Impossible Love

Impossible Love 14

It was the best time in Italy and I got to do a lot of things, I even stayed four days in Rome with my family, then Florence and Venice. Gianni took me everywhere and we made love everywhere, deserted beaches, swank hotels, and even by the roadside, several times. We ran into an orchard and got our fill of oranges and apples then made love under the fruit-laden canopies. Gianni carried Lukas everywhere in a baby sling, his little head poked out the top so he could see. We took him to many beaches where he sat and played with his hands in the sand while I looked at all the strapping young men in their speedos, often getting a slap from Gianni. He wasn't a saint either and posed in his black speedos quite openly, I would catch him looking around to see if anyone was looking at him, then he would flex. I don't know about the others but I sure didn't move because I usually cracked a woody, I used towels to hide my excitement.

It was at one of the big resorts that I noticed it, I was kissing my man as usual just before we were going to sleep. A hole in his ear, the one I was licking, I hadn't seen it before, and asked him about it.

"It's the gypsy sign Antonio; I have always worn a ring in my ear but I took it off because I didn't want you to think I was girly."

"You will put it back in Gianni, it is who you are, and I kind of like a little bling on my girly men." Another slap.

The boys wouldn't settle down at the airport and this is going to be a flight to remember, they were already smooching up to the hostesses, they reckon they will get better service if they do. It was a sad farewell and tears were cried as we waved goodbye to our Italian family, but I couldn't help but think most of them are coming home with me.

We boarded first and were herded into the business class part of the plane, my ticket was for cattle class, I guess someone is trying to impress me. Lukas had his special seat which turned into a bed to sleep in, we all did actually, but we got him settled and I had plenty of room so it was awesome.

"Do you like your seat, Antonio?" "Yes Gianni, it's very comfortable."

He went quiet then he eventually asked,

"It's nice to be up the front, isn't it Antonio?"

"Yes Gianni, nice." I was holding onto my giggles because he was trying to impress me.

"We can lay down in these seats and watch TV if we like."

"I know Gianni, it's all very nice."

"Aren't you going to say anything else?" He's fishing for a thank you.

"Yes Gianni, I love your earing, it suits you."

"Antonio?" His sad face appeared.

"Thank you my girly boy, and thank you for the present, I am very impressed." I kissed him and he went bright red.

The boys have already started on the champagne, but we declined the offer and just ordered coffee. I had moved Lukas over to my arms and was cuddling him when the lights went down and the pilot announced we were about to take off.

It was smooth and Gianni held my hand tightly in case I got scared, he had flown many times before and was an old hand at it. Lukas unfortunately didn't fare too well, and my heart broke because I couldn't pick him up. It's the ears that get to the kids, the shift in pressure, but a good drink of milk might clear them.

As soon as the lights went on I unbuckled him and held him in my arms, his dark curly mop of hair made him look so angelic. I had a bottle of juice in my hand and popped it in his mouth and he quietened down a bit. We were treated to cakes and coffee, champagne and caviar, but I was eyeing off the cakes and had several, even giving Lukas some cream filling with my finger. He ended up on Gianni's lap then he had to go and talk to the hostesses for a while, then the boys got him and that's when the party started.

"You drinking Antonio?" Carlos turned and asked.

"No Carlos, not on this flight, I have to look after the babies." He looked sideways at Carlos and started giggling but he did pass a wine through to me. No boys, you are not going to get me drunk on this flight. I passed it to Gianni who passed it to another traveler sitting across the aisle.

The beds were made up and Lukas who had settled down was put to sleep, his party was over for the next ten hours. We pushed buttons and made ourselves comfortable but the boys wouldn't stop giggling. I kissed my man good night then placed my hand on his dick for comfort. During the night I was woken by some noise, I opened my eye slightly and could see two red-faced boys coming out of the toilet, bad boys doing nasty things in the bathroom I think.

I slept nearly as long as Lukas and when I woke my Gianni was smiling at me.

"Good morning Antonio, did you sleep well?"

"Yes my love, did you?"

