Journal of the Undead

The Journal of the Undead

By: Dark Writer.

Copyright 2003

Disclaimer: All Characters and situations of this story are fictional. Any similarities to actual living people and actual situations is purely coincidental. All fictional characters and fictional situations portrayed in this work of fiction remains the property of Dark Writer.

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And now Chapter Four

"Wait!" Kevin shouted just as he was about to leave. "We don't want to fight you!"

"Than destroy him!" the Hunter said calmly as he pointed at me. "You are upsetting the balance by keeping him alive!"

"I will not destroy him!" Kevin hissed at the Hunter.

"Fine," he replied as he withdrew a stake from his coat. "I'll do it than." In a flash every Vampire in the house was surrounding me ready to protect me. Kevin arm was still around my shoulder and it was obvious that he was not going to let go. "Stand aside now!" " I think we have you outnumbered slayer," Brian hissed at him. "Like it or not Kevin has a right to be happy and he is happy with Ben. So Ben stays alive." The Hunter sighed and lowered his stake. "Now let's sit down and discuss this like mature adults." I heaved a sigh of relief and leaned against Kevin. This was getting old. A few weeks ago I was a happy starving artist and now I was a vampire who was hunted by two people now. Kevin led me over to the sofa and sat down next to me. He still had his arm wrapped around me protectively. I glared daggers at the hunter and he just glared back. I relaxed when I felt velvety feel of Kevin's lips gracing my neck.

"Relax babe," he whispered in my ear. For some reason that made me madder.

"How the hell am I supposed to do that?" I demanded. "I have everybody out there trying to kill me! I have all these new feelings raging through my body and I want to pounce on everyone and beat them up and you tell me to relax? How Kevin? Just how the hell can I relax?" By now tears were flowing down my face. The Hunter looked shocked. "What the hell are you looking at?" I hissed at him. "You don't even know me and you want to kill me. Why? Just because in your eyes I a fucking monster? What an ass!" I got up and stormed out of the living room and headed upstairs. I heard Kevin tell Nick to go after me to make sure I didn't hurt myself. Once in the safety of our room I slammed the door. I threw myself onto our bed and stared up at the ceiling above. I heard a light knocking at the door. "Go away!" I shouted as I tossed a pillow at it. The door opened a crack and Nick's head popped into view. "What do you want?" I demanded still glaring up at the ceiling.

"Just wanted to talk is all," Nick said as he stepped into the room and quietly closed the door behind him. "Can I sit with you?" I shrugged my shoulders and he took that as a yes and sat next to me. "So you want to talk about it?"

"Not really," I muttered.

"Fine we can talk about cute guys," Nick replied. I glared at him for a few minutes and he wore a cute grin on his face as if daring me to laugh. I finally smiled a little at him. "He is cute you know."

"Who?" I demanded.

"The slayer," Nick replied.

"You can call him cute?" I asked. "A man who sole mission in life is to kill us?"

"Ok first of all he is not out to kill us," Nick corrected me.

"Yea, I know," I sassed him. "He is just out to kill me. Why?" tears were starting to flow down my face again. "Why does he want to kill me. He's never even met me before. How can he just want to kill me without even knowing me? I mean what did I do to deserve this?" By now I was sobbing. Nick wrapped his arms around me and held me while I cried and continued to ask why. At some point I fell asleep.

From Nick's point of view.

I held my brother in my arms and let him cry himself to sleep. It tore my heart in two to watch him in such pain. After making sure he was sound asleep I eased out from his grasp and laid him down and covered him up. I kissed him lightly on the forehead and headed out of the room. Once down stairs I could hear talking in the living room. There was no shouting this time. I walked into the room and I saw Kevin sitting beside the slayer. The slayer looked contrite and his eyes were a little wet. I wondered what that was all about. "Hey," I mumbled softly. All eyes jerked up and looked at me. "He is sleeping now."

"How is he?" Kevin asked worried.

"Well he threw a temper tantrum and cried himself to sleep," I reported. I turned to the slayer. "I wouldn't go near him for a while. You're not on his list of favorite people right now." The slayer nodded and looked down. "Why do you want to kill him anyway? He is an innocent one. He hasn't even fed yet."

"He is not going to kill Ben," Kevin said. I breathed a sigh of relief. "Instead he is going to help us."

"How is he going to do that?" I asked.

"He is going to team up with us to destroy Trey," Kevin replied. "And he is going to help us train Ben so that Ben won't want to feed and than we can use Ben to destroy the Ancient one."

