This is my first erotic story, please let me know your thoughts (cormacbl@yahoo.com).
My name is Jabin and I live in the suburbs of Salt Lake City, Utah. I've grown up with a very conservative Mormon background. It is July of 2000 and I just turned 18 years old. I graduated high school last month. I've been accepted into a private university in the fall and I am working part time at a drug store almost a mile from my house. I usually have to walk to work because I don't have my own car and my parents always need theirs.
If I'm not at my job or with friends, then I am usually working out in my room. My appearance and condition are very important to me. At 18, I am 5'9" tall, 155 lbs. I'm naturally tan and my hair is dark blond, and I have sparkling ocean-blue eyes. I've noticed that I seem to catch the eyes from girls at school and church.
At 18, I am still a virgin and very horny to say the least. I've felt attracted to boys since I was about 10 years old, but I hadn't acted on anything. One man who has caught my eye for several years is Luciano. He lives by himself in a house two doors down. I didn't know much about him, but I've seen him at neighborhood functions and doing work in his yard. Every time I see him we seem to make eye contact. He looks like he is in his mid thirties, 5'11", about 170 lbs and in very good shape. He has clear, olive skin and jet black, short hair. He wears fitted shirts a lot, and I can tell he has an awesome, built chest and incredible arms. From his appearance and also from hearing him talk, I can tell Luciano is definitely European, probably Italian.
My parents just left on a cruise to the Bahamas for a week. I am the youngest child (one older brother and two older sisters). I can tell that they are ready to live without children. They are incredible parents and I only want the best for them. I'm excited to be alone for the week as I have never really been alone before. I might finally have a chance to do something with a guy, but I am so naive, it's embarrassing. I really have no idea how to go about it. While I have several good friends that know I am gay, I don't know anyone gay and that can be very lonely.
It's Saturday morning and I'm up early to go to work. I think I will walk by Luciano's house, even though it's not on the way. I do this pretty often. Just from my brief encounters with him, I know he's different. Every other house in this neighborhood belongs to big families like mine. He lives alone in his big house. Also, his lawn is immaculately groomed and landscaped with lots of interesting plants and trees.
As I walk by his house I can see him digging a hole in the front yard, he's planting a tree. God, he looks so good. He's wearing a tight white T-Shirt and blue jeans. Another turn-on is the black work boots he's wearing. He is a total stud, very masculine. If he is gay, he doesn't live up to the stereotype that I've been taught. As I continue walking by, It doesn't look like he will see me. He seems very focused on what he is doing. Suddenly, he sticks the shovel in the ground like he is finished. My heart jumps, and he turns and looks directly at me. I quickly turn my eyes to the ground and continue walking. Out of the corner of my eye, I see him walking directly towards me. When he gets right up to me, just on his side of the fence, I stop and looked nervously at him. I can feel my heart pounding in my chest.
"Hey, you're Clark's boy, Jabin, aren't you?" he says with an Italian accent--so hot.
"Ya, you are Luciano right?"
"Ya, I remember seeing you at the barbeque in May," he says.
He's looking at me up and down, very much turning me on.
"Where are you going?" he asks.
"Well, I work down at Safety Drug,"
"Isn't Safety drug down there?" he says pointing the opposite direction.
`Damn it!' I thought. "Well, I was early, so I just decided to walk around the block."
He just nods. God, he's so good looking, a little perspiration dripping from his face. I finally get up enough courage to look him right in the eyes.
"How are your parents doing?" he asks.
"They're good; they are actually on a cruise right now in the Bahamas."
His face seems to light up, "That's great, sounds like fun. Wow, so you're all alone then, huh?"
"Yep" I reply.
"Why don't you come over for dinner tonight, your probably eating frozen dinners."
My heart leaps in my chest. "Sure" I say. "That sounds good".
"What time do you get off work?"
"Three O'clock"
"Okay, come over at 5:00, we can go for a swim before dinner".
"Okay, Thanks Luciano"
"You bet" he says and then he winks at me. I about melt right there in front of him.
