Please, Loren, you make me seem like something special.I have only done what was asked of me,you know I would do anything for your father." Loren hugged Michael to her fiercely.Justin and Lonnie both smiling at this display of affection. "You know its all true, you are very special.Where would I be with school if you hadn't tutored me.I owe you as much as my papa does." As if on cue Vito rounded the corner clapping his hands together,a large smile beaming on his face. "Ah, my young friend,Michael,so good to see you healthy and smiling again." Michael stood up,Vito hugging him,kissing him on both cheeks.Justin started to get up. Sit,sit,don't get up.Loren, why have you stuck these special guests back here in the dark?" "We would prefer some privacy,Vito.My guests need it tonight." Vito looked at Lonnie, then Justin.Michael introduced them both to his friend. "Ah,Mr.Timberlake,it is an honor to finally meet you.Vicky told me how you have helped our Michael.To me you are a great friend already.I cannot thank you enough for making our Michael well again." Vito shook his hand with vigor and with respect. "Please call me Vito,all my friends do." Vito smiled a warm smile, Justin immediately liking the man. "Please call me Justin,any friend of Michael's automatic is a friend to me."Justin smiled back at him. Vito asked if he could join their small group.All three agree heartily. "Don't worry,our meal will be quiet and trouble free.No one will disturb us."He patted Michael on the back,smiling at all of them. "Loren, my love, bring a bottle of our finest wine for these gentlemen,on the house."Vito said. Michael began to hesitate, but Vito silenced him. "It is a small token of my love for you Michael,and my happiness at your return to us." Michael started to tear up,standing up and hugging the man to him.Justin could feel Michael's love for this man,he meant alot to him.Vito himself had tears in his eyes. "Come,come this is a night for celebration.Let me order for you and for all of us,trust me, you will enjoy the food,the company and the atmosphere." They let Vito take charge and shortly they were dining on rich italian dishes of chicken,pasta and garden salads. The wine that Loren brought was a crisp white italian wine. After almost two hours of fine dining and relaxing conversation,they all felt relaxed,in a home like atmosphere. Vito had become fast friends with Justin and Lonnie,talking about alot of different subjects,but also a lot about Michael and what he had done for Vito. Justin had picked up on the fact that Michael had been fairly quiet,just talking when he was talked to.He sensed he was thinking about all that he had talked about with Anna today,in short,his feelings. Justin decided that they would just go back home, relax and be together, after dessert was finished. Vito had been watching Justin and Michael interact together and he sensed there was something more developing here that friendship. He knew Michael was gay,had know from the first week Michael had started working for him. But he also knew that Justin was a big music star and had a hectic life style, he wasn't sure that was what Michael needed or deserved.But one look at the way Justin looked at Michael told him that Justin would always be there for Michael,and he sensed that Michael was wrestling with his own feelings towards Justin. He didn't say anything, he just smiled and kept talking to both of them. When all the food was finished and everyone had had their fill,Vito stood up at the table. "I want to propose a toast,please honor me in this request." Everyone filled their glasses,smiling at Vito. "I want to honor my young friend,Michael." Michael looked up at Vito,not expecting this. "A toast to you,my friend.To your health and happiness always.You have been like a son to me,so kind,so loving and always there for me.Never asking anything in return but giving so much of yourself. But now your path leads you on to your own career and life.I only wish for you happiness,and love.Love will complete you, my young friend.Let in into your heart,and you will always be happy.A toast to you,Michael, to your friendship and to your love." Everyone stood up,clinking glasses and smiling at him. Michael was in tears,he hugged Vito.Then he hugged Loren and Lonnie,finally turning to Justin.The biggest hug he gave to him,holding him a little longer than the others. They talked for a little while longer,Vito asking Justin to come with him for a moment to take care of the bill. Justin walked off with Vito. When they got to the front of the restaurant,Justin pulled out his wallet to settle up.Vito put his hand on his wallet. "No,my friend.I cannot charge you for making Michael happy.This meal is my gift to both of you." Justin looked up at Vito,shock registering on his face. "It is all right,Justin.I see it in your eyes and in your movements.You care a great deal for him." Justin shyly smiled. "Yes,I do,a great deal.He is very important to me.I am in love with him." Vito smiled,a knowing smile. "I suspected as much,you don't hide your feelings well.Don't be upset,I will keep your secret.I love Michael too.He needs someone special in his life.I only ask that you make him happy,its what he deserves." Justin smiled at Vito,shaking his hand,but Vito pulled him into a