Itself

Copyright 2011 FredFrench

All events are fiction. Must be, at least, 18 years old too read this. This contain scene of explicit sexual activities between adult males. Please play safe, respect yourself and others used a condom.

Sorry if its not as good as it could be, I?m French so please forgive my grammar, thank you.

Chapter 1

It?s a bright sunny day outside. Summer finally came, warming the bones, frozen by the humid winter that just came too past. The inviting blue sky is calling me but I lay inside, locked to my computer doing actually nothing of significance. My conscience as a way to make equation in my head: hard work plus rent coming equal a lazy day off after six days of work. That logic is good enough for me.

Even if I barely could make it through the month, I never slacks my budget in the food department. That should explain to you my ?large but not as it could be? frame. I look more like a football player. Just enough mass to say I?m beef, not enough too say I?m obese. The fur covering my body from head too toes only serves to put me on the bear side of things. I?ve always been attracted to them, those huge hirsute daddy male specimen types, you know the kind, and yeah you do.

The only reason why I?m still single in this ?must be in couple or your lame? world, is that the man I?m attracted too usually end?s up only looking for quick encounter or long encounter but they have to go because their partner in there open relationship is waiting for them. There is like a secret law, in the gay bear world, that by the age 40 you must be married or at least, because of the state law, partnered. Is it a secret law or a social pressure? I could never truly figure it out.

The other factor that may explain my lonely state could be my height. Being 5?11 and a bottom in a world where average masculine height is 5?9, in Montreal that is, is kind of a stopper if you like big man.

A soft but unnecessary cold breeze fell on me, waking me from my day dream. Dammed, I was horny and so needed the relief. But the outside wasn?t really appealing. Still I decide I deserve a fuck, no matter how tire I was or at what horrifying hurly hours I was working tomorrow I was going to get that fuck. There was only one place I could get it, the place were most horny men gather; the sauna.

A quick clean up, and off I was.

The sauna had two parts too it, the upper floor was the place with the Jacuzzi and the actual sauna. Now the basement was only a dark narrow corridor with small rooms that got plywood for walls. It?s not very discreet. Even with the radio on in each room, you still could hear the moaning and groaning of the copulating humans.

I can always remember my first time in this establishment, there was a bottom that was getting it so good he was screaming joy. That or he was a dramaturge, a Shakespearian classical actor, declaring is replies for all the audience to hear ?AH! AH! YES THY COCK IS FAIR TO MINE BOWEL. THOU GO FASTER, THOU GO LIKE A HORDING STEED?. I still got the memory of how much I silently laugh at his demeanour as I honestly felt he was faking.

So I paid up my room, strip naked and went directly to the Jacuzzi. I was a little unsure of what would await me since I don?t usually go to places like this. But I needed the sex.

I needed it Bad.

There was a few men already there, in the Jacuzzi, just relaxing, waiting to get serviced. As soon as I step in, a circle of men gathered around me. Most of them were much older then I was. There were all different. Some big, other smaller, chubs, hairy and a few smooth.

A big men approach me, slipping is hand to my dick with a big grin on is face. He had a small beard and I started to play with it. Then, I felt an other hand on my body; this one was caressing my furry pecs and pinching my nipple. It belongs to a man covered in tattoos. I was happy my party was on its way. I reach out and grab the dicks of the men rubbing me. Both of their organs were big and fully hard. In front of me was a small pocket bear, he was about 5?6 and well build. He came to me and kissed me. Inserting is tongue in my mouth while the others were feeling him. I was so hot I couldn?t wait any longer. Escaping from the Jacuzzi I went on the floor on all four. This was the cue for the others. The pocket bear came around inserting is big dick in my mouth. He did not even wait for me to start the sucking motion. He just pushed all the way down my throat. Grabbing my hair he then proceeds to fuck my skull without mercy.

