Disclaimer: This is a fictious story dealing with high school boys discovering themselves. It deals with sex between teenagers. It also deals with BDSM, CBT, Spanking and other aspects of the darker side of gay Life. All persons in this story are not real or intended to be real. If it is illegal to read stories like this in your State or Province you should leave now.
Chapter 19
"What are you three whispering about?" I asked.
"You really love Simon, don't you Gary?" Jerry asked.
"Of course I love him, just like I love you three."
"Gary, I can see in your eyes that you love him much more than you love anything else."
"No, its not true. I love you Jerry, Jerome and Brian just as much as I love Jason."
"All animals are equal, but some animals are more equal than others." Jerome said.
"What do you mean?"
"Gary, we love you with every part of us. We know you love us the same way, but we can see from the way you look at Simon you love him so much more. We don't care love. We won't stop loving just because you love someone more than us."
That started me crying. I did love Jerry, Jerome and Brian with everything in me, but in my mind I loved Simon more and I didn't know why. That just made me cry harder. When Simon took me in his arms I just melted and cried even more. What was happening? Why? My mind screamed at me.
They all three watched as Simon just held me as I cried. After I got a better control of myself I sat back, but still held onto Simon.
"Gary, you two seem to be connected on level far beyond that which connects us. You two are not a pair, but singular in mind and thought. I can see so much love in your eyes and Simon's, it is totally beyond what we feel for you."
"But he can't live here. He has to go home." I said and started to cry again.
"Your wrong love. I can move in with you anytime you want." Simon said.
"But how? You got to go home."
"Gary, I got a younger brother at home and three sisters. My Dad is a long haul trucker. He does not send too much money home, my Mom works two jobs to make ends meet. I cant bring anything, I wish I could but I just can't, but it would help my family if I moved. Mom knows I'm gay and would love if I moved so I didn't influence the others. She loves me but would just rather prefer if I left."
"Well Simon you got 600 bucks to bring to the table."
"What do you mean?"
"Well that's your share from Saturday night." Brian said.
"But you were in the box, you should get more." Simon said.
"Simon, I got a house to sell, a big insurance policy to collect and 15,000 dollars in bonds. I don't need the money."
"Why would you do that for me? I just don't understand."
"Simon, do you love Gary?"
He looked at me, before he answered. His wonderful green eyes seemed to pull me toward him. I gently kissed him.
"Yeah. I love him. More I guess than anyone else." The tears started down his face and I pulled him into my arms. We hugged and hugged. I don't really know why but I had in my arms the guy I loved more than anything in the world. I was oblivious to everything else.
I felt other arms around us as I hugged Simon.
"Gary, Simon, you have made us the happiest guys in the world. You two were meant for each other. We love you both more now than every before. Gary has his one love, the love he has sought for. Now Simon you have yours too." Jerry said.
After we came down from the unbelievable high I felt holding and kissing Jason.
"Does all that mean you won't do anymore stuff to me?"
"Hell no love. Now we can do it both of you."
"Cool." Jason and I said together.
"I want the same number of stuff Gary gets." Simon said.
"Well I think we should get some sleep. School tomorrow." Brian said.
Jerry and Jason slept with me. Jerry was somewhat reluctant to do anything until I started to suck his cock. Then he got in the mood quick. I sucked him off and Jason fucked me again. Fuck, I didn't know why I liked Jason's cock in my ass so much, but it just felt right. We slept tangled on the bed.
The first thing we heard was Coach Mathers, had put in his resignation. He was moving to Atlanta to coach the Atlanta Tech team. We also heard a lot about a negro kid who sucked off a lot guys. We just expressed our regrets that we didn't know about it.
Simon was so distracted he ended up with a detention after school. I stayed until it was over, while Brian had practice. Jerry commented I missed a short arm inspection by the coach. Short arm inspection? What's that?
He said the coach had a doctor in to check all the team fore STD's. All the guys had to drop their shorts and jocks in the gym.
"Fuck! I had missed it.
"They all had to give blood samples too. I wondered if maybe our set up in the old field house had got around to far afield."
I was having second thoughts about using the old bunker. That became a mote point when an Alberta Clipper came in. High winds and super cold temperatures. Temperature dropped 20 degrees in a matter of hours. No snow, but fuck it got cold fast. Jerry parked his truck in the garage and we plugged in Brian's.
