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====================================== If I Ain't Got You -- Chapter 13 by JT Poole
// Orlando, FL -- Florida Hospital -- Nick's Room //
--- Nick's POV ---
I am back in my room now with JT and he's explaining to my mom where I was. I feel so empty now. Was this all just a dream for me, or is Justin real? I am here sitting listening to her bitch at him because she feels that the hospital doesn't have adequate security in place for me. I wish she would just shut up and just go home or something.
"Mom please, just stop. I'm okay, I am not hurt." I say, walking over to where she and JT sat. "There's nothing wrong with me, I'm fine. Now could you please stop this bickering, it's starting to get on my nerves."
"No I will not stop. If this place had adequate security, you wouldn't have been missing for almost two hours." Mom spoke.
"I wasn't missing, I was downstairs on the patio." I tell her.
"No one else knew that." Mom spoke again as Aaron stood up.
"I told you were he was when you got here." Aaron spoke. "Just drop all of this mom. Nick is right here and ass you can see, he's in good spirits."
"Stay out of this Aaron, adults are talking here." Mom spoke, turning back to JT. "As I was saying, what's going to be done to make sure that this doesn't happen again?"
"Mrs. Carter from my viewpoint nothing happened. Nick decided to take a walk. I think him walking around is good for him." JT spoke.
"Do you also think it's good for him to be with that Justin Timberlake guy?" Jane asked.
"Mrs. Carter I have nothing to do with Nick's personal matters. If he wants to be around Justin, there's nothing I can do about that." JT spoke as his cell phone rang. "Excuse me, I need to take this."
"We are not done here, not by a long shot." Mom stated, just as JT got up from the table and moved over to a corner in the room.
--- JT's POV ---
"Hello?" I spoke, answering my phone.
"Baby have you seen Kai?" Mark asked me.
"No, why? Is there something wrong Mark?" I ask him.
"We had an argument and he ran off from me and I can't find him." Mark spoke.
"What! What do you mean he ran off and you can't find him!?!" I ask him, not realizing I was screaming.
"Baby stop screaming." Mark tells me as the calling waiting beeped on the line.
"Mark hold on." I say, switching over to the other line. "Hello?"
"Daddy J I need your help." Kasai spoke on the line, sounding as though he was crying.
"Kasai where are you?" I ask him. "Mark is on the other line telling me that you two got into it again and that you ran off. What's going on
Kasai?"
"Not now Daddy J, I need you to come down to the police department and get me." Kasai spoke.
"The police department? What are you doing there?" I ask him, getting angry by the second.
"I got attacked, I just need you to come get me." Kasai stated, sniffling. "I told the officers to take me to where you were, but instead they brought me here and said that I should call my parents to come get me."
"Oh my God son. Are you okay?" I ask him, my anger fading away now.
"I will be as soon as you come and get me. I am scared here and want to go home." Kasai tells me as there was a loud scream and a gunshot.
"Kasai what's going on there?" I ask him, frantic now.
"Some guy has just been shot. He was raping another prisoner here. Daddy J, hurry come get me." Kasai spoke.
"I'm on my way." I tell him, hanging up the phone, walking towards the door.
"Is everything okay?" Jane asks me.
"No it isn't. We will have to resume this conversation some other time, right now I need to go." I tell her as I walk out the door.
// Down in the Lobby //
"How could you treat him like that Mark? Sometimes I wonder about you. If he's gay, he's gay. So what, we are gay." I tell him.
"Yeah we are and look at all the crap we have gone through in the last couple of years together." He tells me. "I don't want him to go through that same shit JT. I love him and don't want to see him hurt."
"I know you love him, but sometimes you can be a little bit harsh." I tell him. "We will just have to smooth this over later, right now we just need to get him and go home."
"Baby you know I wouldn't do anything to intentionally hurt him." He tells me, leaning over and kissing me on the cheek.
"I know I know. Just drive, while I was talking to him, I heard a gunshot." I tell him.
"A gunshot?" He asks.
"Yeah, Kasai said that one of the prisoner's were being raped and from the sounds of it all, I guess the guards shot the guy doing the raping." I tell him as we arrived at the police department. "Come on."
"Baby why don't you stay here while I go get him." He tells me.
