This is my first story in what I hope will be an ongoing series about my life as a black submissive. They will be semi autobiographical, not totally true but all based on real experiences with some of my fantasies added in. Any story I right will have at least some truth in it. Any suggestions, comments, questions, or criticism is welcome, send to sissysherri@yahoo.com
Growing up it was my dad, mom, older sister, and me. We were a lower middle class working black family. We lived on the edge of nice suburbs, we wasn't poor but we weren't far from it. With both parents working there was a lot of time after school with me and my sister home alone. She was on skinny side with slim tone legs and a small but firm ass. Like me she had smooth dark chocolate skin.
When I was a sophomore in high school Keisha who was a Senior started dating a white classmate. This was a big deal to our parents, especially our dad. He didn't like her having a white boyfriend. He came into my room and said he was going to allow Keisha to have her white boy over to the house and it was my responsibility to make sure they didn't do anything. He told me to make sure I was always around the two of them whenever Connor was over to the house.
Almost everyday after school Connor would come over and hang out with Keisha and I was there as a third wheel but he never seemed to mind. Keisha weren't always happy with me being around all the time but it didn't seem to bother her too much. Most days Connor was over we would play some video games while Keisha clung to his side then we would all watch TV or a movie until our folks got home. Sometimes Connor would stay for an awkward dinner but most times he would head home.
Being a horny teen boy I was jacking off pretty much everyday. I didn't have a computer in my room so finding porn to jack off to was hard, mostly it was my imagination or thinking about things my friends had showed me at school on their smartphones. By this time for an extra thrill I had been sometimes getting a pair of Keisha's panties out of the hamper and jacking off with them. I loved the feeling of her smooth panties as they slid up and down my 7 inch cock. I don't know if it was the sensations or the taboo but jacking with her panties always made me cum the hardest.
My first taste of submission happened on the Thursday of a week where because of a few different reasons I hadn't been able to jerk off since the previous Saturday night. I was as horny as I'd ever been. Connor and Keisha was under a blanket on the couch beside me as we watched some corny movie but even the lame sex scenes had me shifting around so I could hide my hard on. The phone rang but I couldn't get up because they would've seen how hard I was so I just sat there until Keisha gave me a dirty look and finally slid out from under the blanket and grabbed the phone. I could hear her putting up an argument but it didn't last long. Our dad wasn't one to take no back talk from us so Keisha stomped back into the living room and told Connor that Dad was picking her up and taking her to our Grandma's house to help him with something. She was mad that I didn't have to go just her but I knew that it was Dad's way of trying to keep her and Connor apart.
Keisha told Connor that I would only take a little while and then she would be back and he should stay. Connor said no problem and they shared a quick but sloppy wet kiss then she headed outside to wait for Dad by the road leaving me and Connor alone on the couch. I glanced over and saw him staring at me and I felt a little uncomfortable. Connor then asked me if I had been in the hamper lately. My stomach knotted up, I knew exactly what he meant but I pretended I didn't. His voice took on a different tone when he told me I better not lie to him and he asked again. I didn't know why but I answered him truthfully that I hadn't for a while. He asked me if I sniffed my sister's panties when I snuck them to my room. I felt my face get hot as I admitted to him that I did. He surprised me at that point by reaching over and putting his finger under my nose. He told me to get a good sniff, he said he had been fingering Keisha all through the movie. I was surprised because I hadn't noticed. Before I realized what I was doing I was sniffing his damp fingers my head swimming to the scent of her pussy.
I didn't know what to do but I kept sniffing the heavenly scent on Connor's index and middle fingers. Still speaking with his noticeably more aggressive voice he asked me if I liked it and he added "boy" to the end of the question. I nodded my head yes and he pulled his fingers away. I was embarrassed but I glanced over at him and will never forget how he suddenly looked completely different to me. He told me that when he asked a question he expected an answer. For some reason I apologized to him, and this seemed to soften his edge just a bit. He called me a good boy and then let me sniff his fingers again. I couldn't believe this was happening but at the same time I was rock hard.
He than asked me if I wanted a taste. Not wanting to make him mad I made sure to answer telling him yes. With the edge back to his voice he said "Yes what?" Without thinking I responded with a quick "Yes Sir." This seemed to please him as he immediately pushed his two fingers into my mouth. It was sudden and surprised me but I felt his fingers on my tongue and knew I was getting my first taste of pussy even though it was indirectly. I ran my tongue along his fingers that were pushed in my mouth and he told me to close my lips and suck on his fingers. I instantly closed my lips and started sucking.
My body was on fire, I was panting and my head was swimming, I couldn't think. Part of my brain was saying that this was messed up, me sucking on a guys fingers, a white guy, my sister's boyfriend. I knew I shouldn't be turned on but I couldn't help it. He then said "You're doing a good job boy" Hearing him say that made my stomach flip flop all around. Part of me instantly burned with shame at what I was doing but at the same time I was more turned on than I ever could remember being. I didn't know it at the time but it was my first taste of humiliation and domination and I was hooked.