As he was using my mouth, the big bearded guy came behind me. I could see him he was about 6? for 250lbs of mass. He lowered his head to my ass and licked my hole good. His tongue was inside me, swirling joy through my body. The tattoo guy was no were to be found. The pocket beard was now screaming is lust. ?Yeah suck that cock bitch. Come on big guy. Get it all the way down.? I was so turn on.

Then the bearded guy stopped rimming me. I heard him open a condom pack, rolling it on is dick. Good thing he played safe because with the dick in my mouth I could not stop him.

?Alright slut, get ready to be fuck.?

He tried to push is cock head inside but my ass was too tight. It certainly did not stop him from pushing it more.

?Dammed that whore is so tight. Come on cunt push out so I can come in?

The pocket beard finally let go of my head, letting me gasp for air. He then slap my face telling me ?go on bitch. Open your ass for my daddy. Let is fuck meat do its magic.?

Obeying what he said I took my hand and spread my ass cheek wide. The bearded guy started laughing. The head of is cock finally slid in me, causing me great pain. As he pushed is dick forward, he pushed my head down too the floor. Seeing that, the pocket bear step on my head with is foot, keeping it down.

I came in to get fucked, I was raped. The worst part is, I liked it. The pocket beard kept insulting me telling me how much of a whore I was. The daddy guy finally pushed is cock all the way inside me, deep to his hairy balls. I was screaming my pleasure, begging him to fuck me more.

He started to piston my ass hard, sending wave of pleasures through my body. I was in ecstasy. The pocket bear kept is foot on my head, and made me suck on is big toe while is husband wad destroying my anus.

I heard footstep and people talking coming our way. It was the tattoo guy that came back with some friends. There was one who was a red head, an other that looked way over 60, a muscle gym rat with a big smile and a few others that looked all different. The only thing that was the same for all of them, was the lust in there eyes.

Jerking there cocks; they all came in circle around me. They all watched as my ass was being ploughed. Suddenly, the daddy threw me on my back, sit on my torso and let go of a massive load right on my face. I got some in the eye but a little bit got in my nose making me sneeze for all the audience too laughs.

He looked at me with a big smile, proud of what he as done. He lifted himself up went and kissed his pocket bear, leaving me on the floor with my ass gaped.

As soon as those two left, my ass was already taken by a guy. With cum in my eye I couldn?t clearly see whom it was. Is dick was small, the smallest in the crowd. In order too get the dominant virility vibe is penis could not give, he slap my face hard many time.

He also put on a condom, but that did not stop him to cum in my mouth. He force my jaw open with is strong hand and let go of a huge load. After I swallow his manly juice, I heard him clearing is throat. He simply spit in my mouth. I swallowed is wad at the same time I was cuming. I came on his feet. He then proceed to make me lick my cum.

My ass was totally exposed, witch gave the place to the old man too make me feel is years of expertise. After liking all of my cum off is feet, the guy grab me by my hair and lifted my face up. All the guys spitted on me. Some had big wad other small but they kept on spitting until my face was entirely covered.

I went into slut mode, feeling greater by the minute. Each of them fucked my ass and came on my face or on the floor making me lick it. As I was getting abuse, I notice a guy in a corner. He did not had a hard on, and was looking directly into my eyes. He was a dream come true. About 6?3, I guessed 220 lbs of muscle with light blond fur all in the right places. His deep green eyes had a tint of sadness as he was looking me getting fucked. This is when I had enough, beside my room hour was expire.

After taking the last load in my mouth, I went off to the shower. Most men were sad that I was leaving others laugh and told me to come any time.

As I was washing the cum off my body, I was approach by many guys. Most of them asked me if I wanted to become their slave. After such a show there?s always some horny old pervs that want to take the party too there house.

While I was talking to them the blond guy was no were to be seen. I was sad that he did not join in the fun. Even soft, his meat was of more then decent size.

After the shower I went straight to the room I rented, even if I did not use it at all. As I was picking up my things, ready to go, when there was a gentle knock on the door. It was the blond dude. He was more handsome from up close. He had some really big arm completed with rugged, manly hands. His legs were also very muscular. But I could not get all the detail, he was so big. Exactly my type; a strong football player.

