Disclaimer: This is a fictious story dealing with high school boys discovering themselves. It deals with sex between teenagers. It also deals with BDSM, CBT, Spanking and other aspects of the darker side of gay Life. All persons in this story are not real or intended to be real. If it is illegal to read stories like this in your State or Province you should leave now.
Chapter 13
I found Jerome sitting in the living room staring at the TV screen. I sat down beside him and put my arms around him. He hardly moved.
"What's the matter love? What made you so pissed at Brian so quick?"
Jerome started to cry. Deep down sobs of real inner pain. All I could do was hold him as he cried. Finally he started to talk in a very quiet voice.
"When I started high school, the PE teacher made me try out for basketball. I had never played before and I was no good at it. Brian was Captain of the team. Every time I tried to do what the rest were doing I always screwed up somehow. Brian began to taunt me. He started with 'Come on dummy, do it right.' Then he started to call me a dumb nigger. Later in the shower room he came up to me and told me I was useless dumb nigger, who would never be any good. The other guys in basketball started to ride me too. After taking it for a couple of weeks I quit trying and even stopped coming to practice. All through the rest of the year, he would refer to as the dumb nigger that couldn't even find his dick. I vowed someday I would get him for it."
"Well I think you got him good today." I giggled.
"If I could have ripped his nuts off, I would have. Too bad you stopped Jerry from putting the big ball in the bucket."
"Gee love, I didn't know. I love you Jerome, but I guess I kind of love Brian too. I'm sorry, but as much as you hate him, you can't just kill the guy. Ripping his nuts off probably would have. Then what do we do? We would all be a party to murder."
Jerome just cried more and all I could do was hold him.
"Gary, I love you too. I'm sorry I did that, but it's just, just, oh shit, I guess I just got carried away in the moment."
"Well he definitely got his dick and nuts nailed down. He won't forget that anytime soon."
I didn't even notice when Jerry carried Brian in and upstairs. Jerome and I just sat and hugged.
Jerry came down a little later. He sat beside us on the couch. I put my other arm around him.
"You two okay?"
"Yeah love, we were just talking."
"Brian's out cold. It's kind of weird, but he stopped bleeding almost at once. You can still see where the nails were in, but no blood and his cock isn't even swollen. His balls on the other hand are about the size of melons. Fuck it was a bitch getting them nails out of his nuts. You really hammered them down." Jerry sort of laughed.
"I wanted to cut them off." Jerome said quietly.
"Fuck he must have really pissed you off some time."
"Yeah he did, but I guess I really shouldn't have done what I did."
"Well I guess we will see how he is when he wakes up."
Jerry got up and waddled into the kitchen. I burst out laughing and when Jerome looked at the way Jerry was walking he started to laugh too. Jerry came back with three beers.
"It's not that funny. And it hurts like hell. Now I know what you went through Gary."
"Hell Jerry, wait till I shove the 5 inch dildo in. You think that butt plug hurts, you aint seen nothing yet." I laughed.
"I know love, but fuck this is really uncomfortable now. I can't even use the bulb anymore, cause I know how much it hurts each time. Give it another squeeze for me please."
I leaned over and kissed him and at the same time squeezed the bulb. He groaned real loud through the kiss.
"You too Jerome."
Jerome reached across me and squeezed the bulb twice. Jerry screamed in pain and tears started down his face.
"I think that's probably enough." I said.
"Well wait until I get used to it again. It feels like I have a football shoved up my ass."
"Well I got one, if you want us to try it." I laughed.
"Fuck no way. This hurts enough already."
"I was only kidding love."
My mind wandered to all the other sports equipment that I thought might fit in my ass. A baseball bat came immediately to mind and I got hard thinking about it. Even having a baseball bat used on my nuts, just got me harder. I knew I must be crazy thinking about having my nuts beaten with a baseball bat, but fuck it sure made me hard and real horny. Thinking about other pictures I had seen online, made me start to moan. Both Jerry and Jerome looked at me.
"You okay Gary?" Jerry asked.
"No Love. Too many erotic thoughts going through my head."
"You want us to whip you again already?" Jerry asked.
"No, but I sure would like you two to fuck me." I stood, dropped my sweat pants and kneeled on the floor.
