Warnings and Disclaimers:
I don't know any of the members of NSYNC or any celebrity mentioned. I don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay). This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that. This is only for entertainment value only folks. Hope you enjoy the show oh I mean reading.
========================================================================== If I Ain't Got You Chapter -- 29 by JT Poole
// Orlando, FL -- The Poole-Wahlberg Estates -- Mark and JT's Room //
--- JT's POV ---
Damn it's been a while since Mark and me made love like that. His moaning and my grunting kept me on cloud nine all the while. I can say it was different since its not a normal thing for me to be on the giving end of things with Mark, I was shocked to say the least when he crawled on top of me and whispered in my ear what he wanted me to do to him. Damn, being inside him like that again blew my mind.
"Come on baby, the water's ready." He says, walking back into the bedroom naked as the day he was born. "I still need you."
"Oh yea? What do you need baby?" I ask him.
"I need my husband and I need him bad." He says, speaking in a seductive tone.
"What is it that you need from me baby?" I ask him walking into the bathroom with him, stopping in front of the tub kissing him.
"This." He says reaching down and playing with my manhood. "I want to feel it deep within me again."
"Oh really?" I say, smirking a little bit, knowing in the back of my mind that I really put it on him.
"Yes baby, I don't think I can get enough of you." He says as I step in the tub.
"Baby let me sit down on you." He says, stepping into the tub over me. "I like this position best."
"I bet you do baby." I say, capturing his lips with my own as he sinks down on my love tool one more time.
"Oh shit baby, you are so big." He says, wrapping his arms around me as gravity continued to pull him down on me. "Go slow baby, let me get use to you again."
"You are in control baby, you move it the way you want it." I tell him, kissing him as he is now sitting flat down on my lap in the tub.
"Oh gosh baby...it's been a long while since I felt like this with you." He says, moving his hips up and down on me.
"Yeah baby, I know the feeling." I say to him, kissing him as he continued to work it.
"Baby why is it that you only make love to me like this after we have a big fight?" He asks me.
"Probably because you feel you have to prove your love to me by giving me you." I answer him
"That's not the reason baby." He says, stopping and then looking at me as his eyes filled with tears.
"Baby it is the reason." I tell him, lifting his chin up. "Regardless of whether you give yourself to me like this or not, I still love you. I must admit that I like it when you do give yourself to me like this, but you don't have to do this to appease me."
"Baby..." He says as I cut him off.
"Nothing baby...I know what you are thinking and you don't have to say it." I say to him as he wraps his arms around my neck and cry on my shoulder.
"I love you baby, I really do." He says as we continue our love making.
"I love you too Mark." I say, laying my head back on the back of the tub.
// The Kitchen //
--- Angie's POV ---
I stood there frozen, never thinking in a million years that my baby boy would be asking me this question. Justin and Nick are both watching me to, curiosity written all over their faces but Justin is also wearing an assessing look. Kevin is watching me too, silent but supportive, waiting to see how I answer Kai's question.
"Aunt Angie? Are you pregnant?" Kai asked again. When I don't answer him, he walks over to me, putting one arm around me. "Auntie Angie, please say something."
"Kai, what made you ask me that?" I wonder, smiling and putting an arm around him. He looks at me and shrugs, grinning sheepishly.
"I don't know. It would just explain why you got sick when you smelled the roast cooking," he replied, kissing me on the cheek.
"How would you feel about it if I were?" I asked, looking over his shoulder at Kevin. He winked at me, blowing a kiss before he went to sit at the table next to Nick and Justin. The two of them looked at Kevin, then each other before huge smiles broke out on both their faces.
"I hope you are. I think it would be cool to have a little cousin to spoil."
"Well then congratulations Baby Boy... you're getting your wish," I told him, laughing when he shouted.
"Wait `til Daddy Mark and Daddy J find out!" Kai said excitedly, wrapping his arms around me. "I love you Auntie Angie!"
"I love you too my boy," I whispered, eyes misting over as I held him close to me. It did my heart a lot of good to get this kind of acceptance from Kai, especially after the way Momma had reacted to the news. Why she couldn' t have been this happy to find out that her first grandchild was on the way?
"Congrats nurse lady!" Justin said with the Timberlake grin, pulling me down and kissing me on the cheek. His smile turned mischievous. "That baby is going to be beyond rotten living in this house!"
