Impossible Love

Impossible Love 13

The foreplay was awesome in the shower and so was the gatehouse, it was small but had everything in it he wanted. His housekeeper turned out to be one of the village ladies who didn't live in, rather she had a family to go home to.

"I told her to take the car as she can bring it back tomorrow morning."

"That's kind of you Gianni."

"She will take her family to the next village to visit her parents. I really should get another car but I don't see the need, I run to work and home and there are golf carts everywhere if I'm late."

We dried off and he asked me to put my hipsters back on so I complied and he did the same with his suit pants. When he opened the kitchen French doors I saw a table with candles, dinner for two had been prepared and he sat me down at the small table pulling my chair out for me. The pool was small but inviting and I had put those orange speedos on under my pants, I have no idea what he had in mind but I prayed it involved my mouth and his ass.

We ate and he wanted to talk to me about my business so I told him everything, then he had to make up a bottle for Lukas and we took turns in feeding him, I even got a smile or two before he was put to bed.

"Now we swim Antonio."

He dropped his pants and had a small pair of black speedos on, I nearly cried at his magnificence with his dark pubes hanging over the top, his dick was neatly packed away but if he sneezed it would all pop out.

He ran his hands over my orange ones then kissed me gently from head to crotch, lingering at that certain hot spot. I almost did the same but when I licked his bush he pulled my head away, he was ready to explode and wiped the dribble off my chin with his fingers.

We dived in the pool and met at one end then the foreplay began again in earnest, he produced a packet of lube and our speedos were dropped to the bottom of the pool. When he gently entered me I leaned on my forearms on the side of the cool water, then I heard it and so did he, so he abruptly stopped and shouted,

"If that's you two again, go home, you are not welcome here tonight."

"We come to see you Gianni, and we miss Antonio, don't be mad, what are you doing?" Two bodies dived into the water.

"Does it hurt Antonio.?" Carlos asked.

I couldn't stop laughing, and by this time all the movement around us had made Gianni slip out. I was disappointed because I didn't mind if they watched because they couldn't see much, after all it was dark.

"Fuck race," Leon yelled. He positioned himself next to me and Carlos got in behind him. "Go home," Gianni yelled again, but he slipped back into me, I guess we aren't making love tonight, we are having a race.

Gianni won but I don't know how he did it between giggling and trying to thrust in the water, his arm pumped the night sky. His laughing was so nice to hear and my ass hurt because he had ramped up his movements, I guess it's a game they play.

"Your too old to keep up with us Carlos, thank the goddess you didn't put money on it." He teased them but they had finished and were now ignoring us because they were kissing.

A hand went around my dick and Gianni started stroking me, it didn't take long.

Clothing wasn't optional when we all got out and dried ourselves, bottles of wine appeared and we sat around the table, I positioned myself so I could get a good look at Gianni, the other two I had memorized months ago.

"So are you a couple yet Antonio?" What a bloody question to ask me, how the hell do I answer that? I felt Gianni's hand on mine and he answered for me.

`Yes." He then smiled.

"So you will be moving to Australia with us then?" That got my attention and I forgot their meeting.

"So you got the go-ahead to come back to Australia then?"

"Yes Antonio, we are very happy now because we can make a home with you."

"It's unnatural for you two to do that," I said.

"No it's not Antonio, when I moved in here they moved in with me, it took Sabine's interventions to get them to go home again." Gianni laughed as the boys smiled.

"Well, are you moving to Australia?" They were looking at Gianni who was looking at me.

"Of course he is, and bringing our son Lukas, we are going to set up a home too." I looked at him for reassurance but he said nothing, I guess he hadn't thought about it much so I added,

"If he doesn't like it after three months then we will all move back here, I don't mind either way." "I will move to Australia with my love. I won't be having him sticking his dick through holes in the toilet walls again, or lusting after any man but me." He kissed me. This made me very happy and I silently thanked Luca for having such a gorgeous friend, and for paving my way to having a good relationship with him.

The boys stayed into the wee hours so I was buggered, and when the conversation turned to Luka's funeral it put a damper on the night so I asked Gianni where the bedroom was.