I was so impressed I could not speak.

-hi? he said

-hi? I muttered, not even sure he heard me.

-it was quite a show you put up back there.

• Yeah? dammed it, he was a slave seeker.

• are you feeling ok after such a fuck?

-yeah I?m ok?

• I notice none of the guy? gave you? how could I say this, hum affection.

Who fucking cares. I wasn?t in for affection I was in for a fuck. This guy no mater how hot he his, was seriously getting on my nerves.

I did not answer him. At first I couldn?t look him in the eye because he was so massive but now, he simply pissed me off. He did not even step in to fuck me.

As I ignore his comment, he kept looking at me. Then he came up and took me into his arms. His strong hand was on my back, holding me close. My head was at the height of his torso. I could feel his chest hair rubbing against my skin. With his other hand, he gently lifted my chin and made me look into his eyes. The green eyes were overflowing with tenderness. His face was getting closer to mine. His lips open. I could feel his warm breath on my neck.

I panicked. I pushed him off me, he didn?t offer any resistance. I took my thing and stormed out. I could feel my face burning. When I got out, I realized the sky was already dark.

Tomorrow I would be so sour.

Chapter 2

I woke up totally sour. My mouth and legs were completely numb. My ass did not also recover from the previous night. While in the shower, I still could insert two of my fingers in there.

I felt terrible.

I had been fuck by at least 15 guys. I had eat cum and spit. I had been an whore. I remember how last night I was so into it. Now I regret it all.

But the thing I regret most is the massive blond guy. I can still picture his lips opening. I remember the feeling of his breath against my neck.

Dammed, I am such a fool.

I dressed up to go to work.

I work in a vegetarian buffet. The meals are all vegetarian but the quality of the ingredients does not make it healthier. The restaurant is on the second floor of a commercial building. With pretences of quality, the place his usually packed during lunch hour. I never knew what was so great about salads but apparently people can?t to them at home.

It was still dark outside when I enter the building. I open all the lights, ready the oven. Prepare the work place for the colleagues that come in only an hour later.

Its one of the things I like working in this joint. The other thing I like is called Robert, the delivery guy. About my size but much older. He as a nice dick and fortunately, for both of us, he likes to get suck.

And today he was delivering, oh yeah.

Having sex in a restaurant freezer isn?t at all romantic. You?re stuck with food everywhere and unidentifiable smells.

Robert came in this morning, he were blues jeans and a heavy coat. He didn?t shave. He is about my height and average looking. The years in is truck made him rugged and strong. Even if he does not have the biggest arms around, his way stronger then most gym addict.

Yelling with is great voice ?hey Fred, how are you this morning?

-fine I reply,

-I got a big load today, where do you want it?

This was our code, he wanted sex.

I had just been fucked yesterday; I forgot I could get fucked today. What the hell I?ll suck just for principles.

-drop your pants and I?ll show you.

For the two year we?ve know each other I never saw anything else from his body but is face, hands and cock. He always kept is close on. He never hugged nor kissed me. It was all pleasure.

As soon as I?ve said those words, his fly was open his cock hard pointing in my direction.

His cock is about 8 inches long but it?s thin and long with a nice arrow head.

I stated by licking the tip of his penis. His cock tense at the excitement. I then proceed to lick it all the way to the based. When his prick was totally wet, I return to the tip and slowly took it inside my mouth. I sucked the end for about a minute, teasing him. Then without any warning, I deep throat him, took the entire penis in, until I reached the pubes.

Robert growled of pleasure.

I kept on suck and sucking until he said ?okay buddy him about to cum!?

He said earlier that he had a big load, and he was right.

Five massive rope of cum rushed in my mouth. I barely could swallow it all down. I kept his penis in my mouth, sucking out the last drop. It felt full.

• Thanks Fred.

• My pleasure.

He was gone.

I remain alone for about twenty minute before the rest of the crew arrived.

