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Chapter Nine
Josh
Even though there was very little light coming in through the window when I woke up early Saturday morning I could tell I wasn't in my own bed. My head felt fuzzy and there was someone lying behind me holding me, his hard cock pressed into the crack of my ass. Jake! The scene at the bar came into my head and I felt almost sick. I couldn't believe I'd acted like that. What was wrong with me?
I lay there a few minutes berating myself, sure that there was no way I was going to fall back asleep. After a while I calmed down and decided it was nicer to focus on the hard dick poking my butt. He felt huge, but then again I wasn't used to the feeling. We were on our left sides and Jake's whole body was pressed against mine. He felt so good, so right. I reached around behind me and tried to grab his cock through his boxers, gently so I wouldn't wake him up. He felt even bigger in my hand. It felt thick and I ran my hand along the shaft, trying to guess the length. I was able to work a finger into the fly of his shorts and felt the hot smooth skin on his rod. Jake shifted a bit and I pulled my hand back, not wanting to be caught feeling him up. I grabbed my own hardon through my underwear and could immediately tell the difference in size. Damn, he was big!
The next thing I knew it was much lighter in the room and I was alone in bed. I threw the covers back and got out of bed just as Jake walked out of the bathroom with a white towel wrapped around his waist. He was stunning with the contrast between the towel and his dark brown skin. And his body! Damn! He'd looked good in clothes but I never dreamed he'd be this hot. He had a slim but muscular body with well-defined pecs, nipples that stood out like pencil erasers and at least a six pack for abs. His chest tapered in a V to a small waist and slim hips. He had absolutely no hair on his body that I could see. I tried not to stare too much at the bulge in the front of the towel.
"Good morning, Josh. Nice to see you, too." He nodded toward my crotch and I looked down. My morning wood was sticking straight out of the fly in my boxers. I blushed and turned my back on him, stuffing my dick back in my drawers.
"Sorry about that, Jake. I'm sorry about last night, too. Thanks for saving me."
"Don't mention it. We'll talk later." He led me to the bathroom. "Here's a new toothbrush for you. There's shampoo in the shower and fresh towels over here. Take your time and come down for breakfast when you're ready."
He gave me a little swat on the butt and left the room. I left the door open while I brushed my teeth and watched him in the mirror. He pulled off the towel exposing a hot round bubble butt. When he turned around I literally dropped the toothbrush. His dick wasn't hard but it was swollen. It hung halfway to his knees and looked nearly as thick as my wrist. He looked up at the sound of the toothbrush hitting the sink, caught my eyes in the mirror and grinned at me, then turned and walked out of my view.
In the shower I thought again about how out of control I had been the night before. Jake was being very nice considering the way I'd come on to him on the phone and what he walked in on outside the bar. Maybe it wasn't as bad as I remembered it. One thing I was sure of, though. No more hypnosis. It was really fucking up my head. I had to calm down and get my mind off sex; getting fucked, to be specific. I wasn't sure if I could do that but I had to. Maybe Jake would have some suggestions.
Jake
I woke up with Josh in my arms. Big Jake was hard and pressed to his ass. It was a good thing I'd left our shorts on the night before or I would have had trouble controlling myself. As it was I had to pull myself away and get out of bed immediately. I threw on some sweats and went out for a run. It was only eight and after the night he had had I was sure Josh would be asleep for a while. I ran my usual five miles and headed back to the house.
When I got home I took a long hot shower. Just knowing that Josh was sleeping in the next room got Big Jake hard. I didn't want to jerk off but I had to get rid of the erection so I gradually turned the water colder until I had Big Jake under control. I dried off, wrapped the towel around me and went into the bedroom to be greeted my Josh pointing his dick at me. I sent him to the shower, got dressed and went downstairs to make breakfast. Josh joined me after a while. Afterwards we went for a walk. He kept trying to apologize for the previous night but I was the one who had some explaining to do and I wasn't looking forward to it.
"I think we'd better stop the hypnosis, Jake. It seemed to be working at first, but even though we haven't had a session for over a week I feel like I've been out of control lately. It must be doing something to my head, making me crazed."
"I have a confession to make, Josh. I'm the one doing things to your head. I've been doing things without you knowing about it."
I explained the phrase I had planted in his head to trigger a hypnotic state and how I had inadvertently used the phrase over the phone the night before. He listened to what I said but seemed confused.
"You mean you made it so that you could hypnotize me just by saying a few words but then you didn't do it until we were on the phone, and then only by accident? That doesn't make sense."
"No, that wouldn't. I used the phrase on you on purpose the last two times you were here to test it. Last night was a mistake though."
"You're sure it worked, that last night was because of what you said and wasn't just me going crazy?"
"Yes, I'm sure it worked. You went under instantly both times when you were here."
"And then what" How could you be sure?"
I took a deep breath and told Josh how I had taken advantage of him and abused his trust. He was quiet for a long time as we walked along.
"So you rimmed me and finger fucked me and kissed me and I sucked your dick. Is that about it?"
"That's about it, Josh. Please believe me that I am so sorry for using you that way. I wouldn't blame you if you hated me."
Josh was quiet and thoughtful again for a while as we continued walking. I was beginning to think I'd really fucked up.
"The only thing I hate is that I don't remember any of it. You know I'd like to have sex with you, Jake. I've tried not to bring it up because I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable. What I don't understand is why you did all of these things if you're straight."
I breathed a sigh of relief. I hadn't destroyed our friendship. I owed him an explanation but I wasn't sure I fully understood why I'd done what I had.