"Thank you Justin... I think," I replied, kissing him back before Nick pulled me away from him.
"Congratulations Angie! I'll bet your mom is ecstatic," Nick said with a huge smile, hugging me tight. My eyes filled with tears and I pulled away from him abruptly, running out of the room and leaving him and Justin with shocked looks on their faces. "What did I say?"
"Her Mom is kinda pissed off with the two of us right now. She snapped on Angie and now she won't speak to her. As you can see, Angie isn't taking it very well. I'll be back," Kevin replied, looking sad as he excused himself.
// Somewhere in Atlanta, GA //
"Girl I don't give a damn who you know! Get the hell out of my house!" The woman screams.
"Fuck you and your damn sistah bitch!" Chantal Mendleton, JT's sister screams, walking down the stairs of the apartment building she just moved out of.
"Don't bring your ass back bitch, if I see you again it will be too soon!" The woman screams, throwing Chantal's things out of the window.
"Fucking trick, don't make me come back up there and whip your ass!" Chantal shouts, grabbing her purse and taking off her shoes, throwing both into the car.
"Bring that shit bitch! I will beat your fucking ass where you stand!" The woman screams running out of the building, grabbing Chantal by her hair.
"Get the fuck off of me fucking trick!" Chantal screams as her head gets slammed into the dashboard of her car.
"Talk that shit now bitch!" The woman screams.
"You better step the fuck off Nay Nay, I don't have time for this shit no more, I am tired of your games." Chantal says, pulling out a gun from under the car seat. "Don't you ever put your hands on me ever again!"
"Look girl, I'm sorry, don't do nothing stupid." The woman says, stepping back.
"That's right bitch, you ain't so bad now, yeah, what happened to all that fire you had?" Chantal asks, stepping into the building with the gun still pointed at the woman.
"I'm sorry `Tal, I didn't mean to sleep with her, it just happened. I'm sorry." The woman says, backing up to the wall behind the stairs.
"Lying bitch, why are you lying to me?" Chantal asks, putting the gun in the woman's ribs, moving it back and forth. "Neicy said ya'll were sleeping together while I was working everyday!"
"Alright, we were sleeping together, I'm sorry `Tal, really I am." The woman says, tears running down her face.
"You just remember that shit! Remember what you threw away bitch!" Chantal says, smacking the woman with the gun. "You hurt me Nay Nay, you hurt me bad."
"Please `Tal, please don't..." The woman pleads, sinking back against the wall.
"You ain't worth the bullet." Chantal says, walking towards the door. "Don 't call me, ever!"
"You got it, I won't call you, I won't bother you no more." The woman says as Chantal walks out of the building and gets into her car.
"I guess this is fine of time as any to go see JT and his bratty son." Chantal says, looking in the rearview mirror, checking her makeup. "Off to Florida I go."
// Back in Orlando -- The Poole-Wahlberg Estates -- The Kitchen //
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"Oh my God, he's here, he's here." Kasai says, jumping off of the stool, almost hyperventilating.
"Who's almost here little man?" Justin asks, wheeling around the counter to follow Kasai into the living room.
"Hi there." Kasai says, opening the front door to let Aaron Carter in.
"Hi there Kasai." Aaron says, hugging Kasai and kissing him on the cheek.
"I'm glad you could make it." Kasai says blushing.
"I wouldn't miss this for the world." Aaron says as he takes Kasai hand in his own. "So what are we gonna do first?"
"Well since dinner is still cooking, why don't we go out side and lounge a bit." Kasai suggests, leading Aaron towards the back door.
"Well what do we have here?" JT says, coming downstairs in the wheelchair lift. "Where do you think you are going boy?"
"We are going outside until dinner is ready." Kasai answers him, turning the doorknob.
"No you are not Kai, we need to have a talk first." JT says as he and Mark reach the bottom. "Come on, we are going into my office."
"Daddy what did I do?" Kasai asks, releasing Aaron's hand. "We weren't doing nothing."
"Boy get your narra ass in that office, I don't have all day." JT says, walking into the office with Mark following him.
"Dang, that was cold. I hope they don't gang up on my boo." Aaron says walking towards the kitchen, hoping to find Nick.
// In JT's Office //
"Son I have something very important to say to you. I know what I am about to say may make you made, but believe me son, there is another alternative." JT says, sitting down in front of Kasai.