"Yes." He kissed me again, it's true what they say about Latin lovers.

Breakfast was a smorgasbord of delights and while Gianni went to change Lukas, I reset the beds and ordered breakfast for us both, and a little scrambled egg for the baby. I don't know if he's had solids yet but we can only try. The boys Carlos and Leon were as bright as a button after their midnight trip and the wine they drank last night, they were already planning a morning fuck I think because I saw hands under blankets and they weren't scratching their legs.

Gianni came out and I had to brush my teeth, but Leon jumped into the toilet just before I stood, so I waited for a few minutes until he came out.

I was standing there minding my own business when I looked at the mirror and found a note addressed to me on it. I tore it off and read it.

`We have left some paper for you Antonio to wipe your tight ass, and when we see you have gone into the bathroom we will send Gianni in to destroy said ass.' I laughed just before there was a knock on the door.

I didn't answer it and I proceeded to brush my teeth, I was too scared to join the, `mile high' club, there were too many eyes watching the bathroom.

I cleaned up then went back to be greeted by my breakfast and a very annoyed husband.

"You didn't answer the door."

"No, I didn't."

"Why?"

"Because it's too public."

"I am disappointed with you Antonio."

"So am I, but it was too public."

Nothing else was said but I will blow him when I get the chance, maybe the hostie will have a nap or something and the guy across the aisle isn't going anywhere, he's still sleeping.

We landed in Singapore for a fuel stop and when we were let off the plane Lukas was unceremoniously dumped into Carlos's arms, and I was dragged to the nearest men's cubical to have my ass destroyed by a very horny fellow traveler.

He leaned into me and started kissing and thanking me, after which I was still trying to stop the flow of cum with a tissue, but we managed to satisfy ourselves, that's the main thing.

After another sleep and a smooth landing in Melbourne, it was a beautiful day and I was over excited to see my nan and grandad who will be meeting us.

Through customs and into the arrivals hall loaded with luggage we went, I saw Gino, Anna, gran, grandad, Federico, Alice, and all the gang, even Pat had come to greet us. Lukas was swept away by his new Nona, that was after the kiss and hug, she was eager to meet him and ended up on a bench getting her cuddles.

Grandad hadn't changed as he organized a porter to take our bags to his car, the boys had ordered a limo and we all decided to go back to our place to have our catch up. I introduced Gianni around and Gino looked him up and down, I can see a competition beginning to fester, like who has the biggest dick, Gianni of course, I know these things.

Although Gino was awesome and I have loved him for ages, Gianni was perfect, his hairless chest was perfect, his dick was perfect so Gino be careful, perfection is in play now.

They followed us home and we struggled to get all the luggage into my flat, Gianni looked around and said,

"Is this it Antonio?" I blushed and said yes, then as usual he did the unexpected, he threw his fist in the air and screamed,

"Wow!"

Drinks were handed out when the boys got settled and the party began, but it was not too noisy, Nona was putting Lukas to bed.

I spoke with Alice who was so happy to have me back and she congratulated me on my choice of man, she said he reminded her of her late husband who was full of muscle too. She said the shop was very busy and getting busier by the day, so she was happy to have another pair of hands to help, but she confessed her arrangements aren't quite as good as mine.

I talked to Pat and she had quite a lot of gossip from the market, she had sold the café to a yuppie who was going to turn it into a bar. I didn't tell her the yuppie was my farm boy.

Anna was all smiles and tapped her tummy, I got the message and looked at Gino, I could see his eyes were all wet as I grabbed him and congratulated them both, another baby and a friend for Lukas to play with.

"Any plans for a wedding?"

They both said in unison,

"No!"

I laughed and I was so happy for Gino, I can just see him and Gianni comparing baby diapers or something.

After three hours of catching up I got really tired and was dragging my feet a bit so I excused myself and went to bed, I know I was being rude but they all understood.

I was woken at an ungodly time by Gianni getting into bed, he had been sitting out the front with the boys and Gino and was very happy to see what I had been talking about. He tried for another lovemaking session but I was too tired, and anyway, he was blind drunk, those boys are going to get it tomorrow.

