Impossible Love

Impossible Love 36

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He cuddled Lukas while Gianni drove us in the golf cart to the big house. They were talking non-stop, and Gianni was excelling himself tonight by telling him all about my twinkie escapades. I didn't have to heart to tell him it was only one twink. Adamo was open-mouthed and kept looking at me until I kicked Gianni's foot and told him to shut the fuck up.

I couldn't get near my nan she immediately had Lukas and Adamo in her arms hugging them both, it was a tough decision she made but unfortunately, Lukas won. Sabine looked so beautiful in a green cocktail gown she thought she might dress up for the occasion and she does love the attention, with all that's happened to her she does always scrub up very well.

"Adamo, welcome to my humble home please make yourself comfortable, wine?"

"Yes please mama Sabine, it is a very pleasure to be here with my new brothers and their mama and papa."

She kissed both his cheeks then handed him a glass of wine, he sipped on it and looked around then I introduced him to the others they made him feel more than welcome and the boys looked at him like he was prime beef.

"He's young and innocent boys please don't destroy him." I laughed.

"Adamo, come and see our room with us, please we want to show you something."

He laughed and pointed to them, and said.

"They only want to see my dick Antonio, I know all about them."

I wanted to see it too but I'm not that crass, only to compare it to Gianni's.

"Just ignore them, they are bored already."

"Antonio, is it wrong of me to be like Gianni?"

"No it's normal in my world you will be surprised I think how many are like Gianni." He smiled but it wasn't a casual smile it was a proud full smile.

Nan fussed over him once Alice took Lukas and Sabine was being the best host by not insisting he be handed to her, she will wait. Alice did the wrong thing by sitting next to Sabine he screamed and wriggled out of her arms straight into Sabine's, I laughed so much I was crying.

"Come with me nan, I want to ask you something."

"What's up Antonio?"

"Where is grandad?"

"He's over there doing business with Ramone."

We walked over and cut in, they had finished anyway and I didn't want to know what kind of business they were discussing.

"Gran, grandad, will you both walk me up the aisle on Saturday?"

Nan started crying, (I told you before, it's the Italian thing.)

"We would be so proud to walk you up the aisle Antonio, oh my, I had better buy a really good dress now, have I got the time?"

"Of course you do there are some great seamstresses in town I'm sure they will have something for you."

"I was thinking of asking Alice to be my flower girl, Gianni has three so to even it up I will need three."

"Why don't you get Lukas to hold the rings and Alice will carry him in front of us."

"Good suggestion gran and I am sorry I haven't been here with you, we have had a few pretty heavy days. But it's in the past now and things will settle down again.

"Settle down? Federico has promised he will take us all touring, all the way to Venice. We don't want to leave you but Alice wants us to go with her she has never been here before."

"Then go, you don't know whether you will be back again or not. Go have a holiday, see Italy." I kissed them both and was a little relieved they were going because I only wanted to stay in the gatehouse and make love to my new husband.

I asked Alice if she would walk Lukas down the aisle and she kissed my cheeks and said she would be so proud to do that for us.

I wanted to include her somehow and thanks to gran it's now sorted out.

"I'm hungry mama when are we going to eat?" Leon was hungry.

"I don't know ask Alessio." Everyone looked at him and he turned his chair around and went inside. Sabine smiled and Ramone followed him.

The food started coming out as soon as he gave the word and I was hungry again, so I poured Adamo a wine and said.

"Tuck in." He looked at me and smiled.

He talked to everyone about everything, he knew more about the winery than I did and he knew everyone by name also. I think he's been watching this family for a very long time.

That night he was invited to stay and of course, there were five of us in bed. I had Adamo and Gianni on each side, and the boys grumbled because they wanted to be next to me. Don't think Adamo minded he did get an instant boner and yes he was as big as Gianni. I know this because he slipped it between my legs during the night.

He also woke with Carlos's bum in his face and he quickly turned and watched me, I winked at him then went to the bathroom. When I got back Gianni had him in his arms and was giving him a big brother cuddle the look on Adamo's face was priceless he must be horned up to the max by now, poor thing.

After breakfast we loaded everyone into the people mover, gran and Alice were going dress shopping with Lukas he needs a little suit also.