"What's going on Daddy?" Kasai asks.
"Son listen, I got another call from your principal." JT says as Mark looks at him.
"What about Daddy?" Kasai asks, looking down at the floor.
"Remember I told you the principle said you couldn't come back to school until after things were settled with Jared right?" JT says, reaching out his hand to Kasai.
"Yeah I remember Daddy, what's wrong, what are you trying to say?" Kasai asks, sitting in JT's lap.
"Son the principal doesn't want you coming back to school at all." JT says, waiting to see what Kasai's reaction would be.
"What are you talking about baby?" Mark asks, jumping up from the chair he was sitting in. "Are you saying that he can't go back to school there? Regardless if things get settled or not?"
"That's what I am saying Mark." JT answers him, looking at Kasai, still waiting for his reaction.
"What!" Kasai screams hopping up out of JT's lap. "What am I supposed to do all day daddy? I have to go to school!"
"I know son, I know, but you can't go back to that one. The principal said that he and the board have already had an hearing about this and don't want you coming back, they don't want you having another break down around other students." JT explains, standing up now, hugging Kasai.
"I won't have another breakdown daddy, I promise. They can't kick me out daddy, what about my grades, my friends..." Kasai replies, crying in JT's arms.
"Baby you are not going to take this are you? We are going to fight this." Mark says, walking over to JT and Kasai. "You are going to fight this aren' t you?"
"No Mark I am not going to fight this, I am making other arrangements." JT says as Kasai pull away from him.
"What! What other arrangements are you making?" Kasai asks.
"Well earlier today I called Lake Highland Prep and they have an opening for you." JT says.
"What!" Mark and Kasai both say in unison.
"You must be kidding." Mark says, releasing JT and walking away.
"Daddy J you are sending me to a private school?" Kasai asks.
"Well so far that's the only alternative I have for right now and they have an opening and you can keep up with your class." JT says, sitting back down, feeling his legs get weak.
"I don't want to go to a private school daddy, I don't want to be around stuck-up, snobby, rich brats all day long." Kasai says, walking towards the door.
"Stop boy, don't you leave this room." JT says, trying to stand up, and then falling back down.
"Daddy this isn't fair! This isn't fair at all!" Kasai screams, kicking the wall, causing a picture to fall down.
"Boy don't you make me get up, you are starting to work my nerve. I know you are upset and all, but don't you get my pressure up." JT says, rubbing his temples.
"Baby you can't let them do this to him. Why are you giving in to what they want?" Mark asks, sitting next to JT.
"Because I don't have the energy left to fight them baby, I can't do this, not right now. I know you want to stay with your friends Kai, but right now, this is the only alternative I see in order for you to continue your schooling." JT says as Mark hugs him.
"I'm sorry baby, I wasn't trying to upset you, but I feel...I feel we can't let them get away with this...this is wrong." Mark says.
"I know it's wrong baby, but let them have their damn school. If they want to punish Kai for something that wasn't his fault, then Kai doesn't belong there anyway." JT says, getting up and walking towards the door. "Kai things will be alright I promise you that son."
"I don't know Daddy, I don't know. I don't want to go some place new." Kasai says, walking over to JT and Mark at the door.
"Tell you what son, you give Lake Highland a chance, if you don't like it after two weeks, then we will try something else." JT says opening the door and walking out with Mark and Kasai following him.
"You promise daddy?" Kasai asks.
"Yeah I promise big head." JT says, pulling Kasai close to him as they walked to the kitchen. "I smell food, shouldn't dinner be ready?"
"It should be, the roast was almost done...oh snap Daddy J, Daddy Mark, I think Auntie Angie has something to tell you two." Kasai says.
"What is it boy?" Mark asks, walking into the kitchen.
// Outside by the Pool //
--- Kevin's POV ---
"Angie, where are you?" I called out, scanning the lighted area around the pool until I saw something moving in one of the pool chairs. I can see her lying in the chair crying softly, one hand resting over the baby. Our baby, I thought with a grin as I approached her. I sat down on the chair next to her, pulling her into my arms. "Hey pretty lady... what's with the tears?"
"Why did Momma have to yell at me like that? W-w-why can't she be h-h-happy for us?" she stammered, wrapping her arms around me. I held her close to me, my heart breaking. I love her more than I can say and it's killing me to know that I caused this rift between her and her mother.