"Antonio, your Gianni is sick in the head, can you help him?"

I laughed because I have been there several times in the past, I kissed him better and went to find the headache pills and a big glass of water. I couldn't stay and commiserate with him because I could hear Lukas stirring in the next room. I went in and he was happily playing with his rattle, he heard me come in and started with the jumpy legs and arms so I kissed him good morning and picked him up, we think he's had a couple of wees and a poop so I began to get him sorted out. We didn't have a bath so I put him on the loungeroom floor and thoroughly cleaned the sink out. After wiping him down I sat him into the warm sudsy water and he splashed with his hands a lot while I washed him. Gianni came out and looked like he hadn't slept all night.

"I think you should go back to bed baby; you don't look so good."

"I will be okay I have to see my son."

"Our son, and he's all sorted out, would you like a coffee?"

"Yes please Antonio, I don't know what happened, I was watching my drinks but they got away from me."

"It's your brothers, one distracts you while the other re-fills your glass."

"What?"

"They did it to me a lot before I realized what they were doing, they work together Gianni, you had better watch that in the future."

I kissed him again and went on, "You also had better have an early night tonight baby, in fact, we both will."

"I have to go to the market and see where Gino works, and then the café, and of course your shop."

"So your Gino's best friend now?" "I think so Antonio, I remember he wants me to come in for coffee at his work today."

I see, so I had better snip this in the bud, he might have his eye on my husband and god knows what these two will get up to.

"Have a shower Gianni and I will get you some breakfast, food fixes everything here." I smiled, he complied.

Lukas was happily playing on the floor and will be crawling soon, he's already rolling over. I got down on all fours and started playing with him and when Gianni came out with a towel wrapped around his waist, he got in behind me

"You have to eat, we can play later," I growled at him, honestly having sex in front of our son, it's surely not the right thing. He was feeling better by ten and after the knock on the door and some back-slapping, and a heated argument, he strapped Lucas to his chest and we all started for the market. I checked his t-shirt was tight enough, his jeans stretched over his awesome ass enough and his long hair tussled. He still had that gold ring in his ear and he looked awesome, ready to be paraded around Cal. I doubt whether Gianni would come to a gay club with me, so this is the next best thing.

We walked to the market and the boys started larking about with Gianni who was trying to take everything in as he went. They were the tour guides today and pointed out the gay massage parlour and the gay sauna that's open twenty-four seven, the bareback club and the orgy, club none of which exist. He was aware of it but went along with their game by saying he will visit them all when I am out of town.

We had walked around to the side of the building where Gino's stall was the first one in, he wasn't busy and he was hungover. Pat took Lukas immediately and she and the other girls fussed over him to the max. Gino slapped Leon on the back and said,

"You did it again, no more, you hear me." Leon smiled and Carlos pulled him away because Gino may have bopped him again.

"I take it you all got spastic last night?" I raised my eyebrows.

"I didn't, neither do Carlos, we were good boys." I glared at them then laughed, the many times they virtually had to carry me home was plenty so I couldn't blame them really, but that talk with Gianni is coming. I got Lukas back and put him over my shoulder so he could watch everyone, and promised we would be back in an hour with coffee.

I left Gianni as the boys there skylarking with Gino and Pat and walked over to Cal's stall.

"Your back at last, I thought you might have stayed over there."

"No, I have too much business now, I couldn't stay any longer, but it was nice." Two big arms went around me.

"Oh Cal, this is my boyfriend Gianni, and my son Lukas, they hitched a ride back with me." I smiled and he tried to smile but I think he went into some sort of anaphylactic shock.

Gianni held his hand out and Cal shook it but he didn't linger. I asked about the club and he asked about the baby so I told him Lukas's little history, but all the time his eyes were on Gianni.

"How the fuck do you do it Ant? I couldn't even get near to a stud like him," Cal whispered to me as Gianni strolled back to talk or flirt with Gino.