Again it was a busy day at the restaurant. People coming in, starve and impatient. They took what they want leaving others too clean after them. I was cleaning one of those messes. On all four, scrubbing pineapple squishes off the floor. Two end of expensive shoes stopped right in front of my face. Looking up, I saw the last person I wanted too see. My closes were covered in stains of various colors. My few hairs remaining were inside an ugly fish net. I was sweating, smelled bad and holding pineapple remains in my hand.

The handsome blond guy from the sauna was looking straight at me. He had sort of an amused expression. Dammed I looked ugly.

He were a nice cut suit that show his, what I believe was, comfortable chest.

I was looking into his olive eyes.

I must have been staring for a long time. My boss yelled from behind the counter:

?Hey Fred what are you doing? There?s plates too fill hurry up! No time for a break?

The blond guy gave sort of a sorry look.

Taking the pineapple and what remained of my pride I headed for the kitchen.

I kept looking through the class window of the kitchen door to see if I could spot the handsome blond. Much too my deception, he was not here anymore.

The rest of the day went really smooth; I mean when you work in a restaurant you don?t have time too worry about killing feet or headaches. You have to keep on working until the end. Then when you get home, your just too happy to relax, you forget everything about your day, as if it never happen except the blond dude looked hot.

Really hot.

Shower time.

I set myself on my couch, glass of water on the side with some crackers ready for a good evening of cocooning, reading a novel. As soon as my butts sit on the couch, my door bell rang. When I answer it was the least person I expected.

My friend: Alexander.

He his as old as I am, 22 that is. He is slick like a twink but with a hairy body. Given is age he as a lot of experience in the sex department. He started young, way too young for my taste. Unfortunately he wasn?t too young for others to enjoy.

Outgoing and over friendly with a touch of effimacy, is sort of a typical gay guy. The one you can spot a mile away.

-hiiiiiiiiiiii, how are you? Omg you?re not staying inside are you? Fred when will you learn?

-hi, yes, never

-okay so anyway you never gonna believe what happened to me last night.

-I doubt it.

-promess me your not gonna judge and all with your ?principle?

Dammed those principle I knew I shouldn?t got them, but they were on sale

-no Alexander I?m not going to juge you.

-great because last night I got fisted!!!

-what?

-FISTED!!!!!

I stare at him with a blank faced. I never knew anyone in my life to have been fisted. I must have looked shocked because he stand there looking at me. There was some worry in his eyes. Not worries of being juge but more being shut out.

-I sooo knew you were going to react like that.

He sited on my couch, looking actually exhausted. Before this very moment, I always saw him as being energetic or at least enthusiastic. The moment I looked into his face he looked old, way old. I felt for him such sadness, I wanted too hug him, too give his wrecked body and soul time too heal. I?ve always been afraid that is frivolities might bring him too harm. At least he said he?d never do drugs, to make sure to keep his shape. I believed him. Now that I saw him today, I wasn?t sure anymore.

His next sentence took me out of my reveries.

-and I met somebody too?

-what kind of somebody?

• you know, you dupe, the kind you want to be with.

-why are you not with him?

• don?t you ever date? You know you?re not supposed too rush things? I want to play the hard too reach.

His face had a weird expression. Was he ashamed of his behaviour?

-and most of all I think it?s the one!

How many times did I hear that before. I still can recite all of there names, like if it was a children song: Marco, Stephan, Jake, Diego, Diego, Michel, Larry, Lan, Earl, Diego, Diego, Martin and Diego. Diego was a big thing, no pun intended.

-right and what is name?

-Bob!

-Bob?

-yes Bob!

-okay?

-what wrong with is name?

-nothing, so anyway how did meet him.

-it was Friday so two days ago.

-were did you guys meet?

-do you want to hear it?

-I just asked didn?t I?

