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"Is this for real?"
Chapter 1
"Is this for real, am really alone?" said Daniel while he sat on his bed with his arms rapped around his legs. It is now the first day of spring vacation, Daniel who, 15 years old, 5"3, brown hair, hazel-green eyes, and 130 lbs, never really had a lot of friends and never had a girlfriend because he was...gay. Going threw high school and being gay was hard, hard to not let people know, hard to be yourself, and hard to meet and be with any one.
"Who is it?" he said as some one knocked on the door. His mother opened the door and said, "What's wrong honey?"
He looked up at her with his teary eyes and said, "Leave me alone...like everyone else!"
Astonished by what he had said she just stood there and began to cry "Why would you say that Danny...to your own mother?" she exclaimed.
"I don't want to talk to you or any one else!" he yelled. Shocked she retorted by saying "Why are you be-."
"I'm gay mom are you happy now? Now you know why I have no friends besides Cody" he yelled interrupting her.
Now truly shocked she just stood there and stood there... "You're... what-?"
"Yah mom I'm gay so now you know...come on mom ask me questions, bug me like always", he continued the yell.
Still not recovered yet she said in a hush "I still...love you no mater what" bowing her head a little as she did so.
Daniel, now shocked, said "You what?"
"I love you honey and it will never change, and you can talk to me about it if you want and I will always be there for you" she said with a loving voice.
"Mom I...I'm sorry...for yelling at you...I've done nothing but hate my self and you too...sorry."
As he started to cry his mother ran over to him and sat on the bed and grabbed him and said "Shhhhh...my little boy...don't cry...mama's here." They sat like that for hours.
Three days later Daniel and his mom sat at the breakfast table eating oatmeal and talking, "So have you ever...?"
Nearly chocking on his oatmeal Daniel said, "Of course not mom, I've even had a boyfriend."
A slight pause followed his mom's response, "I know Danny I'm sorry it's a normal question that I can't help but ask, I'm sorry. Honey when the time is right for you I'm sure you will make the right choice in your relationships" she said with a proud tone of voice.
Later that night Daniel went on the net to read up on other gay people his own age and the challenges they have faced. He found many web sites about the subject. He sat there at the computer for five hours just... reading. He read many articles about love and sex but also how to keep him self from getting hurt both emotionally and physically. Over the next four months school went as normal as possible and still, sadly, no friends besides his best friend Cody who, of course, is always there for him.
School is about to start after the summer vacation. Hopefully better than last he thought to him self. (BANG...BANG...) The knocking came as a no real shock to him as his mom got him up for the first day back at school.
"Wake up Danny ... School."
"K mom!" he said sleepily.
Slowly he rolled out of bed and began to get dressed and at the same time he felt kind of sick because it was still like starting at a new school because he still had no one. (BANG...BANG...BANG...)
"Are your up yet?" she yelled threw the door again, but this time with a stronger tone.
Frustrated Daniel said, in a stronger tone than his mothers, "I'm up now...ok!"
"We have to leave early today because of traffic ok" she said with some urgency.
Within 5 minutes they were in the car and on there way, "I want you to try to make some more friends ok? OK?" she said not with more enfaces than before,"Cody is a good kid but he can't be your only friend" she insisted.
"Yes mom I'll try ok, love yah". He hoped out of the car and said bye then began to walk toward the school when he saw...him. Daniel figured he was new by the way he was looking around and he also saw a map and his schedule in his hand, but something about him made Daniel attracted to him. He was no golden god but something just...well attracted him to the boy. He seemed to be about 15 years old with reddish brown hair, pure white-blue eyes and glasses, a shorter than Daniel too and he was kind of cute in a dorky way.
Danny sort of shrugged it off and continued his way to the library as he walks in he was meet by Mr. Hagen the librarian, "Hello Daniel how was your vacation good and a lot of reading I hope" he said with a smile.
"Morning Mr. Hagen, my summer was fine and yes (smiling as he said so) I did a lot of reading."
"So now I've come for more" he said smiling again.
