It Has Always Been You

By Harry Scott Hayden

Published on Dec 21, 2016

Gay

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A disclaimer: This story is fictional. Some of the things that happened or will happen to Michael and Nick. Parts of the characters are fictional as well. All other characters were made up and any similarities are just coincidental. This is a gay romance between teenage boys, there may be sex, but for the most part, it's about their true love of each other so if that offends you, please discontinue reading. Also, if it is illegal for you to read such material, you have been warned.

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Mikael was so shocked and speechless when Nick had lunged at him. Nick was hugging him ever so tightly and was crying on his shoulders. Not recovering from the whole shocking and unexpected situation, Mikael did not seem to know how to react. He just basically stands there rooted to the ground and felt the tight warmly embrace from Nick. It felt so comfortable.

Nick's body was shaking lightly as he cried on Mikael shoulder. Nick was not sure why was he ever got to be so emotional right when he first saw Mikael standing at the door. Nick had thought he would be strong when he got to face Mikael, but the very instance when he saw Mikael face as the door opened, Nick was so overwhelmed with his guilty emotions that he broke down and rushed in to hug Mikael and crying at the same time while hugging Mikael tightly and not wanting to let Mikael go.

That was not the very first thing he thought of reacting and wanted to do, once he returned from the unplanned miserable trip. He thought that he would be manly enough to have a sit down with an explanatory conversation with Mikael. But at the first glance of Mikael face, it brought in a difficultly, pressured sense of guilt and shame, which had taken over his manly composure and turned him into a whimpering guy.

He knew how wrong he had been to Mikael and he was there and readied to do some serious explanation to Mikael about the whole situation. Mikael need to hear from him first before Mikael could ever made any drastic assumption. The trip in it self was not enjoyable as he was force into it and honestly, he did not really enjoyed the trip at all, and if it was possible, he did not even want to go, but Amy and his mother had forcefully asked him to go in spite of his disagreement.

"Mikael, I am so sorry for dissing you on our planned date and for not trying to contact you. It was not my intention at all. I certainly did not plan for it to happen and honestly, I was really excited and looking forward to seeing you, but, but it seems that my mother and Amy had planned for me by surprised." Nick tried hard to explain to Mikael. He only managed to converse in a whispering voice into Mikael ears while he was sobbing sadly on Mikael shoulder.

Mikael had observantly been looking at Nick situation, his heart began to melt with sadness at Nick's predicament and tried as much to understand Nick's situation. He raised his hands up to grab hold of the Nick waist in a tight embrace as his eyes began to water with tears that slowly started to stream down his handsome face.

Nick could feel Mikael was hugging him tight, he slowly pulled Mikael closer and smashing away any air pockets that was between their body out of the way. The feeling of Mikael warm body kind of soothed him a lot and eventually had made him feel more calm. He gently pulled himself away from Mikael, parting a bit from each other and leaned in to kiss Mikael on his soft lips. The kissed was prematurely stopped as the door was still wide opened and they were worried that the neighbors might got to see what they were doing.

They parted immediately and Mikael spontaneously lead Nick to the living room without ever easing their hugs from each other. Mikael had Nick seated on the long sofa and he sat beside Nick. Mikael went back to hugging Nick once again and they kissed more deeply and passionately. Nick reciprocated Mikael action by returning his kiss with lots of tongue jostling. It meant a lot to Nick as he presume it was a way for Mikael in forgiving him for all that he had done.

Once they were fully satisfied with kissing one another and as Nick had pretty much calmed down, Mikael had requested for Nick to tell him everything that was going on from the very beginning of the situation. But before Nick could narrated the story, Mikael quickly made a quick dashed to the kitchen and returned with two cans of Dr. Pepper cola to quench their thirst. It was the both of them favorite carbonated drinks. They once again get themselves situated and Nick began to tell Mikael to everything that need to know.

Yesterday scene.....

Nick still remembers the whole scenario of what really happens yesterday morning. He was really looking forward to the day of spending time with Mikael. So he had planned the day before to sleep in late and to get ready by nine thirty, just good a time to see Mikael at ten.

But his sleep was disturbed as he was shaken to wake up by his mother saying that Amy was waiting for him downstairs. He groaned yet he had to rise and got his shirt on before going downstairs to meet Amy. In his sleepy stupor, he walks down the stairs and met Amy, who was readily dressed up and smiling looking at him.

"What are you doing here so early in the morning?" Nick had asked Amy with a frowned on his temple.

