Hoop Dreams

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Hoop Dreams - Part 4 - Gary's Brick By Underboy

After the wonderfully exhilarating night Rudy and I had spent together, he was quite refreshed not only physically but emotionally as well. He had lost his virginity and gained his identity all in one night. Not to mention the morning fuck I had given him in the shower since he liked it so much. "I want you to fuck me again," he whispered waking me up.

Now Rudy wanted to test the waters with his friends and I decided to help him. We arranged to meet Gary and Dwayne for some more basketball. As Rudy and I shot baskets, his handsome friends appeared on the playground. We said our hellos and began to shoot around. Gary immediately perceived Rudy's athletic exuberance on the court as he flew in the air and ran up and down energetically. He was like a cheetah that had been tied up for a hundred years and suddenly released. Gary had a feeling something was up and approached Rudy. "How's it going, buddy?" Gary asked as he shot a free throw. "Great. Just great, Gary," Rudy responded stoically. "So, you never made it home last night? What happened?" Gary asked. "Me and David hung out last night. Just messin' around. We had a lot of fun." "Did you guys go out? Did you get lucky?" "I guess you could say that." "I knew it. You got laid, didn't you fucker? And here I was stuck baby-sitting. Who was she?" "Wouldn't you like to know," Rudy said as he slapped Gary on the ass and ran the ball up the court.

Gary stood dumbfounded under the basket wondering what was going on. Then he looked over to me at the other end as I smiled back.

"Mother fucker," Gary said to himself.

After we played a few games we rested on the bench. "Still got some beer, Dave?" Gary asked. "Sure do. Are you up for a brewskie?" I invited. "David has some killer bud, too, dude," Rudy noted. "Hell, yes," Gary responded. "I'm game. Can you give me a ride to the pad later?" "Sure. What about it Dwayne?" I extended the invitation. "Man, I wish I could but I gotta work again tonight. Maybe tomorrow, I'm off then. Is the offer still good?" Dwayne asked. "Anytime, Dwayne. You're welcome to it." "Rudy? Up for another round?" I asked. "Nah, man. I have a mid-term tomorrow. Gotta study," Rudy answered. "Can I get a ride with you D?" "Word! But we better split. See ya!" Dwayne said as he and Rudy got up and went to his car. "Later, guys," I said as they left. "I guess it's just you and me, Gary." "Hey, man. More for us. Besides I'm sure we'll find something to do." He said with a smile. "Yeah, right," I said as we went to off my car.

Gary and I got to my apartment having had a strange conversation in my car. He tried to probe me indirectly about had gone on between Rudy and me. However, he didn't have the gumption to come out and ask me any questions point blank. He asked if we had fun and whether I liked Rudy. He asked what I thought of Rudy, what I did for a living, how I spent my free time. The answers I gave Gary were as cryptic as his questions. He got a bit impatient with my lack of detail. I got the sense that Gary had a pretty good idea in his mind what went on between us but he wasn't sure enough to confront me about it.

I knew he and Rudy were good friends as well as roommates and he was sincerely looking out for his buddy. But I also felt that I was maybe intruding on his territory having hit it off so well with Rudy. All in all, Gary was a nice guy who tried to come off a little tougher than he was. Besides that I thought he was really cute and, although I preferred Rudy, Gary would make a fine catch. Finally, I had the feeling that Gary had some curiosities of his own. Why else would he come with me to my apartment? Perhaps Gary wished it was he instead of me who had spent the night with Rudy. I decided to play my ace in the hole.

We entered my place and I handed Gary a beer and he sat on the couch. I was hot and sweaty from shooting hoops and decided to take a shower. I also wanted to see which of Gary's buttons I could push first. "Hey, Gary. I'm gonna take a quick shower. But make yourself at home." "No, problem, Dave," he said as he kicked off his sneakers. "There's more beer in the fridge and the bud's in that stash box right there. Why don't you roll a couple fat ones and we'll spark it up when I get out." "Sounds good, thanks." "The remote is on the shelf there if you want to watch TV."