"That's great to here Daniel," said Mr. Hagen with a curtain satisfaction, "Well you've come to the right place, you know where to look" he said as he walked away to help other students.
As Daniel walked towards the fiction section and there again he saw...him, he was sitting on the floor looking threw books. Many of the books he was looking at Daniel had read, and there again he stared at him, at his face, at his hair, at his gestures, and at how cute this boy seemed to him.
Not knowing how long he had stared Daniel jumped when the boy looked up and said "Hi."
What a voice Daniel thought to him self as he did so he hadn't noticed he replied, "Hi...I...I'm Daniel" he stuttered out in a complete daze.
He barely heard the boy's response "Hi I'm Randy...nice to meet you Daniel" he said in the cutest voice Daniel had ever heard.
Snapping back to reality Daniel responded, "It's nice to meet your voice...I mean you!" embarrassed by his own stupidity he began to blush and blush bad. Randy busted out laughing but not at him, with him because he thought it was sweet but he was afraid to say so, because it may happen again...
Sadly the bell interrupted there meeting, "Oh that's the bell... well I guess I'll see you around Randy."
Saddened by there short lived talk Randy replied "Ok then well... um...maybe we can see each other at lunch?"
"Sure um...I guess so... if... you want...?" replied Daniel inquisitively.
"Ok then," said Randy in a happy tone, "Well see-yah."
"Yah...um see-yah" said Daniel sadly. First and second period went by with out anything new. Then third came and Daniel got to the class first and sat down then buried his face in a book when he herd a voice that caused him to look away from the best part of the story to see him, Randy, asking Mrs. Sanderson if he had the right class, for a brief second he (Daniel) held his breath, "Yes Sir this is the right class, please pick a seat and begin reading the board class will start in a minute or two." He slowly walked to the back of the class and saw Daniel. Then and there he felt he had to have him, while watching his little reading posture and how cute he looked while reading shyly he said "Daniel?"
Startled by being interrupted he squeaked out "Hi, um...how are you?" trying not to sound exited about seeing him.
"Hi...I'm fine and you?" Randy said with a sort of nervousness in his voice.
"Good...do you want to sit here?" he said pointing at the desk closest to him.
"Sure...if...you want me to" said Randy with a sort of excitement in his voice.
"Yah... sure!" he responded this time with more excitement than before.
Randy sat down right next to Daniel and he felt happy. (Maybe he's...no he can be...can he?) "So...you like reading fantasy I see, so do I," he said slightly impatiently.
"Yah I love fantasy it's my favorite cause I slip into my own little world" the words just round out of his mouth so easily as though he had known him for ever.
"That's how I feel about it too."
"Really" said Daniel in an innocent voice.
"Ahem are you two done so that I may start my class? With your permission of course" she said with a rude and arrogant tone.
In unison they said "Yes Miss" in a monotone voice.
She began, "Good morning class, as you no doubt have guest I am Mrs. Sanderson-------------" and so on her voice droned out.
"He's so cute...what am I doing", he thought to himself, "he's not gay...but I am. Ask him, NO, YES", Daniel argued to himself.
At the same time, "GOD, He is so cute, I hope he is, but what if he isn't I don't want to hurt my self again, but if he is I have to try I think I may...love him", Randy thought to him self.
"Now I would like you all to get with a partner and get to know each other and then I want a half a page tomorrow on your partner ok. I want you to find out what they like and dislike, were they are from, and their goals in life. Well I guess that's it, let's get it going now everyone." (Her little interruption stopped there daydreams of one another and brought them back to reality.)
Without warning Randy moved his desk very close to Daniel, and startled him, because Daniel had not expected Randy to pick him over the cute girl next to him, who, was watching him throughout the whole talk by the teacher.
"Hi again...can I be your partner?" he said in the cutes little boy voice. Mesmerized by the way he asked his question Daniel stumbled over his sentence,
"Oh...yeah, sure if... you want to?"
"You sure, if you want to work alone I'll understand."
"NO!" Daniel yelled suddenly without realizing, the entire class stopped to see what the commotion was. In response Daniel's face turned bright red. (Shit, oh gods please don't let him beat me up!)