Jerry never even hesitated. He dropped his sweat pants and kneeled behind my up turned ass. I felt his hands spread my cheeks and then his cock as he just shoved it straight in. The pain of his entry, never even phased me, it just felt so good. He grabbed my hips and started really pile drive my ass. God forgive me, it felt like I was in heaven. I guess the butt plug was making him as horny as me. It did not take to long before I felt his hot load filling me up. He collapsed over my back after he came and kissed my neck. After he pulled out, he moved around and I slipped his soft dick into my mouth. The taste almost made me blow. I did blow when Jerome shoved all his cock right to the hilt into my ass. I knew what jerry liked and started to bite and chew on his cock. He yelped once and then started to push his hips up as he started to get hard. Now I had Jerome fucking my ass, while Jerry fucked my face. Fuck it felt so good, I was hard again in almost an instant. Jerome really pounded me. I felt his big balls slapping my ass each time he drove in. Jerome took a long time to blow and I was seeing stars from lack of air as Jerry fucked my face. When Jerome blew his load, it was so hot, I clamped my teeth down on Jerry's cock. His cock was right to the base of my throat, when he blew again. I think his whole load went straight into my stomach. I guess I fainted at that point. When I came too, both were looking at me.
"You okay Gary?" Jerome asked.
"WOW! That was awesome. Best you two have ever done." I said.
They both sat down on the couch again. I looked up at both.
"Thank you my loves."
I saw Jerome's soft, cumm and ass juice covered cock. I just sat up and sucked it clean.
"Thanks love." He ruffled my hair.
I sat between them and hugged both close. Both kissed me and ran their tongues into my mouth.
"You taste good Gary." They both said after sitting back.
"Not as good as you two."
Jerome got up and went to get more beer.
"I'm going to go check on Brian." I said.
I pulled up my sweats and went upstairs. Brian was on the bed awake. Tears were streaming down his face.
"How are you doing Brian?"
"Fuck my nuts hurt so bad Gary."
"Look this might sound crazy, but I am going to suck you off. It will help reduce the pressure in your balls."
I leaned over and being careful not to touch his swollen balls took his soft cock into my mouth. As he started to get hard he started to cry more. I figured the blood rushing into his cock, hurt. I continued to suck him until he blew. And boy did he blow, so much I couldn't come close to swallowing it all. It gushed out from around my lips. Brian screamed when he came. After he went soft, I licked up what I had missed and sat back.
"How do you feel now Brian?"
"God it hurt when I got hard and when I came, but your right, my nuts do feel better. They don't hurt as much."
"Well I'll give you another blow job later."
"Gary. Will you tell Jerome, I am so sorry I treated him the way I did. I know he hates me, but I guess I am kind of in love with him. Even after what he did, I still feel for him."
"Brian, you are going to have to talk to him yourself. You two have to figure out what you feel about each other. I love him so deep down, but I won't solve his or your problem with each other. I'll ask him to come and talk to you, but that's it."
"Okay Gary. I guess you are right."
I headed down stairs, grabbed one the beers and sat down in a chair. After a few sips.
"Jerome?"
"Yeah love."
"Brian wants to talk to you. He asked me to talk to you, but I said he would have to talk you himself."
Jerome sat for a long time, not saying anything. He started to get up a couple of times and then just down. He finally looked at me.
"Gary, I love you with everything inside. I would litterly do anything to make you happy. Would it make you happy if I talked to Brian?"
I felt tears stinging my eyes.
"Jerome, I love you and Jerry with everything I have. When I look at you or Jerry I see the two most beautiful boys I have every seen or wanted. I know I am a real pain pig and just love you more for what you do to me. But you are doing that stuff to my outside. Inside it just makes me love you more. Brian used your outside, he abused you because to him you were different on the outside. I know it was invective and very wrong. I think now he has seen your inside too. You two have to find each other. I have already found you and Jerry and I guess I have also found Brian. I know why you forced him to suck your dick last night. I also know why you fucked him so hard, even why you hurt him so much today. I think Brian has already forgiven you. But you two have to find some middle ground, otherwise what has happened so far is all for naught."
"Gary you say you are not very smart, but I think you are far smarter than everyone else. Thanks love." Jerome got up and went upstairs.
I got up and went over to cuddle and neck with Jerry.
"He's right you know. You are by far smarter than all of us."
"I don't think so love. I just know I want us all to friends."
"Well I know what I want."