quick hug.They had just broken apart when Lonnie,Loren and Michael walked up to the front door. "Ready to go,Mikey?" Justin asked with a smile. "Yes, Justin.Thank you,Vito.Its been wonderful as always." Michael hugged Vito,Vito returning it in full force. "You take care,my young friend.Good luck in all that you do and come back soon." Michael smiled at him,kissing Loren goodbye. "See both of you soon." When they were back in the car, Lonnie driving them back to Michael's apartment,Michael snuggled up against Justin. "So what did you and Vito talk about.I know he didn't charge you for the meal." Michael said,rubbing his head against Justin's chest. Justin laughed a bit."How did you know that?" "I know Vito, he always finds a way to give me free meals.He's always trying to pay me back for what I have done for him.He knows I don't like it so he goes around me.I never did anything for him that I didn't want to do, I did it because he is my friend." "He loves you Mikey.How could he charge me for making you happy."Justin smiled. Michael lifted his head,looked up at Justin. "He said that?" "Yes,he also said he knew I was in love with you.Damn,I am not very good at hiding that." Justin blushed a little. "You have a lousy poker face,buddy." Michael smiled at Justin. "I can't believe he saw it so fast." "Its not hard to see,I see it everytime I look at your face." Michael blushed now. Justin smiled, realizing that Michael knew completely how he felt.He only wished Michael could let himself go completely like that,but he knew his reasons why. Justin hugged him close again. They stayed that way,silent all the way to Michael's place. Michael was a bit nervous about what would happen when they got there.He knew he had to talk to Justin about some things.He needed to let his feelings be known,Anna had suggested that he let his feelings come out more.Not to keep everything bottled up inside. Justin was also nervous.He would be completely alone with Michael tonight,just the two of them together. He didn't want anything to go wrong,he didn't want to give Michael the wrong signals, he only wanted to be there for him. As if on cue,Michael squeezed his hand,letting him know he knew he was there. Shortly they arrrived back at Michael's apartment,both giving Lonnie a hug,before he left for the evening. Michael looked at his watch,it was almost 8:30. Justin followed Michael into the apartment,Michael sensing Justin was looking at his butt again. "You know,just because you keep looking at it,doesn't mean your going to get to see it up close."Michael said as they walked through the front door. Justin blushed,his cheeks reddening. Michael leaned in kissing him lightly on the lips. "Want a drink,sweetie?" "Let me,babe." Justin replied heading for the kitchen. Michael walked into the living room,sitting down on the couch,closing his eyes. What a day. His meeting with Anna had been more surprising that he had thought,and more demanding.He had felt a lot of his feelings coming to the surface,feelings he hadn't felt in a while.And one he had never felt before. And he had realized a lot of those feelings were centered around Justin. Justin walked back into the room,seeing Michael sitting on the couch,his eyes closed. Poor babe, your tired,aren't you, he thought. He sat down quietly beside Michael setting the two glasses of water down on the coffee table. Michael opened his tired eyes,smiling at Justin. He snuggled up against Justin,it becoming second nature now. Justin put his arm around his shoulder.They kissed,turning it into a long kiss. Michael sensed that Justin was nervous about something. "You okay,my man?" Justin looked at Michael,then got up taking a drink of his water.Michael waited for him to finish,before he turned to look at him again. "I'm kinda nervous,Mikey." "About what?" "This is the first real private time we have had with each other,Michael.I am nervous about whats going to happen,and what I want to happen.The time we spent alone here today just heighted my longing for you." Michael realized what Justin was alluding to.How both of them had shown their desires openly today. Michael kissed him lightly again. "I want to be with you Justin,here,alone,just you and I.Whatever happens here tonight,happens.Please don't expect more than I can give." Justin put his arms around Michael,sensing his needs. "All I expect is for you to be happy,to be happy with me." Justin put his head down.Michael realized that Justin was insecure about himself,about his abilities to make Michael happy. About what was expected of him. Michael replied to his doubts by leaning in again and kissing him deeply.Justin felt the desires of both of them,Michael's heat radiating off him. They kissed for a long time,melting into each other,then Michael broke the embrace. "I need to let you know what took place today,Justin." Justin looked at Michael,remaining quiet,letting him continue. "I let all my defenses down,Justin.I told her everything,all that happened to me.Everything. I let all my feelings,all my insecurities out.I told her all my fears,all my doubts.I have never done that before. To a stranger. But it felt so good,so liberating.All my secrets exposed to the world.I felt free." Justin smiled at Michael,sensing his need to talk. Michael looked at Justin,a