Simon showed up at our door, half frozen, with two heavy suitcases.
"I hope you still want me here Gary. I brought all my clothes and stuff."
That question ended when I pulled him into my arms and kissed him. A fleeting thought about my dad entered my head but I just tossed it away. I had in my arms the only guy I could love for ever. The tears started when I thought of Jerry, Jerome and Brian. I did love them with so much, but how do I explain why I loved Simon so much. I need not have bothered. They welcomed him to our house, helped him unpack and kissed him before leaving us alone.
"I love you Simon, I love you with everything inside me. I don't know why, but I just do."
When we kissed, it was like magnet held our lips together, I never wanted that kiss to end. When we sat back, it was like I felt his whole soul inside me.
"God, Gary I never wanted it to end." He said as tears streamed down his face.
"Simon, I love you so much. I have never felt this before. I never want to be away from you. I want you all the time forever."
We then kissed again and fire works went off in my head. God I just couldn't believe how much I loved Simon. Just kissing him almost caused me to pass out. We had to break off before we both just lost it totally.
When we finally walked down stairs, Jerry, Jerome and Brian stood in awe.
"God I have never seen someone glow from just love." Jerry said.
Jerome, with tears in his eyes walked up to us.
"Gary, I love you with everything I have. You have shown me more love than anyone ever in my life, but I see so much love in you for Simon, I will step aside for you love."
Before I could speak.
"Gary, Simon, I love you both. Well maybe I love Gary more, actually I do love Gary more. But I can see the love you feel for each other, it is a love I can only dream of. Gary, I am so happy you have found that one love you hold in your heart. Not a love for the pain you enjoy, just for love
itself." Jerry said.
Jerome walked close to us both and kneeled.
"Gary you have what you have always wanted and I hope you two are very happy forever."
All of their words just blew me away. My whole mind rejected their words. All I knew was I loved Simon. I bolted upstairs and locked myself in the bathroom. I just cried.
Someone knocked at the door.
"GO AWAY!" I screamed.
"Gary, its Simon. Please let me in."
I stood up and opened the door. Simon came in and locked the door behind him. I wrapped my arms around him and continued to cry. I felt so safe in his arms. I just wish I knew what it was that made me want to love him so much. I guess I really knew why I loved Jerry, Jerome and Brian. They made me so happy when they did stuff to me, but Simon just wanted me for him. Jesus, my mind so fucked up now, I figured I might becoming unglued. I stood back and looked at Simon, really looked. His smooth face, very nice nose, red lips and those eyes, yes those wonderful green pools just pulled me into him. God I loved him so much it really did hurt. I leaned forward and lightly kissed him. He kissed me back and then we couldn't hold ourselves apart. It was like a magnet, we were drawn together. The kiss went on and on until we just about fainted in each others arms. We broke apart.
"Wow! Double Wow!" He exclaimed.
"You okay now Love?"
"Yes Love, more than okay. I don't know why I love you so much, but I know why I love the others. They make me happy when they do stuff to me. Simon you really have to understand. I like pain, I like to suck cocks, I like to get fucked, But you don't have to do what I do.
"Gary, part of loving you is sharing with you everything you feel. I hated to suck off the coach, but I always got hard when I did. When I was sucking Brian off downstairs or in the box, I dreamed it was you love. Just thinking of sucking your dick or having it in my ass gets me so worked up I just lose sight of everything. I guess that was why I got the detention. I was thinking of your cock in my ass. I almost came in my pants in class. When you rimmed my ass, I thought I had died and gone to heaven. Then when I rimmed you it was a like dream come true. I did taste all the guys and even me, what I was really tasting was you love. You were giving another part of you. I love all of you Gary, your cock in me, your cumm, your piss too. Its all just more and more what I love. It is all just part of you.
"I love you so much I want to feel everything you feel or have felt. Everything you got done to you, I want done to me. I want to feel all the pain you have felt so I know we are the same."
"Simon, I'm not sure I want you feel all that pain. I love it, but I really would hate to lose you now cause they did something that made you hate me."
"That is never going to happen love. Sorry love, but you stuck with me forever. You get whipped and fucked, I want to be whipped and fucked too. You get your nice dick whipped, I want mine too. Whatever they do to you, I want the exact same."