"I'm not staying out here. I'm going in there to get my child. You can stay out here if you like, but I'm not." I tell him opening the door and grabbing my crutches.
"Baby wait for me." He calls out, as I am about to walk up the steps to the door.
// Inside the OPD //
"Officer I'm JT Poole, I am here to pick up my son Kasai Poole." I tell the man behind the counter.
"You're that kid's dad?" The officer asked.
"Yes I am, what seems to be the problem?" I ask him.
"You don't look like a queen." The officer stated.
"A `queen' what do you mean by that?" I ask him, looking at him with a pissed off look.
"Your son was brought in here for starting a fight. He shot his mouth off to some guys bigger than he was and he couldn't handle it. From what I hear, he was defending his gay dad." The officer stated as Mark walked up behind me.
"I am his "gay" dad. What's your fucking point mister?" I ask him slipping into bitch mode now. "I came here to pick up my son and I am still
waiting."
"Hold your horses, sheesh, you are a queen." The officer stated.
"You know what, keep talking mister and I will sue you and this entire place for your actions. You are pressing your luck." I tell him as another officer comes out with Kasai.
"Daddy J." Kasai spoke, running over to me and hugging me.
"Are you okay kid?" I ask him, as he cried in my arms. "I guess that's a no."
"What did you people do to him?" Mark asked, looking at the two officers.
"We didn't do anything to the little wimp. He's been sitting back there in a cell since we brought him in." The first officer spoke.
"Why was he sitting back there in a cell?" I ask, getting pissed off again.
"He broke the law. When someone breaks the law, we put them in a cell." The first officer spoke again.
"Okay, before this goes any further, is he free to go?" I ask, staring the officer down.
"Yeah, you just make sure he stays out of trouble." The first officer stated, looking at me like he wanted to say more.
"Well thank you officer, we will be leaving now. Have a good night." I say as we all walk out."
// Back in the Van //
"How did all of this start Kasai?" I ask, turning in my seat to look at him.
"After I left Daddy Mark at the hospital, I walked over to talk to Lisa about what we talked about earlier. I got to her place, we stated talking and I was going to change my mind about telling her, but then I thought it would be wrong to lead her on. I told her and then she kicked me out and then some of her friends ran after me, trying to beat me up. That's when the police arrived and took us all to jail." Kasai explained to me.
"So Lisa sent her friends to attack you because you told her you were gay?" I asked him.
"Yeah. I wasn't trying to hurt her, I was trying to keep from hurting her." He said, falling over in the seat crying again. "This is just great. I won 't be able to show my face around school now."
"Why is that?" Mark asked him.
"She said she was going to tell everyone she knew that I was gay." Kasai spoke, sniffling.
"Well you have to be strong son. Regardless of what she or anyone else thinks of you, you were being true to yourself and trying to be true to her. If she's that small minded and inconsiderate then she never liked you in the first place." I tell him, getting in the back seat with him and holding him in my arms.
"It's going to be okay little man, just don't worry about any of this." Mark spoke. "It will all pass, I promise you that."
"I hope so Daddy Mark, I might not be able to handle it." Kasai spoke, holding on to me tightly.
"You will be just fine son." I tell him as I kiss him on his forehead.
"We are almost home. Do you guys want to eat out or order in?" Mark asked, turning onto Ventura.
"Kasai do you want to stop and get something?" I ask him.
"Not really, I will get something out of the kitchen." He spoke lightly.
"Alright." I tell him, smoothing his hair on his head. "Baby what did you do with the food I had left over from Chili's?"
"I ate it. I told you if you didn't finish it I would." Mark laughed at me.
"Well damn, I guess I will cook something then." I say.
"No baby, I will cook. You and buddy boy go into the family room and I will prepare a nice dinner." Mark stated as we turned on our street. "I feel a family movie night coming on."
"Oh yeah, what do you want to watch?" I ask as we pulled into the driveway.
"How about we watch one of your favorites. Why don't we watch a Ricki Lake movie." Mark asked, looking back at me.
"Oh yeah, we can watch Babycakes' or Hairspray', I just love those
movies." I say as Mark gets out, walks around to the sliding door and opens it.
"Why don't we try `Babycakes'. I keep falling asleep on that when you play it." Mark laughs.