He showed me and two eager looking men started getting into our bed, Gianni looked at me again so I shrugged because I know my throbbing ass wouldn't be terrorized again tonight. The bed was another big one and we snuggled up together, it was wonderful to be held in his arms and I melted into his body perfectly, we both slept in my preferred foetal position with him behind me.

Bubs slept through the night but he was mighty hungry in the morning. I felt Gianni get out of bed and sigh, he put on some shorts and I could hear him talking to his son before they went downstairs. Once we couldn't hear him I immediately felt Leon's arm go across me and he stabbed me in the back with his big sword.

It only took me a few minutes to wake up fully, I slipped my shorts on and went downstairs to sit with Gianni and Lukas.

"You don't mind coming home with me Gianni?" "No, I was prepared for the question but I wanted to know how you felt about it first." He leaned in and kissed me again.

"Okay, and I meant what I said, if you don't like it there we can come back, it is different from this place."

"I guess it will be, I look at it this way Antonio, where my brothers are I am also, I didn't come the last time and I wished I had but that's life, and Luca wouldn't let me go when he came back."

"You slept with him most nights?"

"Yes Antonio, every night, and when the others came home the three of us watched him."

"You are a good brother to them, I guess that's why I love you."

"Well, I don't care where I am as long as I have you and Lukas by my side."

"Me too." I smiled and made us another coffee. Lukas was playing with his teat now and wasn't having any more food so Gianni placed him over his shoulder and burped him. "Were you trained for being a daddy?" "Yes and no Antonio, there have always been babies around us so we all know what they need and what to do with them, but I must admit this one is the best."

"He's gorgeous and I can't wait to get to know him better."

"He also can't wait Antonio, he is already starting to recognize your voice."

"Really?"

"Yes, he was just looking for you, he could hear you but not see you, that's why he stopped. Now he can see you from over my shoulder and has quietened down, he knows your voice." I didn't believe him but I will let him get away with it.

I had already decided to stay as long as Gianni needs to, and I have to ring gran and grandpa today sometime, and also Nina to get an update on the business. I will also ring Gino, but before I do that I will send them a photo or ten of my husband and son.

I snapped away with the phone and deleted the bad ones, they were the ones where Gianni was making rude faces. We made more coffee and went to sit in the shade outside where it was a little cooler than inside. The boys joined us and whined that we had left them all alone, as I said, it's all show, underneath we were all very much still grieving.

I walked away from them and rang Nona, she answered on the third ring and went a little crazy when I said hello. I walked around and tried to explain who Gianni was but I don't think she got the brother concept. When I walked back I was listening to her advice on how to look after babies, I looked at Gianni and winked then I said,

"His name is Lukas." He turned his little head toward to me and started kicking, and arms were going everywhere, and he threw in a laugh. I guess Gianni was right, he does know my voice.

"But Nona, he's only two months old so he won't be able to play on the road, no Nona, I won't buy a bigger house, not yet anyway."

She was planning Lukas's life and she also knew some friends who wanted a driver, so Gianni is guaranteed a job when he gets there. I eventually got to speak to grandad who was less excited and wanted to talk business, he had overseen all my businesses and made sure things were running smoothly. They both went into the warehouse a lot and Nona was the unofficial tea lady, and yes, the banking was double-checked. He also said he had been stashing the cash under my sideboard which surprised me until he said, Nona had found it when she was cleaning my apartment and he laughed.

"Trust her to find my secret hidey-hole."

"Nothing is a secret as far as your grandma is concerned Antonio, you should know that, but I have stashed a lot of cash under there, you can work out what you want to do with it when you get back."

"Thank you grandpa." I hung up a half-hour later because he was repeating himself and I wanted to lick Gianni's armpits, he had taken his shirt off and was sitting in the sun.

Rosa had arrived and she came out with some food and drinks, I was properly introduced to her but she had no English, she smiled and took Lukas to bathe him and the last I heard from him was baby laughter. I sat next to Gianni and placed my arm on his shoulder then started massaging his nipple with my hand, he moaned and I could see he liked it because his shorts stretched. Leon's phone rang and he went bright red.