As I headed for the bathroom and turned on the shower, I peeked in on Gary to see what he did. He turned on the television and made sure I wasn't around and began snooping. He sifted through the men's exercise and fashion magazines on the coffee table looking for any homo-oriented proof that I was gay. When I saw that he was simply curious, I stepped into the shower.

When I was done, I toweled myself off and peeked in on Gary once more. As he rolled the joints he was watching a video I had left in VCR. Fortunately, it was only a workout video of some really cute, buff guys but there was nothing hard-core about it. However, it was exciting enough for Gary who was slowly rubbing the crotch of his jeans shorts. I decided to give Gary a scare. "Hey, Gary? You okay in there?" I hollered abruptly. "Y-yeah, dude. I'm fine. No problem," he jumped up and quickly turned off the video and tuned in to the Dodgers game. I laughed to myself after I startled him.

Then I surprised Gary again by coming out dripping wet into the living room wearing nothing but a short white towel wrapped around my waist. Gary looked stunned as he saw me standing nearly naked right before his eyes. I could tell he was quite aroused by my tight, dripping body as he looked at me from head to toe with wide eyes. Then I sat next to him on the couch as he started to squirm.

"Well?" I asked with my eyebrow raised. "Are you ready, Gary?" "R-ready? For what?" Gary asked uncertain of my query. "Ready to spark it up, dude?" I smiled. I could see Gary resting back at ease. "Oh, yeah. Just waitin' for you."

Gary eagerly reached for the joint and lit it up taking a huge hit before passing it to me. Pot heads kept very good company for me. And Gary seemed to have that laid back personality which suits me fine. Unlike other drug users, pot smokers seemed less high strung and more willing to go with the flow. And Gary seemed to smoke out with the best of them.

As Gary handed me the doobie, I took a long, hard toke. As I dragged the potent cigarette, I noticed that Gary was still looking at my hard body still dripping wet. He must have gotten a good hit since he didn't realize that he was gawking at me so obviously. I blew out a cloud of smoke and absorbed my high. I was telling Gary what a great hit I got but he was too into checking me out to notice.

"Gary? Dude!" I said raising my voice. "Yeah, what?" he answered. "Gary, you must be stoned. You didn't even hear me." "Oh, yeah. Sorry, I'm reeling," He came back to reality. "What did you say?" "I said I'll be right back after I throw something on." "Dave, just relax and enjoy the buzz," Gary said trying to keep me sitting next to him in my skimpy towel. "Don't worry. I'll be back for more," I said as I went to my room.

I could tell Gary was getting excited by the whole scene. I threw on some faded 501s and a white T-shirt before rejoining Gary. We took some more hits of the pot and drank some beer. We were both pretty buzzed and feeling very relaxed. Gary then began his interrogation.

"So, Dave. What did you and Rudy do last night?" he began to probe. "No much. We just hung out and had some beers." "He didn't come home last night. Did you guys go out or something? Score some chicks?" "Nahh, man. We both caught a pretty good buzz and I didn't want to drive. He ended up crashing here." "Well, he seemed pretty happy at the court today. You know, that zooming feeling after you've had a really good night. Know what I mean?" "Not really. What do you mean?" "You know, after you get laid." "Well, I don't know about that. We just kicked it here and had some beer and smoke. That's all." "Come on, Dave. Fess up. What's your story, dude?" "My story?" "Well, are you a fag? Are you gay, dude?"

I paused for a second. Gary's tactless approach quickly pissed me off. "Maybe I am. But why do you want to know? What's your story, Gary? Are you a fag?" "No way, man. I'm just looking out for my boy, Rudy. That's all. Did you suck his dick or what?" "First of all, whether I did or didn't is none of your business. Second, why don't you ask Rudy yourself. He's your buddy, isn't he?" "Well, yeah. But--" "But what?" "We're buddies but we don't talk about stuff like that." "Oh, but you can come over here and ask me about it. Why did you come here if you thought I was gay? Smoking pot wasn't the only thing you wanted to do with me." "I just thought you might want to suck my dick or something. Like you did Rudy."

