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====================================== If I Ain't Got You -- Chapter 6 by JT Poole
// Orlando, FL -- Florida Hospital -- Somewhere in the Hospital //
"Hey kid you lost?" A patient of the hospital asked Nick as he wandered through the endless halls.
"No I am not lost." Nick stated.
"Are you sure kid? You look like someone that has lost out on a lot of things in this world." The man stated.
"I'm fine. I just need to get out of here." Nick stated, looking around to see where he was.
"You don't look fine kid. What happened to your hands?" The man asked.
"None of your business." Nick stated, taking the defensive.
"Hey, no harm kid, I am trying to be nice and help you." The man stated, holding out his hand. "I'm Marcus."
"Well Marcus, I am trying to get out of here. How do I leave this place?" Nick asked, looking at Marcus.
"Why are you trying to leave? It's apparent that something is ailing you. Stick around and get better." Marcus stated.
"Fuck no, I just want to get out of here." Nick stated.
"Why? This place is one of healing. You seem like you have a lot of healing to do. Come over here kid. Sit down." Marcus stated, patting the seat next to him.
"I don't need to heal, I just need to get away so I can be by myself." Nick stated, as he held his head down, tears slowly falling from his eyes.
"No kid, you need to stay here in the hospital. This place will help you, help you a lot." Marcus stated, grabbing Nick's hand and holding them in his. "I am an old guy kid. I spent most of my life running away from what I needed. Don't you spend your whole life running away. What you need is right here in this very hospital. Trust me kid."
"What I need is to get away from here and be by myself." Nick stated.
"Trust me kid. What you are looking for is right here in this hospital. You just need to sit down and take a look at things and your life." Marcus stated.
"How do you know what I need is right here in this hospital?" Nick asked.
"You have been running for a long time kid. It's time to stop running." Marcus stated. "When the opportunity presents itself, you need to be open-minded and don't be afraid of what might happen."
"Nick is that you?" Nick heard, turning around to hear a voice he wished he would hear again.
"Brian?" Nick asked, standing up to see Brian Littrell standing there.
"Oh Nick. Are you okay?" Brian asked, reaching out to touch Nick's face.
"Nick remember what I said. When the opportunity presents itself to you, don't be afraid. Keep an open mind and be true to you." Marcus stated. "Oh and Nick, that's not the opportunity."
"What?" Nick asked.
"He is not the opportunity." Marcus stated, pointing at Brian.
"Who is this guy Nick?" Brian asked.
"He's just a guy I just met in here." Nick stated, looking around to see that Marcus was no longer there. "That's odd, he was just right there."
"Are you okay?" Brian asked.
"I'm okay now Brian." Nick stated, looking into Brian's eyes. "Why are you here Brian?"
"I came to see about you after I heard what happened to you." Brian stated.
"How did you know I was here?" Nick asked, looking at Brian strangely.
"Kev called and blessed me out because of what you had done to yourself." Brian stated, turning Nick around and placing a kiss on his forehead. "Why are you hurting yourself baby?"
"Don't call me baby." Nick stated, pulling away from Brian.
"Why not? You are my baby aren't you?" Brian asked.
"No, you dumped me for Leighanne remember." Nick stated, stepping away from Brian. "Why are you here Brian?"
"I told you. I came here to see about you." Brian stated.
"You came all the way from Atlanta to see about me?" Nick asked.
"You make it sound like we are not friends." Brian stated. "You know I still love you Nick. I am only with her to keep the public out of my business."
"Yeah right Brian. You let me down. You were not around when I needed you to be. You left me alone for two months. You promised me that I would never be alone. You broke your promise to me." Nick stated, walking away from Brian down the hallway.
"Nick wait. Don't walk away from me." Brian stated, catching up to Nick and grabbing him by the arm. "Stop. I said don't walk away from me."
"Go away Brian. Leave me alone." Nick stated. "If you really loved me you would have never left me and married her."
"I told you why I married her." Brian stated, turning Nick around to face him. "I don't love her, I love you."