"This is a surprised planned I had made for the both of us. So hurry up go and showers and so we can get going." Amy was smiling widely at Nick.

"What...what planned...what surprised...?" Nick was still looking all confused at Amy.

"Well, I had told and asked for permission from your mother about this short vacation in the city, last week. It will be just the two of us over the weekends, where we can have some alone time, from all of our friends. You do not have to worry Nick, as I had already booked everything and we were expected to arrive at the hotels in three hours time." Amy had tried to explain to Nick without ruining its initial agenda on her mind.

"What? Mother, you knew about all this and you did not tell me?" Nick sounded a bit agitated to his mother. He could not believe that his owned mother was playing a part in it. "If I tell you, then it will not be a surprised. Am I not right Nick?" His mother spoke chirpily as ever. Like a proud mother seeing her children went on a date for the first time.

"But... but... but I've already got plans...." Nick was stuttering and was not able to continue his speech as he was cut in by his mother.

"There is no but Nick. This is as good as it gets for the both of you to get some alone time to get acquainted with each other." Nick mother snapped at him. "Now you go up to your room to shower and get yourself ready to go on this vacation with Amy."

Nick was looking at both Amy and his mother and he already knew he could not argue with both of them. He turned his head away from them and saw his father standing at the doorway to the kitchen looking at all of them with a sad face. He understood his father situation with his mother as he had not much said in the decision-making by his mother.

Like a child being apprehended and punished, he made his way upstairs to the bathroom to shower. While in there he was angry with Amy, angry with his mother who had so much controlled of his life. He felt extremely sad for Mikael as he was going to be away from him. Once he showered and pack some clothing for his trip, he wanted to call Mikael and explained to him of the running situation, but as he was about to dial Mikael numbers, his mother had shouted for him to hurry up.

He quickly gathers his bag with his clothing inside and went downstairs to meet all of them. He was so shocked when his mother immediately asked for his hand phone upon seeing him at the staircase. She told him that he would not need them in this vacation as she does not want him and Amy to be distracted. She had hoped that Nick just to enjoy his time with Amy. Amy was grinning widely with Nick's mother's suggestion as she knew that Nick would never go against his mother wishes and commands. Nick tried to protest as he had not gotten a chance to call to Mikael. But his mother will not barge with her decision.

Sadly, with a heavy heart he left with Amy, as the cab was already waiting at his house, driveway and drove both of them away for the dreadful vacation. While the taxi was driving, rolling down along the road, Nick visions had caught on someone running lightly on the pavement by the road side in the direction of his house. As the figure got closer, he realized it was Mikael. His heart felt so much pain and was broken to pieces and he felt so sad. He looked away so Mikael will not able to see him, sitting at the back of the cab. He was all quite throughout the whole journey to the city center and to the hotel.

End....

Nick had tried to explain to Mikael every detail and not to forget anything. His eyes began to water again. Mikael saw the tears and quickly leaned in and kiss both of Nick eyes, tasting the saltiness of it along the way. Nick smiled at Mikael reactions. He felt so much love coming from Mikael. The way he felt at that moment like he was on cloud nine, feeling free and so much love shared between him and Mikael. With that feeling in his heart, he had made the most important decision he ever had in his life. What is it? Only God knows.

As for Mikael, he was still not sure where they both stand in this situation. He knew he was very much in love with Nick and not at all surprised for Nick to just rush back to him to apologize and it kind of softened his heart. His anger that had been building in his heart toward Nick, had somehow, slowly yet surely, diminished away from his heart with time. He wanted to give all of him to Nick but he had reservation with it.

As everyone knew Nick was still, sort of attached with Amy and it was the only walled that was built between them. Mikael did not know how to break it off, and to see Nick says and behaving the way he was right there and then, Mikael knew that the wall had slowly crumbling down in his favor.

All the while he was holding on to Nick, he did wonder what Nick and Amy had done during the vacation.

"Did they had sex?"

"Did they had a good time? "

"Did they enjoyed each other company?"

"Did they, did they, did they...arrrrg!"

As for the moment, Mikael was just enjoying the time with Nick. He cannot decide anything yet as his head was still in a mess. They were sitting side by side on the sofa holding on each other tight and enjoyed each other company while watching movies on Netflix. They stayed indoors throughout the day, ordering pizza for dinner and had a peaceful time eating together. TheyHugging each other tight and kissing and rubbing each other body occasionally. Nick only left for home when Mikael father came back from work.

What a day... oh.... what a day!

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Next: Chapter 31: Madder Than Before


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