I could have easily kicked the shit out of Gary's arrogant ass and thrown him the hell out of my apartment. But I controlled my anger and decided to teach this horny boy a lesson he wouldn't forget. I knew he was just using the macho act as a pathetic facade. I could clearly see a closet case peeking out from behind that door of denial. I planned to play up Gary's straight act to the hilt. I boldly walked up to within a foot of Gary and looked him in the eye as he faced me nervously.

"Gary, just admit it. You like boys, don't you?" "Look, I'm straight. So what if I want you to suck my dick. That makes you a fag, not me." "Really? What else do you want? Do you want to get fucked, too?" "Not even! Maybe I should go." Gary turned to the door and I held his shoulder to stop him.

"So, you want me to suck your dick, Gary?" "Maybe." "Have you ever fucked around with guys before." "Nahh, man." "Never? Level with me, Gary." "Maybe a circle jerk or two but that's it."

I slowly eyed Gary's lean body making him uncomfortable.

"The idea of another man sucking your dick turns you on, doesn't it? That's why you came here, right?" "I guess--kind of. But that's all," he said nervously. "Do you have a big dick, Gary?" "Shit, yeah. It's pretty big. Big enough for your mouth," he boasted. "I see. Tell you what, I'll suck your dick--if yours is bigger than mine." "No problem," he laughed releasing some of his angst. "But if mine is bigger than yours, you have to suck mine." "What? No chance, dude. I'm not sucking your dick." "I guess you're not that big after all. Are you, Gary?" I said pointing my pinky in his face. "Fuck that. I have a big dick. A lot of girls have told me that," he said defensively. "Well, if it's that big you don't have anything to worry about do you? I'll just have to suck it, won't I?" I reasoned. "Yeah. I guess so. Okay." he agreed, confident that he was bigger than me. "Deal?" "Deal."

Gary figured even if he wasn't bigger, there was no way he would suck another man's dick. He would just back out. But he didn't count on my power of persuasion.

"Okay, Gary. Let me see that big thing of yours. Whip it out, dude." "Why don't you whip it out for me?" he suggested with a smile.

I kept my eyes glued to Gary's while I inched closer to him. I could tell he was getting excited by my forwardness. He couldn't believe this was all happening but he went with it simply because he could not control his hormonal urges and his strong buzz made him overconfident. I placed my hands at his waist and pulled his T-shirt out from his shorts.

"What are you doing?" he asked nervously. "I'm taking off your shirt. Just relax, Gary. I won't bite."

Gary took a breath and let me continue. I slowly lifted up his shirt revealing his smooth torso. As I pulled his shirt up, my hands brushed along his smooth skin. Gary raised his firm biceps exposing the tufts of light brown hair in his armpits and I slowly pulled the shirt off over his head. Gary had a lean, defined chest with light brown tits and a tight six-pack of abs. His hairless torso beckoned for my manly touch. Gary was actually was quite an attractive stud. I decided to arouse him completely to see just how big this blonde boy could get.

"You have a nice body, Gary. Do you work out?" "Yeah, sometimes."

I began to stroke his blonde ego and get his motor going. He flinched as I placed my hand on his chest and lightly caressed his soft skin. However, I could see that the strange feel of my gentle touch felt good to Gary. Though timid, his tacit approval allowed me to continue feeling his desiring body. I could see him crack open his dark closet and I made sure to keep my foot in the door. As my fingers ran along his fair skin, he began to enjoy my sensual contact. His homophobic exterior began to shed before my eyes as he let himself experience my erotic entreaty. I could see the pleasure grow in his inexperienced eyes as my hands graced his chest with my sensitive strokes. I decided to surprise this cocky boy with a bold move.