He reached over and pulled sweat suit top off. He pushed me down on the couch and pulled down my sweat pants. He started to kiss and lick my neck. He moved down and sucked first one and then the other of my tits. God it drove me crazy. He slowly worked his way down to my cock and balls, slipping each ball into my mouth and sucking them. He worked farther down, lifting my legs and running his tongue into my ass crack. Fuck I was so hard by then and squirming as he rimmed me. After a while he slipped up and swallowed my cock. After sucking for a bit, he bit down hard with his teeth. That sent me into frenzy. My balls shot off, fuck it felt so good I screamed. He continued to suck and chew my cock until I went soft. He lifted off and pulled my sweat pants right off. He lifted my legs and then slowly entered me. So different than what he usually did. God I really was in heaven as he ever so slowly pushed his cock all the way in. He then started to really slow fuck me, long slow strokes. I so wanted him to speed up and really drive his huge cock into me. I screamed at him to faster and harder, but he just ignored my pleas. He leaned over until he could run his tongue into my mouth while still slow fucking my ass. My mind was lost in the pleasure of his tongue in my mouth while his cock kept up the steady slow pase. Through the haze, I felt his cock expanding inside. When he blew, my own cock erupted coating our stomachs with my cumm. He sat back and pulled out of my ass. He laid back on the couch and lifted me like I was just a pillow and set my ass right down on his face. He spread my cheeks and I felt his tongue flicking up into my hole. I could not believe what was happening. My entire body was now getting so aroused that it getting hard to even think. He could have done anything to me at that point. I finally screamed 'No!', he slowly lowered me to the couch. He licked the cumm off my stomach as he made his way back to my mouth. We then just laid together necking.
"Thank you my one and only love." He said.
My body was totally limp below him. I could hardly speak.
As I slowly came down from the rush I was feeling, he helped me sit up. He handed me my beer and I drank it all down. Wow, what he had done was totally beyond me. I felt so good, I was crying.
"You okay Love" He asked.
"More than you will ever know love. I feel so good inside, especially having more of you inside Jerry."
"Okay. I'm going to start dinner. Will you be okay?"
"Yeah." I said as I leaned back on the couch, bathing in the glow of his love making.
After calming down I headed up stairs. I hadn't heard any yelling or screaming from Brian or Jerome, but wanted to check that everything was okay. Brian had been put in my dads room. I looked in the door. Jerome was nude on the bed with his back to me. They were talking quietly. Seeing Jerome's smooth body and great looking ass started to get me hard.
"Everything okay with you guys?" I said.
Jerome and Brian ignored me. Jerome leaned over and kissed Brian. He stopped, gave Brian a peck on the cheek and rolled off the bed and stood up. He was rock hard. He walked to me, wrapped his arms around me.
"Thank you love. Thank you."
I pulled his head down to my level and kissed him. He took my hand and led me into my bedroom. He sat on the bed with me standing in front of him. I bent over to kiss him, but he stopped me.
"Gary, I need to say something. Something I thought I would never do. I hated Brian for calling me a dumb nigger, I even hated him more when all the other guys just laughed. But Then I remembered all the times my Dad called me a dumb nigger faggot, even while he was one that was fucking me or forcing me to suck him off. None of the guys at school ever called me a faggot. Sure I couldn't play basketball, but I remembered those same guys cheering me when I played football. Even Brian. It never really sunk in. Then Brian came over here. When I forced him to suck my dick, I was thinking of my dad calling me a faggot. Even when I fucked his ass, it was still my dad. I wasn't thinking I was fucking Brian, I was thinking about fucking my Dad, the way he did it to me. I just took everything I felt about my Dad out on Brian."
Jerome sat for a bit, not looking at anything, as if he was trying to get everything in his mind in order before he said anything. I wanted to grab him and hold him, but he still held my arms, keeping me away.
"Brian told me he was sorry for calling me what he did. He said some guys can't play basketball, just like he could never play football. He had hoped that I would do to him physically, what he had done to mentally. He also told me he loves me. I guess I sort of love him too. Gary, I know why I love you. I know why I love Jerry. But I don't know why I love Brian. I hated him forever and now I don't know why. It just doesn't make sense to me."
Jerome broke down then and started to really cry. He let go of my arms and gripped himself as he rocked back and forth on the bed as he cried. I sat down beside him and wrapped my arms around him. Holding him as he cried.
"Tell me Gary why. Please love."
"Jerome, you and Jerry think I am so smart. I'm not. I know why I love you both. It's simple for me. I love what you guys do to me and every time you do more stuff, I love you more. Inside me I never want anyone else but you two guys ever. I feel your love every time you look at me or hold me or kiss me, fuck me or hurt me. I will never want anything else ever in my life. Three weeks ago, I could only dream. Now I have what I want for the rest of my life. You and Jerry. I don't have all the answers and can't tell you what's inside you. I can't read your mind. I only know what I feel for you love. You hurt Brian for what he said. You hurt me for what you feel. Love, love, just love."
"Well I wish now I hadn't done it to you either."
Fuck. How do I get it through his thick scull that I loved what he did to me. I let go of him and stood in front of him.
"Jerome." I said, and he looked at me.
I balled my fist and hit him square in the mouth. He rocked back with the smack and his eyes changed. I stood waiting for the blow to fall.