"Must be my wonderful personality."

"He's so hot."

"Yep, and he's all mine, hey Gianni, stop lingering, come on," I yelled.

"We are off to look at the café, Gianni is thinking about turning it into a hip club with drinks and coffee and maybe some awesome cakes."

"Well Ant, I thought I would never see it but bloody good luck mate, you both make a great couple."

I think Cal is learning what true friendship is, I smiled at him and in my best broken Italian lingo, I yelled at Gianni again so he came over to my side. The boys had run off to have a look at the café so we walked slowly around to the other side of the market where my shop is, I say slowly because Gianni had to do a shop. The market is different here, it also has gadgets, electricals and clothing, although he didn't buy any clothes for himself he did for Lukas, a pile of jumpsuits, shorts and tops for him because we didn't pack all his stuff when we left, he had given it to the village women. Now I am armed with two large carry bags so look out if you get in my way. I followed him like a good wife and he stopped at every stall and some stallholders he spoke Italian to, some English. I didn't know how he knew the difference, I guess appearances are everything, and Gianni was a very handsome Italian, through and through.

The boys were sitting at a table outside the café talking to Alice and when she spotted us she immediately grabbed Lukas and took him to meet the other ladies. I looked in the window and waved at Bianca and Nina, the shop was filled with flowers of all types, not just my regular ones, exotic ones too. I noticed some were priced by the stem and not cheap either. I usually avoided keeping them unless I got a special order, it's the wastage that gets to me, I have thrown out flowers but I have always attempted to put the really old ones in a bucket with a free sign on them.

Back to the café and Gianni was looking through it with the boys, I ordered more coffee and then they ran into my shop, I suppose to look at the cool room and out the back entrance. They came back through the café and they must have done a three-sixty, then they sat with Stavros and his mates. I waved to him and he sat up straight and placed his cards on the table, he was getting ready to do business with my husband. The coffees arrived and I passed them onto the boys then sat with my shopping at the next table. I will have this then go and see my other girls and to rescue the baby. Loads of Italian spoken and again it sounded heated but I know it wasn't. Have you ever listened to a Greek or Italian mama talk on the phone, well they don't talk, they yell, why? I wouldn't have a clue but that's what it was like when the boys talked business.

Leon came over and sat with me.

"Have they nearly finished the negotiations?" "Yes Antonio, I came here because my brother is screwing Stavros of all his wealth."

"Who Carlos?"

"No Gianni, he's a Rottweiler when he gets going, it's his gypsy blood Antonio, they get a hold of your purse and never let it go." He laughed. I looked over at my boyfriend and he was firing those Italian words at Stavros who looked like he wanted to cower.

I chuckled and Stavros saw me and pointed two fingers at me and mouthed.

`I will get you for this.' I think he just placed a gypsy curse on me, so I left my luggage with Leon and went into my shop.

My baby was giggling to Nina's baby babble and he had drawn a few other ladies.

"Look at his wonderful curls, he's going to be a handsome devil when he grows up," one shopper said and I couldn't help myself I replied,

"You should see his father."

"Where?" She asked.

"Over at the first table."

She squinted and looked then said to her friend,

"Judy, let's have a coffee, I see an empty table."

They grabbed their purchases, kissed Lukas and went to order a coffee. I had a thought at that moment, why couldn't we bung an arch in the wall and combine the shops? I will ponder on that while I play with my son.

I told the girls I will be in tomorrow to help them they and told me to stay at home or go to the warehouse, they have the market covered. I didn't like to take advantage of them but Bianca said she's coping better now she has a job and she was frightened when I got back she wouldn't have so many hours. I knew she was worried so I said I won't come in ever again. The boys were back and I wanted to know about the final contract so I grabbed Lukas and went out to ask.

"He is going to pay for half the renovations and I got a good rent rate too, it will be awesome that we work so close Antonio."

"I think I just got the sack, I don't think I will be welcomed back here again."

"Good, then I want you to buy some little black shorts and a tank and wait for my customers." He grinned.

