I would love to hear comments from anybody who reads this story at bttm4u2@yahoo.com. This story is fictional.
My name is Cindy and I am a transgendered woman and it seems like it was so long since I lived as a man, I am 5'3" 103 lbs shoulder length brunette hair brown eyes and I am petite I have only been living like this for 2 years and it feels so natural. Today since it is a bit cool fall day I am wearing a wool skirt, a navy blue blouse and a light jacket, panty-hose and pumps with 2 inch heels.
My life started when I was looking for a place after breaking up with my girlfriend and having to move out. My luck with women have not been good all the women I have been with said I wasn't manly enough for them.
A friend of mine said a man was looking for someone to share his house with and was charging only $200 a month on rent and gave me his number.
I called his number and he answered on the third ring.
He said," David McDaniels here can I help you"
I said," I have just broken up with my girlfriend and I am looking for a place to live." He said," Well, this place is mine and I don't really need any help in expenses just looking for companionship. Would you like to come over and see if we get what we both are looking for? That $200 is to weed out those who aren't serious understand."
I said," I understand I am willing to do just about anything to find a place that is affordable and companionship sounds good."
He laughed and said," Good why don't you come over."
He gave me directions and within a half-hour I got there and was wondering if this was the right place. I drove to the front gate and there was a guard at this booth in front of the gate and he tipped his cap and approached my car.
He said," Can I help you?"
I said," I am here to see Mr. McDaniels."
He asked," Is Mr. McDaniels expecting you?"
I said," Yes, I am Jim Adams."
He went to the booth and hit a button on the telephone and started talking and he smiled and hung up the phone.
He said," Sorry for the inconvience we have so many people trying to sell things and raise money and what not can't be too careful."
I said," I understand you can't be too careful."
He opened the gate and I drove into a long-sweeping drive-way and up to a large mansion. As I pulled up a man ran to my side and opened the door and he waited as I got out and hand them my car key/
He said," I will park your car if you don't mind."
I said," Well, I guess you can park it."
He took my keys and drove off carefully to what looked like the back of the house.
As I walked up to the front door the door was opened by a man beside the door.
As I walked into the foyer a very handsome man of about 40 and 6'0 180 lbs light brown hair and green eyes walked up smiling and shook my hand.
He said," I am David McDaniels and I presume you found my residence fairly easily. I have become independently wealthy because of a business computer software I have designed. This house I have had renovated and have been living here for 10 years and I also have made wise investments so you can say I now have a comfortable life. Now, I am a straight man and I am looking for a potential relationship. You look like a potential candidate."
I said," Wait a minute I am a straight man what do you think I am?"
He said," You maybe straight but you are not a man. Here is a mirror look, your whole body is feminine. Now, I won't push it for now you can come here with no pressure and I can charge you $200 a month but do me a favor and it won't be revealed to anyone outside the house."
I asked," What is that Mr. McDaniels?"
He said," Follow me."
I followed him into a bedroom and he opened the closet and he brought out a white skirt and a blue blouse and went to a dresser and out of the top drawer he brought out panties and pantyhose.
He said," Put these on and those low heeled shoes and come out to the living-room and if you look too masculine for those clothes you can take them off and we will forget about it. But if you don't."
I asked," If I don't than what?"
He smiled and said," Than you will begin your transition or you can go homeless."
I asked," What about the $200 a month rent?"
He said," That option will be opened if you look too masculine for the outfit."
I said," OK I will do this just to prove how foolish I think your theory is."
I took off my pants and shirt and than my underwear and the thing about me is I have always been smooth and it is I believe because of my genetics I mean nobody in my family believe it or not really had any body hair. I had a little bit of pubic hair around my cock but that is it, no hair on my chest, arms, or legs or butt and my butt was a little bit of a bubble. Than I put on the lacy panties and than there was the padded bra to give the illusions of breasts and than I put on the skirt and than the blouse untucked and than I found a black belt which I put on my waist around the blouse. I than slowly put on the pantyhose knew how to do it after watching mom while growing up. I than put on the low heeled pumps and walked to the living-room.
He looked at me amazed and said," You would make such a pretty girl."
I said," You are out of your flipping mind."
He said," You obviously didn't take a close look at yourself in a mirror."
He took me into the bedroom and closed the door and there was a full-length mirror and I was shocked. I looked like a woman with short men's hair and I gasped in horror.
He smiled and said," You what the deal is don't you? How badly do you need a place to live?"
I said," I need a place badly."
He asked," So you will start your tansition?"
I replied barely audible," Yes."
He left the room and I started to cry knowing I was not really a man and I could no longer live my life as a man. I cried til late evening and when I stopped I undressed and found a night gown. I crawled into bed and cried again and cried myself to sleep.