"Lots of reasons, Josh. I love to fuck a hot ass and that has nothing to do with my sexual orientation. I've wanted to fuck you since the first day you came into my office but I once I got to know you I didn't want it to be such a one-sided thing. I wanted to see if there wasn't something I could do to make it more pleasurable for you. But I'll admit that I enjoyed experimenting with you and not having to take responsibility for it. And then there was something else I rediscovered, the reason I quit doing hypnosis a long time ago."
"What's that, Jake?"
"I get off on the whole control thing. I really like being in complete control of you, being able to make you obey me, to do anything I wanted you to. I've tried to not do anything you wouldn't want to anyway, but I've been afraid I was going to get carried away. I think maybe I'd better put you under when we get back to the house and take away that post-hypnotic suggestion. It's too tempting and we saw last night how it can backfire."
Josh
I thought about everything Jake had said. It was kind of scary thinking that he had controlled me that way but kind of exciting too. I'd wanted to have sex with him since I met him and I'd grown to like him so much. I knew I should have minded that he had 'used' me, but the only thing I really minded was that I couldn't enjoy the memory of it. It was like I hadn't had sex with him but he had had sex with me. He felt so guilty that he wanted to stop everything but I only wanted more. I wanted to be a willing participant, however, and be aware of what we were doing. I think we were both lost in our thoughts toward the end of our walk, but when we got back to the townhouse I opened the subject again.
"I know you feel bad about taking advantage of me, Jake, but I don't see it that way. We only did what I wanted to anyway and maybe that was the only way you could handle it. After all, it must be awkward for you, having sex with a guy. I can understand that you're very tentative about it and need to be in control every step of the way."
"I think there's a lot more to the control thing than that, but that is a part of it. I didn't want to lead you on, to raise your hopes that some kind of relationship might be possible if it wasn't. I'll have to admit that I surprised myself at what I was comfortable with. I'd never even rimmed a woman before. And I sure never thought kissing a guy would be exciting. Even there though, it was kissing you, not just kissing a guy, that I got into. Right from that first day I saw you in the office you got to me in a way I've never felt before."
"So what should we do now, Jake? I'd like to see how far we can take this. I know you have your limits, but I like you a lot and want to be with you, in any way I can. I would like to be more aware of what I'm a part of, though."
"Like I said, we can remove that post-hypnotic suggestion so you won't be under when we do things. Then we can see what happens without it."
"Why don't we just leave it? It might come in handy at some point. To be honest, I kind of like the idea of you controlling me and making me do things. I'm so shy that there are probably things I would like to do that I don't even let myself think about, much less go after. I think you could take me places I've never been but I trust you to take care of me as well, to use me but not abuse me. Does that make sense?"
"I'm not sure I deserve your trust after what I've done, but I understand what you're talking about. Just thinking about controlling you is making Big Jake hard right now but I also feel very protective of you."
"Big Jake?"
Jake explained the pet name for his dick. He seemed a little self-conscious talking about how big it was. After what I'd seen this morning the name made perfect sense to me. That was another reason for keeping Jake's ability to put me under whenever he wanted. Even after my success with the big dildo, I wasn't sure I could handle that whopper. I might need help.
Jake
"So are you sure you want me to be able to hypnotize you whenever I want, Josh?"
"Yeah, as long as you're careful about when you put me under and you promise to let me remember everything we do."
"It's a deal, Josh. As much as I want to fuck you, I also don't want to go too far in controlling you. Having you remember everything will be a safeguard. Besides, I want you to be a part of anything we do. After we fuck I want you to remember it. Otherwise, I might as well fuck a blowup doll."
We both had things to do and errands to run so I took Josh back to Boonton to get his car and we parted company for the afternoon, after agreeing that we'd have dinner at my place and spend the night together, on purpose, this time. After I'd run my usual Saturday errands I spent some time thinking about this developing relationship and where it might go. It was so strange that I was even thinking about being with a guy like that. It wasn't just fucking that I was anticipating. I really liked Josh and enjoyed the time we spent together. I loved looking into those gray eyes of his, too. But I couldn't really think of it as a romantic situation. We related on many different levels, but romance was something for me to experience with women.
I knew we were going to fuck that night and that's what I kept coming back to. I'd wanted it since the first time I saw his hole in my office. He'd wanted it all along as well. Now that we had everything out in the open we were both going to get what we wanted. Big Jake was going to open up that hot pink pucker, one way or another. If Josh couldn't relax enough I would put him under and make him take it. Big Jake was going to have a tight new home and Josh was going to get fucked. It was going to happen.
Josh
I went home and cleaned the apartment and paid some bills. Then I lay down for a nap. After my drinking spree the night before I was still dragging. I thought about getting the dildo out and sleeping with it inside me. I knew my ass was going to meet Big Jake that night and maybe a little stretching would help. I decided against it because I knew I wouldn't be satisfied with just having that dong up my butt. I'd fuck myself with it and come and I wanted to save all my sexual energy and horniness for later.
I lay there thinking about that moment when Jake took off the towel, exposing his body. Damn, was he hot. That incredible body was going to be mine in a matter of hours. I wanted to kiss him all over, lick him, worship him. I wanted to suck his nipples, rim his hot ass. I thought about that huge dark log hanging between his legs. How much bigger did it get, anyway? Would I be able to take it all? I knew that even if he had to put me under he'd get it in me. I wanted him to fill me up and fuck my brains out.
As excited as I was though, I thought back to the morning, when I woke up in his arms. That's what I wanted, too. Jake holding me, cuddling with me, kissing me, loving me. I knew the fucking was going to happen, but was any of the rest even possible? I knew that I was going to have to be careful or I would fall in love with this straight man.
To be continued...