"No you don't love me. If you did, you wouldn't care what the public thought." Nick stated, pushing Brian and walking down the hall again.
"I told you not to walk away from me." Brian stated, running up to Nick again, grabbing him by the arm and pulling him into the closest room he saw. "Listen Nick..."
"Stop Brian! What are you doing?" Nick asked, struggling to get away from Brian.
"Shut the fuck up Nick." Brian spoke through gritted teeth as he placed his hand over Nick's mouth. "You love me. I know you do, so shut the fuck up with your petty whining."
"Stop it Brian. What are you doing?" Nick asked, still struggling with Brian.
"I'm going to give you what you want. I know what you need." Brian stated, pushing Nick down on the bed and holding him down as he started grinding his hips against Nick.
"Stop it Brian, I don't want this." Nick stated, thrashing around under Brian.
"Fine. If you don't want it, I will leave." Brian stated, letting Nick up off the bed.
"Thank you." Nick stated, getting up off the bed and heading to the door, turning his back on Brian.
"On second thought, I think I want some of that ass." Brian stated, grabbing Nick by the arm and pushing him down on the bed face first. "Shut the hell up and take it like you know you can!"
"No Brian. I don't want this." Nick stated, crying now, struggling to get away from Brian. "No, stop Brian, you are hurting me!"
"I'm not hurting you. You like it like this." Brian stated, leaning down to nip at Nick's neck as he continued to pump his dick in and out of Nick's ass.
"Stop Brian please stop!" Nick screamed.
"I'll stop when I am done." Brian stated, thrusting faster now. "Won't be much longer, I am almost there."
"Brian if you ever loved me you would stop. You are hurting me." Nick stated barely audible. "Please stop Brian."
"Shut up Nick, stop your chatter and get off like you know you want to." Brian stated, pulling his dick out of Nick's ass and shooting his sperm across the hospital gown that was pulled up on Nick's back. "Damn that was good. You are truly the best fuck I have ever had." "Okay Brian." Nick stated, still lying face down on the hospital bed in the room, crying, and pulling his legs up to his chest, in the fetal position.
"What are you doing?" Brian asked, rubbing the side of Nick's face with his hand. "Nick say something. Stop that punk shit, I didn't hurt you and you know it."
"Okay Brian." Nick stated, rocking his legs back and forth, still lying on the bed in the fetal position.
// Down the Hall in the Cafeteria //
"I can't find him anywhere." Kevin stated, sitting down at the table talking with Jane and Aaron.
"He has to be in here somewhere. The guards have all the exits blocked. He can't get out of here without someone knowing about it." Kevin stated as his cell phone started ringing. "Hello?"
"Have you found him yet?" Leslie asked?
"No not yet. We are sitting here in the Cafeteria waiting. Hospital security is looking for him. We haven't heard back from them yet." Kevin stated.
"Well I am on my way down. See you in a couple." Leslie stated, hanging up her phone.
"That was Leslie. She and the guard is on their way here now. She couldn't find him either." Kevin stated.
"What could have happened to him? Is he hiding out in someone's room?" Jane asked.
"He can be anywhere in this place." Kevin stated.
"Why is he doing all this momma?" Aaron asked.
"I don't know baby, but I know he must be hurting badly." Jane stated. "I just hope he comes back and let us get him some help."
"Like the doctor says, he needs to speak with that therapist lady soon. I don't think he wants to live anymore." Kevin stated.
"Why is all of this happening?" Jane asked.
"He's been hurt a lot Jane. Every guy that he has given his heart to has hurt him." Kevin stated.
"This is all about Brian isn't it?" Jane asked.
"Yes." Kevin stated, looking across the room, spotting his cousin Brian down the hallway walking out of the room. "What the hell is he doing here?"
"Who?" Jane asked, looking in the direction that Kevin was looking in. "Kevin where are you going?"
"I'm going to tell him to leave." Kevin stated, walking in Brian's direction.
"Aaron honey, go get one of the security guys down there." Jane stated, getting Aaron's attention.