new look in his golden eyes. "I told her that I needed to let this all out now,to heal myself because I had met someone.Someone I wanted to give myself to again." Justin looked at Michael,realizing what he was trying to say. "I didn't tell her it was you,I would never expose you like that,Jus.Thats your decision to make.But I felt that I wanted her to know why I needed to understand my feelings." Justin kissed him again. "You have my permission to tell her,Michael.I trust her with that,and I want you to be comfortable with it,too." Michael smiled at Justin,realizing the depth of his love.That he would risk his career for him. "I need to tell you now,what those fears that I have are, if we intend on going further." Justin sat quietly letting Michael go on with what he had to say. "I was scared,Justin.My biggest fear was that you would hurt me." Justin started to speak,wanting to alay Michael's fear.Michael put his finger to Justin's lips again,silencing him. "I know what you want to say,Jus. I know how you feel about me.I see it in your eyes.Its just that I am scared to take that final step,to give myself over to my feelings.If I give myself to you,heart and soul,will I be able to survive if it doesn't work out?I am so scared that I wouldn't be able to.That if that happened it would be the final straw.the final piece of my destruction." Justin put Michael's hands in his own. "Life is about taking chances,Michael.Nothing is ever guaranteed,or certain.But if you don't take that chance,how can you ever know.I know all you have been through,all you have endured.All I can promise you is that I want to make this work.I love you.Even if you can't say it,I can." Michael looked into Justin's deep blue eyes. Michael stood up,pulling Justin up also. They stood looking at each other,lost in their eyes. "I want to say it,Justin.I want to take that chance." Michael kissed him,pulling him close to him. He pulled back,looking into his eyes again. "I have had this strange feeling inside me all day,I couldn't understand what it was,I had never felt it before.It took my opening myself up today,searching my feelings,to realize what it was." "What is it,Michael?" "It's love, Justin." Justin stood perfectly still,never breaking his gaze from Michael's.He could see the tears forming in Michael's golden brown eyes. "I never felt love before,Justin.I never felt it inside myself before. What I had with Paul wasn't love.Maybe it was want,need,desire or lust.I don't know.But it wasn't this. This feeling comes from deep inside me,it starts growing everytime I look into your blue eyes.It's you,Justin. It's you that I have this feeling for. Your the one who's awakened it inside me." Justin's own tears were starting to fall. Could he believe what he was hearing,could this be true. Could he dare hope that Michael would say it. Michael pulled him close again,looking deep into his blue eyes. "I love you,Justin." Justin's heart stopped,his world suddenly coming into complete focus. Michael kissed Justin with a new passion,a new connection was made between them. Michael felt that strange feeling inside him again,he felt it surging through him,and he felt it going into Justin.And Michael felt something coming from Justin,something intoxicating and life giving. Justin felt something deep inside him,something he too had never felt before.He realized immediately what it was.It was his heart filling with love,with Michael's love. They both pulled each other closer,the kiss sealing their destinies,their fates forever entwined. Their love flowing into each other. Michael and Justin were both overwhelmed by these feelings for each other. They remained locked in this kiss, this first kiss of true love. Time remained still,both men lost in love's embrace. Reality came shattering back by the ringing of Justin's cell phone. Michael pulled back,Justin trying to find his phone in his pocket. Michael saw the tears in Justin's eyes as he answered his phone. "Hello,who is this?" Justin barked, wanting this call over quickly. "Hey bud, its Josh.You ok,Justin?" Justin focused on the call. "Oh hey,Josh.Sorry I am kinda busy at the moment,can you call back?" "I kinda need to talk Justin.Hope its not a bad time." Michael put his hand on Justin's shoulder. "Hang of a sec,Josh." Justin looked at Michael,seeing love in his eyes. "Go ahead ,Justin,its okay.Talk to your friend.It must be important if he's calling you at this time of night.Go into the kitchen for some privacy and I will wait for you." Michael knew it was probably JC Chasez. Justin smiled at Michael,kissing him lightly on the cheek.He walked out of the room. Michael smiled, knowing how important Justin's former band mates were to him,they were his best friends. Michael would never interfere with Justin's committments to his friends. Michael relaxed,thinking about what he had just told Justin,and the kiss that had sealed his fate. He couldn't believe how intoxicating Justin was,how he felt in his arms.And how his lips felt against his own. Michael walked over to the piano,sitting down on the bench. He felt so alive,so happy.For the first time in his life he felt alive. He wanted to play,to hear music,to make him feel happy.To put into music how he felt. He thought a moment and smiled,his fingers touching the keys.
