DISCLAIMER: I don't know anything about any of the men portrayed in this story and am not implying anything about their sexuality. This is just fantasy-let's leave it at that. I am not affiliated with either of them and all of this takes place in my overexaggerated mind. If homosexual material offends you or is illegal for you to read please leave.
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Josh's Heart-Chapter Three
"I can't believe you just said that Jayce, what the hell is your problem? You've been weird about this since this morning." Justin yelled to his friend as he pulled him into a side room.
Justin had just come out to the rest of the group and told them of his relationship with Josh Hartnett and it went very well. All of the guys were very understanding, except for the one person he thought would be, his best friend JC.
"I just don't think it's smart for you to rush into another relationship like this." JC said.
"You've never stood against me like that before. Is something else up?" Justin retorted.
"No, I just think that the media is gonna be all over us once they figure out that you and Britney broke up and to have them find out about Josh would be career suicide." JC said.
"Jayce, we've had heart to heart talks a million times before and we always agreed that as much as we love N'sync you just gotta be happy in life and if a relationship makes you happy then it's ok." Justin said.
"That was mostly referring to Britney though. Besides, a lot has changed since then." JC said as his voice trailed off.
"Joshua, what is the matter?" Justin asked.
"Nothing." JC answered.
Justin came over and put his arm around his friend. He knew that something was up and that was the only reason that he was acting like this. He just couldn't pinpoint it.
"How long have we known each other?" Justin asked him
"Pretty much forever." JC said
"You should know that by now I can see right through you when you lie. Tell me what's wrong." Justin said
JC looked up at Justin with tears in his eyes. He couldn't bear the burden anymore. He had to tell him.
"Justin, I have feelings for you. I always have." JC said
Justin's grip let loose a bit.
"It's breaking my heart to see you with other people. I always held it in because I wasn't sure if you were gay or not but now you come out to us and before I have the chance to tell you, you're already with another guy." JC said.
"Josh, I never knew…" Justin started but then thought of how ironic it was that he was falling in love with one Josh when another was already in love with him.
"Justin, please." JC said.
"I, I, I don't know what to do right now Jayce. Please don't make me choose." Justin said.
"We've always been so close Just, I just never knew how to really tell you my feelings." JC said as he started to break down
"JC, I need some time to think this over. I'm sorry but I'm with Josh now. I don't think it's gonna work. I'm sorry." Justin said as he walked out of the room and closed the door.
"We'll see about that" JC said out loud to no one.
He felt extremely bad for his friend. He and JC had always been close. They told each other stories, shared intimate conversations and details about their life. JC was there for him when Justin's parents got divorced. He always looked at him as his true best friend but never really saw him as someone he would have feelings for.
'I guess he thought differently' Justin thought to himself as he sped down the highway. He had no idea what to do about this. He had to go somewhere and just think. He took the exit he had taken many times to get away from everything. He pulled the car up to the secluded park that he always went to when things got hectic. He shut off his cell phone and threw it on the passenger seat.
He stepped out of the car and walked over the stones onto the grass that surrounded a nearby lake. He began to walk and just think. He found the secluded tree that looks over the glorious lake that he has called his own. He came here when his parents were having trouble, he came here when he was wrestling with his own sexuality and he came here when he just needed to be himself.
Right now was one of those times. He wasn't sure who he was anymore. He knew he was Justin Timberlake but he was extremely confused. He felt blessed when he was a kid that he had someone to watch out for him, JC. He felt blessed when he and Britney decided to make it official and how they gave their all to each other. Now, he felt blessed that he found Josh and his feelings for him were very strong yet he also felt the burden, JC's burden.
'It must have been eating him inside all this time' Justin thought to himself and imagined how many sleepless nights he must have had.
He knew he loved JC as a friend. No one could have asked for such a good friend. But he also knew that he was falling in love with Josh and no one could have imagined the intimacy that they shared.
This was all too much for Justin. He needed to just relax. He closed his eyes and laid against the tree and due to the stress of everything before he knew it he was out like a light.
He was awakened by something that hit him. He wasn't sure what it was until he opened his eyes again and saw a little kid standing above him. Justin rubbed the sleep out of his eyes and saw what must have been a kid no more than 7 years old watching him and laughing.
He had completely blond hair, which seemed to glisten off the sun. His blue eyes seem to see right through Justin.
"Hey little guy, what's going on?" Justin asked the child.
"I woke you up." The kid said as he laughed again.
Justin looked down and saw the ball next to him. He must have thrown it at him while he saw him sleeping.
"Yeah you did buddy but that's ok. I needed to get going anyway. So what's your name little guy?" Justin asked.
"My name is Justin." He said as he played with his overalls.
"Wow, that's my name too." Justin said.