"You fucking little faggot son of a bitch."
He grabbed me and threw me to the floor. I closed my eyes, knowing I was about to get the shit kicked out of me. I felt one hand holding my sweat top. The blow didn't come. I opened my eyes. Jerome was sitting, with his massive fist pulled back.
He leaned over and kissed me. I tasted his blood on his lips from where I had hit him.
"You did that on purpose, didn't you? You hit me to make me come out of my feeling sorry for myself. You little shit. I should beat you to a pulp, but you would just love me more wouldn't you?"
"Yes Jerome, I would. You can't hurt me anywhere. The more you do it, the more I love you. I don't know why, I just know I do."
He helped me to stand up. My dick was tenting my sweats. He reached down and gripped my dick. I moaned when he did it. He gave it a vicious twist. I yelped. And then moaned.
He let go and then waked hand in hand downstairs.
Jerry looked at Jerome.
"Fuck, Brian sure gave you a smack."
"It wasn't Brian. It was Gary."
"Fuck, any one every hit me I'd beat his ass for it."
"Maybe later, after I fist fuck your ass love. Can you make up a plate for Brian? I'll take it up."
"Already did. I take it you two made up?"
"Yes, more than just made up." Jerome picked up the plate and went upstairs.
"So what happened love?" Jerry said after Jerome had left.
"He was feeling sorry for himself and feeling sorry he whipped my ass and cock. I loved it and loved him more when he did it to me. So I hit him."
"You sure know how to make friends and influence people." He laughed.
I just sat down to eat.
"Your lucky he didn't kick the living shit out of you Gary."
"I was hoping he would."
"Love you astound me more and more all the time."
"Jerry, I know you love me. Would you beat the shit out of me if I hit you in the mouth with my fist?"
"Yeah, I probably would, but I know you would just love me more for doing it."
"Would you shove a baseball bat up my ass if I asked you?"
"Love. You know I would do anything to make you happy. If shoving a baseball bat up your ass would make you happy, yes I would."
"Would you beat my nuts with the baseball bat?"
"Jesus Gary, I already beat your nuts with golf club and now you want me to do it again with a baseball bat? Your crazy love."
"I keep telling you guys that, but you never believe me. You guys just don't understand me totally. The more pain you inflict on me the more I love you. I wanted you to remove one of my nuts once. What I really wanted was you to remove both. I want to be your pain pig. I want you to hurt my dick, my balls, my ass. I love the pain. If that makes me crazy, well tough shit. I will always love you Jerry, no matter what you do."
"Gary, what you don't realize is I love the pain too. Maybe not as much as you, but I want to feel what you feel."
I felt a wet kiss on my neck. I hadn't even heard or seen Jerome come in.
"I want to feel the same Gary. I love you with everything and I want to feel everything." Jerome said in my ear.
"Is Brian okay?" I asked.
"Yeah I fed him and then sucked him off. I told him I loved him too."
I bowed my head and started to cry. They had made up. It made me so happy. Now I had three guys I loved. The only thing that bothered me was that Brian might be more like me.
Jerome grabbed me and lifted me off the stool. I wrapped my arms around him. He carried me into the living room and set me down on the couch, Jerry came in and set three beers down and sat beside me. He reached out with his hand and brought it over to the bulb at his waist band.
"Give it a squeeze love."
I couldn't do it.
Jerry and Jerome closed their hands over mine and both squeezed my hand. Jerry screamed in pain. I tried to pull my hand out, but they held it fast. I felt them both squeezing again. I tried to stop them. Jerry really screamed as they inflated the butt plug more. They let go I and I grabbed the release valve.
"NO, Get your hand off it." Jerry yelled.
His shout, made me release my grip on the release valve. Jerry moved it out of my reach.
Tears rolled down his face as he sat. I knew how much it hurt. Fuck it was going to hurt worse when I put the five inch dildo in.
"I don't want to fist fuck you Jerry and I don't want to do it to Jerome."
"Well, I want to fist fuck Jerry and I want him to fist fuck me." Jerome said.
"Lets go upstairs Jerome. You can put the two big dildos in, then your
fist."
They stood up and headed up stairs.
"Bring the beer Gary." Jerome ordered me.
I picked up the three beers and headed up stairs.
Jerry was laying on my bed. Jerome pulled off his sweats. He also stripped. Jerry grabbed his knees and pulled them back. Fuck his hole looked huge already. Jerome released the valve and slowly pulled the butt plug from Jerry's ass. His hole stayed open. Jerome coated the five inch dildo with shortening. I couldn't let this happen this way.
"Please Jerome. Let me." I said.