Justin sat at the table talking into his phone to Joshua. "You ok,Justin? You sounded like you had been crying or something." "I'm more that ok,Josh.I feel fantastic.Whats up bud?Why are you calling so late,its after nine?" "I just wanted to make sure your dropping by the studios at the first of the week.I have those last two tracks to finish,and I have a new song I want you to hear.You know me,when I get an idea in my head,I got to get some feedback right away." Justin smiled, he loved his friend dearly,and he knew him so well. "Understood,Josh.So tell me about the new song." Josh smile to himself.He walked out of his kitchen heading up the stair to his bedroom. He talked to Justin all about his new song,giving him some lyrics,telling him the music scheme.He stopped in the upstairs hallway,leaning against the wall.All he had on was a light robe.His slim form almost bulging through the light material. "So what do you think,Jus?" "Sounds hot man.Can't wait to hear it to music." "So where are you man.I talked to your mom and she said you were out of town.She told me about Cameron.So sorry,man.I thought you two were good together." Josh was lying.He had always believed that she wasn't good enough for him.That Justin deserved more. "Thanks,Josh.I don't really want to talk about it just yet.I will talk to you about everything when I get back to L.A. on monday.Right now I am in Chigaco.I am spending some time with Stevo and Vicky." "Ah cool,say hi to them for me.Well,what else is up?" Justin smiled thinking about the man in the next room.Could he tell Josh about what had happened? "Well actually,I met someone really cool here." "Oh yeah,Jus? Who is it?" "He's a writer,Michael Tavarro.He's really a cool,nice guy.I think you would really like him.He's so down to earth and funny.We have been spending some time together,he's becoming a great friend to me.He'something special." "Wow,sounds like a nice guy.Maybe I can meet him sometime.If you think he's great,he must be ok." Justin smiled,knowing Josh always knew Justin had great taste in friends. "But aren't writers a bit standoffish.Some are even eccentric." "Not Mikey.He's really cool." Mikey? Josh wondered.Thats kinda personal calling someone that,especially someone you've just met. Sounds like Justin really likes this guy. Joshua's defenses were getting up. Josh was very protective of Justin,always wanting him to be happy.He always was looking out for him,trying to be his best friend. And Josh wanted something more. something he dreamed about,every since they were first together. Justin brought Josh back to reality. "Well I gotta go,Josh.Michael is waiting for me.I want to spend some time with him .You take care bud.I will see you next week early,as soon as I am back." Justin heard some music coming from the living room,Michael must of put on a CD. Josh heard the music in the background,it sounded like a piano solo. "Ok,Jus.Take care bud.See ya soon." They closed off their conversation. Josh leaned against the wall. Who was this Michael guy? Justin seemed interested in him.Almost too interested. Josh thought about his younger friend.He thought back to that night long ago when they had been intimate.Both men had backed off before anything physical had really happened,but Josh remembered the kiss. That magical kiss,Justin's soft lips against his own. Since that day long ago,Josh's feelings for Justin had slowly been simmering deep inside him.It had affected him in many small ways. He always spent time with younger men.Smooth, muscular men who reminded him of Justin. Yes,Joshua Chasez was in love with his best friend. He walked down the hall slowly,walking into his bedroom. On his large king size bed lay a sleeping