I placed my hand on his soft shoulder and slid my palm to the back of his neck, lightly strumming his blonde hairs. Then without warning, I pulled him toward me and kissed him hard and long on the lips. Gary resisted slightly and began to pull back, pushing his hand against my chest. But I held his head to my lips and he quickly succumbed to my startling osculation. He melted in my mouth as he reciprocated the kiss in earnest and our tongues rolled together. After a few seconds, I released him and looked into his stunned eyes. I could tell he was totally surprised but aroused by my spontaneous overture. He was even more surprised that he allowed me to do it. Gary found himself giving in to my tender forwardness.

I lightly stroked his neck and his warm chest as I descended the length of his youthful body until I squatted down to face his burgeoning crotch. I looked up at him from below and smiled. I reached for the waist of his denim shorts and ran my fingers along the waistband of his white BVD briefs. I could see his bulge growing by the second. I then placed my hands on his thighs above his shorts and worked my way up to his inflating crotch. Gary's eyes widened and then closed as he felt my dexterous fingers brush along his bulge and squeeze his enlarging mass.

"Whoa, dude. You seem pretty big. Looks like I have to suck this thing after all," I said. Gary smiled at my teasing statement and his cockiness returned. "You know you want it, David," Gary smirked.

I then slipped my hands inside the legs of his shorts and began to feel his hardening cock above the white cotton of his tight briefs. Gary sighed deeply and shook with excitement as I massaged his growing erection and sensitive balls. This blonde stud had quite a package. He felt about 7 inches long with a thick shaft.

"Yep, you're pretty big, Gary," I flattered him. "I told you, dude. Get ready to suck it," he said confidently.

I moved my hands to his tight ass and felt the soft fabric above his smooth cheeks. I kneaded his curvy ass beneath his shorts and pulled his bulging crotch against my face.

"Oh, Gary. I can't wait to suck you," I teased.

Gary smiled again as I moved my fingers to the button of his shorts and unsnapped it. I slowly zipped down his bursting fly exposing his protruding crotch inside his tight fitting BVDs. Gary moaned as I slipped my hand inside his shorts and massaged his hard basket and slinky balls. As Gary's shorts fell to the floor, this blonde jock stood before me in his sexy, white briefs looking very studly and inviting.

I squeezed Gary's full ass once more and drew his hardened meat to my face to feel his steel tool rub against my skin. I felt his hard meat and grasped it firmly above his white underwear as I stroked his soft balls and continued along his sensitive crack. Gary moaned again with pleasure and anticipated what was to follow.

After thoroughly massaging his bursting briefs, I stretched the waistband and slowly pulled it down his mountainous pouch. His hard, fleshy cock sprung forth slapping against his flat abdomen. I reached to grasp his beautiful organ and Gary's body trembled with excitement while I stroked it slowly. He closed his eyes and lavished the sensation of my tight grip on his succulent stick. I tickled his silky balls with my skilled fingers and combed through the blonde hairs of his pubic nest sending him into ecstasy. I admired his well sculpted toy and would have sucked it right there if he weren't so cocky. But I continued my ploy in earnest.

I slowly stood up and faced Gary once more as I held his rigid cock in my squeezing hand.

"Well, what are you waiting for? Aren't you going to suck it?" Gary asked impatiently. "First you have to see if your dick is bigger than mine," I reminded him. "Ahh, come on, dude. You said yourself it was pretty huge. Just suck me off. You know you want to," Gary pleaded. "We had a deal. Now you have to see how big mine is. If yours is still bigger, then I'll suck you, no problem."

Gary stood before me with his swollen flesh sticking out of his white BVDs as I gently stroked it. He was very excited by my skin dance and liked the way I felt his yearning body. Gary was at the point of no return.

"You're a fucking tease, Dave. All right, I'll do it," Gary agreed.

Gary was more than hot and bothered with my tantalizing touches but this game was turning him on. I could tell he wanted it bad. He decided to play along so long as it meant getting sucked by another man. I shoved his perky tool back into his jockeys and directed his action upon me.