-right so anyway, I was out, as you should be, Friday night. I went to this club; it?s a leather men club. I never usually go to places like that, the drinks are horrible, and there was. So anyway I went with some new friend that wanted too try the place. You should have seen the place it was soo not in. Its was sort of dark, smelled like piss, everything looked sticky erk! Anyway we took some place order some beer; they didn?t sale much anything else. Then after a few minute I got bored and decide to go dancing with the bears. There were all your type I?m sure, all real bear, with tattoos and all. So I went and wiggle my as on the dance floor. Soon a lot of men gathered around me. Some of them rub there belly on my back as I was dancing. I could also feel there bulges through there pants. I was getting all the attention, you know how I like it. At some point I got sandwiched between two of them, and we started kissing. Hands were groping me everywhere but I did not care I was out for some fun right? So anyway we head off to the backdoor.

So the placed was really narrow and the lights were all red, like in a sm dungeon, do you think it was a sm dungeon? Anyway both the men were real hairy and I mean hairy. They started by stripping me naked. Then they simply took there cocks out of there pants. They push me on the floor. As soon as I got on my knee I started sucking the first cock I saw. It was a thick cock. Omg there were even some hair on the cock lol, I took it all in anyway. After a few minutes one of the guys started to play with my ass, finger fucking me. I liked it a lot. After a while the guy I?ve been fucking turned me around bend my head and plunge is penis deep into my ass in one stroke. I sucked the other guy of course. I haven?t notice the others around. I was so the center of attention like a flower center piece ah! So after a while the guy in my ass came, totally giving me a cream pie.

-what you let a guy fucked you bareback?!!

-so anyway I get checked like every month or so, its not like id get hiv right away.

-what about other diseases?

-what about them? And don?t stop the narrative flow. Beside who cares, there all curable and I?ve know guys that did worst and got nothing. So f.y.i. doesn?t panic okay. Anyway the guy I was sucking changed position and started fucking me. He came real quick, like two minutes or so but then, get this, a black guy approached me. His dick was huge. It was the biggest thing ever. So like, I was nervous. He tried at first but my ass wasn?t stretched enough. So others came and fucked me, hoping too loose up my hole. I sucked the black guy?s dick. I was hard too get it in my mouth. It almost broke my jaw lol!. So then all of them fucked me good, there must have been at least six guys or so. The black try again. This time, even if it was hard he pushed until it was in. It hurt so good. I thought he would go slowly, but no way, he went ballistic in my ass. The others around were all amaze. The only thing that?s good about monstrous size dick is that there always softer then average size ones. So when he?s done fucking and ready to cum, instead of going in my ass like the others, he pushed me down on the floor and came on my face. Has I was taking my breath, he started pissing. Omg it was so gross but then I didn?t have the energy too fight back. The other took it as a sigh and pissed on me too? that?s why it smelled so like piss in there. After a while I started to enjoy it. So when there were all gone I was hoping to get to my close real soon. So Bob came. He?s manly and chubby, he brought my close. He said he was impressed with me and offer took me to his home. I followed. When we got to is place he bent me to the floor and pissed on me. My close was totally soaked. So he said with a grin ?sorry about that, guess better put it in the wash machine?. We fucked for a while. Then he showed me his toys. So many dildos! Lol more then I got and way bigger. So he started with small and went for bigger. After a while he started to insert is fingers. I complain but he gave me something too sniffs, you know poppers. Smelled like an old car right? So after that my head was swirling and the first thing I knew, his hand was in my ass! He fucked me like that for at least an hour. I took the popper often during that but I came like three times!?

With that Alexander started laughing. I did not want to ear anymore of his story. I felt sick but most importantly I felt sorry for him. I looked at him again and I could clearly see that something was wrong. He never acted such foolishly.

At the same time I was intrigue. How could it feel to get pissed on? A lot of gay guy do it.

It mustn?t be so bad. Alexander kept talking, but I wasn?t listening. After some tea and two hours, Alexander left. I promised him I?d go too that club with him.

I was sad, but also very shocked.

But never as shocked as I would be tomorrow.

To be continued?

Thanks for reading folks :).