form. Josh walked up to the bed,looking down on the man laying there. He pulled back the covers exposing his nude form. Kevin Federline had a beautiful body. His crew cut hair,slim face, smooth chest,his rock hard abs, and that large cock,everything about the man reminded Josh of Justin. The fact that both men had been with Brittany only added to Josh's desires.It made him feel a connection with Justin. It had been easy for Josh to get this man into his bed. They had met last night at a party,spending almost three hours together just talking,Kevin opening up to him about his seperation with Brittany. He had invited the slightly innebriated Kevin back to his place. One thing led to another and before both men knew it Josh was giving Kevin a blow job. Kevin left that night,not really saying anything,.But he showed up again this afternoon itching for more. He made the first move,trying to make Josh his. Kevin put on the masculine role,thinking he could control Josh. Josh led him up to the bedroom,removing all his clothes and for three hours Josh slowly turned the tables on him completely.Josh took control,Kevin ending up being the submissive one. He let Josh take him,like he had never been taken before. Kevin stirred on the bed,opening his eyes,looking up at Josh. "Ready for some more fun,sexy?" Josh said removing his robe,exposing his tight,slim,muscular form.Kevin looked longing at Josh's hard nine inch cock stick out of his curly pubs. He crawled over taking it into his mouth,devouring it,loving the feel of it in his mouth. Yes,Josh had turned Kevin into a real cock lover.He rubbed his ass,feeling his tight hole,Kevin squirming,knowing what Josh wanted of him.He got up turning around exposing his round ass to him,wanting Josh to take him again,make him his.He moaned,letting Josh mount him,Josh putting on a condom ,feeling that sheathed hard long cock sliding down into him. Kevin felt in heaven,Josh wrapping his arms around him,pushing deep inside him,starting his deep thrusts. Kevin didn't hear Josh's thoughts though.All he heard was his own moaning and the sound of Josh's balls slapping on his ass. In his mind,Josh was screaming Justin's name.
Justin hung up the phone thinking about his friend. He knew he would be the first person Justin would tell. He was his best friend,his bud. Yes,Justin would tell him everything. About his man,Michael,the love of his life,and what he meant to him. Justin smiled,then picked up on the music coming from the living room.He knew the song.It was an Elton John song. But it didn't sound like a recorded song.It was only piano music. Something dawned in Justin's mind. Justin quickly got up quietly walking out of the kitchen into the living room. He saw Michael playing at the piano. Justin leaned against the door frame,looking in awe at Michael. He was a fantastic piano player,the music sounding so beautiful. Then what happened next took Justin's breath away. Michael started singing. And Justin realized what an angel must sound like in god's heavenly choir. He just stood there listening to Michael's voice fill his heart and soul.
There's a calm surrender to the rush of day When the heat of a rolling wind can be turned away An enchanted moment,and it sees me through It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you
And can you feel the love tonight It is where we are It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer That we got this far And can you feel the love tonight How it's laid to rest It's enough to make kings and vagabonds Believe the very best
Justin felt Michael was saying his feelings in every word.He could see the tears in Michael's eyes as Michael turned his head and looked into Justin's deep moist blue eyes.