"Are you renting me out or something?"

"If you want the extra work, why not?" He laughed and the boys back slapped him. I don't think my life is going to be my own in the future, it's going to be Gianni's to do what he wants with it. My coffee had gone cold so I went into the cafe and got them to zap it for me then I looked at the cakes, they were a bit standard and nothing caught my eye so we will put that on our list too, good home-made cakes.

I then walked back into the shop and asked Nina if she knew any bakers that made Italian cakes and biscuits. She immediately said that we had a bucketful of cooks in our group, everyone specializes in their own creamy creations. I was to let her order some samples and then let her know which ones I liked for the shop. I shook my head and thanked her before I walked back to the table.

They were talking about the renovations as I sat down and took Lukas off Carlos, he laughed so he's happy again.

"And we can place the vino along that wall, the coffee up the back and we need to put in some display fridges for cakes and sandwiches," Leon said.

"I have already organized the ladies to bake some exotic cakes and biscuit samples, please don't keep that manufactured crap, it will bring the tone down."

They looked at me and nodded, then they wanted my opinion.

"First and foremost you cut the windows in half and have the coffee on one side and the cake on the other, the windows can open so customers that just want coffee aren't in the shop, they can stand by the window and order their morning teas. Secondly, that gives you a shit load of space to display and store your wines across both walls and backlight them to add some warmth and class. Thirdly, you get rid of these big tables and chairs, except Stavros', that stays with a reserved sign on it. Then you get some bar tables and high chairs, you will fit more customers in. I never liked the fact that even if one person sits down there are seven that can't sit at the same table, with the bar tables you can have some that seat four, and lots that seat six, but the problem is the little old ladies that want to sit with a cuppa, I will get back to you on that."

They were staring at me and Gianni was opened mouthed, but when I looked at him it turned into the biggest big boy smile in town, and of course he punched the air.

"You have to decide whether you want this shop to look like a yuppie bar or a tea room, in the courtyard, there are plenty of tables and chairs, this place isn't the only shop that sells coffee, there are three others, so maybe stick to the tall tables and the oldies can sit in the courtyard, this may not be their thing."

"We want it to be spectacular Antonio, a hippy shop where the young ones will want to hang out." "Yuppie baby, not hippy, they are in a different class altogether, like gypsies." I smiled at him, he smiled back. Lukas was missing his nap so we decided that after last night's fiasco we will all go home and have one, also Gianni's hand immediately went to my butt, and yes, as soon as the baby goes to sleep.

We put his new clothes through the washer and then he had his warm milk and his eyes started drooping. I was ready for anything and Gianni was rushing around looking for his lube, so I opened the bedside table and produced it.

"You must take me one night and show me Luca's hole in the wall Antonio."

"I will, we can go for a run together and stop in." I grinned.

"That would be nice Antonio." He smiled and closed his eyes, he was exhausted.

When we woke the boys were looking at us, they had come through the balcony. "We heard the baby cry."

"No you didn't you perverts, you just wanted to be with us," I suggested.

"We missed you, Antonio." Carlos smiled and got in beside Gianni.

Before Leon could even touch the blankets I said,

"We will have coffee, first thank you Leon." He grunted and went to turn on the coffee machine. I went to the toilet then checked on Lukas who was still sleeping, oblivious to everything around him, and I loved him more with every moment.

The phones started going off and Sabine wanted to do a video call with them so they sat at the kitchen table and had a conference. I showered and readied myself to look for something for dinner. I then grabbed a wine to go sit with Gino, he should be home by now. I had only just sat down when the boys arrived with two more bottles, Gianni sat next to me and he had the baby monitor with him.

"Are you going to hear him from there?" "Yes Antonio, the instructions said it was good for a hundred meters."

I wasn't comfortable with that so I went back to the apartment and bundled the sleeping baby up into his carrier and took him to the party, he will wake soon anyway. Alice came down the street with her bottle and I asked Gino where Anna was, he said she was working late and isn't expected until nine tonight. We talked about the baby and he was really happy it happened because he's always wanted kids. He was the happiest I have seen him for months.