Gianni was hyped up and Adamo got the all-clear from his papa to hang with us for a few days. We hit the winery running Gianni and Tinker started talking about wines and Gianni pulled out his recipes and his orders, Tinker will have some samples by the end of the week. Adamo let it slip that he had some too he had been experimenting for a while hoping the Cartasso family will give him a job one day.

"We try these too Tinker," He took his recipes and handed them over.

"Okay Gianni, I will have something for you soon, so you have another brother, I wish I had known I would have had two good workers in the winery but whatever, do you need a job son?"

His eyes lit up and glistened.

"Yes sir, I would very much like that."

"Can you teach him everything Tinker?" Gianni asked.

"Of course we will, any brother of yours is a brother of ours. When do you want to start?"

"Maybe next week, I have to ask papa first thank you Mr. Tinker thank you." He smiled and Adamo was nailed to the spot, he was crying now, you know the Italian thing.

We had discussed his working at the winery, we also had an option that he could come back to Australia with us but it seems he hadn't thought about that he was focused on working at the vineyard.

"Antonio, Gianni you have made me so happy, I could cry."

"You are crying Adamo, now dry your eyes, you both have work to do. Now Tinker who do I talk to about some boats?" They stared at me.

Tinker called an old guy over and told him to show me the boats. I followed him and in a dusty old warehouse were a dozen brightly painted boats.

"Can you make sure they are all watertight, clean them up and tie them to the pier?"

"I don't think Mrs Sabine will like that Antonio."

"No probably not, but the town folk will love them." I winked.

"And restore that sign, under adult supervision and get someone to supervise them like a good sturdy swimmer, no scratch that I have someone in mind."

"Yes sir and thank you, I have wonderful memories of courting on the lake, this is wonderful the town folk will be so happy." He bowed, I blushed.

They are too cute to be hidden away and I'm sure there won't be any trouble with them, at all.

"You are going to take me boating tomorrow Gianni, and you're going to fuck me when we get into the middle of the lake." Gianni grinned and blushed.

Adamo asked if he could come along and watch. I burst out laughing, I think Adamo is a virgin still and I must do something about that.

"Dream it on lover boy, but watching is fun too," Gianni said to him then he looked at me, I winked and shivered.

We hung around while Tinker did his thing then we watched the big crushers do the grapes. Adamo was staring at it all he had never seen so many machines he even pressed out a few of Gianni's labels. He organized his basic orders and they will be shipped to Melbourne in the next week or two, he also organized the relabelling to be done at this factory.

"What do you want to do now Adamo?" I asked.

"Go boating?" He blushed.

I am going to have to have a talk with him about that, and I need to talk to Gianni because if this gets out of hand my ass will be working overtime.

We went back to the house for a swim I sat while Gianni and Adamo frolicked together then they went quiet and were talking quietly.

"So how does it feel to be the master of the house, Alessio?" He was at least out of his room again.

"Terrible Antonio, I don't know whether I am doing the right thing here, I think I will go back to Roma."

"All right I think my work isn't over yet, do you want to come boating with us?"

"I can't, I used to surf a lot I even did some carnivals and scored well but that's all over now, and anyway I am too old."

"So you can swim but you can't surf?"

"Yes my legs are strong enough for a little swimming but not for the board."

"I see, but are they strong enough to do a few shifts at being a lifeguard and maybe teach surfing?"

He nearly choked on his drink.

"I think Sabine is taking you into town to see a therapist friend to get you started on a new program."

"Yes she mentioned it but I don't think I can change therapists I have been with Dr Sanza for years."

"That may be your problem Alessio, you have been stuck in a rut for so long the need to get well has diminished."

"Maybe you are right Antonio, maybe I will have a go at a new one, I love it here I don't look like I am but I am leaping inside."

"Good then stay, for your and Ramones sake he travels a lot too I believe, so you can go with him."

"That would be very good to come and see Luca's walkway."

"You are welcome anytime my friend so let's get you walking again maybe you would like to do some lifeguarding at the dock, I'm having the boats restored to the lake."

"Really? That would be awesome Antonio, I love to fish too."

"I will make sure the lake is restocked then." I smiled.

"Come on swim time."

I helped him out of the wheelchair and he made his way to the stairs with his sticks, I watched him as he sat down in the cool water his eyes closed and he was maybe thinking about his surfing.