I just shook my head, wondering if he would feel the same later. I would not stop him, but sure was still worried.
"I heard Jerry yell form the bottom of the steps.
"You two goofs coming down for dinner or do we have to drag you down here by your nuts?"
"That might be fun." Simon laughed.
We went down for dinner and then sat drinking beer in the living room.
"Well you two figured things out?" Jerry smiled.
"Yeah I still love you guys, its just I love Simon more. We both want you guys to do stuff to us, but it has to equal. When schools out, we want to use the bunker or the field house together too. I don't give a shit what people think of me then cause we will be moving anyway."
"Okay, as long as you are both sure."
"Well I figure with three of you thinking up stuff you could real devious."
They all laughed at that, along with Simon.
I whispered to Simon something and he smiled and nodded his head.
"From now until the end of school, me and Simon want to be your boy toys. We will do everything, wash clothes, make the meals. You guys can use us anytime you want. We will be your piss boys each time you need it and anything else you want. But you have to do stuff to us too."
"Are you two sure that is what you want love?"
I looked at Simon. We looked into each others eyes. We both nodded to each other.
"Yes. We are sure."
"Okay, Gary take Simon up and shave his pubes. I got to get some things from the dungeon. Brian, you and Jerome come with me."
When I just continued to sit with Simon on the couch.
"Get the fuck going boy. Get him shaved." Jerry almost yelled.
"Yes Sir."
"Not Sir, while we are at home. From now on we are you two's Master. You will call us that at all times."
"Yes Master." We both said.
I took Simon up to the bathroom and spent almost 30 minutes carefully shaving off his great looking pubes. It almost made me cry to it. We headed back downstairs, I figured it out that we should both be naked.
"Well now he looks better, don't you think." Jerome said.
"Come over here and stand still." Jerry said.
He fitted us both with a combination cock and ball restraint. He also put collars around our necks.
"Okay boys, this won't prevent you two from getting off or even fucking each other if you want. However you will wear it all the time, even at school. The collar you can take off before we head for school, but the cock and ball thing stays on. What this thing on here does is push your balls forward and will probably keep you hard most of the time. So I suggest you pick your clothes for school real careful."
Both Simon and I were already hard.
"Your only free time will be in your bed at night. However you will probably both have one of us in your bed too."
In the house or Garage and of course the shelter you will be nude at all times. We all will be carrying belts or switches. Mess up and what one gets the other does too. So if you fuck up Simon and I decide to give you 10 lashes on your ass or cock, Gary gets the same."
"Cool." I said, rather than thought. Bad mistake.
"Just like that. Get yourself laid over the chair Gary. You too Simon."
Jerry didn't hold anything back as he whipped my ass with my thick belt. I was crying after two and screaming in pain from then on. He only gave me ten and then went and gave Simon the same. He started to scream after the second swat and continued to scream even after Jerry was done.
"That's lesson one. The first fucking word out of either of you two will be Master."
"Master, yes Master." We both cried.
"Now get us some more beer."
"Master, yes Master." I said.
We both went into the kitchen and got five beers. We opened them and walked back into the living room, handed each of our masters one and sat down with the other two.
"Fuck, who told you, you could have one." Jerome yelled.
"Get your asses stuck up again."
Simon and I reluctantly leaned over the two chairs again. The pain started at once as Jerome whipped my ass with his thin belt. I could only scream and scream. Simon was almost incoherent by the time Jerome finished with him.
"Well you earned the beers now, so sit and drink them. In future you will only eat or drink when we tell you two."
"Master, yes Master." We cried.
It was very hard sitting. I was also thinking we both had school tomorrow. Having the cock and ball thing on was only one part, I wasn't sure how I would feel sitting on a very hard wood seat at my desk.
"Okay. Now that you both know exactly what your status is around here, I think we should set a few ground rules." Brian said.
"We had hoped we would not have to give you two boy toys a whipping tonight. In future during school nights, if you screw up or forget something we will add more lashes to your total. On Friday before we take you downstairs to the shelter we will give you all the lashes you have coming. However, we will give you a choice. You can have them all on your ass or all on your cock. No splitting." Brian said.