"That's because you are already half asleep when I am watching it." I tell him, kissing him as he helps me out of the van.
"Do you need your chair baby or can you make it?" He asks me, putting me down.
"I think I can make it." I tell him, taking my crutches from him and walking up to the front door.
"Why don't we call Aunt Angie and see if she wants to come over." Kasai stated.
"Sorry bud, Angie isn't available tonight, she's gone out on the town with someone." I tell him just as we hear the phone ringing in the inside. "Get in there and get the phone Kai."
"Okay Daddy J." He says, unlocking the door and running into the foyer to answer the phone.
"Who is it?" I asked.
"Someone from the hospital." Kasai stated, standing by the kitchen entrance with the phone in his hand.
"Baby do you have to go back to work?" Mark asked as he sat my wheelchair down.
"I don't know, I haven't even taken the call yet. Let me find out what's wrong." I tell him, taking the phone from Kasai. "Hello?"
"Mr. Poole there seems to be a problem here at the hospital that requires your approval." I heard Candy, one of the nurses on Nick's floor say.
"What requires my approval?" I ask.
"There's a problem with Mr. Carter. He's in Mr. Timberlake's room and he refuses to leave. He stated that he wasn't leaving the room, he was going to remain there until morning." Candy spoke.
"So let him stay in there, I don't see any harm with that. Did you call Dr. Warrenton or Dr. Donaldson about this matter?" I ask her.
"They both said whatever you said goes since Ms. Michaels isn't available." Candy spoke.
"Well let him stay in there. They are in the same therapy group. It is quite alright." I tell her.
"Ok Mr. Poole. I will make a note of this." She spoke.
"Is there anything else Candy?" I ask.
"No sir." She spoke.
"Alright have a good night." I tell her, hanging up the phone and walking into the kitchen where Mark was mixing a sauce in a bowl. "What are you making Mista Poole?"
"I am mixing some sauce for the steak kabobs that or on the grill in the back Mista Wahlberg." He tells me, kissing me on the cheek.
"You do realize it's cold outside right?" I ask him walking over to the refrigerator.
"Yes baby I do realize that." He tells me. "I am only cooking the steak kabobs out there. I have baked potatoes in the oven and I have already prepared a garden salad."
"Oh my you are on the ball in here." I tell him. "Where's Kai?"
"He went to go shower." He tells me. "Baby, grab that buzzer, the potatoes are ready."
"Okay, ohhh those look good. What did you top them with?" I ask, trying to sneak a taste of one of the potatoes.
"Un Uh baby, no tasting until it's time to sit down at the table." He tells me, smacking my hand.
// The Spot //
"Hey baby, what are you doing here?" JC asked, walking up to Kevin, sitting at the bar with a beer in his hand.
"Leave me alone Josh, just stay away from me." Kevin spoke, getting up from the bar and leaving.
"I am not going to leave you alone Kevy, I know that look. Someone has hurt your feelings. Was it that chick from the hospital?" JC asked.
"Mind your business Josh." Kevin spoke, turning away from JC.
"Come on Kevin, you know you don't want me to leave." JC stated, getting closer to Kevin, putting his hand on Kevin's crotch and squeezing.
"Cut that out." Kevin spoke out, pushing JC away from him.
"I will not. You know you like it when I do that. You never complained about me squeezing you there before. You use to love it when I played with your cock and sucked it until you came all over my face." JC spoke, rubbing his finger slowly across Kevin's chest. "You know you want to fuck me tonight. You know you want me to touch it."
"No I don't." Kevin spoke out, his voice trembling.
"Yes you do. I can hear it in your voice." JC spoke, leaning in, kissing Kevin on his neck, while slowly massaging his cock through his pants. "Come on Kevin, let's go back to my house and make love like we use to."
"I don't want to Josh, please just leave me alone." Kevin spoke out, barely able to be heard.
"Okay Kevin have it your way. You know you could be at my place right now fucking my ass over and over again. In and out, in and out, over and over again, filling me up with your cum, making me beg you to pound me harder and harder." JC stated, punctuating each of his words with a squeeze to Kevin's cock.
"Oh God Josh, you know I can't resist you when you do that to me." Kevin spoke, panting heavily now like he had been running.