"And you think that Ben is going to want to work with him?" I asked pointing at the slayer. "I mean come on Kevin. First this jerk comes in and demands to let him kill Ben. And when that doesn't work he tries to attack poor Ben. Do you know that Ben just cried himself to sleep in your room? Do you have any idea what it is like for him? A few weeks ago he was happy with his own little life and doing his art thing and now his life is turned completely upside down. He has this 600 year old vampire chasing him and a cocky little slayer gunning for him too. He's scared shitless and needs some time to adjust to all of this!" I turned to the slayer. "You stay the fuck away from him!" I stormed out of the room and headed back up to Ben's room. Kevin was right behind me and I could tell that he wasn't happy with me.

"Nick wait!" he ordered me. I stopped and leaned against the wall. "How is he?" he asked me frowning. "I mean how is he really?"

"How do you think he is Kevin?" I asked sighing heavily.

"Hey!" Kevin snapped back at me. "Remember who pushed me to turn him ok?" Ok so he did have a point.

"He is scared to death, he is worried that his world is coming down around him. He knows that he isn't human anymore," I replied. "Kevin you have to do something to let him know that his life will go on." Kevin nodded. "I'm going down stairs and apologies to the Slayer."

From Kevin's point of view.

I watched with a heavy heart as Nick walked away from me. He was right. Ben's world had been turned upside down and two people were after him trying to kill him. Well at least one had decided to let him live. But he knew that his world would never be the same. I had to do something about that. I had to make him understand that his world was still bright and as long as we had each other we would be able to overcome anything. I opened the door and looked at him laying in bed. He looked so beautiful laying there. At some point he had taken off his shirt. I slid off my shirt too and laid down beside him. As if connected to each other he immediately wrapped his arms around me. I loved the feeling of his bare skin against mine. And from the movements of his hips he enjoyed it too. I decided that the best way to let him know that life goes on was to start right now. I eased down so that I was face to face with his crotch. I eased his boxer briefs down and gazed up on his erect cock. I took it gently in my hands and slipped the head into my mouth. The simple of taste of his flesh on my tongue sent me into over load. Moaning softly I slowly begin to the process of bringing my lover to pleasure. His cock head struck the back of my throat. I opened my throat wider and allowed the shaft to slid all the way in so that my nose was resting in a nest of his pubes. He let out soft moan and begin to gently thrust in and out. I allowed him to do all the work. He seemed to enjoy it. "Oh Kevin," he sighed in his soft voice. I shivered at the desire and lust in his voice. I looked up at him and saw his loving eyes gaze down at me. "That feels so good," he moaned as he begin to run his fingers through my hair. I let up off of his cock and went to work on his balls. Taking first one in my mouth and humming around it and the other. His body jerked and twitched with pleasure and a huge drop of precome flowed down his shaft. I quickly lapped it up and savored the taste. I knew he was ready to come at any second so I quickly engulfed his cock again. Sure enough he let out a high pitch yelp and his entire body went hard as a rock as he begin to shoot long and hard ribbons of cum deep down my throat. I sucked hard drawing out as much as I could. Finally his flow stopped and I continued to suck him dry. After making sure he was all cleaned up I slid back up to him. I smiled at his dazed look on his face.

"Hi," I said grinning down at him. "What are you doing awake?"

"Like you don't know," he giggled. "How am I supposed to sleep with you doing that too me?"

"Well I decided that you needed reminding of the finer things in life," I said as I ran my finger along the side of his face. He sighed and leaned into the touch. "And speaking of finer things in life. I want you to get up and shower and put on some fancy duds cause I am taking the love of my life out on the town."

"Oh really?" Ben asked grinning. "And are you planning on joining me in the shower?"

"I think I can be convinced to join you," I replied leaning down and kissing his lips. I parted his lips with my tongue and started to explore the inside of his mouth paying particular attention to his fangs. His tongue dove into my mouth too and he did some exploring of his own. Finally we broke apart and I felt some thing poking me in the abs. I looked down and shook my head.

"What?" Ben asked looking all innocent.

"You are impossible," I giggled as I took his cock in my hand and stroked it a couple of times. "Let's get in the shower so I make love to you." To see the light in his eyes was such a joy for me. In no time at all I had my cock buried deep in him and was pumping in and out of him. His moans and whimpers only served to drive me faster and harder. It wasn't long before I had deposited a load of my seed deep in him. Than we cleaned each other off which took almost an hour. Than wrapping each other up in huge fluffy towels we walked back to the bedroom and proceeded to dress each other. After I was done dressing Ben I had to admit that he looked hot. His dirty blonde hair was all spiked up and his ruby stud was in his left ear. A platinum chain graced his neck. He was wearing a silk black shirt that was unbutton at the top so that it showed the start of his pecs. He wore a pair of black jeans that really accented his lower body. Now he insisted on dressing me. I stood patiently as he tossed things at me and demanded that I put them on. I moved to put some boxers on and he snatched them away. "Hey!" I yelped. "I need those!"