"What are you doing here?" Kevin asked, walking up to Brian.
"I came to check on Nick." Brian stated.
"He doesn't need you to check on him." Kevin stated. "How did you know he was here anyway?"
"Alex called me and told me that you guys were here." Brian stated. "What's your beef Kev?"
"You know what my `beef' is." Kevin stated, glaring at Brian. "You need to leave here. We don't want Nicky running into you."
"Running into me?" Brian spoke.
"Yeah running into you. You have caused him enough problems." Kevin stated. "Go away Brian, none of us want you here."
"That's not true. Nick wants me here." Brian stated.
"It's your fault we are here now." Kevin stated. "How would you know what Nick wants?"
"I know Nick. He still wants me, we just made love." Brian stated. "If he didn't want me here, we wouldn't have been fucking."
"What!" Kevin screamed, grabbing Brian by his shirt and throwing him up against the wall.
"What's going on here Mr. Richardson?" The security guy asked, running up to him and Brian.
"He did something to Nick. That's why we can't find him!" Kevin screamed. "Where is he Brian?!"
"I didn't do anything to him. He's right in there." Brian stated, pointing to the room he just came out of.
"Move." Kevin stated, pushing Brian to the ground as he walked into the room to see Nick lying on the bed crying and bleeding from his backside.
"Oh my God Nicky!" Kevin screamed, running over to the bed and holding Nick in his arms. "What did you fucking do Brian?"
"I told you I didn't do nothing to him." Brian stated, walking into the room with the security guard. "We made love and that's it. Like it's any of your business cuz."
"Nicky, Nicky can you hear me?" Kevin asked, pushing Nick's hair out of his face, still holding Nick in his arms. "Nick speak to me. Are you okay?"
"It hurts, it hurts." Nick mumbled out as Jane, Aaron and Leslie walked into the room.
"Oh my fucking God! What happened to him?" Leslie asked, walking over to Kevin and Nick.
"I don't know." Kevin stated, hugging Nick to his chest, still holding him. "He won't actually tell me."
"It hurts, it hurts." Nick mumbled again. "Oh God it hurts."
"What did you do to him Brian?" Jane asked, beating Brian in the chest with her fists as one of the security guys tried to stop her.
"I didn't do anything to him." Brian stated. "Keep this woman off of me."
"You raped him!" Kevin stated.
"Rape rape rape." Nick stated, rocking back and forth in Kevin's arms now.
"I ought to kill you!" Kevin stated as he laid Nick back down in the bed and jumped towards Brian.
"What the hell is your prob man?" Brian asked, jumping behind the other security guard.
"You raped him! I'm going to kill you!" Kevin stated, being held back by two other security guards.
"I didn't rape him. He was into it just like I was." Brian stated.
"He's bleeding Brian. He's hardly speaking!" Kevin stated, still struggling with the guards. "Let me go!"
"Oh God my baby." Jane stated, hugging Nick to her as he realized what was going on.
"No!!!!!!!" Nick screamed. "Get away from me! Get away from me! Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"
"Nick baby it's me, your mother." Jane stated, trying to hug Nick again.
"Stay away from me! Don't touch me! Keep away!" Nick screamed again, jumping back on the bed, falling off the other side.
"Get a doctor in here for him! You need to call the police and have him arrested!" Kevin screamed.
"Brian how could you have done this to Nick?" Leslie asked, grabbing him and slapping him in the face.
"I didn't do anything to him that he didn't want." Brian stated, as two police officers walked into the room/
"Are you Brian Littrell?" The police officer asked, walking into the room.
"That's him officer." Kevin stated, as the security guards let him go.
"Brian Littrell you are under arrest. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say or do can be held against you in a court of law..." The police officer stated, reading the Miranda Rights to Brian as they placed the cuffs on him.
"I am innocent, I didn't rape him. He wanted it." Brian stated as he was escorted out of the room with the two police officers. "I'll get out. The truth will be revealed!"
====================================== TO BE CONTINUED...
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