"First, take off my shirt, Gary," I asked.

Gary hastily yanked up on my shirt but I would have no quickie.

"Hold up, Gary. What's your rush? Take it slow. Just like I did with you." "Okay, okay," he agreed.

Gary slowly removed my shirt revealing smooth. He quickly became quite drawn to the same chest that turned him on when I got out of the shower. I could tell he was still apprehensive about engaging me himself. I took his hand and slowly drew it to my chest and guided him to feel my firm body. Gary took the hint and continued to release his inhibitions. He sensuously felt my torso on his own and zig- zagged his fingers upon my skin. He grew aroused by touching me and allowed himself to get into the action.

I could tell he liked the smooth feel of my body as he used both hands to feel me. He even surprised me with some of his own moves. He softly caressed my chest and lightly pinched my brown tits. He squeezed my firm pecs and stroked my flat stomach. His arousal was apparent as his enlarged bulge protruded again from his BVDs. He looked at me and slowly leaned toward me inviting for another deep kiss. I obliged his overture and met his soft lips as he reciprocated the startling kiss I gave him earlier. Gary enjoyed the closeness of our manly contact. He was clearly submitting to my sexual allure. He kissed my neck and then descended upon my smooth body until he reached my navel. His tongue tickled the sparse hairs just above the button of my jeans as he knelt down.

Gary was on his knees when he paused and looked at me from below. I guided his timid hand to my ass and he slowly kneaded my supple cheeks above the soft denim of my faded jeans. I then took his hand and placed it above my solid crotch. Gary marveled as he felt his palm resting upon my large, hardened bulge, feeling another man's pouch for the first time in his life. He gently felt the 8 inch length of my hardened member beneath my jeans. As soon as he got past the arousing feeling of my concealed cock, he realized just how large I was.

"Uh-oh," Gary said quietly as he realized that my dick was obviously bigger than his. The deal compelled him to suck my cock. He looked at up me with a worried expression and then felt me again to confirm my size. Maybe it was the padding of my underwear and my jeans, he hoped.

"Whip it out, dude," I said to him.

Gary reluctantly unbuttoned the fly on my faded 501s knowing what was in store for him. His trepidation was decreased when he saw that I was wearing boxers. My blue-green plaid boxer shorts excited him as he slowly unbuttoned the rest and pulled my fly apart. I took his inexperienced hand and placed it right on my erection above the cotton shorts. Once he felt the length of my flesh, Gary knew that he had lost the deal and contemplated his next move as he continued to feel the outline of my trim boxers.

While he had never planned on this, Gary was never more excited at the prospect of being so close to another man in his life. He played onward and slid my jeans down to my ankles. I kicked off my empty 501s and stood before Gary in my sexy shorts. He returned his attention to my throbbing tool and continued to feel it with his measuring hands. Realizing that he was stalling, I held Gary's head and pressed it against my pelvis. He felt the fabric of my boxers and my rising pole rubbing against his face and became very aroused.

But he was not sure he could go through with this and pulled his face back. He resumed feeling me with his hands and I sighed with delight as he slowly fondled my erect prick with his tender fingers. Gary was simply delaying the inevitable as his innocent hands felt the startling length of my steel flesh from above my shorts. As he felt me out, he thought about what he would have to do.

"Whip it out, Gary."

He slowly pulled down the waistband of my boxers exposing my awesome manhood standing before his startled eyes. He stared at my tall flagpole and dangling balls in disbelief with the final realization that I had played him like a piccolo.

"Well, Gary. Looks like I'm the bigger man. You know what to do." "Wait, David. I can't--I mean, I've never done this before," he whimpered. "We had a deal, Gary. Besides, there's a first time for everything," I said smiling. "No way, man. I can't do it. I won't suck your dick."

Gary tried to weasel his way out but before he had time to back away, I quickly held his head and shoved my hard tool against Gary's unwilling face. He struggled as my stiff pole glanced against his cheek and nose.

