"Come here doll."
"Sammy, do the world a favor and go away," I said walking past the mysterious stud.
"Come the fuck here," he said in a more rushed tone.
"Look dude I really don't want anything to do with you. So leave me the hell alone!"
I walked on with my head in the clouds and didn't realize Sammy was following my every step. When I got to my car he placed his hand on the door and pushed down on it with all his force so I couldn't get in, which was just really lame. Why must I constantly experience these words temptations like I'm living some type of movie life? Why can't I live a normal life where everything is just average and I don't have to deal with this shit? This is so annoying.
"Sammy, go away. Please just go the fuck away,"
"And if I don't?" He said with the sickest smile I've ever seen.
"Leave me alone!!!" He was pissing me off so much I could feel the blood boiling deep within my veins.
"Nope... I'm gonna have some with you. Unlock the door and let me in."
"Ok, I have to get in first to open the passenger door," sadly that was pure bullshit.
I hopped in the driver seat, locked the doors, and got the engine roaring on my new little Mustang. Looking through the window at Sammy I could tell he was mad as hell but quite honestly I didn't give a damn. I want to be with Jorge and I just wish the world would accept that already, why can't our relationship finally have some peace? I did feel a little bad about playing Sammy like that but I told him plenty of times to leave me alone but his dumb self just wasn't getting the picture. Before I pulled out the parking lot I turned to look at him one more time and he was still standing in that same position with his hand out, but now he had a little frown on his face and his lip was quivering. I don't think he was about to cry or anything but he was pretty sad about what I did.
Walking into Jorge's house all I heard was a roaring silence. He had his own crib now so I didn't have to worry about his parents catching us or anything but when he wasn't here I was extremely bored. Ever since basketball season started I've spent less time with Jorge but weirdly I'm not bothered by it at all. I'm just glad he's even paying some attention to me. I got the water running in the tub then filled it up with some bubble juice thing so I could take a nice hot bubble bath and maybe think about the things that happened today. Sammy was still fresh in my mind but that was so bizarre because before this day I've never said a word to that guy. I would always see him around school and we would make eye contact tons of times but I don't think we've said a word to each other before now.
"Daddy's home!" Jorge yelled out from downstairs.
"Oh god no!" I yelled right back at him.
"Where are you baby?"
"In the tub."
"I'm coming up!"
Just the mere thought of being naked in the tub with Jorge was enough to give me a raging hard-on. I wanted to rub his chiseled 6 pack and nestle myself comfortably between his meaty yet firm thighs, I wanted to massage his well-structured arms and run my fingers up and down that thick slab of meat hanging between his legs. It's been so long since I've had sex.
"How was your day Chrissy?"
"It was weird."
"What happened?"
"Do you know who Sammy is?"
"Yea... the tall weird kid who is always wearing black?" Jorge asked.
"Yep that's the one!"
"Why what happened?" He asked.
"He just out of nowhere started talking to me today. He said he wants me and he will eventually have me."
"Oh nah that shit ain't happening."
"That's basically what I told him but no he kept on pushing it and following me around and just being so creepy... just creepy."
"Do you know why he did it?"
"Nah. I told you I never talked to him before so everything was just so strange like I can't even explain it really."
"Well as long as he knows you're off the market that's all I care about," Jorge told me as he rubbed up and down the middle of my back.
Moments like this make me realize I've got a great man on my side and I need to do whatever is necessary to keep him on my side. He tries his hardest to give me the best things in life and make sure I'm happy and what do I do? I think about some other, more interesting boy. On the other hand, it's not really my fault! Ever since I was a little young kid I've just been a curious person who liked to try out everything at least once. It might be dumb but seriously where is the joy in living your life on the safe side? It's dangerous for sure but that danger is what makes it so enjoyable, that danger is what makes your heart beat faster and blood shoot, it's that danger that just makes the world go round.
Walking in school I did a slow stroll so I could be on the lookout for Sammy. He usually hung out right in front of the library, yes very weird, and that was unfortunately right by my locker. This day I didn't see him though, I didn't hear his booming laugh, and I didn't hear any of the lower classman guys gushing over how sexy he looked and how amazing he probably was in bed. Guess he wasn't here and that was not a bad thing at all. I almost lost my shit as I slammed my locker in anticipation for class.
"Did you miss me?" Sammy asked me with a pearly white smile.
"Hell no. Didn't I tell you yesterday to leave me alone?"
"Yes you did tell me that but that don't mean I was going to do it anyway."
"Seriously Sammy go away. How many times do I have to say that?"
"You can say it as many times as you want just know it's not gonna happen k?"
"Adios," and with that said I sauntered myself to my first class of the day.
"Stop fucking do that Chris!" Sammy yelled as he yanked me back towards him with a hard tug on my hair.
"What the fuck man?! What do you want?" I was getting heated.
"Why did you leave me yesterday afterschool?"
"I told you to leave me alone first of all and you didn't listen, I didn't want to talk to you so I just left. Why do you not understand that?"
"The mind won't understand what the heart won't comprehend," sure that line might sound really corny but the way Sammy said it was just so cute. The way he smiled at the end, the way he accentuated his words it was like an odd moment that I would love to re-experience over and over again.
"Well my heart is taken, sorry Sammy."
"Allow me to take it again."
"No, I'm gonna be late for class I'll see you later."
I'm not sure if he noticed by I had huge butterflies flapping around like retards in my stomach. I really do love Jorge but I'm such a sucker for compliments that I momentarily fall in love with anyone who says nice things to me. Now that I think about it Sammy isn't really that bad of a person, he's just misunderstood and he doesn't get a fair chance in this school at all. Although, I really shouldn't talk about fair chance because I blow the kid off every chance I get, I just do not want to form any type of friendship because I know it will just be hell for me. I'm sick of the pain, the agony, the anger, the tears and the sadness I just want to be happy for once.
"You're late again Christian," my English teacher told me with an attitude.
"Oh sorry, I was caught up a little."
"Don't let it happen again, but who am I kidding it probably will. And Sammy! So nice to see you in class, take a seat!"
And he took the seat right next to me. I tried not to look at him but I could feel his green eyes burning a hole into my cheeks I wanted to hop on his lap and kiss him all over but no! I'm not supposed to feel like this, I'm not supposed to have these emotions! I wish this horrible movie would end already, it sucks, it's absolutely terrible and it just needs to end. I hate it.