"I don't know Angie. I know she didn't mean it... she was just upset," I replied, holding her away and wiping her tears. I kissed her gently, rubbing her back until I feel her calming down. "You ready to go back inside now?"
"Can we stay out here for a few more minutes?" she asked softly, kissing me softly. I sigh, shifting her in the chair until she's sitting between my legs, her head resting on my chest. "You do realize that the pool is public enemy number one now right?"
"Why is that?" I ask with a grin, nuzzling the side of her neck. Her head falls to the side, giving me easier access to a sensitive spot of skin there. She giggled and then sighed as I lick and suck on her neck, relaxing against me again.
"That pool is where you and me made three," she replied, placing my hand over her stomach. I looked down at her again; smiling at the love I see shining in her eyes. She slid away from me, standing up and stretching before leaning down to nuzzle the side of my face.
"It is really?" I ask in amazement, stealing another kiss before she can get away from me. She simply nods her head, holding out a hand to me. I stood up and walk over to the edge of the pool with her hand firmly clasped in mine. "I guess we owe the pool a thank you huh?"
"I guess we do silly man, I guess we do," she replied, kissing me again before we head back into the house. "Come on handsome, we're hungry! It's time to eat."
// In the Kitchen //
"So we can have the guys all around in tuxedos and ... hi guys where have you been?" Justin asks as JT and Kasai sits down at the table.
"Hello you two. What are you guys doing?" JT asks, looking at the pieces of paper Nick and Justin had thrown around the table.
"We are planning out our wedding JT." Justin answers him. "JT can we ask you a big favor?"
"Sure Justin, what's up?" JT asks, turning around to face both men.
"Can we have our wedding in the backyard?" Justin asks, kissing Nick on the cheek.
"I don't see why not." JT answers, accepting the glass of water and pill that Mark brought him.
"Are you okay JT?" Nick asks, watching JT down the pill and the water.
"I'm okay, just a small headache and some muscle spasms." JT tells him.
"Okay, just checking." Nick says, as Angie and Kevin walk into the room.
"I am so sorry Angie, I didn't mean..." Nick says as Angie cuts him off.
"It's okay Nick, don't worry about it." Angie says, leaning over and hugging Nick.
"Cool." Nick says, whispering in Justin's ear. "Ah Angie we want to ask you a favor."
"What is that Nick?" Angie asks, sitting down next to him.
"Well you know me and handsome here are wanting to get married soon. Well we asked JT and he said we can get married in the backyard, but we would like to know if you would help us plan everything out?" Nick asks, looking at Angie intently.
"Why yes silly man, of course I would help you guys plan it out." Angie says as Justin leans over and hugs her.
"Thanks Angie." Justin says, kissing her on the cheek. "Oops, sorry Kev, I wasn't trying to move in on your woman."
"Oh whatever, you don't like what she has." Kevin replies laughing as Justin blushes.
"Okay guys the food is ready. Is everyone washed up?" Mark asks, bringing food to the table.
"Give us a minute to clear this stuff up." Nick says picking up the papers he and Justin were writing on.
"Make it quick blondie, we don't have all day." Mark says, placing a plate in front of JT, then Kasai and then passing the plates around the table.
"Is Steve and AJ here?" JT asks.
"I don't think so, I saw him leave with AJ earlier." Kevin replies, sitting back down at the table.
"Well I guess we are the only ones eating tonight. Its just us then." JT says, looking over to where Kasai and Aaron were sitting. "Hey you two, break it up."
"We were not doing nothing." Kasai says, sitting up, smirking as he leaned over and kissed Aaron on the cheek.
"I saw that boy." JT says as Mark walks back into the room with the roast.
"Saw what baby?" Mark asks, placing the roast in the center of the table.
"Ohhhhh you and trouble now." Angie says, laughing.
"What's going on out here?" Mark says, looking at JT, Angie and then Kasai. "Did I miss something?"
"No baby, Angie just being her usual self." JT responds licking his tongue at her.
"Oh shush old man." Angie says,
"Old? Who you calling old, you old hag." JT says causing a napkin to be thrown at him.
"Hey, the mother of my child isn't an old hag." Kevin speaks up, causing JT to spit out the water he had just drank.
"What! The mother of your child!" JT says as he faints.
"Damn, I guess that was too much for him." Angie says, getting up to fan JT.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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