"No, I can't," he resisted. "Come on, Gary. I know you want it." "No. Wait, wait," he protested.

Gary's futile protest was overtaken by my pressing force. I reached down and held my eager erection and waved it before his face while I held his head before it. I brushed the reddened head over his struggling mouth as he feigned resistance. Despite his obligatory struggle, Gary knew he wanted me and finally succumbed to his strong desire. His arousal was too much to contain as he lustfully opened his eager mouth widely welcomed my heated flesh inside. I shoved my piercing cock along his tender lips and he tasted my forceful tool excitedly.

Transformed by his raging boyish lust, Gary did a complete reversal. As my meaty flesh slid inside his taking mouth, Gary totally relented and allowed me to thrust forward at will. While he could not believe he had another man's dick inside of his mouth he was excited all the more by this compromising position. Gary was now possessed by the sexual demons he had repressed so long. In this surreal moment, his lust overpowered his arrogance as he now indulged his true desire without limit.

As his libido took over he began to suck my thick rod passionately and enthusiastically. I raised my hips and pushed my throbbing pipe inside his oral tunnel. As I thrust myself in and out of Gary's mouth, I released his head and he began to suck my cock quite voluntarily. His arousal was apparent as he tightened his lips around my rigid pole and held my ass and took me deeper. I watched with heated excitement as this gorgeous boy dropped his homophobic facade and sucked my cock like it was the last one on earth. Gary grew increasingly excited with each brush of my spongy flesh along his spiraling tongue. He was now sucking me with more energy than I thought was possible from this macho stud who was telling me "no" only seconds ago. Gary's innocent curiosities had now become reality as he wantonly sucked another man's dick for the first time in his life.

Gary then held my blood-filled probe in his grasping hand and began to lick my swinging balls. He opened his mouth widely and bounced my soft testicles upon his winding tongue. He tasted my wrinkled scrotum voraciously before he engulfed my balls one by one into his warm mouth, bathing them in his saliva. He looked up and at me as he released my sack and slid back up my long, pulsing shaft. I guided Gary's sucking head as my rigid probe slid back inside his taking mouth.

Now Gary was enjoying his oral adventure thoroughly as he squeezed my boxer-covered ass and pulled me deeper into his watering mouth. His intense arousal allowed him to take all I could dish out. Gary was beside himself and in disbelief as he felt my penis sliding inside his mouth. It was as if all the years of his sexual suppression seemed explode at once permeating his soul and releasing the subdued pleasure of his homosexual inhibitions. He no longer cared about his social fears and simply let his baser impulses take over. I bucked forward and fucked Gary's virgin mouth repeatedly as he struggled not to gag.

"Suck me, Gary. Suck me. You know you love that fat dick in your mouth."

Gary moaned and sucked me harder with my vulgar speak. He clenched his lips harder around my sliding shaft until his jaw grew weary. I could feel my sensitive head hit the back of Gary's throat as I held his head and thrust forward. Gary yanked down my manly boxers and grabbed my ass firmly as he thrust my jolting cock deep within his expanding throat. He drew my plaid shorts to his face and inhaled my musky scent which drove him crazy.

Faster and faster Gary sucked my slithery tool giving me incredible pleasure and bringing me closer to my impending orgasm. His head bounced back and his blonde hair flew across his forehead as I thrust harder into his virgin mouth. Finally, I could no longer hold myself back. The image of this innocent blonde jock sucking my hard cock so intensely sent me over the edge.

"Uhhg, uhhg. I'm coming, Gary!" I warned.

Gary tried to pull his tired mouth away but I held his head in place for the Coup de Gras of this studly boy's initiation. Suddenly the wonderful, climactic tingle consumed my entire body as Gary was about to consume my shooting load. I felt my thick load spew shot after shot inside of Gary's pristine mouth. He gagged slightly as my warm juice hit his throat and splashed on his tongue. My creamy juice filled his mouth and dribbled out past his lips as he began to swallow. Although the salty taste of my orgasmic fluid was foreign to him, he grew excited and took it in. He swallowed as much of my crowning glory as he could until the overflow dripped down his chin and neck. I finally removed my swollen cock from his weary mouth as he smacked his lips stretching thick strands of cum from his teeth and tongue.

