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Eli
I'm Done Waiting - Part 1
I'm over 40. I'm nonbinary. I've been obsessing over penises since I was in my 20s. I don't care who the penis is attached to, cis, trans, non-binary, man, woman, whatever. They are all fucking hot.
My interest started when I realized watching gay male porn got me super horny. I only shared this information with one partner. She thought it was hot, although I suspect she was more turned on by me being turned on than the actual videos. The first time I packed in public was the first night we watched gay male porn together. (I won the DVD at drag queen bingo.) I didn't have a proper packer, so I had to sort of bend the strap-on I was wearing down so I didn't look completely obscene. I was wearing really baggy jeans, so it worked pretty well. I loved looking down and seeing the bulge in my pants. In addition to the jeans, I had a baggy t-shirt (that covered the boobs I still had a the time) and a backwards ball cap completed the look. I looked like a handsome teenage boy, and I played the part well. A bartender laughed at me when I ordered a beer. I had my ID ready, as I was used to this, especially when I dressed this way. Anyway, packing really got my sex drive going, and my girlfriend would cop feels throughout the evening. She fucking loved it. We made out a few times in public, which we rarely did when we both looked like women, and I made sure to tweak her nipples, which I know were a direct line to her pussy.
When we got back to her place that evening I could tell she was pretty tired, but I had a plan. In the bedroom we started kissing, this time just for us, and she immediately reached down and grabbed my cock.
"Fuck, babe, I love you with a cock."
I smiled and reached under her sweater to massage her big boobs. Then I pulled away, reached in my pocket and pulled out a condom, threw it on the bed and said "If you love it wrap it up so I can fuck you with it."
She fucking lost it, whimpering and whining "Yes, sir, I'll wrap you up sir, can I suck you first?"
"I want you naked, and on your knees." B was in a high-powered job where she was always making decisions, often ones with very expensive repercussions. We didn't always role play like this, but when we did I knew she loved it, she loved giving up all control and having someone else be in charge. She ripped off her sweater and fumbled getting her pants and underwear off.
While she was doing that I put the rest of my plan in motion. I turned the TV on and started the DVD. The bedroom was soon filled with cheesy porn music and the sounds of deep voices sucking and fucking. The guys on screen were typical of gay male porn, super buff and tan with bigger than average sized cocks that were always hard. I left my t-shirt on and looked down to see B naked, kneeling in front of me as I sat on the side of the bed.
"Sir, can I disrobe you?"
"Yes, undo my jeans and take them off of me." She unfastened my belt, undid the button and slowly slid the zipper down. I lifted my hips and she pulled my jeans down. By this time my attempts to restrict my cock had completely failed and it was straining hard against my boxer briefs. B purred and rubbed her hand over my bulge.
"It's so big."
"And hard, and wants to be in your pussy." She grabbed the waistband and pulled them right off. I turned to watch the screen and was treated to the sight of a toned but still slight man in his 20s getting a masterful blow-job from a "daddy" type, hairy and buff. My pussy was drenched and I was aching for some contact. Watching the guys on screen just got me more horny. I loved seeing a cock on my body and loved how B responded to it, but my own pussy was aching for a cock of it's own. I wasn't actually a big fan of penetration, but I still liked imagining what being filled up by a cock would feel like. In addition to having my pussy filled, I loved thinking about feeling balls slapping against my body as I fucked someone with a penis. The next thing I knew I felt the warmth of B's body on my legs and stomach and looked down to see her lips wrapped around my cock. "Holy shit!"
She smiled around my dick and kept bobbing up and down. Getting a blow job and watching the blow job on screen also made me really horny for a cock of my own to suck on. I've always been pretty oral and loved going down on my partners, but none of them had penises, so it was always just fantasy.
She sucked from the base to the head and came off with an audible pop. That's when I noticed she was feeling own pussy at the same time.
"I want to taste you too" I said. She stood up, grabbed a pillow from the head of the bed and put it about halfway down. She laid down with her hips on the pillow and motioned for me to join her. I climbed on top of her, putting my head over her pussy and positioning my hips over her head.