"Where is the nearest surf beach to here Gianni?"

"There's a good one about forty or fifty miles from here, to the south, they are big waves Antonio you might get drowned."

"Not for us dufas, for Alessio." I winked.

Stop that Antonio, I am not a dufas."

"No you're not, and it's not an insult either it's a sort of term of endearment."

"Where do I place an ad in the paper?"

"At the paper shop in town."

"Good." My brain is overthinking two things today and it's urgent I get onto the first one as soon as possible.

"Can we go into town now Gianni and see Roberto?"

"Yes Antonio, I have to catch up with him while I am here to thank him for what he did for us."

"Yes that's what I have in mind, and I need to talk to him about something else."

"No more troubles please Antonio."

"No trouble Gianni, trouble has left the family why don't you two go over and toss Alessio in the air, he's looking too comfortable with himself over there." They grinned at me and swam across to him. His screaming bought Ramone out and half the kitchen staff, he was dunked tossed and splashed until he finally joined in and chased Adamo around.

We piled into the car and I took my troop into town.

"Where are the boys Alessio?"

"They followed with the ladies into town, something about a wedding dress they had to try on." He giggled, Ramone was lightly kissing him, it's good that they can be themselves at long last I was very happy inside.

In town we met up with the ladies, gran was so excited she got a handmade evening suit off the rack for pennies, it was a sample outfit so she ordered six more when the seamstress showed her the pattern book. Alice had done the same only hers were frocks.

"Two are a little tight fitting and daring Antonio, can I carry it off Sabine seems to think so."

"Of course you can, and get some for Bianca too. I will pay for them give her a ring."

"She's the same size as me maybe I will but I will use another designer so they look different, come on girls Alice is shopping."

"We will meet you in the square for coffee in an hour ladies." Sabine looked ten years younger all the stress has gone out of her face and she was smiling at me.

"Thank you Antonio, I have booked sessions with the only psychologist in town, and I am going to tell him everything."

"Good for you Sabine if you want me to come just say so."

"Maybe to the first one he is very handsome Antonio, I don't want Gianni to think I have set you up with a lover already."

She laughed then kissed me and left to do some shopping on her own.

"What have you done to our mama Antonio, we know you have done something to her she's too happy." Carlos was by now very worried about his mama.

"All in good time Carlos, your mama is dealing with a huge issue at the moment and I am so proud of her I could burst, you should be too baby,"

"We are Antonio, and whatever it is I thank you." He almost curtsied.

The office was small and cramped with all of us in it, but Roberto was a peach of a guy, this is why he's not so popular he's too friendly not enough professional class. Shorts t-shirt a body to die for and a smile that would melt any heart, this isn't the Roberto I had in my mind he was a gorgeous down to earth fumbling kind of guy, a bit like my Gianni.

"Please Mr Antonio, sit here, or would you rather sit by the window, fresher air. Maybe not you can sit in my chair it's softer." I laughed at his need to make me comfortable and Gianni glared at me, am I blushing again.

He was Gianni's age and I suspected they weren't the best of friends but they were happy to see each other, so, sort of friends. Adamo sat and Alessio and Ramone had gone frock shopping with the ladies, the boys who had whisked them away from us. I think they needed their opinion, I did hear a small `God save me' as Alessio was wheeled away.

"I came to thank you for what you did for us and to pay you some money, you didn't send an account."

"No need Mr Antonio, Gianni and I are friends although not in the same class but friends so it was pro bono for him and you." He smiled and he was staring at Adamo.

"So you did go to school together, Gianni did tell me you were in the class under his."

"Yes I was Mr Antonio, Gianni was the idol of the school." He blushed and I looked at Gianni and he was blushing too, a story in there somewhere I think.

"Well I want to thank you for everything you have done for my family and now I would like to discuss some business with you. Gianni, Adamo do you mind if I have a moment with Roberto?"

"No Antonio that's okay we will wait for you in the town square." He kissed me deeply, is he trying to mark his territory?

Adamo also kissed me, I worry about that boy, and I giggled.

"I am popular today Roberto, surrounded by many beautiful men." I laughed he smiled.

They left me but I don't think Gianni liked it but he trusts me nonetheless.

"Would you like a coffee Mr Antonio I will send out for some."