There's a time for everyone if they'd only learn That the twisting kaliedoscope moves us all in turn There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours
And can you feel the love tonight It is where we are It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer That we got this far And can you feel the love tonight How it's laid to rest It's enough to make kings and vagabonds Believe the very best
Michael's voice finished,the music ending the song. There was a silence between them,as both stared into each other's eyes. Justin walked over to him,sitting down on the bench beside him,closing the distance between them. He couldn't say anything,Michael's beautiful voice had left him speechless,it still echoed in his heart. "I owed you a song,remember?" Michael said quietly,looking at Justin's lost face. Justin turned looking in Michael's golden eyes,seeing the new look of love in them. "That was beyond beautiful,Michael.Your voice entered my soul,it was like nothing I have ever heard before.You could be one of the greatest singers of all time,its that good." Michael blushed a little,lowering his head. "I am not a singer,Justin.I am a story teller,remember.It my life and soul." Justin hugged Michael to him,kissing him tenderly.He couldn't get enough of this truly amazing man. "Well,if you ever want to change careers,let me know.That was unbelieveable." Michael smiled,feeling that Justin was being sincere in his praise. Michael had never really though himself much of a singer,although Vito and other people had said he was really talented. To have someone like Justin praise him like this made Michael think that maybe he was good. But it didn't matter,writing was his first love, that was what he wanted to do. But here and now, he was glad that Justin liked his singing,that it made him happy was all that mattered to Michael. "I liked your choice of songs,Michael.I can feel the love tonight." Justin said,staring into Michael's eyes. Michael leaned in and kissed Justin,their lips slowing parting,their tongues searching each other out,tasting each other. They both became excited and at the same time relaxed in each other's embrace. Michael was the one to part first. "Well,its getting late,Jus.Its been a long day.As much as I want to stay here,kissing you, we should think about getting ready to call it a night." Justin smiled,knowing that he wanted to be here tonight with Michael.But he would let Michael chose what he wanted. Michael sensed Justin's waiting for his invitation. Michael started blushing lightly,putting his hand in his. "Justin, will you spend tonight with me, in my bed.In our bed.I want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms." Justin was so touched by Michael's calling it our bed, that he started crying. Michael embraced him,not sure what was wrong. "What's wrong,sweetie?" "Oh,babe.To here you call it that,our bed, means the world to me.That you want me to be with you,here in your bed,just to hold you,makes me so happy." Michael felt his own tears beginning.Justin was so romantic,so loving. "I told you that I love you,Justin.And I want to give myself to you ,heart and soul.As well as body.Tonight is the beginning of our lives together,you and I.There is no other place I want to be tonight,but in your arms in our bed." Justin smiled,his tears slowly stopping. He thought Michael couldn't get more romantic and loving that he was at this moment. Michael and Justin got up together,their hands entwined. "Well I should take a quick shower before we go to bed."Michael smiled at Justin,the two of them walking down the hall stopping ain front of the bathroom door. Justin started to let go of Michael's hand.Michael wouldn't let it go. "Would you like to join me." Michael said staring into Justin's eyes. Justin's breath caught in his throat. He stared into his golden eyes.Michael kissed him lightly again. "Are you sure,Michael?" " I have never been more sure of anything at this moment in my life." "This isn't about sex,Justin.This is about me wanted to be with you,close,free of clothing.The two of us together as one.In love's embrace." Justin was so overwhelmed, he didn't say anything.He let Michael lead him into the bathroom. They both stood looking at each other,only inches apart. Their hands were still together,the contact comforting. "Well, we won't get this done,unless we take our clothes off.Stand still,Jus." Michael let go of his hand. He stepped back, pulling his shirt over his head,exposing his hairy chest.Justin just stood still looking into Michael's eyes.Michael smiled at him. "You can look,Justin.Its okay,I know you want to." Justin took his eyes off Michael's face,lowering them to his toned muscular chest.In these bright lights,it was more beautiful and breathtaking than he remembered it.The chest was compact,hairy,with two beautiful small nipples buried in the soft chest hair.His stomach was slim,with tight abs,his hands were on his belt.Justin held his breath. Michael smiled,slowly opening his belt and unbuttoning his pants.He let them drop to the floor. He wore white boxer briefs, which showed his hardening cock nicely.His legs were slim,muscular,again covered with dark hair,soft dark hair. Michael put his fingers in his boxer briefs and pulled them down quickly,before he lost his nerve. He pulled his pants and briefs