"Sorry" said Daniel in a low tone as he put his head back on the desk and began to whimper to low for anyone to here except for Randy, who was close to him. Just like that the class went back to what they were doing, not even caring about the seen just made.
Randy sat down in his desk that he had moved close to Daniel and tapped on Daniel, "Are you ok, I'm sorry if I did something to upset you" he said in a sweet innocent voice that calmed Daniel's tears.
Daniel managed to get out "I'm sorry, if you don't want to talk to me any more I will understand."
"Now why would I do something like that, you're my first friend, Daniel, and I can't do that to you or myself..." Randy said in the most loving voice Danny had herd besides his moms that day he told her his secret.
"Really?" said Daniel shocked by his response.
"Yah Daniel."
"You can call me Danny; everyone does...so you can too."
"Ok Danny, lets get started on the paper."
All of a sudden the bell rang and that meant the end of the third period.
"Oh crap we didn't even get started on the paper," said Randy in a very pissed off attitude.
"It's ok we still have lunch and maybe...never mind..." Danny said with a sort of anticipation and fear.
"Maybe what" exclaimed Randy?
"Nothing...just forget it k," he said trying to not think about what he had said.
"Please tell me please..." he insisted.
"Fine, um maybe one of us can go over the others house and do the paper there...what do you think."
"Well is sound cool but it can't be at my house cause my mom would freak if I asked her so maybe yours?" he said with a hint on enthusiasm.
"Sure, my mom will be ok with you coming over, but I have to ask first."
"Ok then, well it's a date," said Randy with out thinking.
"A what?" said Danny with a little hint of innocents?
Now realizing what he had said Randy tried to recover, "I MEAN, um... sorry I didn't mean, `date' I meant it as a plan or like saying its set."
"Oh, I know what you meant by it, it's ok, you don't need to explain" said Danny sadly. A pause soon followed the end of his sentence.
"Oh gods, um were going to be late if we stand here longer, well I'll see you in lunch ok?"
"Yah sure...ok, well bye Danny."
"Bye Randy."
Danny began to walk towards hi fourth period class as thought he was programmed to do so, all the while thinking of seeing Randy in lunch. Fourth went like a slow download of a big movie and then the bell rang to go to lunch. Daniel slowly went down the hall in a complete daze hoping he gets to see Randy. All of a sudden his eyes were covered and a deep voice, that sounded fake, said,
"Guess whom?"
"Um...I don't no...um maybe Randy?"
"No, who's Randy" said Cody removing his hands from Danny's face.
"Oh", said Danny embarrassed, "He's...um he's a new friend...yah...a new friend that I met in third".
"Oh? What kind' of friend'?" asked Cody in an impression of Sherlock Holms? Even though Cody was drop dead cute Danny had never really thought about him in the way he thinks about the other boys around.
"No he's not like that, at least I don't think he is...or maybe he is...I don't know" said Daniel as he drifted off into space.
Suddenly yanked back by some unknown force, called a sweet voice, the came from Randy. "Who's the `he' were talking about?" said Randy slightly lost walking in to a conversation a little late.
Noticing the apparent awkward situation Cody said "A character in my book", shaking a thick hard backed book.
Looking slightly disappointed Randy responded with an "Oh".
To fix this little situation Cody had to act, "Yes, well I'm Cody and you are" he said holding out his hand. Randy took up his hand and they shook, all the while Danny stood there admiring Randy's cuteness.
"I'm Randy" he said slightly fearful that Cody was Daniel's boy friend.
Soon followed an awkward pause "Well" said Cody breaking the awkward silence, "I'm going now, so Danny call me okay and nice to meet-yah Randy."
"Nice to meet you too Cody" he said still a little worried.
"Bye" said Danny somewhere in the noises of the lunch quad and his own thoughts. Noticing that Danny was staring at him he made a noise "Ahem".
Returning to reality fairly quickly Danny stumbled out "Sorry I was staring at your space, I mean "into" space". (Oh gods he's going to think in dumb!)