"No thank you Roberto I need to secure your silence if I may."

"I am very trustworthy Mr Antonio, what is it you would like me to do?"

"Firstly we are friends, so it's Antonio or Ant okay?"

"Yes sir I will call you Antonio then." He smiled.

"Now you have met Gianni's cousin Adamo, he's just appeared from the Gypsy camps to finally meet him. They have never met but are the same family."

"Yes Antonio, he is a very nice man."

"Okay he is also gay, like Gianni."

"Yes I know Gianni is gay, we speak of it sometimes."

"Good so what I would like you to do is find someone young and with experience to bed Adamo and teach him some basic gay things. I suspect he's a virgin and if he doesn't get laid soon I will be his surrogate desire, and I don't want that."

"No Antonio, that could cause trouble with your husband."

"Are you coming to the wedding?"

"Yes with mama, I am coming I will drive her if we can get the car, I like to take her out and show her off."

"You will get the car I promise."

"Now what is it you want?"

"I want you to find me a village boy that has experience with gay sex and I want him to bed Adamo as soon as possible because he has no experience and I don't want him to get hurt by someone he hardly knows, they have to be a gentle soul. If there's no one here can you make inquiries to get someone like a rent boy from Rome?"

"I am very confident I can do that for you Antonio, when do you want him to call?"

"Anytime but nighttime is the best. Less people around if you know what I mean, I don't want the kid embarrassed."

"I know such a man and he has a little experience but he is very patient and gentle he would be ideal for Gianni's Adamo." He smiled.

"Good and thank you for your silence on this matter. Now there's something else I want you to help me with, my name change."

"Yes very easy to do in Italy my friend, but you will have to do the process all over again in Australia but you will have paperwork to aid you."

"Good now, what do you want me to do?"

"Fill out this application and it's almost seventy percent done I will file it with the court maybe takes two weeks." He fished around in his unorganized desk and found the appropriate paperwork.

"Good, let's talk surfing then lucky last adoptions."

I filled the forms out and I insisted I pay him for his time, he gave me a small figure I gave him what I thought his time with me was worth, no arguments. He will go broke if he's doing that all the time.

I walked out of the office with confidence in Roberto and looked for my man at the town square, as soon as I sat down a lady came up to me with a small posy of wildflowers.

"For you, Mr Antonio, thank you for restoration of boats."

"My pleasure, have fun with them and be careful."

I looked across at Sabine and handed the posy to her.

"This is all your doing." I smiled.

I looked at Gianni he was in a mood.

"When did you fuck Roberto?"

"Antonio, it wasn't like that please believe me."

"Depends on what you tell me." I smiled.

"Did he say something?"

"No, he didn't have to, I saw your face it doesn't lie to me."

"Can I tell you after?"

"Of course you can." I was getting a boner just thinking about the sexy story Gianni was going to tell me about Roberto.

The boys were still arguing about weddings and Alessio was so bored he sat at the next table with nan and Alice, they were excited because they got some really good bargains today. I leaned over and said.

"You should get the dressmakers to send you designs and have them made and shipped with Gianni's wines."

"Antonio!" I heard. Sabine was listening.

"Oh sorry dear mother in law is that your little shop in the city I am stomping on."

"You know bloody well it is, leave my ladies alone if they ever find out they will up their prices."

"Sorry gran I just killed your business plan." I laughed.

"What did you want with Roberto Antonio?"

"I'm doing my name change here I may as well in both countries." Gianni's smile was back. I went to look at the cakes they were just as good as Nina's girls back home, so I got one.

"You won't fit into your suit Antonio." Sabine is looking after me now.

"We will go for a run later, won't we husband?"

"Yes Antonio, we can run to the lake and back."

"Oh and can Rosa borrow the car for the wedding?"

"Of course she can, I will leave it for her we have a special car coming for us."

"We can take a golf cart Gianni it's not that far away."

He was back to glaring at me but he did say.

"You can Antonio, but Lukas and I will be riding in style, after all, it is my wedding day also."

"Do you have room for one more?" I grinned sheepishly and put my hand up.

"Yes, now be good."

"All the accounts for the farmhouse go direct to the accountants Alessio, and the household needs and repairs are looked after by Tinkers men. All you need to do is make a list of what you want to eat, or if you need extra for entertaining then tell the housekeep a week in advance, she has her shopping card." Sabine was educating Alessio on housekeeping.