"I want easy access to you," He giggled. "Here put this on." He tossed me a red silk shirt. "And this too!" he than tossed me pair of black jeans. After doing what he told me too he handed me a matching ruby stud to put in my ear. And a matching Platinum chain. "There now you are all sexy and good looking," he said as he sat back and took me in. "Now were are we going?"

"It's a surprise," I said looking around suspiciously. He laughed and lightly punched in the arm. "Hey!" I yelped pretending to be hurt. "No hitting your boyfriend!" He covered the hit up with little kisses.

"Please?" he begged.

"Please what?" I asked grinning.

"Please tell me where we are going?" he asked giving me a innocent look. I almost caved but didn't.

"Nope," I giggled. "It's a surprise. Now come on," I said grabbing his arm. We'll be late."

"Oh so it is a reservation," he said gleefully. I rolled my eyes. "Fine I'll just get Nick to get it out of you."

"You are so bad," I replied. "Come on the car is waiting." We walked down stairs arm in arm. The Hunter was standing at the entrance of the house and Ben glared at him. "Ben," I said in a scolding tone of voice. "Be nice." Ben just growled softly under his breath and to his credit the hunter backed away a couple of steps. "Guys," I said aloud to everyone. "Ben and I are going out." Instantly Nick and Brian came rushing out.

"Wow looking good Ben!" Nick said teasing poor Ben. Ben blushed and looked down. It was good to see some of the old Ben back. "Awww he is so cute when he blushes," Nick teased. That got a hiss from Ben. "Where is he taking you?"

"He says it's a surprise," Ben grumbled. "He won't tell me."

"Are you sure it is wise to take him out?" the Hunter asked.

"Yes it is perfectly safe to take him out," I replied glaring at him. "Nothing is going to happen."

"How can you be sure?" the Hunter asked. "There is a rogue league of slayers out there prowling the streets. And they don't care if you are a good or bad Vampire. All they want to stake as many of them as possible. And they've even started to torture them too. A couple of nights ago they left a young teen vampire tied to a telephone pole on the beach when the sun rose. He didn't have access to your suppression formula. So the sun killed him slowly and painfully. The gang of slayers just stood and watched and laughed at him. I finally decapitated him to spare him some of the pain. You could hear his screams a mile away. It was horrible." The Hunter shuddered at the memory.

"Why do you care?" Nick demanded. "You just want to kill Vampires too. What is just more dead Vampire?"

"Hey!" the Hunter shot back at Nick. "I do care. I do know the difference between white and black vampires. I just don't want Kevin hurt."

"What about Ben?" Nick demanded. "What about him Slayer? You want him dead?"

"I have agreed to let Ben live," the Slayer replied.

"Oh well thank you so much!" Ben sassed him. "I'm so fucking glad that I have your permission to live! Like I ever needed your permission in the first fucking place!"

"You do need my permission to live," the slayer said smoothly. "You need my permission to breath right now. You see there is a delicate balance between the vampires and the rest of us. And thanks to Kevin's need to love he has just upset that balance. Now I have agreed to let you live for his love for you. But do not test me to much young one. There is a limit to my good will."

"Fuck your good will slayer!" Ben hissed at him.

"Ben sweetie," I said softly. "He is trying to compromise."

"Yea I know he is. He is compromising with my life!" Ben replied glaring at the slayer. I wondered if the slayer and Ben would ever be friends. Probably not.

"Listen Slayer," I said holding up my hand. "Ben and I are going out. We'll be real careful. We are both on the suppression formula so we can do anything that the mortals can do. So know one is going to attack us."

"Ok," the Slayer said. "But I'm coming with you."

"What?" yelped Ben. "You are going to come on our date? What kind of game is this?"

"This isn't a game young one," the slayer said calmly to Ben. "This is a life and death struggle. A life and death struggle between the living and the undead. And like it or not I'm going with you two to keep you both out of trouble."

"Oh great!" Ben grumbled. "Now we have a baby sitter."

From Ben's point of view.

The evening went smoothly. The Slayer stayed a respectful distance from us. I noticed he kept looking at this one group of people. They were like this really grungy group. Spiked hair and leather and Satanic signs all over their bodies. I really didn't worry about them. Kevin was busy making sure that I had a good time. We ate a delicious meal and than we dance all night long. Kevin was a great dancer. I guess he thought I was too. Anyway as all good things must come to an end our date came to an end. As we headed out of the club we noticed that the grunge gang was following us. It was at that point that I started to get worried. I could tell that Kevin was getting worried too.

"Just keep walking and we'll be all right," the Slayer said softly.

"I'm hungry!" one of the gang members said. "Anyone else hungry?"