"Come on Kevin, let's take this back to my place so I can make you really breath heavy. When I am done with you, you would have a reason to breath heavy like that." JC spoke, kissing Kevin on the mouth, pulling Kevin towards the door with him.
// Back at the Hospital -- Justin's Room //
"It's very simple, all you have to do is make sure no one comes in the
room." Justin spoke.
"You know you can't do that Justin. The nurses have to check on your hourly to make sure your body is functioning." Lance spoke, walking over to were Nick and Justin sat on the bed.
"Why not. We just want to be here in peace." Justin spoke. "We can't have peace with everyone in and out of here all the time."
"This isn't a place for meetings Justin, this is your life we are talking about here." Lance spoke as Marshall walked back into the room.
"Don't you two understand where I am coming from here?" Justin asked.
"I understand you Justin, but now isn't the time. Wait until you are released in a few weeks." Lance stated.
"I don't want to wait a few weeks. We have now." Justin stated, holding Nick's hand.
"I give up. We have been here for the last hour trying to explain this to you, you just don't want to listen, you are too stubborn." Lance stated, as there was a knock at the door.
"Hello Mr. Timberlake, I need to check your colostomy bag and make sure things are good with you." The young woman spoke, walking over to Justin. "Can everyone leave the room please."
"Yes ma'am." Lance stated as he and Marshall walked out the room.
"That includes you too sir." The woman spoke, directing it towards Nick.
"He can stay." Justin stated.
"Okay, I need you to lift your shirt." The woman spoke.
"Is this going to take long?" Justin asked.
"Not at all Mr. Timberlake." The woman spoke, examining the little pouch on Justin's side.
"Is that going to be removed or do I have to keep this forever?" Justin asked.
"Right now you have to have this until your intestines heal themselves and you can fully use the bathroom on your own." The woman spoke.
"Didn't the doctor explain all of this to you?" The nurse asked.
"Probably so, it probably went over my head." Justin spoke as she let him put his shirt back down.
"Well if you like, I can have your PT tell you all about this stuff again." The woman spoke.
"My PT?" Justin asked, looking at the woman with a puzzled look on his face.
"Your physical therapist. I see you have Mr. Poole as your therapist and counselor." The woman spoke.
"Yeah I do." Justin spoke.
"Well then I will make a note on your chart so he can go over this stuff with you." The woman spoke. "Is there anything I can get you before I leave sir?"
"No thank you." Justin spoke as Lynn, Jane, Lance and Marshall walked back into the room as Lynn and Jane were arguing about something.
"What's going on here?" The woman asked as Lynn and Jane kept fussing.
"You stay out of this lady, you don't know what's going on here." Jane spoke, pointing at Justin and Nick.
"How dare you say that about my son." Lynn stated, putting her finger in Jane's face.
"Well I am just telling the truth, I am not trying to be hurtful or anything. I don't believe they should be together." Jane stated.
"Well I feel the same way, but not for the reason you believe." Lynn stated, walking over to the table and sitting down. "I want Justin to get better before he starts dating someone."
"Well I don't think Nick would be in a good, healthy relationship being with your son. He's a cripple and that doesn't make for a good life." Jane stated as Lynn hauled off and smacked her.
"You bitch!" Lynn screamed.
"Alright, I'm calling security." The nurse stated, walking out of the room
"Lynn calm down." Lance stated, trying to hold Lynn back from hitting Jane again.
"Mom please stop." Justin stated, sliding out of bed and getting into his wheelchair. "Please stop fighting."
"Look at him, I am right." Jane stated. "Do you actually see yourself with him Nick? Speak to me son."
"Yes mom I do." Nick spoke for the first time, since he had been in Justin' s room. "He's nice to me. He's making me happy right now."
"He can't walk! How is he making you happy Nick?" Jane asked, standing in front of Nick.
"He's not Brian, he's not Jacob, and he's definitely not James." Nick stated. "I can feel it. Justin's different. I don't believe he will hurt me like they did."
"Of course he's different, he can't walk away from you like the others did." Jane spoke. "Please tell me this isn't a pity relationship."
"Thank you Mrs. Carter." Justin stated, rolling out of the room.
"Justin, Justin wait. Don't go." Nick spoke. "Thanks mom, thank you very fucking much!"
====================================== TO BE CONTINUED...
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