He and Gianni bantered back and forth, some in English, some in Italian, and the boys kept the drinks up, I had to place my hand over my glass several times.

"Was that the funny one from the gay club at the market Antonio?"

"Yes, Cal, he thinks every man that comes into my life is his, and don't get me started on his stupid mates, they are just as bad, or should I say sad?"

"We will all go there one night and show them what love is Antonio, your little group is growing I think."

I hadn't thought about that, I didn't need Cal's friends anymore as I have my very own group, the Italian squad, and it's growing. Alice had nearly finished her bottle and was once again looking up the street for her man's homecoming. Federico had moved in with her when he got back from Italy, and from all reports, laughter has been heard from her place quite often, I was pleased when Carlos told me that. I left the boys there to go upstairs and change Lukas' nappy and give him a drink. I started dinner and left it on the stove, the boys can help themselves when they get back. Lukas was happily rolling around the floor playing with whatever he could grab and I sat outside and sipped on another wine. I will get Gianni to put some chicken wire around the balcony so Lukas won't slip through the rails if he does get out here. Two hours later I tucked him into bed with his milk and he was in the land of nod within minutes. I don't know why mothers always complain their babies are hard to get to sleep, Lukas must be the exception.

Gianni came home alone, he is better than he was last night, maybe he had a little jet lag mixed in with the drink. He grabbed a glass and sat with me.

"Where are the boys?"

"They had to go and talk to Federico, they have orders from Italy."

"What did she want?"

"Just to tell us the shipment had left and we should receive it in a few weeks, the shipment is for the racing carnivals."

"So you sell a lot of wine there?"

"Yes Antonio, container loads."

"Good," I replied.

I stood up and checked Lucas was ok in his cot then took Gianni's hand to go sit on the walkway between the two flats. We sat down again, bottle in between us and put our arms through the handrail.

"This is where I used to sit with your brother, we would talk into the night about stuff, it's nice just sitting and watching the rooftops."

"It isn't the vineyard, but it is nice Antonio, did you kiss him here?"

"Yes Gianni, several times."

"May I kiss you too?"

I leaned in and we started going for it.

"He talked about those nights with you, he said they were the best times, no demons entered his head while he was with you out here."

"That's good Gianni, at least I did something right."

"Why did you say that Antonio?" "Because I didn't know at the time he was that bad, I could have helped him more."

"He was grateful for your friendship Antonio, he would not talk to you about his nightmares much, he said you were too pure to tell." I felt that brick but I understood why he would say that, although Luca and I were on the same page I always thought he was holding a big part of himself back.

The boys made a noise when they got back.

"They will be here soon Antonio, kiss me again."

I did and I was just starting to open his mouth up when the boys came out again with two bottles of vino.

"Do you want to eat? I have put food out for you."

"We had something at Alice's Antonio, if we had known we wouldn't have eaten."

"It's okay, I have a freezer full of food, I have a Nona remember?"

"Yes Antonio, a very nice Nona." Leon smiled then he kissed me. Sometime later after a lot of laughs the party broke up and the boys didn't argue when I locked the balcony door and waved to them, but they must be tired too, I did see Carlos's eyes droop at one stage.

After putting the food in the fridge I stripped naked in the lounge room then willed my stiffy to rise, then went to give my boyfriend a show but he was dead to the world, so I threw the blanket over his awesome body, just after I took some photos.

Sometimes waking up is hard, and when you have a ten-kilo dick poked into your back it's harder to move. I wanted to lay there and enjoy Gianni's gentle rubbing against my butt, and I had gently turned it slightly so he was involving my hole. Just one more movement and he will slip inside, come on hurry up, I'm now hanging out for it, but he suddenly turned onto his back, sighed and threw the blankets off then went to take a pee.

I sighed and went to check Lukas who was playing with his rattles, and did the baby dance when he saw me, he wanted to be picked up, I will get back to Gianni after I feed the baby.