I fell in love with Larry the first time we had a chat on Aol.
He was clearly a man who was in charge, knew what he wanted from a woman and what he expected me to do.
For me, it was special, you see, I'm not an ordinary woman, I'm a crossdresser. I love to be considered a woman when a man makes love to me.
I dress in fashion. I love to wear cocktail dresses and gowns -- at 46, it's hard to look slutty!! So I try to look elegant.
That elegance stays with me as I meet Larry, after weeks of waiting until we could have time together, I welcome him to my home, and he enters and surprises me with flowers! I just about jump into his arms and he holds me as we kiss for the first time.
I have not had many experiences with men, and I want Larry to really like me! I love it as his tongue finds its way into my mouth and I melt into him. It seems like hours before he lets me go, and I realize we are still in my foyer.
I excuse myself for being rude and invite him into the living room. He accepts that offer as well as another for a glass of chardonney.
We sit in the living room and he sizes me up.. I think he likes what he sees. I'm in my black Chinese cocktail dress and black pumps. I have on my auburn wig, and a little make up. I think I look pretty good, and from the bulge I see in his pants, I know he likes it too.
He takes me in his arms again and kisses me deeply. I take the time now to gently caress my man, to feel his strong back, and almost accidentally, my hand drops to his manhood.
It feels immediately like my friend.. it's big and feels strong.. I crave to see it..
Larry stops me when I try to undo his pants, and suggests we go upstairs to my bedroom.
I'm excited and nervous and lost in lust and passion. We have waited too long for this moment, and I don't want to wait any longer.
At the bedroom door, I tell Larry to undress and get comfortable, while I change into something alluring for him. He moans and tells me to hurry..
I have a beautiful black nightgown and matching negligee waiting, and quickly disrobe and slip on my new gowns.
Larry whistles as I enter the room, he says something lustful to me and pulls me towards him,
Together now, we're in bed. He leans over me and kisses me again.
His hands explore my body and I can feel the excitement in his manhood pushing through my gowns.
I know what my lover wants. I gently push him to his back and move down towards his cock. This is the first time I've seen it, and my feelings are mixed with awe, lust and a desireto please my man.
I move close, and gently kiss the lovely head. It responds with a small movement, and my lover moans quietly.
I remember my reading of the Kama Sutra, and gently bite and kiss and lick the beautiful tall shaft. It gets bigger and more insistent as I start my lovemaking. I'm trying hard not to just swallow him but my own lust takes over.
His head finds my mouth and I take it in lovingly. It fills my mouth and I am content. I taste the salty pre-cum and long for my man's gift to me.
With the head in my mouth, I try to use my tongue to lick, moisten and caress my darling's cock, to please and to excite. I'm moaning too now -- this is my idea of heaven.
My lover stops me, and we sip some more wine together.
Then Larry pours a little wine on his cock, and I rush to lick it off. I lose myself licking and now sucking taking his cock all the way into my throat. I never thought I could do this but my man is loving it and so am I.
I want this to go on forever.
Again, my lover -- who has much more control than me gently eases me off of his cock.
He sits up, pours more wine on his cock and has me kneel between his legs.. I am lost in my lust and desire and will do anything he tells me.
After sucking as much as I can, I realize I am not getting it as deep as I should. I cry gently and Larry immediately understands my needs.
He makes me lie on the bed with my head leaning over the bed. Then he mounts my face while standing and fucks my mouth until his cock really enters my throat. I am totally his now.. a wanton slut. Larry feels my pussy and I have made it ready for him in case he wants to fuck me,
But this is our first time and he wants -- we both want -- him to make me his by taking his cum in my mouth and throat.
He fucks my face harder and harder and soon, I'm feeling his cock -- if this is possible -- get bigger still.
I know my reward is about to arrive.
I'm moaning in deep pleasure as the first stream of cum lands in my mouth. Larry pulls back and lets the next streams arrive on my tongue. I'm tasting and swallowing and am an animal in heat as he shoots more and more into me.
Some is falling on my face and lips and its warmth arouses me to new heights.
My man's orgasm starts to subside and his cock softens slightly.
I'm purring like a satisfied cat as Larry lifts me back into his arms and under the blankets we doze together.
I wake up a little later with his cock in my hand and he is hard again.. I am delighted as he kisses me and gently pushes my head down to my proper place. I gently start again, licking and sucking my man..
Soon his whole shaft is embedded in my mouth again and I am purring again. I never knew sex could be so perfect.
Then while lost in my enjoyment, Larry moves his hand around my back and feels my pussy.
I prepared myself before he arrived. I had shaved everywhere, oiled my pussy and had inserted a little plug, so as to be ready if he wanted to make love to me in that most intimate of ways.
As Larry found my plug, his cock seemed to jump in my mouth, and I knew somewhere in my lost mind, that he was pleased with me.
He stopped me once again and rolled me onto my belly. I came up onto all fours and Larry came up behind me.
I have been taken this way before but Joe was small and with his rubber, was not really satisfying.
Larry and I had proven to one another that we were both disease free, and I was looking forward to really losing my virginity to this man. I wanted his cum to shoot into me..
But first, I had to take his cock and I was scared.. My passion was on hold as he prepared to fuck me. I had never taken a cock this big and I knew what pain was possible, Larry was wildly hot and I was scared he wouldn't use the lubrication I left by the bed. Suddenly, I felt the head at my opening. It felt soo nice there. A flash of my passion returned, and increased as I realized his cock was wet. He had lubricated it. It entered my almost at once and I felt my pussy pushed open. But it didn't hurt and I started to relax.
Larry told me soothing words and applied more jelly to his cock every time it went in and out.. Soon I had half of his 7" in me as he gently rock me back and forth on his manhood.
I relaxed more and my fears disappeared and my passion took over.
I started crying begging him to push more and more into me and he told me to wait and be a good girl. But I begged and begged and soon Larry started pushing it in..
This was a new heaven for me, as I felt fuller and fuller with my man fucking me.
I pushed back and forth hoping that I was pleasing him and that he had all of his hunky cock inside me.
He started fucking my hole faster -- this was now pure pleasure and I knew I was spoiled for other men.
It seemed like an eternity that he pistoned me again and again, when all of a sudden I felt again that cock swell like a fist and he exploded into me, sending stream after stream into me..
I could feel it all, just like I've imagined all these years.
It was amazing. I was moaning and moaning as he shot into me telling me how much he loved me..
We slowed and rolled onto our sides, Larry hugging me still inside me...
Again we slept.
Julie