"Yea I'm hungry too," another one spoke up too. "I'm ready to eat." That was when they made their move. Before I could blink they were surrounding us. Kevin's arm surrounded me. "Oh look a gay couple," one of them sneered. "They should make a tasty meal."

"I think you should just leave us alone," Kevin said in a commanding voice.

"What are you going to do to us if we don't?" the leader asked sneering at us.

"You would be surprised," Kevin said calmly. At this point his features started to change. Mine started to change too. I guess fear and anger causes it to happen. The looks on their faces were priceless. "Now be good little Vampires and go away!" Kevin growled baring his fangs.

"What clan are you from?" the leader of the rogue vampires hissed at Kevin. Ok I got mad. No body hisses at my Kevin. I hissed back. He just laughed at me. I glared daggers at him. "Tell your pup to calm down."

"I don't have to tell him anything," Kevin said smoothly. "As for what clan I am from? Well let's just say that I am the founder of the White Knight Clan."

"We have orders to kill you and your kind," the leader hissed at Kevin and started to advance.

"Not so fast!" the slayer said loudly. He removed a bottle of holy water and sprayed it on them. They screamed in pain and backed off. "There is plenty more where that came from. If you are smart you will leave in a peaceful manner. If not I will be forced to destroy you!" The leader laughed. "Don't say I didn't warn you." He reached into his pocket and took out a small gold round case. He opened it and took out a small white round piece of bread. They immediately went nuts. They swore and cussed and tried to get at us. Finally they just vanished into thin air. After everything had calmed down I turned to the slayer.

"Um what is that?" I asked confused. I watched in confusion as the hunter put the round white piece of bread back away in it's gold round case.

"That is what the Catholics call `the Blessed Sacrament'" he replied. "The Vampires of the Dark Order can't stand to be around it."

"Well I'm glad you got rid of them for us," another voice sounded from behind us. I turned and groaned. There was a large group of young men standing behind us. They were carrying stakes. "Now step aside and let us do our job!"

"You guys don't want these Vampires," the hunter said. Kevin was already moving me back. I looked into his eyes and saw that he was scared. I had never seen fear in his eyes. I looked at the advancing army of young slayers. "Please these guys are not what you think they are," the hunter said again.

"If they have fangs than they are dead to us," the leader said with a sneer. "We have no quarrel with you slayer. Now move aside and let us do our job."

"Is it your job to kill the innocent?" he pleaded with them. Kevin by now was backed up against the wall. His arm was around me I looked up and saw that his features had indeed turned. He was a Vampire if full view of the slayers.

"Vampires are not innocent!" the leader of the slayer gang rasped. He shoved the Hunter aside and advanced on us. We could hear the struggling of the hunter as the rest of the slayer gang ascended on him. "Now you will die!" He rose his stake and ran towards me. I heard Kevin growl and leap over me and land in front of me.

"Leave us now!" Kevin roared. "You will not be allowed to kill us!" Kevin swung at the enraged slayer and caught him on his chin driving him back. By now the rest of the gang had started to advance on us as well. Soon we were a mass of swinging arms and stakes. I saw a blonde slayer raise his stake and drive it toward Kevin. I screamed and jumped between him. Kevin screamed no and tried to shove me out of the way. But it was too late. The stake descended on me.

From Kevin's point of view.

"Noooo!" I screamed as I saw the stake driving toward Ben. I dove for them and I heard the sound of wood and flesh meeting. I heard Ben scream in pain and I saw him crumble to the ground. "Nooooooo!" I screamed again as I saw red. I was dimly aware of the sounds of sirens approaching.

"Let's go!" the leader of the slayer gang shouted. "We got one! We'll get the other one later!" An instant later the alley was dark and deserted. I heard the sirens getting louder. I rushed over to Ben and quickly picked him up. At a quick glance I realized that the slayer had missed his mark. Even though I knew that Ben was in no real danger I was still upset that he was hurt. I grabbed him up and carried him over my shoulder. I shoved him into my car and grabbed the slayer and tossed him in too. In no time at all I was back on my estate. I dropped the Hunter off on the front steps and rushed into the house.

"Brian!" I shouted. "Nick! Come quick!" I heard the thundering of feet thudding down the stairs. Nick saw me holding the bleeding Ben and went pale as a ghost. "The Hunter has been hurt. Bring him inside and put him in one of the guest rooms. Nick help me get Ben up to our room!" I moved quickly up the stairs not even aware that my feet weren't even touching the stairs. Finally I was in the room. I laid Ben on the bed and tore off his shirt. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw that the wound had already healed. At least the outward signs of the wound had healed. The inside was still damaged and I could tell that Ben was in a lot of pain. At some point, he had regained consciousness and his eyes were still full of fear and pain. "It's going to all right," I tried soothing him. He nodded. "I need the suppression formula now!" I ordered Nick. I was quickly handed a bottle. I tore the lid off and poured it onto the bruised area of the wound. Ben whimpered in pain as the formula penetrated the skin and into the wound. After a few minutes I looked at the wound. There was no sign of it. It had completely disappeared completely. I ran my hand along the side of his face and projected a thought of peace and love into his mind. He sighed happily and drifted off to sleep. "He'll rest for a while now."

