This is actually the continuing story of Leo and James.
Afterabout 6 months of corresponding back and forth, Joseph and I finally decided forme to move to Chicago, so we could see each other more. Anthony and I hadpredictably split as the result of me falling in love with Joseph, but it wasan agreeable one. He even helped me pack up to move, wishing well when I left.
Joseph lived on the south side with his wife, and Igot an apartment close by, so we could see each other as much as possible. Overtime, he and I spent more and more time together, our bond growing stronger.Joseph was unhappy in his marriage, and very happy with our relationship. Theonly pitfall was that we had to keep things on the down low since he was aminister and married. But we hoped thatone day things could change. On our one-year anniversary of meeting each other,Joseph dropped some big news on me.
We had just finished fucking and I was on my belly,Joseph's sperm buried deep inside of me. He lay beside me, caressing my buttcheeks. "How does it feel to have my babies swimming around inside you?" heasked.
"Wonderful Joseph, sometimes I wish I could be yourwife, get pregnant, and have a proper family with you."
Joseph laughed. "Hell no. One of the reasons I loveyou so much is I can fuck you over and over without worrying about that. Ilived that life, ready for something different."
Most people would be offended by his abruptness andbrutal honesty, but I took comfort in it, that he was honest in his feelingsand I would not have to wonder about where he stood. "Like what?" I asked.
"Just something different. Since we met I`ve beenthinking about changing a lot, myministry, my marriage, my lifestyle. I mean, being with you has been quite achange for me, and I like it. You can probably teach me a few things." Josephcontinued stroking my ass, kissing my shoulder.
"So what are you saying Joseph?" I asked as I turnedto my side to face him.
"I'm interested in the gay lifestyle. I'm stronglyattached to you, as a man. The way you suck my dick, lick my balls, eat myasshole and most importantly your amazing ass. I've never felt anything thatgood. So yeah, I want to spend more time with you, go with you to the placesyou go, hang with the people you hang with. I'm tired of us having to hide.,"said Joseph, kissing my lips softly. "I love you James."
"And I love you too Joseph. But I'm okay with us theway things are. I mean, I don't want anything to come between us, and yourmarriage, job and family are important to you. I realize that and accept it."
"You've been great James, patient and supportive.But I got to do something for me, for us. I've decided to quit the ministry anddivorce my wife."
I sat up, astonished. Joseph was always real abouteverything. What he said he was going to do, he always followed through, so Ihad no doubts about his plans. "Damn, Joseph. I don't know what to say. This isgreat news, really great news."
"You are ready for this aren't you?"
"Absolutely! But I hope it doesn't cause you toomuch distress to have to go through all this."
"It just needs to be done, and something I want todo. The wife and I haven't been getting along lately and things at the churcharen't so good either. Looking forward, there's things I want to do with youand that's what I am focusing on. It's a no brainer and I'm ready to deal withthe consequences."
"No doubt you can deal with it all Joseph. And you willlet me know if there's anything I can do."
"We'll talk about it James, I'm thinking within afew weeks the hard part will be done. Just keep yourself available for thosetime when I might need to, you know,release."
I thought about how Joseph often referred to me ashis object of sexual desire but didn't mind at all. He had pent up emotions andlust that needed to be release. But I would be there for him and prepared forthe ups and downs that typically came with someone going through what he wasabout to. He was smiling at me, running his hand through my hair. There was anextended silence between us.
"But once all this is done," continued Joseph, "thebiggest change will be us having to move."
"I'd love for us to live together," I said, holdingon to his large, masculine hand. Joseph made me feel more womanish that anyoneelse.
"In a different city," said Joseph.
"Oh," I thought for a moment, realizing that Josephwas about to burn some bridges and would best be in a different environmentaltogether.
"I've already made some contacts in Vegas. Got abuddy out there who is going to set me up with a job, but we'd have to go outthere and find a place."
"You have given this a lot of thought, Joseph," Isaid. I was somewhat perturbed by the fact that I was not included in plans tochange my life in such short notice but didn't want to sound skeptical. "Thisis a lot."
"And I know just what you are thinking James. Yougot yourself a decent job and friends here in Chicago and you are just settlingin." I started to speak but he hushed me with his finger. "And this is a bigmove for me too. I am doing this for you and me, we both have to sacrifice."
"Understand Joseph. I love you and will do whatevernecessary for us."
"Good boy," said Joseph, ruffling his hand throughmy hair. "Now get my coffee and come right back."
"Right away Sir," said as I got from under thecovers. Before I could leave the bedside, Joseph pulled me into him, hugging metight. "I like the way you said Sir. Another reason why I love you so much, youare so damn obedient," he said, giving my neck quick kisses. "Now go," he said,giving my naked butt a good whack as I stood up. I took odd comfort in doingthings for Joseph when he demanded. He had always been real with me and honest.I figured the least I could do is return it, let him know how much I adored,and worshiped him.