As I jerked my wet tool, the final spurts of my hot fluid shot across his fair face, dripping down his smooth cheeks and past his glistening lips. Gary's cum-covered face was a sight to behold. This supposed straight boy who came to have his own cock sucked was now shamefully drenched in the same taboo fluid he had intended to release upon me.

The bewildered expression on Gary's sticky face turned me on. I lifted him to his feet and held him tightly against my expended body in gratitude for such a fulfilling performance. I let him go and we fell back on the couch and rested.

"Are you okay, Gary?" I asked, smiling at his dripping face. "Yeah, I think so." he said with a dumbfounded look. "I can't believe I did that. I sucked your dick."

Gary's sexual stupor quickly evaporated and was replaced with the residue of guilt and humiliation.

"You were really good, Gary," I complimented. "I can't believe you came in my mouth. Look at me. I have cum all over my face, man." As I handed Gary a towel I could see the guilt ridden look on his face. The post-ecstatic embarrassment had set in.

"What I just did--I never thought I would--David, you set me up. You planned this whole thing," Gary argued as he wiped the cum from his face, smelling the manly vapors. "I set you up? You were the one who came over assuming I was going to suck you, remember?" "Yeah, but you turned the tables on me. I didn't know this would happen." "I only did it because you were so fucking cocky. You thought you could march in here and expect to get a head job from me just because I'm gay. I don't suck just any guy's cock, Gary." "Why didn't you just tell me from the start? You just played me." "I had to teach you a lesson. Come on, Gary. You know you liked it. You were all over me." "Okay, I liked it. That's hard to admit to myself. I totally lost control. I never thought I would ever suck another guy's dick." "But you did. And it's okay, Gary." "I don't know, David. I really feel stupid right now. I don't know what came over me. " "I did." I said to lighten the moment as Gary chuckled. "That's not funny." "C'mon Gary. The moment I touched your body, you knew you wanted it. It felt good. You liked it. It's all right."

I placed my arm over Gary for reassurance and tried to alleviate his guilt.

"Gary, I knew what you wanted when you agreed to come over even though you weren't sure. I just didn't think you would be so brash."

As he searched his soul, Gary knew I was right. The difficulty came in admitting his inner feelings.

"Okay, David. You're right. I feel like I have to put up this front to cover my feelings but they're still there. It's really hard to deal with this so I didn't." "I did the same thing, Gary. It's hard isn't it?" "I guess I've always been attracted to guys--ever since I was a kid. But everything told me that it was wrong. So, I tried to hide that part of me hoping it would go away, but it never did. I tried to deny those feelings and bury them deep inside. I didn't want to be different especially since it seemed so bad. So I just played along with being straight until I convinced myself I was straight. And now this." "Gary. It's okay. Deep down you know you wanted to do this for a long time. This side of you has been dying to get out. And it felt good to let it out, right? You know you liked it. You know how you feel inside and now you can start to open up. You don't have to play that straight game anymore." "I can't, David. I know what people will think about me. I don't want to be called a fag or a queer." "Don't worry about them. Just worry about you." "That's easy for you to say. It's hard to act on how I feel--what I am. I'm still not sure of myself." "I know. It will be tough road, Gary, but you're only 21. Some guys come out a lot later or never. it will be okay." "I don't know. Maybe you're right, David."

Gary felt a little better after his experience with me but was still afraid of his future. My reassurance helped him but he still felt confused and compromised.

"Man, I came here for you to suck my dick and I ended up sucking yours. I can't believe it," Gary pouted. "Come over here you stud."

I pulled Gary to me and held him tightly. He began to feel a little relieved. He smiled and became excited as I began to fondle him. Since he had been such a good sport about my sneaky ploy I decided to give him an experience he would never forget.