off,putting them on top of the hamper. There he was standing in front of Justin, totally naked,totally exposed. Justin looked at his hard cock,which was curved upward,large low hanging balls underneath it.It was about nine inches long,cut with a beautiful pink head.It was the first cock Justin had ever seen up close, and it was beautiful. He almost couldn't take his eyes off it,but he forced himself to,raising his eyes up,looking again into Michael's beautiful golden eyes. Michael's face was blushing,he looked embarrassed,being exposed like this.But Justin just smiled,love in his eyes. "You are so beautiful,Michael.Your body is so beautiful.It's everything I imagined it would be,everything I always wanted it to be." Michael couldn't believe Justin said that.That he thought he was beautiful. Tears were forming again in his eyes. Justin wanted Michael against him. He pulled his own shirt off,exposing his muscular smooth torso. Michael's eyes zoomed in to his muscular chest,his two small nipples so beautiful and round.The tatoo on his shoulder seemed to make his body look more sexy. Justin slowly let his hands fall down to his waist,Michael following them as they centered on his fly. Justin undid the button and lowered his jeans. He stood back up,revealing black tight boxer briefs.His bulge was as prominant as Michael's had been. Michael gasped,seeing him so close and so beautiful. Justin smiled at Michael's reaction.He quickly lowered his briefs,pulling them and his pants off,putting both on top of Michael's. He stood in front of Michael again. Michael was totally stunned.Standing in front of him was the most beautiful man he had ever seen.His smooth,muscular body seemed to glisten in the light,so smooth and formed. His eyes roamed over every inch,following the light treasure trail down to his large cut cock.It had to be about the same size as Michael's,but it was thicker,and it stood straight out,no curve. Michael couldn't believe how absolutely perfect his whole body was,from head to toe. He raised his eyes back up,connecting with Justin's,both looking deep into each other's souls. The distance between both of the vanished,both pressing forward,wrapping their arms around each other,their lips finding each other. Their bodies pressed against each other,almost seeming to fit together,their manhoods,snuggling up against each other.Both felt the charge of electricity going through each other when they touched. Michael felt this was what he had been missing his whole life,the second half of himself had come home. Justin felt the same thing. They broke their lips apart,not breaking the embrace,just feeling each other's body against them. "I think we need to hit the shower,sweetie."Michael smiled. He turned,walking towards the shower stall,Justin's eyes settling on his firm,smooth ass.It was more beautiful than he had imagined.Both cheeks were smooth and bubbly,firm and looked so unblemished.Justin could only imagine how they would feel in his hands.His cock was rock hard now,but he didn't react to his desires.Michael was in charge here,he would do what he wanted. Justin watched Michael open the door,turning to look at him. "Coming,Jus?" Justin was moving immediately,following Michael inside.There was just enough room for both of them,comfortable and close. Michael turned on the water,moderating the temperature then hitting the shower control. The water poured over both of them. They embraced warmly,kissing again. Justin couldn't believe how wonderful Michael felt against him. Michael broke the kiss,smiling at him.No words needed to be said,they were both in tune with each other. Michael grabbed a loufa sponge,soaping it up.Then he turned towards Justin,pulling him closer.He began soaping up his chest,washing his torso and working his way down.He washed him everywhere,even washing his hard cock and balls. Justin could never remember such a feeling before.Michael contact with his cock,sent shockwaves into his soul.No one have ever made him feel like this. Michael soaped and washed his muscular legs,kneeling as he got his feet clean.He then rose up,turning Justin around. Michael stopped,looking down at Justin's firm,totally hairless smooth butt.It was breathtaking.Michael couldn't take his eyes off it as he soaped his back and made his way down.When he reached those two round globes he kneld down looking directly at them. Michael felt he found a piece of heaven. He had never seen such a perfectly formed ass.It was beautiful.He soaped it up,hearing a moan escape Justin's lips. On reflex,Justin spread his legs,letting Michael see his most secret of places.A small pink pucker looking into Michael's eyes,it was hairless and so beautiful.He soaped it up,lightly. Another urgent moan escaped Justin.Michael also saw some drops of juice falling from Justin's cock beween his legs. Michael smiled,so happy to be this close to him,to be able to excite him like this. He stood back up,wrapping his arms around Justin,his cock pressing against Justin's two round cheeks.He could feel Justin breathing in deeply,then he heard moan loudly,followed by a gasp.Something warm and liquidly landed on Michael's wet hands which were wrapped around Justin's firm abs. He smiled knowing what had happened. He held onto Justin,feeling him begin to sag a bit.They stayed still,Michael holding