"Tomorrow when you come home from school, we will ask you both if you really want to through with this. All you have to say is NO. Otherwise, just strip and start supper. After supper we will need to get all our homework done. You Gary might start teaching Simon you speed reading technique. It sure has helped the rest of us. Just remember the magic words boys. Fail to use them will just add to your total."
"Did I miss anything?" Brian asked.
"Only thing I can think of is. We will let you sleep with each other. Lovers such as you two should sleep together. However in the morning one will make breakfast and the other will drain our bladders. You can drain each other if you wish, but neither of you will shower until after breakfast."
What had I got Simon and me into. There was almost thirteen weeks of school left. To be the boy toys of Jerry, Jerome and Brian was going to be a real tough go. Especially as I knew they were probably already thinking of stuff to do in the dungeon on the weekends. And I still had to explain to my Dad when he got back why I loved Simon so much and not the others.
"Well it's almost 9 PM, I think I need a blow job before I go to bed. Simon get over here and suck me off."
Jerome had me suck him off while Simon sucked Jerry. Brian fucked Simon's ass. Soon it was my ass that was getting a cock in it and they just all continued. Both Simon and I lay totally spent when they were done. They just headed for bed with a singular comment.
"Breakfast by 6:30 Am boys."
I looked at the clock on the mantle, fuck it was almost midnight. My ass hurt from the whipping and my cock was leaking. Simon looked as I did. We helped each other up to bed. At least I was in my own bed. We set the alarm and then sucked each other off. Sometime later we both went to sleep.
The alarm woke us at five forty five. We both needed to piss real bad. I told Simon I would drain him this morning and he could do me tomorrow. He could go down and start breakfast and make our lunches. I would service my other three lovers. I still called them my lovers. Simon had a real big load, but he tasted so good I was almost ready to blow again before he finished. I went into my dads bedroom and met Jerry just getting up. I knelt down and drained him. Brian I did next and then Jerome. I was so full I didn't think I would need breakfast. I went down and helped Simon finish. We shared a good morning kiss just before my other lovers walked in and sat down.
They told us we could eat with them. After breakfast we ran up and had a quick shower. I had not thought about what to wear. It did not matter. Everything I tried still showed me and Simon with a semi-hard dick in our pants. Was going to be a real interesting day.
Well the day went quite well. There were a few lewd comments about us, but no body seemed to really care. Simon and I talked at lunch about continuing with the boy toy thing. Simon told me he couldn't believe how hard he got when Jerome was whipping his ass. He said he almost got off from it.
"Now you know why I like it so much Simon. It hurts so much, but feels so good too."
"Yeah, love, I want more. Can we continue it please?"
Lucky we were out of site of any other people at school, cause when I kissed him, it just went on and on. We only broke apart when the bell went off.
When we got home we just stripped and started supper. None of the others said anything. I helped them all with homework and even started Simon on the speed reading stuff. We almost made it through the whole evening without fucking up. I stubbed my toe on the chair Jerry had been using at my desk. I swore loud and long and fired the chair across the room. If Jerome had not caught it, it would have hit Jerry right in the gonads.
"That's ten Gary." He said.
"Fuck that Jerome, if it had hit me I'd have beat the living shit out of him."
"Okay, make that thirty, maybe you will think twice before you start throwing things around."
"Master, I am sorry Master." I said.
Brian walked in and pushed Simon to his knees and stuffed his soft cock into his mouth. When he released his bladder, Simon couldn't swallow fast enough. Some squirted out around his lips. When Brian pulled he slapped Simon across the face.
"When you drain me boy, you swallow it all." He sneered at Simon.
I saw red. I don't know what came over me at that point. Simon did see and even as I headed for Brian, he jumped up and stopped me form getting to him.
"YOU EVER HIT SIMON AGAIN, I WILL KILL YOU! I screamed.
Brian got a very stricken look on his face and then turned and rushed from the room. I was still trying to get by Simon. Jerry and Jerome grabbed me and pulled me over to the bed.
"Easy love, easy." Jerome said.
Simon came over and leaned down.
"I'm okay love. It's okay."
I looked at his face and saw the hand print on his cheek. I reached up with my hand and touched his face, I know I was crying, but I just wanted to hold Simon. Jerry and Jerome let me go and I just pulled Simon into my arms.
I realized real quick, that I should not have screamed at Brian. I loved him the same way I loved all the others. I needed to tell him.