Connor pulled his fingers out of my mouth and told me to stand up and take my shirt off. I didn't even hesitate and stood up and pulled my shirt over my head and dropped it on the floor. My cock was rock hard tenting my shorts out and hooked his thumbs in the waistband and pulled them down to my knees. He then put his hand on my chest and pushed me back down onto the couch. "Open wide boy" I knew that there was no way there was any pussy juice left on his fingers after all the sucking I had done but I still wanted them in my mouth so I spread my lips apart and started sucking on his fingers as soon as they got in my mouth Instead of just holding his fingers still and letting me suck Connor started pushing his fingers in and out. LIke I imagined he must do to Keisha's cunt he was fucking my mouth. "Put your hands on top of your head boy" Connor said with his authoritative voice. I immediately did as he commanded. He then reached down and grabbed my rock hard black cock, wrapping his strong white hand around it.
"This is my cock now boy"
Connor was only three years older than me but in a matter of minutes he had taken a position as my superior in every way.
"Say it" Connor commanded as he pulled his wet fingers out of my mouth.
"It's your cock" I meekly responded. Instantly his grip on my dick tightened to the point of being painful. I gasped out and then realized my mistake and practically shouted out "Sir!" He loosened his grip and told me I better not forget again.
"I'm sorry Sir" Part of me couldn't believe the words that were coming out of my mouth but I was totally under the control of this white alpha teen dom.
He shoved his fingers back into my mouth and started stroking my cock at the same time. The feeling sent jolts of electricity straight through my entire body from my toes up my spine to the tips of my fingers still interlaced on top of my head.
After only a few minutes of his attention I was bucking my hips into his tight fist around my dick and slurping like mad on the fingers in my mouth, spit drooling down my chin dripping onto my chest.
"First rule of my property is that it only cums when I say so" Connor said with extra emphasis on the I. "Do you understand boy?" He didn't' pull his fingers out so I responded by eagerly shaking my head up and down for yes. I didn't take time to consider the repercussions of what he was saying but truthfully it wouldn't have mattered if did, he had me literally and figuratively in the palm of his white hand and totally under his control. The sensations he was making me feel in my dick were so far above and beyond what I had felt from jacking myself that part of me was convinced he was some type of wizard or demigod. I don't think there was anything I wouldn't have agreed to.
"That means no matter how often you beat your meat you don't cum until I say you can, you hear me?" I shook my head that I did. "I don't care how long before you get the chance to ask me you better not ever cum again without permission because I will know" I didn't ask how he would know but I believed him. He pulled his fingers out of my mouth so I looked at him and felt a deep connection as our eyes locked and I knew that I really meant it when I responded.
"Yes Sir. I won't never cum without your permission" The words barely came out of my mouth more than a whisper but I meant it with every fiber of my being and I could see in his eyes that he knew that as much as I did. He smiled for the first time since this whole incredible thing started and he sped up his jerking of my throbbing black cock. The sensation was almost too much.
"I need to cum Sir." Connor didn't slow down but his voice had the edge back to it as he told me not to.
"Fight it boy, don't cum yet. You don't have my permission to bust your nut." He didn't slow down and I could feel the cum boiling up in my balls. I tightened every muscle in my body trying to fight it and he kept stroking at a steady relentless pace, his white fist pumping up and down my dark brown cock. "Beg me boy"
"Please Sir PLEEAAAASSSSEEEEEEEEE" I could hear that I sounded like a pathetic bitch pleading for his permission but I also knew that I couldn't cum until he said so. "Please I can't hold it" I was sweating, panting and my body was shaking with the strain and effort of not cumming.
"I own you." It wasn't a question he was declaring it as a statement of fact. I didn't respond, I was almost crying from the exertion of holding my cum back. "Say it. Make me believe you" I was biting my bottom lip but opened my eyes and looked back at him again when I said it.
"You own me Sir" As I said it I knew that it was true. His mouth turned into a cocky smile as he could see that it was true. He sped up his stroking even faster and I let out a loud groan.
"Cum for me boy. NOW!" As soon as he said it I relaxed my abs and instantly started having the most intense orgasm of my young life. I literally saw flashes of light behind my clenched eyelids as I felt rope after rope of cum explode out of my dick. I felt it hot and wet cum splash against my bare chest. Connor kept stroking right through the entire cumming and stopped as the last bit dribbled out of my swollen head. I could barely breathe my head felt like I was drunk and stoned at the same time.
"Say it again boy"
I didn't even hesitate. "You own me Sir"
"And?" he questioned. It took me a moment to realize what he meant and as soon as I did I responded 100% truthfully
"I wont cum without your permission" My answer must have pleased him enough that he didn't seem upset that I forgot to add Sir.
"Good boy, now go get cleaned up before Keisha gets back." I staggered to my feet barely able to stand and I stumbled to the bathroom. I saw myself in the mirror and couldn't believe how much I had cum all over myself. One big glob of cum had even made it up to my cheek. I was embarrassed and humiliated but at the same time felt a contentment that I never had felt before. I washed up and walked back to the living room, getting my legs back under me by now. I picked up my shirt and put it on and Connor handed me the controller to my XBox that he had turned on while I was in the bathroom. We had only been playing a couple minutes when Dad and Keisha walked in with a pizza. They had no idea what had been going on only a few minutes before and I felt a flush of excitement when I thought about that. Connor said he couldn't stay so he gave Keisha a quick kiss goodbye and I just sat on the couch as he left. He knew that he didn't have to tell me to keep quiet about it and I knew that my life had drastically changed even though I couldn't make sense of it in my mind yet. That night as I relived the moment my hand slid down to my throbbing cock and I absentmindedly started stroking like I did every night. But then when I got close to cumming even though it went against every fiber of my being I stopped before I came. My balls ached but I couldn't make my hand start stroking again. I knew I had to obey Connor, my owner.
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