"Yes mama, no mama, he's here mama, yes straight away Mama." He hung up and said to Carlos,

"We have to go home, and if Antonio and Gianni are up, they are to bring Lukas to his grandmother immediately." He got up and started for the door, he had to go and get the rest of their clothes.

"We will come over in an hour Carlos, we have something to do first."

"Can we watch?"

"No, tell Nona Lukas is bathing and will be nice and clean for her kisses in an hour."

"What are you going to tell her about Australia Gianni?" He asked.

"I don't know, she won't be happy but I must go to make my family, maybe she can visit sometimes and I know we will be back so she shouldn't be that bad, do you think?"

He burst out laughing and he laughed loudly as they went out to their car, Gianni didn't get an answer.

"I am stuffing everything up for you Gianni, maybe I should think more about moving here permanently but I will miss my friends and grandparents a lot, maybe they can come and live here?"

"It's okay Antonio, she will just have to accept it, I don't mind one bit but can I tell you something?"

"Of course you can, anything."

"Although I am treated like one of the family, I never did fit in except with my brothers. With Sabine and Romano, it was all business, they looked after it until I came of age then I took over, but I could always feel a little resentment."

"Maybe it's you Gianni, maybe you never accepted their love as you did with the boys. Maybe you blamed them for your mother's death underneath it all and wouldn't accept their love as a replacement?"

"I see what you say Antonio, it has been a struggle sometimes, I know they love me but now I know you love me and I won't give that up. I will come with you because I want to see Australia anyway, they will give or find me a job but I don't have to work. I am a son but I am also a partner in the business, and an adult now. They do go to Melbourne themselves once or twice a year, there is a family member, an aunty I think they visit. It wouldn't be hard for them to visit us too."

"Well we can fine-tune what you want to do when we get there, I thought you would stay at home and look after Lukas, or maybe work with me, he can come with us. My business is tiny compared to all this, but sometimes it's a lot of fun."

"I would like that very much Antonio, I am not a corporate person, more of a farmhand."

"That's why you feel that you don't fit in with Sabine's lifestyle Gianni, you are from a different stock. I am guessing your father was the same and his father before him, they were simple farmers and gypsies."

"Yes they were, all this belonged to my great grandfather on my father's side, but it was smaller back then when Sabine's grandfather who owned the next vineyard joined with ours, that is when it started to become a big business. The corporation and events part of it grew from the excellent wines they were producing, and when Ramone married Sabine his family brought most of that knowledge with them, they were popular event planners even back then."

"You belong to the luckiest family I have ever met; it sounds like everything just landed in their laps."

"It did in a way, but somewhere I got lost in it and that's why I work in the distillery, I like the people there, I get along with them just fine, they are my people."

"We should go to the big house and talk to them, Gianni please don't ever forget you are an equal partner in all of this, so they can't manipulate or tell you what to do anymore."

"I love you Antonio, I know you are going to be good for me and Lukas. Antonio, can we go for a walk in the vineyard?"

"Yes of course we can, I can blow you amongst the grapes." He grinned so I think he had the same idea.

We walked twenty meters into it and I was down on my knees having some mighty delicious Italian sausage.

"Good morning Sabine, Ramone, I have a personal delivery for you." I smiled and passed Lukas over to her as she smiled and started talking to him in Italian. Gianni was in the vast kitchen grabbing some food and fresh coffee, while Ramone was looking at me, and said,

"You have captured my son's heart Antonio. That's two sons you have bewitched." He wasn't being nasty but rather I think he was maybe being cautious.

"We get along wonderfully Ramone, as I did with Luca, your sons are amazing and each one has a different personality."

"When is he leaving us?" I sat down and Sabine stared, no glared at me.

"When he's ready Sabine, there's no hurry but I will have to go home sometime, I miss my grandparents too much already."

"You will look after my grandson won't you?" She surprised me, but I figured she had already come to terms that they will eventually have to leave.