"Is he going to be ok?" Nick asked. I looked back at him and nodded. I heard Nick heave a sigh of relief as he sat down on the bed. "What the hell happened?"

"A rogue group of slayers attacked us. Ben jumped in the way to save my life," I replied as I moved a stray hair form Ben's face. "He was ready to sacrifice his life for mine."

"He loves you," Nick replied softly.

"I know he does," I replied. "I'm just sorry that he had to see this part of our life so soon."

"The Hunter will live," Brian's voice sounded from behind us. "How is Ben?"

"He took a stake for me in the shoulder. Thank God those rogue slayers are not very well trained," I replied. "Let's go down stairs for a meeting of the minds shall we?" We all headed down stairs and into the living room. I was hungry for real food. Yes when we are on the suppression formula we can eat real food. And tonight I was in the mood for a cheeseburger. I walked into the kitchen and looked into the refrigerator and pulled out a package of fresh hamburger. "Nick can you get me the George Foreman Grill out for me."

"Can I have one too?" Nick asked.

"While you're at it you can fix me one too," Brian put in. "I'll get some fries out of the freezer." I realized at this point that we were getting ready to do what we always did when we were on tour. After a late night concert we would raid the ice box and pig out. It felt good to be like that again. "Kevin?" Brian asked with a hint of fear in his voice.

"Yea Cousin?" I asked back. By now had the patties made. I made a total of five incase my sweetie woke up and the slayer too.

"Is he really going to be all right?" Brian asked. "I mean Nick and I have really like Ben. He is sweet, cute and he obviously loves you very much. I'm just worried he is going to get hurt. I mean this is still very new to him. Don't you think we should bow out of the fight for a while. Let him get is vampire legs so to speak?"

"That might be a good idea," a voice said from behind us. The hunter had awaken. "Why don't you two drop out of sight for a while."

"The fight," I started.

"The fight will be here when Ben is ready to join it," Nick said softly. "Kevin, he deserves a fighting chance. And right now he isn't ready. You almost lost a lover today and I almost lost a brother. Please Kevin bow out of the fight." I went to argue but Nick held up his hand. "You know it won't have to be forever. Just long enough for Ben to get used to the idea of being a vampire. And get some more training under his wings. He doesn't even know half of the stuff he can do."

"Where would we go?" I asked raising my hands. "I mean where can we go where they can't find him or me?"

"I have a place," the Hunter replied. "It is my summer home. I'm not going to be using it this summer. You two are welcome to use it if you want too."

"Where is it?" I asked. The thought of me spending the whole summer locked away with Ben did have it's appeal.

"It is a beach house in California," the hunter replied. "And the last I heard was the Ancient one didn't like the beach. So I really don't think he will be bothering you all that much."

"So Ben and I go hiding on the beach?" I asked. The thought of seeing Ben shirtless stretched out on the beach had it's appeal as well.

"I like the beach," came a sleepy voice. I looked and grinned. There in his half naked glory was my baby. He was still holding his shoulder. "Are we going?"

"Well the guys think that we need to spend some time away from all of this stuff," I replied holding out my arms. He walked into them and I sighed happily as his body came in contact with mine.

"But what about the rest of us?" Ben asked. "I was just getting used to having Nick and Brian around."

"Oh don't worry about us," Nick said as he laid his hand on Ben's shoulder. "We'll be around too. Besides, who is going to teach you how to have fun with your new Vampire powers?"

"Nick," I said in a scolding voice. "Behave!"

"Nope," Nick giggled. "There is no fun in behaving. Besides I never get into trouble." Brian and I both busted up laughing at that. "What?" Nick asked feigning innocence.

"Do we really want to tell Ben about the first time tried to fly?" Brian giggled. Nick's face turned beat red.

"Oh!" Ben said with a huge grin on his face. "I wanna hear!"

"Later dear," I said kissing the top of his head. "How is your shoulder?"

"It is better," Ben replied smiling up at me. "Umm why are fixing hamburgers?"

"Umm because we are hungry?" I replied tapping him on his nose.

"But you're vampires," Ben said with confusion on his face. "How can you eat? I thought the only thing we ate was human blood."

"Normally that would be the case but with the suppression formula I told you about we can live as normal people. And right now we are all hungry. You want to join us?" I asked.