Work is a blur, I go through the motions, just anticipating going over to Luciano's. I get home about 3:30, work out on my weight machine for about 30 minutes and then hit the shower. I'm so nervous; I knew this might be my first real sexual experience. I put on my favorite clothes, grab my swimming suite, throw a little cologne on and head over.
As I approach his house, I can see Luciano sitting on the porch. Again his face lights up when he sees me, I'm sure mine did too. He gets up and walks towards me. Luciano is wearing some nice jeans and a tight T-shirt. It shows off his perfect male form. He walks to the gate and opens it for me.
"Hey Jabin, boy it sure is hot today isn't it?"
"It sure is." I hadn't even noticed.
He looks into my eyes intently, "Welcome to my home, Jabin."
"Thank You, Luciano."
He leads me up to his house. When we get to the door, I can hear some light music playing. I think it's Sade.
"Let me show you my house" We walk into his spacious living room. There's a staircase that goes up and a balcony that looks down into the living room.
"Here is my living room."
There is a large screen TV, with a leather sofa and love seat in it. Italian painting and decor elegantly fill out the house. We walk down some stairs and he points in the first room.
"This is my gym."
There's lots of exercise equipment and a large TV. We continue down the hall. He shows me two spare bedrooms, one was empty, the other had some boxes in it, and there was also a bathroom. At the end of the hall, he opens the door and turns on the light.
"Here is my office."
It's very large, and there are large windows at the end of it. A large expensive desk occupies this room, with a computer. It is immaculately clean. We walk back upstairs and go up the curved staircase to the balcony level. There is another spare bedroom up there and then he opens the double doors to his bedroom. It is immense - decorated in the Italian style, very elegant. Large kind sized bed. There is a beautiful view that looks towards the canyon and mountains in the distance. He also has a walk-in closet and a bathroom that has a shower and a large jet tub. My own family is fairly well off, but this place even tops where I live. For a second in my mind I imagine taking a bath with Luciano – so hot. Luciano takes me back downstairs. We walk through his spacious living room and enter his kitchen.
"What would you like to drink," he says pulling different items out of the refrigerator.
I see different juices and liquors.
"Surprise me."
He quickly makes up a drink and hands it to me. I have never even drunk alcohol before. He saw me look at them and he seems to get a little nervous.
"It's not very strong, if you want, I'll make a virgin one for you."
"No, it's fine." I say.
It is time to try new things. And this is the beginning of a new life for me. I take my first drink and he just stars at me with his dreamy, bedroom eyes. I feel very nervous and excited.
"Let's go to the pool," he says, gesturing his head toward the backyard.
I have never seen his backyard before and didn't even know he had a pool before today. Like the rest of the property the backyard is very large, it goes right up against a desert canyon. The pool is beautiful - kidney shaped with dark blue tiles. The water is crystal clear, it looks very inviting.
"Your whole place is beautiful."
"Thank you Jabin."
He points to a chair on the patio. I sit and he sits down next to me.
"So, Jabin, what's going on with you? Did you graduate this year?"
"Ya, I'll be going to college in the fall. I received a partial scholarship"
"That's great."
"You have an Italian accent. Is that where you were born?"
"Yes, my family came here when I was eleven years old. My father came here for work and for the opportunity that America provides. My parents put my two sisters and I through college. I was able to get my law degree 10 years ago. I originally got in with a law firm in Chicago after I graduated, but I was transferred to Salt Lake City to start an office here. I've been very happy working with this firm."
Luciano is obviously very well off, but he comes across as extremely humble and gracious.
"Wow, that's great."
"So Jabin, what do you do in your spare time."
"Well, I work out a lot, and I hang out with my friends. I also like video games, although I usually have to play at my friends because my parents are very strict about what I do `under their roof'"
Luciano smiles, "Uh-huh, and do you have a girlfriend?"
My stomach is getting a few butterflies now.
"No".
Luciano leans back in his chair and looked out towards the pool.
"You know Jabin; we live in a very conservative area. Do you share in the same beliefs?"
He's obviously referring to the heavy Mormon presence here.
"Well, I do share in some of the same values, but I can't say that I share the same beliefs."
"What values do you share with them?"
"Well, I definitely believe in the basic moral virtues, basically I think it boils down to treating others how you would like to be treated."