"I will with my life Sabine, I can guarantee you that if he doesn't like it there I will bring them both back to you, and I will stay with them here."

"You have given up so much for my family Antonio, you gave your heart to my precious Luca and now again to my other son and grandson, we are pleased he has someone in his life. And please don't be fooled by the, 'they don't love or accept me' stories. We have always deeply loved Gianni like a son, it's his unwillingness to accept other love that held him back. He had a mother once, a real one, and he has never recovered from her death. He is treated the same as the others, even more at times, we are not bad people Antonio, we just didn't know how to help him any more than we already have."

"I know Sabine, sometimes when a heart is broken it takes another heart to heal it, and I know Gianni loves you both, but he's been looking all his life for that feeling he had with his mama. I pray to God I am that feeling."

"You will make my son whole, I do not doubt that, and I will come to Australia to see my son and grandson. Gianni is going to love it there but he is still a partner, we would never try to take that away from him, it's his birthright. So there will be many personal family meetings on Skype, but some personal things we will have to talk about face to face."

"That would be awesome, and we will come here a couple of times a year because Lukas needs to know where he started in life, and to know his Nona and Nono also."

"One further thing I wish to tell you but you must keep this a secret." She touched my hand.

"Yes, I promise Sabine."

"Gianni was six when my sister passed away, he still is thinking like a six-year-old and hangs onto some wonderful memories of his parents. What I am about to say to you is to listen to his children's stories, but only with an open mind, what he thinks he remembers and what happened are two very different events."

"I understand Sabine, and I hope I am the one to replace all those imagined or real memories of his, you have to trust me to do the right thing with them both."

"I do Antonio, I do." She pulled me in and kissed my cheeks.

Gianni came out and Lukas got antsy, he wanted his poppa, no he wanted me instead because he wriggled around in Gianni's arms to look at me.

"Are you trying to steal my son Antonio?" He smiled.

"He likes me, what can I say, I'm a kid magnet?"

He passed him over and he settled down.

"He is Romani gipsy Gianna; he knows how to manipulate people already." Sabine laughed, which was nice to hear. The other two rascals came out in their bathers and it was balls for miles, but no one seemed to mind, let alone them.

"We have spoken to Stavros from the market and have an idea for you Gianni," Sabine said.

"What? You know Stavros?" I almost screamed.

"We know many people Antonio, and Stavros is family." I sat back and shook my head in disbelief.

"Federico knows him and he will go to him when he gets home and will speak further business with him, but for now we have a promise he will do business with Gianni." She smiled at me.

"So what are your plans for my family mama?" Gianni asked.

"Not my plans Gianni, you can do whatever you want in Australia, we had an idea that's all, just an idea." I could feel a slight frustration in her voice.

"Sorry mama, what is your idea?"

"Stavros has a coffee lounge coming up for rent, the owner is also retiring and I believe it's next door to Antonio's flower shop. This is only an idea son, not a directive as you might think. Why don't you rent it and get a liquor license so you can sell our wines also, like a bar, coffee shop type of business? He said he could help you with the license and he also said the café was run down a bit so you will have to renovate it to your liking." Gianni looked at me and was waiting for me to answer.

"Your call Gianni, it is in a good spot but needs an update especially if you are going to place your fine wines in it. I reckon it would be awesome, there's not a wine shop in the market and it's only open five days a week. They do a good trade with coffee and some standard cakes but I see plenty of potential. you could source a good bakery out and keep their Italian cakes."

"Do you think I could take Lukas with me?" He was still asking me.

"Yes, there's a big storage room out the back and he can sleep in, but if it doesn't work I know plenty of ladies who will look after him, even do housekeeping at the same time."

I have never had a housekeeper, only gran, and I know for certain she would take Lukas on in a heartbeat.

"Then we do it, Antonio?"

"We do it, and thank your mother, she did all the hard work." I smiled at him as he thanked them both, and now I have to talk to Federico who is leaving tomorrow.

Bubs fell asleep in my arms, he was so light I hardly noticed he was there but I did give him a few gentle kisses, and did I detect a slight smile.