"You will also have to make decisions when the ladies start fighting over some undusted room, maybe threaten banishment or something, works for me." She laughed.

"Alessio, Ramone knows all this anyway let him do it."

"I will keep your house pristine for you Sabine, and thank you for trusting me."

"You are my family If I can't trust you with my house, I can't trust anyone." He smiled and blushed.

The day was beautiful and the ladies were eager to do their tour after the wedding and I was very pleased that everything turned out okay for them they won't get bored.

As we walked back to the cars I spied something I hadn't thought of and pulled out my phone and rang Roberto.

"Let's talk about Jet skis."

I thought Alessio would like one to tour the lake when he's doing his lifeguard duties, and I also thought this will get him off his bum and back into the water.

We had a wonderful day and I was looking forward to having a beautiful night with my husband, but weddings come first and when Gianni and Adamo disappeared late afternoon I go worried he would be kidnapped, so I held Lukas near until they returned, mind you without an explanation.

"Where did you go?"

"Nowhere."

"You went somewhere Gianni you have been gone for an hour or more."

"Please stop it Antonio, I am the man of the house and I don't need to be answering your questions." I guess I have been told to mind my own business then.

"Roberto?"

"Not today maybe next week."

"Oh."

He kissed me and now he has sex on the brain so he wants to go home, I now know he didn't go off with Adamo to have sex with him, it was something else.

We got in around eight and Rosa was getting excited about the wedding I think she was telling Gianni about her outfit by the way she was using her hands, he was smiling and nodding. She left with the car and he told her to keep it for good. I don't think she understood what he was saying so he told me he will get Leon to sign it over to her, he never uses it anyway.

The pool looked so inviting and after I got a phone call I got really excited and played with my man in the deep end, Adamo was splashing around with the boys and Gianni had a handful of Antonio's dick.

The doorbell rang and I got out to put a towel around me, I noticed Adamo looking at me so I flashed him.

"There, no more secrets." He gulped.

Roberto was at the door looking like the nervous hunk that he is.

"Where is he?"

"Here." He pointed to himself. I stood back, yes he's the whole package.

"Excellent choice Roberto, do you need swimmers?"

"Yes please, Antonio."

"I have some very nice white ones for you to wear, trust me they are very ballbusting." He changed and yes his balls were packed in tightly, then I took him to the pool. Everyone said hello as we jumped in, the boys crowded around him because they knew him. Adamo was holding back but Roberto grabbed his shoulders and pulled him in, a simple gesture but very effective on Adamo. I played with my man again up the deep end, the boys weren't interested in us at all tonight, they had a date with a pair of white speedos I think.

"When I went to Rome at one time I ran into Roberto at a gay sauna, he was embarrassed because he was sucking someone off. I didn't see him for the rest of the night and when I eventually ran into him again he told me it was the first time he had ever been with a man and he was shocked to see me there, so he left."

"I see, so it wasn't you he was sucking on then?"

"No Antonio, I liked to go there to watch and learn back then I never got involved."

"So what happened?"

"I told him I was gay and he shouldn't be ashamed of what he was. I also gave him some numbers of a guy I thought he would like and his life started from there. I would meet with him in Rome and we played a little with the locals and one night we played together."

"And what did you do?"

"I was good Antonio, don't make me tell you."

"I want to know because it is turning me on immensely, and I want details." I kissed him and moaned into his mouth.

"I fucked him for the first time, it was nice but we both knew it was a one off thing."

"Umm yummy I would have liked to have seen that."

"Why is he here?"

"To seduce Adamo baby."

"Really? he is perfect for him and can teach him things."

"I wanted him to hire someone to break Adamo's virginity but he is so gentle he took the job himself, do you agree because I will put a stop to it."

"No, you have done well Antonio, I wish I had of thought about it, all I thought was I might ask Gino if he could suck on him." He laughed and I chased him around the pool with my hard-on.

The boys joined us and Carlos screamed.

"Pool fuck."