Daniels face went cherry red and Randy reacted fast by saying "Right, I know...its ok, you can't help but look at my stunning cuteness" and giving a little pose to finish it off.
Daniel busted out laughing mainly because of fear, embarrassment, and then relief of him not hitting him plus a little humor.
"So what do you want to do for lunch" said Randy, clearly trying to change the subject.
"Um I don't know...well we can eat...so...lets get some food. Cause I'm starving" followed Danny attempting to go along with the change.
"Sure...were do you want-a go" asked Randy, childishly.
Trying to keep his hormones down Daniel by suggested the McDonalds across the street and not to ask him if he wanted to fuck. They both quickly agreed on McDonalds and were on their way. All along the way they argued and agreed about who's the best reader and the best authors. After getting the food they sat in a small field that is situated in the front of the school.
"Danny", said Randy with an inquisitive squeak, "Um, so how do you and Cody know each other, if you don't mind me ask-en?"
This question caught him by surprise as Danny almost choked on his fries. "Um well, he's my best-friend and we share everything with each other and um, oh yeah, his mom and mine go to the meeting's togeth-." Danny had let it slip.
"Oops..."
"What meetings are those?" Sensing the fear and retraction of Daniel he quickly said with mush haste "But if you don't want to tell me then its ok" said Randy with a hint of fear.
"Um, well there... uh there-," Looking away. "Nice, huh", said Daniel attempting to change the awkward situation.
"What", Randy said looking around.
"The girl, over their" he said pointing at a pop stick blond.
"Oh, yeah she's nice I guess, but you're into blonds?" Said Randy looking really disappointed, because he had reddish brown hair and he wasn't a girl. Now realizing what Danny just did it sparked a little hope back into him, "Hay, you changed the subject! Change it back... please?"
Looking down at the floor as though he was ashamed of what he was going to say, Danny continued, "No, I mean...I guess I did. I think should tell you something about me, um I'm uh...I'm gay." A shock look began filled Randy's face. "I-f-if you don't want to be my friend anymore I'll understand." A tear began to run down his face. Randy was still looked shocked Daniel said, "Oh okay I guess I'll go then," he got up, "bye, and nice to meet-you."
He turned and began to walk away when Randy jumped up and grabbed his hand tightly and said, "NO. Please don't go I'm just still a little shocked by what you said, I... think I have to tell you something also Danny...I like you." Those words echoed within Daniels head for a longest time until Randy spoke first, "I may have just met you but I like everything about you. Your smile and your personality alone attracted me to you and your face complimented that. I, I want to know you more if you, you aren't with anyone...like Cody maybe."
Still in shock Danny responded "You what?"
With subtle laugh Randy responded, "Wow your really socked aren't you?"
"Well yeah kind-a, I mean I didn't think you were like that I, I kind-a hoped but, wow," said Danny lost in all his thought. ("Could this be true or just another one of my fantasies"?)
In an imitation of an old man's voice Randy said, "Well my boy what should we do now?" A small pause followed. "So, um, you and Cody aren't involved are you?"
Surprised by the question Danny stammered out "No, he's not but he is a supporter of me and he's my best friend in the whole world."
"Yes!" Another awkward pause followed. "I mean cool, I think", said Randy with an over joyous expression on his face and in his voice.
Randy's response surprised him.
His response too, surprised Randy most of all. "Yeah, I... saw you this morning and I about almost died when I saw your face and you dorky cuteness."
"Dorky? Am I really dorky", he said with a puzzled look on his face?
"Yeah that's how I describe your type of cuteness..." Danny had let more slip than he had wanted to.
"Oh, so I have my own special cuteness, cool?"
Attempting to recover Danny replied fast by saying "Yeah, of course".
"You too" he said a little lost in the moment.
"So what now-", Randy was interrupted by the bell?
!!The End!!- Not for long though.
Thanks so much for reading this and I hope you enjoyed it because I plan to continue it further and I'm sorry to make you wait but the more you anticipate the better it will become well if you have any comments please email me at alex_paws@yahoo.com