Justin up while he regained his composure. Justin turned then, facing Michael.Michael saw the look in his eyes, the look of total fullfillment. Justin snuggled against him.Michael holding his close,kissing him on the neck. After a few moments Michael felt Justin taking the sponge from his hand. He knew it was his turn now. He closed his eyes,feeling Justin's hands on his chest,soaping him up. Justin looked at what he was doing.Feeling Michael's body under his hands. His body was so firm and looked so beautiful wet, and soapy. He continued,his hands going lower,hesitating momentarily when he reached Michael's cock.Michael's hand took his and guided it to his cock.Justin wrapped his fingers around it,feeling its warmth and its softness. He heard a small moan escape Michael's lips,but Justin didn't stop,he continued to soap and wash him down there. Justin was in heaven,he couldn't believe how wonderful he felt.He couldn't resist any longer. He gently turned Michael around letting the water cascade down his back,Justin's eyes lowering to his prize.Michael's two round cheeks. Justin soaped Michael's back,feeling the smooth slipper skin.He felt so soft,yet firm. Justin lowered his own body,till he was on his haunches.And Michael's beautiful butt was staring him in the face. On closer inspection Justin could see a fine dusting of hair on both cheeks and a trail of hair in the center. It just made him love it more. Justin didn't go between those two beautiful cheeks,he knew what that might do to Michael.He knew what had been done to that beautiful ass,Justin wouldn't hurt Michael like that. He continued down his firm,muscular legs,washing both and the two beautiful feet at their ends. He got back up on his legs,adjusting the spray over his back and down his arms,washing all the soap off him. He then turned Michael back around,seeing that Michael still had his eyes closed. Justin looked down,memorizing every inch of Michael's body into his mind.It was so perfect,slim,trim and muscular. He ran his hands down his chest,touching both nipples,tweeking each,this causing another moan to ecape Michael's lips. His right hand went lower,wrapping around Michael clean cock. At that moment Michael opened his eyes again.He stared directly into Justin's. Justin's saw the lust in his eyes.Justin's own cock was rock hard again. Michael never lost contact with his eyes,but his hand reached down,stroking Justin's cock again. They both looked into each other's eyes,the lust taking over,both of them on the brink of fullfillment. Their lips contacted again,in an urgency,both of them unable to control. Together they both exploded,their juices landing on each other,coating their wet skins. Their arms wrapped around each other,the water falling down on their wet bodies. The stayed like that for a few minutes,holding each other,feeling their bodies relaxing. Justin pulled back,letting the water fall over his chest,cleaning away all the remains of their moment of passion.Michael turned and did the same. Then he turned off the water. Both looked at each other,love still shining in their eyes,then both stepped out,grabbing towels,drying themselves off. Both took turns looking at the other,then they started drying each other,feeling the wet skin against the towels. When both were satisfied that the other was dry,they picked up their clothes,throwing the towels in the hamper. Justin followed Michael out of the bathroom watching his butt as he walked down the short hall. It looked so beautiful,he couldn't keep his eyes off it. Michael opened the bedroom door walking over to the bed.He put his clothes on a nearby chair,Justin following suit. Justin picked up his boxer briefs preparing to put them back on. Michael slapped his hand away,letting the briefs fall onto the clothes. "We don't need them,Jus.I want to be naked in bed with you.Nothing seperating us." Justin smiled,sensing Michael's newfound exhibitionism. Michael walked over to the bed,pulling down the covers and getting in.He turned over looking at Justin standing there naked. He had never seen a more beautiful man,and he was his,for tonight,and hopefully forever. Justin walked over to the bed,climbing in beside Michael. Within seconds Michael was against him,in his familar spot,his head on Justin's naked chest,with Justin's arm around him. Justin could feel his naked body against him,his cock rubbing against his hip. He felt utter peace,utter happiness. Michael raised his head,kissing Justin on the lips lightly. "Goodnight,my man." "Goodnight,babe." Justin replied. "I love you,Jus." Michael settled back in against his chest. Justin's face show the greatest look of happiness. "I love you too,Mikey."
End of Chapter 18
Well looks like the two of them have finally come to terms with their feelings. And looks like some intrigue will be developing out of Josh's upcoming role in this story. I liked the idea of Kevin Federline being submissive.I got a kick out of that. I hope you liked the sexy shower scene and I hope it all held your interest. I know a lot of people are looking for more sex scenes,I just want to make them important to the whole plot. Please let me know if its still keeping your attention. Still open to suggestions. More fun to come.
As we say goodbye to '06 lets try and love one another in the new year.
Hugsand kisses. Angel.