I didn't know whether that was appropriate, but I will be into anything tonight. I was so horned up. Gianni smiled at me and before I knew it I was up against the pool edge and he was satisfying his needs. We won and when Leon finished destroying Carlos's ass I heard a loud deep guttural moaning coming from the other end and when I turned around Roberto was kissing Adamo and his arm was moving, the first orgasm for the night I think for Adamo. He was embarrassed and didn't come near us for a while but Roberto kissed him at every opportunity until Gianni separated them. It was my turn to say something.

"Adamo do you like your present?"

"Present? what present?"

"Roberto." I grinned.

"He is for me? he's beautiful Antonio I like him from the office." He looked away from my eyes and said.

"We had sex."

"I know I could hear you moaning."

"Sorry."

"Never be sorry about what you are Adamo, and if people don't like it find some new people that will."

He smiled broadly and answered.

"Can he stay with me tonight, I haven't asked him but I wanted to ask you first."

"Of course he can, he can stay every night if you want him to."

"I want him so badly Antonio, I have many questions."

"Good then enjoy yourself, but don't fall in love with him, you will have many more lovers while you wait for your impossible love." His face dropped, he's already in love with him. I remembered my first time I fell in love too, it was a hurtful experience and didn't end well for me.

He left me and dived under the water and came out between Gianni and Roberto, his hand went to Roberto's face and he kissed him deeply. Gianni swam back to me and said.

"He's in love with him."

"So is Adamo, better we talk Roberto to maybe cool it."

"We may be better not to Antonio, Adamo has no experience but when he does get some he may not like Roberto anymore. I think we will let nature take a course."

"I see, so you don't like me any more now you have experience?"

"No Antonio I love you deeply."

"And your point is?"

"No point Antonio unless it's in your bathers then we have a point.'

"Yes and it needs attending to." He started masturbating me under the water and I let out a loud moaning sound as I cum.

We got another moan out of Adamo then they went to shower and use the bottom bedroom, that was the last we saw of them until the morning.

We are to be married today so Gianni had sent his brothers packing the night before so we could make love all night just to make sure we loved each other. Adamo and Roberto were fully ensconced into the bottom bedroom and Gianni locked our door to make sure they didn't disturb us. The lovemaking was awesome Gianni gave it up and I made love to him like never before, he was exhausted by the time I finished and nodded as I cleaned us up.

"Yes you will do me just fine Antonio, I will marry you."

"Tomorrow, be at the church around three."

"Yes Antonio, I will meet you there."

"We are not riding together?"

"No, Antonio I have something special to do."

I didn't ask but I had an inkling, but I wasn't prepared for what he did to me on my sacred wedding day.

In the morning Sabine fussed and gran was rearing to get the show on the road. We had breakfast at the big house. I was waited on hand and foot, and Gianni couldn't stop grinning, he was being a very secretive boy today and I hoped it all didn't go pear-shaped.

The whole town was abuzz and ladies had new dresses made and the gents new suits, anyone that couldn't afford it was told that we will pick up the tab, we wanted everyone in evening wear today, or cocktail frocks.

I looked at Gianni and Lukas and thought to myself, I was the luckiest person in the world. Gone was my hook nose and in its place was my father's one, straight and perfect I wished he could be here today with me giving me away, but I felt his and mama's presence more so today.

Adamo was getting agitated and he wanted it all to happen as soon as possible. Gianni and Adamo for some reason wanted to dress at the big house also, he's up to something and I don't like it at all. But I went along with it trying to keep my emotions intact.

"What's he going to do Adamo?"

"I don't know."

"You do, so tell me."

"No." He walked off, I seethed for a second and then calmed down with another nice wine.

The boys were with me and they fussed over my grooming then they wanted to try manscaping my pubes for the wedding night.

"Come on Antonio, it's traditional the man shaves."

"Bull shit and don't go anywhere near them, they are mine." I clasped my hands over my underwear.

"A little treasure trail maybe?"

"No."

"What about we shave your ass, it looks too hairy."

"It has no hair on it, as you both know too well, leave me alone."

"Your no fun Antonio, weddings should be fun days, but I think you are a little mad with our brother."

"I'm not mad just frustrated he's going to do something really stupid."

"He isn't doing anything stupid Antonio, he's doing something you will like."

"You know? tell me."

"No." They went to open another bottle.

I can manipulate them to tell me, they are that easy, but I won't because if it's a surprise for me then I will go along with it.