"Wait here love. I got to tell Brian I'm sorry."
I went looking for Brian. Fuck I couldn't find him anywhere. Jerome and Jerry came down stairs.
"He not in the house. His truck is still here, but he isn't." I said.
"Fuck, where would he go. Jerome go start his truck. I'll get mine out. Gary, you and Simon put some clothes on and we will go look for him."
When Simon and I came downstairs.
"Simon you ride with Jerome, Gary can ride with me."
"No. Simon and I will look on foot."
"Fuck Gary then put some more clothes on. It's fucking near twenty below out there."
I just ignored him and Simon and I went out the front door. It was fucking cold. I didn't care, all I knew was I had to find Brian. We ran down the street, I really didn't know where he would have gone. Not his house, he hated that place. Maybe the field house. Simon and I headed for the field house. We had gone maybe six blocks when a State police car stopped us.
"Hey guys, your not dressed to be out in this weather. You should go home. Get in, I'll drop you off."
"No! I got to find my friend. He ran away and I have to find him."
"You guys live at Harold's house right?"
"Yeah."
So which one of the boys ran away?"
"Brian."
"Okay son, I'll look for him, but you guys need to get in out of this
cold before you freeze to death."
I just ignored him and headed for the field house. Brian wasn't there. We stood shivering outside, trying to figure where to go next, when we were lit up by a spot light. Two cops grabbed us and forced us into their car.
"What the fuck are you trying to do Gary. Jesus you could have died out here man."
"I got to find my friend Brian. I said something to him I shouldn't have."
"WE found your friend Gary. He was at the bus depot waiting for the next bus. It would not have arrived before he froze to death. We have him at the police station. He won't talk even to his other two friends."
"He'll talk to me."
The police drove quickly to the police station. Simon and I ran inside.
"Where's Brian?" I asked the first Trooper I saw.
"You must be Gary. He's in the interview room down the hall. I don't think he will talk to you. He won't talk to anyone and just yells for us to leave and leave him alone."
I walked down to the interview room. I tapped on the door.
I heard muffled 'Go away and leave me alone.'
I opened the door and went inside. Brian was sitting on the floor in the corner of the room. His shoulders were heaving from crying and he was shivering all over. He only had on a t-shirt and sweat pants. Fuck he really would have froze to death if the cops hadn't found him. That started me crying.
"I'm sorry I yelled at you Brian. I didn't really mean what I said."
"Yes you did. You love Simon. You don't love me, just Simon. So go and leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you."
"Brian, I still love you and rest of the guys. Just because I love Simon, doesn't mean I don't love you. I don't know what came over me when you slapped Simon. If you had slapped me, I would probably loved you even more. I guess in my mind I don't really want to see Simon hurt. Please Brian, I'm sorry."
"Well you sure showed me how much you love me, when you said you were going to kill me."
"Please Brian, lets go home and talk about this. You stay in here and your going to get sick or something."
Brian continued to cry. Fuck I really hurt him when I said what I did. I got up and went to the door and opened it.
"You guys got a blanket or something?" I asked the officer standing close by.
Then I noticed some paramedics in the office. One grabbed a blanket off the stretcher and handed it to me. I took it in the office and draped it around Brian. I pulled it tight around him and then held him. When I started to hug him, he started to hug me back. He continued to cry for a bit and then looked at me.
"Gary, I know this was all my fault."
When I tried to say something he put finger on my lips.
"Let me finish Gary. I was so jealous of Simon. He had what I wanted more than anything in my life. He had you. When I saw how you two looked at each other, I knew I had lost you. I just wanted to hurt Simon so much. I really had hoped I would have you in my life forever."
"Brian, just because I love Simon, first and foremost, doesn't mean I want you, Jerry or Jerome out of my life. I will always love you three. I will always want you close by. You guys have loved me for what I love most. That is not going to change ever."
"Forgive me Gary for slapping Simon. I'm sorry."
"Brian, I forgave you almost at once. Come on lets go home please."
I helped Brian to stand up and we walked out of the interview room.
I didn't know that everyone outside had heard our entire conversation until the Senior Officer commented.
"God I wish my wife loved me as much as he these guys love each other."
Simon ran up and put his arm around Brian too.
"Take us home Jerry, please." I said.
TBC
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