"I know." He said as he picked up his ball and ran off in the opposite direction and seemed to disappear within the bushes.
'Weird. I gotta get back.' Justin thought to himself as he started to walk back to his car.
He began to hear a loud, cracking noise almost like popcorn. He spun around on his heels and looked up at the tree he was under to see a large branch almost twice the size of him fall directly in the spot that Justin was laying.
It would have definitely killed him if not severely injuring him.
"Holy shit that was close." Justin said out loud to no one, his heart skipping beats.
He remembered the little boy. 'That kid saved my life.' He thought to himself.
He thought into it more and became disturbed at the entire situation. His name was Justin and he had blond hair and blue eyes. Justin looked out over the lake to see if he could find the kid but he was gone.
Justin shook all of this off and began to walk back to his car. He spotted the vehicle and saw an object on top of the hood. He picked it up and smiled to himself, realizing what the significance of all of this meant. He got in the car and drove away.
Josh Hartnett woke up in his bed to the sun peeking through the shades. He never woke up to these before and wondered if something else had to do with this. Suddenly, the doorbell rang again to his Orlando apartment and he realized what exactly it was that woke him up.
He got out of bed, clad only in a pair of white boxers and went towards the door. He began to rub the cobwebs out of his eyes and opened the door.
"Wow now that's a welcome." Justin said from the other side.
"Huh? Oh thanks." Josh said with a smile and a blush.
"Anyone ever tell you you're cute when you're embarrassed." Justin said as he leaned in and gave his boyfriend a passionate kiss.
Justin felt like a new day of his life had just started and he wanted to tell Josh all about it.
"What's with the ball?" Josh asked confused.
"Long story. Don't worry about that. I need to talk to you." Justin said as they both walked upstairs.
Josh put on a shirt on and sat down on the bed. Justin sat down next to him and grabbed his hand and held it.
"Josh I came to realize a lot of things today. I did a lot of thinking and I just wanted to make sure you know that I care for you a lot and I think I'm falling in love with you." Justin said from the heart.
"Are you ok Just?" Josh asked.
"Yeah everything is great. I just needed you to know that." Justin said as he leaned in and kissed Josh.
Both men began to get into each other's bodies. Everything seemed so clear to Justin now. He was going to be with Josh and JC would just have to understand.
Justin was so excited about this fact that it made him want Josh so bad. He ran his hands all over his body wanting to feel every aspect of Josh's well-defined body. He touched every part of him, his rounded pecs, his dark nipples, his six-pack abs, his happy trail, his muscular abs all while grinding his hips into Josh's package.
He couldn't take it anymore. He was extremely horny and couldn't wait to do something about it to this beautiful specimen moaning out his name.
He put his hands around the waistband of Josh's boxers and pulled them down revealing Josh's gorgeous, thick, cut cock. He immediately began to go down on it. Justin used his tongue as much as he could, knowing that it really turned Josh on.
"Oh God Justin, oh, oh, Justin I want you to fuck me." Josh moaned out.
Justin looked up at Josh for reassurance that it wasn't just something he said in the heat of the moment of passion. Josh gave him a very knowing look and nodded.
Justin didn't need any more convincing and stripped off his pants, shirt and boxers. Josh reached under his bed and gave him a lubricated condom so that it wouldn't hurt that much. Justin slipped it on and held up Josh's legs.
He poked at the hole and as he did Josh sucked in through his teeth.
"Tell me if I'm hurting you." Justin said
"It's ok just go slow." Josh said.
Justin began to push a little harder and slowly, inch by inch made his way into Josh's waiting hole.
Once he was all the way in he stopped to let Josh adjust underneath him. He pulled back out and then went back in until he felt his patch of sandy brown pubic hair against his ass.
He picked up the pace and began a rapid movement. Justin had had sex before with a bunch of girls but it never felt this good. The tightness of it all was an extreme turn on and the way his balls slapped against Josh's ass was amazing to him. Every time Justin hit Josh's prostate gland it sent a rush to both men's bodies.
Justin was now pounding in and out of Josh and both men were absolutely loving it. It felt so good that neither of them could take it much more. Josh was now jerking himself off as Justin slammed in and out of him. Josh was right on the edge and he looked over at Justin's hot tight chest and abs, which was a huge turn on to him. He couldn't take it anymore. With a loud moan he let out all of his seed on top of his chest.
Watching Josh unload sent a rush through Justin's cock and he was too close to hold on anymore. He unleashed 4 spurts of cum into the condom and then collapsed on top of Josh.
Justin put his head down on Josh's chest as both men's bodies breathed heavily.
"I love you Josh." Justin said.
"I love you too Just." Josh said
A smile came to Justin's mouth. Things couldn't get any better. He fell asleep with his head on his lover's chest, slowly listening to Josh's heart.
TO BE CONTINUED…
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