I remeber it like it was yesterday. Me and Jake were walking home after a game.
"What are you so bummed out about dude"?
"I dunno" I said.
"Man you had a great game. You should be so stoked"!
We walked up the stairs to Jake's house. "Can we talk"?
"Sure" Jake said, "Come on in".
Jake got us a couple of cokes. I just stood there leaning against the kitchen counter.
"Whats with you"? Jake stood next to me.
"I gotta tell you something dude".
"Yah, so. Whassup"?
I looked at my best friend in the whole world. I could barely get the words out. "I think I'm Gay." There. I said it. I told him.
"No way dude"! "Your so shitting me".
I shook my head. I kept looking at the floor. I had to tell him. Jake and me have been best buds since forever.
"Your serious, aren't you"? I could hear his voice change.
I kept looking at the floor. I just nodded.
Then it happened. Jake put his finger under my chin and lifted my face up. He kissed me right on the mouth! It was like -I don't know-sticking my finger in a light socket. He kissed me! My face felt like it was on fire.
"Jake". I wanted to tell him he didn't half to pretend. But he took my hand. "Come on".
We walked up stairs. Jake closed his bedroom door behind us. He bent over and took off his shoes and socks. He pulled his jersey over his head and then dropped his shorts. Jesus Christ! My best friend was standing nude in front of me! He kissed me again. Only this time he shoved his tongue in my mouth.
He started to pull my jersey off but I took it from there. Jake was kissing my bare chest. Each time it was like another electric shock. Than he dropped to his knees and pulled down my shorts. I thought I would faint when he started to lick my dick. He told me "I've wanted to do that for a long time".
We ended up on his bed. Our hands were everywhere! I couldn't believe how good he felt. I'd been scared shitless that my best friend was going to call me a fairy and tell me to fuck off. But here we were like two sex maniac queers.
Anyway that was two years ago. Jake and me are still so best friends -heh heh. I know my dad knows we're doing stuff -a box of condums showed up in my room. But he hasn't said nothing. His younger brother is Gay -so maybe he's just figured it runs in the family. One of these days I'm sure we're gonna have that talk -but I'm not sure Jake or me are ready for that.