"What are your feelings about homosexuality?"
I decide that I'm going to give Luciano something to work with; I would go out on a limb. "I think that sexuality is not defined as rigidly as they would define it." Luciano eyes widen and he smiled and looks at me.
"Well, Jabin, I would definitely agree with that. How would you define your sexuality?"
Boy, I think to myself, he is definitely a lawyer.
"Well, to be honest with you, I'm really not sure. I mean I think I have felt an attraction to girls, but I know I am definitely attracted to men. I don't know if it's just a phase I'm going through or what."
He is looking right through me with those piercing eyes.
"Well Jabin, what you feel is not uncommon. In fact I will tell you right now that I am very attracted to you. When I met you before I could tell you are different, and I'm not talking just about being gay. I could tell you had an open mind that was interested in exploring new possibilities. I find that exciting and attractive. Not that you need anything else to make you attractive. You are a beautiful, beautiful boy, body and mind, and I would really like to get to know you."
My mind is reeling, Luciano is an even more amazing guy then I had even imagined.
"Well, I think I would like to get to you know you too. I'm attracted to you too Luciano... this is difficult for me, because I have no experience," I mumble, looking down at the floor.
H puts his finger under my chin and lifts my head so I can see his smiling face. "Jabin, if you ever feel uncomfortable, please tell me. It is important to me that you enjoy this experience."
"Thanks Luciano."
"Do you want to go swimming?"
"That sounds great", I said. "Where can I change?"
"Anywhere you want, Jabin", he says, throwing a wink my way. I chuckle a little.
"Okay, I'll go in the bathroom".
I change into my Speedo; I want Luciano to have a good look at my package and ass. I walk back out to the patio with the towel around my neck. Luciano isn't out there, he's probably changing. I walk up to the pool, taking in the beautiful scenery around me. The plants are all immaculately pruned; they look like they could be in a magazine. I hear Luciano behind me.
"Wow, bud, you really do work out, damn."
I feet a little embarrassed. I turn my head and see Luciano in his European style short swim suit. Without his shirt on, his muscles are even larger then I thought. His olive skin is so rich, and beautiful. His pecks are squarish and perfectly formed. His shoulders and arms are perfectly proportioned and totally cut. I can see a six pack and a treasure trail. Luciano is somewhat hairy, but it is trimmed short. I can also see a large bulge and a perfectly shaped ass and beautiful legs. "Looking pretty good yourself, Luciano."
"Thanks bud".
Luciano is so incredibly humble, every time I compliment him, he blushes and seems embarrassed. He hands me my drink. I take a long swig and then put my towel and drink down. I sit down on the edge of the pool and put my legs in. He sits right next to me so our skin is touching. He looks over at me.
"How do you feel?", he asks, his lips next to my ear.
"Really good."
He puts his arm around my shoulder and before I can even look at him, he leans over and falls into the water and takes me with him. We fall into the water and he wraps his arms around me. I can feel his defined chest and large biceps hugging me. For some reason, I feel totally at ease. I can actually be a claustrophobic person at times, but at that moment I felt like I was in heaven. I feel his lips touch mine and I can't believe it, I have wanted this so bad. I have never even kissed a guy before. He gently kisses me underwater; I feel his tongue touch my lips gently. I open my eyes underwater and see him through the bubbles, our eyes make contact, and we just gaze into each others eyes while we kiss. This goes on for sometime until Luciano take us up for air. We both stand and are chest high.
"I hope you don't mind Jabin," he said.
"Not at all." He puts his hand on my back and slides it to the small of my back. I look at him and he looks right into my eyes. Drops of water are running down his hair, face, and neck, he looks like a Greek statue. He goes underwater and I can feel him touch my foot. Then I see that he is sucking on my toe. He then kisses me up to my knee and then to my upper thigh.
He surfaces, wipes off his face, "I know you are a virgin". I feel a little embarrassed.
"I want to savor this, how long can you stay."
"Well, I don't work until the day after tomorrow."
"Great I'd like you to stay with me so we can get to know each other".
"I would like that Luciano". He gives me another big smile that just makes me crazy,
"Let's see who can hold their breath the longest."