I am going to love my life with Gianni and Lukas, they complete me, it's something I have craved for a long time. I thought I might have had it with Luca but that wasn't meant to be, and what if I had come over, would Gianni have felt the same as he does now? I think he would have, and we would never have betrayed Luca to be together, we would have had an impossible love.

Some food came out and Sabine wanted to talk about the business with Gianni so I listened but got lost when they started talking Italian to each other, it sounded heated but it wasn't. I know the decibels go up in Italian families, everyone wants to be heard and I loved listening to Gianni's deep voice, especially in his mother tongue. I chuckled to myself because my boner was on the rise again and Ramone was looking at me and winked. At least I think he was on my side, but he could have been trying to cruise me also, anything is possible with this family.

I went to find Federico, who of all things was sitting in the big lounge room watching TV. He said he had just got off the phone with Alice and she said everything's going very well with both businesses. I asked him what time his flight was and he said he will catch the bus into Rome and wanted to look at the countryside on the way. I argued with him but he wouldn't have any of it, he wanted to look on his land again as he didn't know when he would be back.

"Tell me what Stavros said, Federico."

"He said that the café owner was retiring so I told him to put a hold on the business for me. I rang to find out if there were any lock-up shops available, I thought a wine shop would suit Gianni, and he told me about the café. It was Sabine's idea to turn it into a clubby, bar type hipster place."

"Okay, so they didn't bribe him or anything?"

"No Antonio, that's not the way we do business, if there weren't any shops available we would have had the place burnt down or offered to buy it, then built him a shop." He laughed so much he dropped his magazine.

"All right then I believe you, but if Gianni smells a rat he will bolt and do something else entirely."

"Yes, his parents know that, they don't want to push him into something he doesn't like, and they do love him Antonio, whatever he says they love him."

I left him there and he was going to go to his room and start packing, he said he had to buy an extra suitcase because he had bought gifts to take home. I ran into Romano on the way who stopped me.

"Antonio, can I speak with you for a moment?"

"Of course you can what is it?"

"Come to my office." He showed me the way, and I suspect I may be asked for a fuck over his desk because he closed the door behind us.

"Antonio I will make this as brief as I can. I have a banker's card in this envelope for you, it's connected to the family account with the world bank. He doesn't spend any money so he has a sizeable balance in his everyday account. We want you to have this because if there's anything you need you are to use it, he will never know you have it but we want your family to live better, and especially Lukas, he will need a nanny, food and clothes, so you are to use this card."

"You want me to lie to Gianni, don't you?" "Not lie, you can tell him if you feel better doing it. He just doesn't know how to spend money, that's all, and Lukas or you, or him for that matter may go without because of it."

"Romano, I have money, I can look after my own family."

"You are just as stubborn as Gianni I see."

"Not stubborn, just a realist, we won't need for anything, and if Gianni opens the wine bar he will make a good income, as I already do."

"Please take it for emergencies, at least you never know if you will want to buy a house or vineyard or go to Europe sometimes. Please, for my sake it will get Sabine off my back."

I laughed and said,

"She told you to do it didn't she?"

"Yes, she's very forceful." He grinned.

"House? What do you mean house, a vineyard?" I caught up with what he had said.

"Antonio, Gianni is loaded up with old and new money and can afford to buy dozens of houses, but he chooses not to, and Australian wines are world-class and there are plenty of vineyards in Victoria I believe. He's a worker and I think that would suit him down to the ground, he knows everything about wineries." I knew that because he works in one every day so I put his mind at ease and took the card and placed it in my wallet.

He thanked me from the bottom of his heart then he patted me on the butt, so I got out of there very quick smart and went to find my new gipsy lover. We had lunch and he went to change Lukas while the boys talked me into having another swim. I put an electric blue pair on this time and it was even smaller than the others, so I ran towards the water and dived in as quick as.

"We can't wait to take you down to the St Kilda beach Antonio, the boys will love your ass." Carlos grinned at me.

"They will love yours too Carlos, but they will like Leon's better."

"Why did you say that Antonio, I thought you liked me the best?"