I grabbed the big dildo and walked to Jerry's ass. He had a smile on his face. I pushed the head of the dildo into his ass. He groaned in pain.
"Are you sure this is what you want Jerry?" I asked.
He nodded his head yes.
"Sorry love." I said and shoved the five inch dildo into his butt.
He screamed so loud it would awaked the dead. I just held it in place. After his screams dropped to a whimper I shoved more of it in. HE groaned in pain, but didn't scream. I slowly worked it in and out of his ass. After several minutes I pulled it out. Jerome handed me the six inch dildo. When I pushed it in he hardly said anything. Just like last night when he put it in my ass. I left it in and turned to Jerome. He handed me a pair of Latex gloves. I put one hand on and then pushed into the can of Shortening. Jerome reached forward and pulled the big dildo from Jerry's ass. I slowly worked my hand into Jerry's ass. God it was so hot after I was inside. I carefully closed my hand. Jerry's eyes were closed.
"Now fuck me love, fuck my ass, like I fucked you."
I slowly shoved my fist as far into him as I could. To think I was now inside the body of one of the two people I loved was totally hot. I fucked him a long time. I really didn't want to pull out. Jerry was in heaven. I realized I needed to get out. I ever so slowly pulled my hand from his ass. His cock shot off as I exited.
I watched as Jerome sat down. He leaned over and kissed Jerry as he pushed his much bigger hand into Jerry. Jerry groaned in real pain until Jerome got fully inside his ass. As Jerome fucked Jerry with his fist it got me so hot and horny, I was totally blown away. God I wanted his hand in my ass so much my cock just exploded, drenching the inside of my sweats. I thought I would never stop coming. Jerome turned and looked at the wet area of my sweats.
"Couldn't wait for me boy?" He said.
With his free hand, he pulled my sweat pants down, reached between my legs and gripped my balls. He then squeezed real hard. I screamed in pain, but he just held onto them. He fucked Jerry a few more time and then pulled out. He still held my balls in an iron grip.
I dropped to the floor, gagging and chocking. Fuck it hurt as he rolled my balls in his hand, squishing then together. Fuck it hurt so much. I kept on screaming. Through the haze of pain and tears I watched Jerry sit up. He pulled the glove off Jerome and then Jerome used both hands on my nuts. He pulled them apart and then used both hands to just squeeze. I don't know when I passed out, but woke with Jerome feeding his cock into my mouth. As soon as I started to suck his dick he pulled out.
"Gary. I love you with everything in me. But you love pain more than everything else. I think you love pain more than you love either Jerry or me. I think I love Brian as much as I love you. I don't know exactly why. You want pain, I am going to give you more pain now than you have ever felt before. If you love me or hate me after, it won't matter. Brian loves me too. Brian asked me to do this to him, but he is already in more pain.
When I really thought about my surroundings I knew my legs were tied and my arms. I was flat on the floor in my bedroom. My balls hurt, like a continuous pain in my mind. I watched as Jerry tied a string around my ball sack. When he pulled it tight, I screamed. He bent over and kissed me.
"I'm sorry love. We have to do this."
Like I had a choice.
I looked through pain filled eyes as Jerome walked up and kneeled down. In his hands was the Louisiana Slugger my Dad had bought me when we went to a Reds and Yankee's game in New York when I ten. I loved that bat.
I knew what was coming. In my mind I knew I wanted it. But why? Was I being punished because I liked pain so much or was it because they loved me so much.
"Are you doing this because you love me or are doing it because I like
pain?"
"Gary. We know how much you like pain. We also know that the more we cause you pain the more you love us. Will you still love us even after we make your nuts almost useless. Gary I love you with everything, mind heart and soul. You are part of me, you will be part of me forever. But what about you. Do you love me cause I make you hurt or do you love me cause you just love?"
I started to cry then. I did love Jerome and Jerry with everything inside me. Everything. No regrets, I loved then totally, one hundred percent. I felt the first hit on my nuts, but don't remember anything after that. I woke up alone in my dads bed. My nuts felt like they had been burned in a fire. When I reached down, I knew they were really swollen. Maybe as big as melons, like Brian's.
The lights were out and it was very quiet in the house. I almost screamed as I rolled over and out of bed and stood up.
I flipped on the bedside light. My balls stood grotesquely out from my body. Fuck they looked huge and hurt like crazy as the weight of them pulled down. My dick was limp above them, a shriveled little dick. I slowly made my way to my bedroom. In the glow from the computer screen I saw Brian between my two giant lovers. It was more than my mind could handle. I screamed.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I turned and ran down the stairs. I ran outside and into the snow. I just wanted to die.
I kept screaming no, as four hands grabbed me and hauled me back inside.
TBC
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