"Yea," Ben grinned up at me. "I love you."

"I love you too sweetie," I replied kissing him on his lips.

"Awww aint they cute?" Nick snickered.

"Careful blondie!" Ben snickered back. "Or I'll insist on knowing about your first attempt at flying." I had to laugh at poor Nick's face. It was obvious that Ben wasn't going to be a push over. By now the food was done. I handed Ben a plate and took one for myself. We headed into the dinning room. Soon we were all enjoying a healthy dose of junk food. After eating Nick and Brian retired for the evening. That left me and Ben to ourselves. I could tell that Ben was up to something.

"Ok sweetie," I said softly. "What do you have on your cute little vampire's mind?" Ben stood up and walked over to me and took my hand and pulled. "Where are we going?" I asked grinning up at him.

"You're just going to follow me and find out aren't you?" Ben asked grinning. His eyes were sparkling with love and mischief. I sighed and stood up and let him lead me. He led me into the living room. At some point when he got up and ate he had managed to spread candles all over the place. There was a fire going in the fireplace. He picked up the remote and pushed play. Haunting music played over the speakers. "Dance with me?" he pleaded. I pulled him into my arms and sighed happily as he laid his head on my chest. I begin to move with the music and was soon lost in what was obviously Ben's favorite song.

Through the darkness I can see your light And you will always shine And I can feel your heart in mine Your face I've memorized I idolize just you

I look up to Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong I've loved you for so long And after all is said and done You're still you After all You're still you

You walk past me I can feel your pain Time changes everything One truth always stays the same You're still you After all You're still you

I look up to Everything you are In my eyes you do no wrong And I believe in you Although you never asked me to I will remember you And what life put you through

And in this cruel and lonely world I found one love You're still you After all You're still you

Song From Josh Groban

I waited until the last strains of music fled our little world. I looked down in shock to see tears flowing down his face. I reached down and tenderly wiped the clean. "Why are you crying?" I asked with my own voice heavy with emotion.

"I love you so much," Ben whispered softly. "Make love to me?"

"What is it with you and sex?" I giggled as I picked him up and carried to the soft piles of comforters in front of the fireplace.

"I can't help it if I love you so much," Ben said with a small pout. His hands were very busy getting all of my clothes off me. Soon I was as naked as he was and stretched out on top of him. "This is the way I love you the most."

"Why?" I asked with a grin.

"Cause I get complete access to you," Ben giggled. He reached down and took my aching cock in his hands and stroked it softly. "Please take me?" I looked down at his cut body and marveled at how his body shined from the candle light and the light from the fireplace. He looked so beautiful. I allowed my eyes to take him in fully. Glancing down at his cock I smiled at how hard it was. You could make out every vein on the shaft and the head was almost purple. I bet myself that if I touched it he would cum right than and there. Smiling a naughty smile I reached out and touched and touched it. The results was much better than I could`ve hoped for. Ben let out a high pitch yelp like moan and long streams of cum shot out from his cock. I watched in amazement as his cum flew from his cock. I continued to milk his cock free of as much cum as I could get from it. Finally he stopped cumming and I dove in to clean it up. After licking him clean I gently lifted his leg and slid into him. He whimpered with desire and arched back so that his back was pressing against my body. I loved being in control. I pulled out and relished the feeling of his body shuddering from the feelings of my lovemaking.

"You like that?" I cooed down at him. He whimpered again and I slipped his earlobe into my mouth and I suckled it for a few minutes all the way driving in and out of his whole. I shook my head in wondered as I allowed my eyes to travel down to his crotch. He was rock hard again. It must be his age. Only someone as young as he was could be this horny. "You are so beautiful," I whispered to him as I reached down between his legs and took hold of his tender cock. He shuddered with pleasure as I begin to stroke him again. "I want to make love to you all night long," I whispered to him as I sucked his flesh into my mouth. He tilted his head back giving me more access to his very delicious neck. After sucking for a few minutes I broke free and looked down at my handy work. I smiled at my hicky I had given him. Ben was lost in a sea of pleasure as I continued to thrust in and out of him. By now I coaxed two more orgasms out of him. I wanted to carry my lover to heaven for as long as I could.

From Ben's point of view.

How much longer could he last? I thought to myself as I felt his cock saw in and out of me. I loved it when Kevin would make love to me. I don't know whether it was because he was a vampire or not. But for the last hour he was riding me. I had already came two times while he was thrusting in and out of me. And that wasn't counting the time I came all over myself when he touched me. He knew he was being naughty when he did that. At first I was embarrassed for cumming like that. Than I saw the pleasure in his eyes as he watched me cum. Now I wanted to make him cum too. I reached down and took hold of his balls. They were slick with my juices and sweat. He gently but firmly took them away. I growled at him softly.