"Because he's just behind you, and I thought I had better say something nice before he attacks me." And they did, I went under the water several times as they both chased me. Gianni didn't wait to put his bathers on, he just stripped down bare naked, so I chased him.

We caught up and started kissing, well I was groping, and I loved the handful of dick I groped.

"What did poppa want Antonio?" I blushed because I wasn't prepared for this question, I'd prefer to go to our room and fuck, but it seems not this time. I had already decided I won't lie to him so I told him what he had given me.

"That's okay then my love, you can look after my finances from now on, and he is correct, we may look for a vineyard when we need to, but I am happy to be working next to your little flower shop. You must use it Antonio, there will be food and accounts to pay." He kissed me.

"I can take care of that Gianni."

"I want to contribute, so you use the card for everything and it will show up in the statements, then they will know that you are looking after us." Another kiss and he surprisingly got his hand into my swimmers.

"I need to pack."

"What for my love?"

"So I can move in with you."

"That will be nice my love, do you want a hand?"

"Yes." I smiled, do I want a hand, no, I want a mouth and a dick.

We dried off and Gianni, who has no sense of shyness, slipped his shorts on and we went to pack.

He was packing me just nicely on the big bed as my suitcase bounced around, but it finally gave up and fell onto the floor. He had pushed my legs so far apart I felt that he was splitting me in two, he said it's the best position to fit everything inside, I just thanked god my ass was deep.

We lay there for some time talking about his new life in Australia, he was concerned that we would be living in a city but I told him the city vanishes because we will be living in a community, not the whole concrete jungle bit.

He asked me to help him design his shop so I said I was up for the challenge and he was to put some hunky guys in as waiters because they always bring the ladies in, who in turn will bring the young guys in also. He liked my ideas and I had to fish around in my phone to find a photo of my shop, you could just see the café beside it, they were the same size but the café had tables and chairs out the front of both businesses.

"I will have to rent that space from you Antonio."

"No, it's common ground, you don't pay any rent for space outside except you will have to get a permit off the market manager to place your tables and chairs out there. Something to do with public liability."

"Okay, and will I have to put in a cool room?"

"No, you can use mine for free, plus you will have display refrigerators in the shop."

"You know a lot Antonio."

"Not as much as you do."

"I know how to play with this, and I know how to fuck, but I don't know the business." He started playing with my dick again, I'll never get this packing done if he's going to interrupt me.

We drove back to his gatehouse, it was a beautiful little place and I had noticed it looked a bit like the manor house in a way, but a lot smaller. He helped me unpack and talked to Rosa while she fed Lukas some more warm milk. I potted around then fussed over my hair and stood back, yes I am a lot more inviting than I was before the nose job.

We jumped in the car and he drove me all over the place, showing me where he used to play as a child and his grandparent's graves, and a whole lot of ancestors he forgot about, but he was showing me his history. We also visited Luca's grave which was covered in flowers, and we said a small prayer for his soul. He took a small bunch and placed it on his mamma's grave, nothing was said except a hail Mary.

"And your dad's parents?"

"There is none Antonio, only my mother is buried here. I have no idea where they bury gipsy's." He looked off into the sunset so I said,

"Maybe they cremate and scatter their ashes all over Italy Gianni."

"I don't know Antonio, and I don't know how to find out either."

"Well I do, it's called the internet, that's where we start from, there have to be some records." He leaned in and kissed me for the fiftieth time today and I placed my arms up his awesome back and held him, he is just a little boy in a man's body looking for an answer.

We drove back home to let Rosa go home to her family, she took the car again and after checking in on Lukas we found a big dish of lasagne in the oven. We ate outside with the baby monitor sitting at the table with us, she's a fine cook and I love her food, it was almost better than nan's.

It was time for a swim, the night heat was making us sweat so we stripped off and jumped in. We didn't do much swimming, he was pushed up against the edge and I was getting to know him better.

In bed we made love and for the first time he took a guided tour of my body, I told him what I liked and what I didn't like, which was very little, we didn't have time to do him because he had me on all fours and had slipped in accidentally.

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