"Is this ok for you, the position's ok?"
"Babe, I was married to a cis guy for years, remember, we're fine." Of course, she had plenty of experience with this.
"Thanks for taking that side, this way I can still watch the TV."
"I thought you'd appreciate that" she said, before she stopped talking and resumed sucking on my cock. I dove right into her sopping wet pussy. She had always been really quick to cum and the whole evening had been foreplay, so I didn't want to make her wait much longer. I loved hearing the sounds of men sucking each other while I fucked her with my mouth. Their grunting and moans mixed with mine and hers. I added two fingers to give her the penetration she loved, and get her ready for my cock, while I lapped away at her clit. That put her over the edge and she cried out as she came "Fuck, yes, your timing is so damn perfect!" I hung on as best I could as she bucked and writhed.
She was coming down off her high, but her hips were still moving and I kept playing with her folds and her clit.
"I really want your dick in me" she said.
"Well come on up here, then" I responded. She twisted around, her head replacing her pussy and I kissed her sloppily. I knew she loved the smell and taste of her own pussy, so I didn't even wipe my face first. We kissed heavily. I pulled away and asked, in a serious voice, slipping back into my role:
"Have you put the condom on yet?"
"Oh no sir, I'm sorry sir, I forgot sir," she said while she felt around and found the small foil package in the sheets. She ripped it open and slid down my body to my dick. Her practiced hand easily rolled the latex down my rubber phallus. I smiled watching her do it. So hot. So horny. She slid back to the foot of the bed, where my head was and said:
"Now fuck me Sam, put it in." I felt around her pussy, finding her hole, and grabbed my cock with my other hand. I lined the two up and slid in. I never had that feeling that a strap on became part of my body, like some people did, but I still really loved fucking my partners. I looked up at the screen and saw the younger guy was on his back with his hard, wet dick standing straight up in the air while the Daddy character fucked in and out of his asshole. Seeing the fucking just egged me on. I knew B was ready for fucking, as she had already come once, so I matched my pace to what was going on on the screen. I looked down to check if she was ok with it and she was writhing in pleasure.
"Mmmmmm, yes, fuck me daddy, fuck me hard, I've been waiting for this all night." As we fucked, her boobs were sliding up and down her body and I realized I had been neglecting them. I leaned down and took a nipple in my mouth and sucked and licked. Boobs are amazing. Then the voices on the screen got more urgent. I looked up to see the "Daddy" had taken his dick out and was jacking it off over the other guy. In a moment he yelled "YES" and came. Stream after stream of thick white cum spurted all over his lover's body. I repositioned myself for better leverage and started fucking B harder.
"Yes, yes, fuck, yeah, I love your cock in me." While B loved cocks I knew she wouldn't cum unless her clit was stimulated, so I reached down, found her drenched pussy and started rubbing her clit back and forth. It was so hard within her slick, wet folds. A minute later she was coming again, her whole body shaking while she cried "Yes, fucking yes, fuck yes, yes, yes."
She collapsed on top of me for just a second, then lifter herself off and put her head back at the top of the bed.
"C'mon, get up here, so we can both watch the porn." I happily obliged and watched scene after scene of hot gay male sex unfold in front of me while laying with my girlfriend.
That was over ten years ago. Since then I'd discovered the wide world of online porn and the smorgasbord of penises to chose from. I usually end up watching cis men and trans men together or cis men with women (of any variety). Actually, that's not true, I'm definitely drawn to big beautiful women. Heavy, curvaceous, thick, lovely. The presence or absence of a penis on a woman is really not important to me. I've also been enjoying hearing about my pansexual friend, C's exploits. We've always had a close relationship. She's supported my fixation with penises and every time she has sex with a person with a penis she tells me about it. I love the realness of her stories. She usually tells me via text, which draws out the experience in a lovely way, or we'll talk on the phone. It almost always leads to mutual masturbation, which is a fun way to spend an evening!
I'm finally at the point where I'm done waiting. I ready to find out what it's really like to be with someone who has a penis and I've figured out just the right person for the job. His name is Dave and we're meeting for drinks tomorrow.