"No my love," he said as he nipped at me. "This night is all about you. I want to make this last for as long as I can." He continued to thrust in and out. By now his entire body was covered with a sheen of sweat. He looked so hot sliding in a out of me. I wanted his seed up me and I wanted it now. But Kevin wouldn't be rushed. He had a plan and I had no choice but to let him call the shots. He pulled out and I whimpered for the loss. "Not to worry," he panted. He laid me down on the soft pile of comforters. Taking each ankle he placed it on his shoulders and than slid his cock back up me. I was able to watch him as he continued to make love to me. His thrusts became more intense and I hung on for the ride. Now watching Kevin cum was truly a sight to behold. First his body would tense up showing everyone of his muscles. His abs really stood out as they scraped over my already tender cock. I exploded once again as they raked across me. His lips came crashing down on mine as he groaned loudly into my mouth. Then he shuddered violently as his cock shot blast after blast of seamen up into me. The heat from his seed shooting into me sent me into orgasm again. Finally his orgasm stopped and he looked down at me. I marveled at the sight of him. He was in his vampire form again. His fangs bared and his eyes red with lust and desire. He looked beautiful. He lowered himself onto me causing the cum I had shot to seal us together. Slowly his breathing returned to normal. His Vampire features returned to normal and he begin to cover my lips and face and neck with soft feather kisses. I laid in his arms basking in the after glow of our lovemaking.

"So did you enjoy it?" Kevin asked softly as he finished with another hickie.

"Yes I did," I replied. "That is two you know."

"I know," Kevin chuckled softly. "And here is a third." With that he latched his lips on to my neck again. I sighed and resigned myself to being marked by the most loving and caring man in this world. "I want you again."

"You sure?" I asked looking down and licking my lips at the sight of his eight inch cock.

"Suck me please?" he pleaded with me.

"Strattle me," I urged him. He scooted up so that his cock was touching my lips. His hips settled down on my chest. "Now fuck me hard!" I demanded.

"But you might choke," he said with concern.

"I promise I won't," I urged him. He rose up and slid his cock into my mouth. I opened my mouth and throat and allowed him to slide in. He moaned and shivered as his cock slid all the way down my throat. I remembered to keep swallowing and breathing. Once he realized that I was a pro at deep throating he started thrust in and out. It was great to have this hunk of a man be in control of me. I would like to say that it lasted forever. But he came in like five minutes later. After cleaning him up he laid down beside me panting for breath. I looked down at myself and saw that I was soft. It had seemed that I had reached my limit.

"Reached your limit?" Kevin asked with humor in his eyes. I nodded as I yawned widely. "Well than let's get you up stairs and into bed."

"Well I think we are going to need a shower first," I replied snuggling up to him.

"I think you are right," Kevin said as he slid from me and stood up. I looked up at his towering form and shuddered with lust. "What?" Kevin asked looking confused.

"You are so beautiful," I whispered.

"So are you," Kevin said softly. "Now come my love, let's retire for the night." After the shower we slid in between the softest sheets I had ever felt. I shuddered as Kevin kissed my bare shoulder. "I love you Ben Atke."

"I love you too Kevin Richardson," I whispered to him and than promptly yawned in his face. "Ooops Sorry," I mumbled blushing.

"Nothing to be sorry for," Kevin giggled. "I wore you out. Now sleep my love." I snuggled deep into his embrace and closed my eyes. For the first time since the day began I felt truly safe. Kevin's warm arms surrounded me and his rock hard chest pressed up against my back. I even loved the feeling of his half hard cock resting between my but cheeks. Yes I was in heaven. I sighed again as Kevin's lips found another spot on my neck and begin sucking in earnest. At some point I fell asleep.

From Kevin's point of view.

Ben was asleep and I was awake. Why you may ask? Well part of it was that I didn't want to give up any time with him. And with me sleeping I was giving up quality time with him. I never grew tired of watching my love sleep. His angelic face was resting on the soft pillow. His muscular arms were wrapped around me tightly. His legs were wrapped around me as well. I was trapped. Well I could get away if I really wanted too. But I loved being trapped by him. I loved being wrapped up in his love. I yawned again as I struggled to keep awake. For you see another thing was really bothering me. We were moving to the beach tomorrow. Even though the thought of seeing Ben half naked on the beach filled me with desire. The thought of dropping out of sight scared me. When we did drop out of sight it would put the Vampire world on alert that a leader had disappeared. That would start a hunt. And they would not stop hunting for me until they found me. But it couldn't be helped. Ben needed to rest. He needed to concentrate on being a vampire first before he was thrust into the biggest fight in history. Because this time we would win. We would beat the black clan and the white clan would win. The only thing I had to do is keep Ben alive and innocent until the time came. Would I be able to do that?

"Sweetie," Ben's sleepy voice drifted to my ears. I looked down to see those cute adorable eyes looking up at me. I saw love and concern. "What's wrong?"

"I can't sleep," I replied kissing him lightly on the nose.

"Why?" Ben asked snuggling up to me.

"I was thinking," I admitted. "About us."

"What about us?" Ben asked slipping one of my nipples into his mouth.

"About us moving out to the beach," I replied gently removing Ben's lips from my nipple. I kissed his pouty lips.

"I love the beach," Ben sighed. "When are we moving?"

"We'll leave tomorrow morning," I replied yawning widely.

"Than sleep my love," Ben said looking up at me. I sighed and closed my eyes. In no time at all Ben was sleeping soundly. But sadly sleep still alluded me. I slowly detangled myself from him and headed down stairs. I had to talk to him. I had to find out if Ben would be safe. I knocked on his door.

"Come in," a voice came from behind the closed door. I opened it and walked in. There Brian was sitting up watching Nick sleep. "So you couldn't sleep either." It wasn't a question, it was statement. I shook my head. "Thinking about whether Ben will be safe or not?"

"Yea I can't help it," I replied. "What if he finds us?"

"We won't let him find him," Brian said softly. "We are going with you."

"Are you sure that is wise?" I asked concerned.

"Do you honestly think I can keep Nick away from his newest brother?" Brian asked me nodding towards the sleeping vampire. "He told me tonight that he wanted to go with you guys. He wanted to be near Ben. He said Ben needed protecting. So if Nick is going to follow you guys down there than I'm going too."

"We'll have to do it in shifts," I replied. "If we all pack up and leave tomorrow we will raise all kinds of red flags."

"Who leaves first?" Nick asked.

"Well this is the hard part. One that Kevin is not going to like," Brian said softly. "I think that Nick and Ben should leave first."

"You're right!" I said glaring at Brian. "I don't like it! Ben and I leave together!"

"If they see you leaving they will no what we are doing. If they see Nick and Ben leaving they won't give it a second thought," Brian insisted. "Grant it, it will mean a week without Ben but at least he will be safe." The more I thought about it the more I realized that Brian was right.

"Ok we will play it your way," I relented. "When do we put this plan into motion?"

"Tonight," Brian said bluntly. "I have your plane standing by. It will take Nick and Ben to Josh's place. Once they are settled and are safe we will follow."

"Ok, let me wake Ben up and get him packed and ready to go," I said getting up. In a few minutes I was gently shaking Ben awake. "Ben honey?" I said softly. "You have to get up sweetie." I watched as his eyes open and fall on to mine. He smiled sleepily and I chocked back some tears.

"What's wrong?" he asked with concern written all over his face.

"We have to leave tonight," I replied. "Well actually you and Nick will be leaving tonight."

"But I don't want to leave with out you," Ben said with tears forming in his eyes. "I love you and I need you and you need me."

"I love you love," I whispered as I captured his lips in mine. After kissing him for a few minutes I broke away. "But this is for the best. You and Nick are going to leave first. Than Brian and I will follow later. We'll be together I promise."

"Ok," Ben replied nodding. "I guess you are right. How long before you follow?"

"Well Brian thinks it is best that we wait a week," I replied.

"A whole week without you?" Ben wined. "I don't know if I can handle it."

"You're very strong. I know you can handle it," I soothed him kissing him again. "Now let's get you packed so Brian can take you and Nick to the Airport."

Later from Kevin's point of view.

"Is he out of the state?" I asked Brian. Brian nodded. "I'm not sure that this is going to work."

"It will have too work," Brian said.

The Next week was pure hell. I missed Ben terribly. I wanted to hold him close to me all night long for every night. Finally Friday arrived and it was time for me to leave. Brian had packed up all of his things and they were waiting at the foot of the stairs. I added my stuff to the pile. The driver would be here shortly.

"Leaving?" a chillingly familiar voice sounded from behind me. I turned and looked.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I demanded. There stood Justin Timberlake. The one person that I really didn't like. Well let's not say like. For you see one time I fell in love with him. That was a long time ago. It wasn't pleasant.

"Yes I am," I replied shortly. "I'm going to the beach for a few months." I knew that I could trust Justin to keep it a secret. "I'm protecting a friend. A very good friend. If you know what I mean." Justin nodded.

"Can I stop by for a visit?" he asked.

"Yea, ummm here is the address and phone number," I said handing the card. He looked at it and his eyes widened in shock. "Yea that's right," I said nodding. "That is where I am staying."

"What the hell is going on?" Justin asked. "And why is he involved with you?"

"Long story," I replied. "And one that I don't have time to talk about.

TBC

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