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Chapter 42 ended
"Thanks, both of you, I am glad you have an emotional side and are my friends. I would be a muck heap without your help." Gerald said
"No sweat mate. But we had better be getting off to the dining hall now, or I will not have enough strength to deal with the demands of either you guys or Manda." Rod joked.
With that they got up and walked out of the dorm together, just as Kevin was coming back in. Kevin did not even acknowledge he had seen them, but J turned and said, "We're heading off to the dining hall now, you coming?" Still Kevin ignored them.
"Maybe he has got an emotional side after all, and some of what I said is sinking in; and he doesn't like it." Rod said.
Then all three of them thought silently to themselves, "I doubt it." And they walked on in companionable silence.
Chapter 43
Once in the dining hall they sat down and were soon joined by Carole and Manda.
"Where's Kevin?" Carole asked.
"Not sure -- there's been a bit of a fall out and we think he is sulking, but are not sure if he knows how to." Rod said, rather meanly.
"What's the fall out over?" Manda asked.
"We'd rather not say," J got in quickly to prevent either of the other two from opening the can of worms any further.
Although they could see the girls were bursting with curiosity, nothing more was said on that subject and they moved onto some more general chit chat, during which Gerald teased J by reminding him that he still owed him for spoiling the last blow job that Kevin had given him.
"What are you going to do to him?" Manda asked full of curiosity again.
"If I told you in front of J it would spoil the surprise element of it, wouldn't it?" Gerald reasoned with her.
"Yeah, I guess so. Oh you guys are as bad as us girls for talking in secrets." Manda conceded and all at the table had a little chuckle.
"What's on for tonight?" Carole asked as she continued to look around for Kevin.
"There's indoor games in the movie theatre I think." Rod said, "but I'm hoping for some other sort of indoor games this evening," he continued looking pointedly at Manda, who blushed scarlet showing she had understood what he meant.
"And then there is a campfire in the circle." J said, "I was thinking of gong to that but it depends on what the rest of you want -- you know majority rule."
"Fuck majority rule. You and Gerald should decide what you want to do together and if it is different from what we want to do then so be it. Go and do what you want." Manda said.
"I'm up for the campfire." Gerald said and smiled at J.
"Well then you two go to the campfire -- I'm going to look for Kevin." Carole said and got up from the table and left.
"What about you two; what do you want to do?" J asked Manda and Rod.
"I'm not sure, there are not many opportunities to do what I really want to do." Rod said, "What do you want Manda?"
"I quite like the idea of the campfire also." She replied.
"That's it then, we campfire together." Rod said.
With that they all got up and took their plates to the washing up area and left to go and wait for the camp fire to start.
While they waited for the camp fire they sat and chatted together.
"J, you haven't really told us about your history, please share something with us." Manda asked.
"Oh, ok. My birth mom is a waste of the air she breathes. She is a boozer which she funds by selling her body. When I was little she decided that it was cheaper to wash me then to wash clothes and so I spent my time naked in one of those inflatable paddling pools for kids. Only it had no water in it, at least not until I needed a piss. The only time I ever had a nappy on was when she had to take me to the baby clinic or the doctor. Otherwise I was naked in the pool or being bathed. I never had a cot and was over two years old before I learned to walk. And even then if I tried to climb out of the pool I was beaten so I lived in there. Ate, slept, played, peed and shat in the same four foot ring for three years. So I cried a lot, and because of this the socials were called in by a neighbour and I got taken away. I spent the next six years being passed from crap foster to the next until mom and dad got me when I was nine. Then when I was ten they sent me on my first one of these camps and that is where I met Jeff who showed me what gay love is rather than just raw sex and I haven't looked back." J sat back in silence as the others thought about what he had been through.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to raise old hurts. What did you mean though when you said Jeff you taught you about love rather than raw sex?" Manda said, "But only tell us if you want to."
"Actually it is quite nice to have been able to tell that tale and get it off my chest a bit. So I will try with the other bit. I was not quite honest when I said I spent all my time at home in the paddling pool. There were times when I was taken out to assist my birth mother in earning her booze money. Sometimes her clients wanted some photographs of what they were paying for and then were willing to pay a bit more for some added extras in the pictures like a toddler with an erection doing things with his mouth only bigger people should know about." J said. "There are quite a few pictures of me out there on the web somewhere, but I have never seen them. Not sure if I want to either." J concluded.
Gerald moved closer to J and put his arm around J. "Shit man that was gruesome. How did you turn out so good with all that in your past?" He asked as a way of comforting J.
"I think it is mainly because of mom and dad. I was horrible when they first got me, but they showed me love and compassion, but were also firm and disciplined with me so that I always knew where I stood. And they respect me. You know, I have never had to lock my bedroom or the bathroom with them and they have never intruded on my privacy. Yet I can talk with them about anything and they will listen and answer my questions without making me feel stupid or ignorant. And then there was also Jeff who showed me that intimacy can be something beautiful and loving instead of just a way to make booze money." J answered.
"I guess you have seen both sides of love now and can see which side is better." Rod said. "I'm glad you have chosen the better side to follow." And he gave J a playful punch on the arm.
"I'm going to let the cat out of the bag now. You know I said I would get you back earlier," Gerald said to J. "Well I'm not now because I think it would be very poor to do what I was going to do. You know those costumes we were looking at in the shop earlier? Well I bought one for you but I am now not going to make you wear it."
"Why not?" J asked.
"Because it might look too much like old history. You know that skimpy red costume. Well while you were ogling out the sales man's bulge, I got them to get me one in white and a size smaller and I was going to make you wear it the next time we went to the beach and then hide your shorts so that you were forced to show it off to all those on the beach. But that would be a really shit thing to do in the light of what you have told us tonight." Gerald confessed.
"Thank you for being so thoughtful. I am glad you changed your mind. I tell you what you can pretend to force me to wear it in the shower in the dorm instead, and you will have to think of another thing to get back at me with." J conceded.
"No. I'm not going to get you back. I don't want to do anything that might upset our friendship now, so I am going to let it go altogether." Gerald said.
"Thank you." J responded and then in front of the other two he leant across and gave a Gerald a kiss full on the lips.
"See, how can I take revenge on that?" Gerald answered as he beamed with joy and now maybe even love.
It was time to move off and join the others for the campfire and as they drew close to the circle, Gerald took J's hand and held him back a little. "Let's stay near the back so that we are not easily seen." He suggested.
J had no objections and as the people began to sit down they made sure they were at the back of the group and sat down immediately in front of one of those electrical boxes that are like the lighting pillars on town streets. This meant that they were hidden from the back which suited Gerald quite nicely.
At first it was fairly light as the fire roared and they sang Camp Fire's Burning, but then as the fire died down it gradually got darker and when it was quite dark Gerald made his move. He slid his hand up J's leg till he was gently fondling J's package and when there was no objection from J, he undid J's fly and slid his hand in to release his cock from the confines of J's briefs. There in the open he began to jack J off. They both knew that they could not bring the wank to full term, so after a bit, Gerald bent his head down and licked the pre-cum off of J's cock and then began to tuck it back in. As he did the zip up, J leaned forward and said, "My turn now," as his hand slid up Gerald's leg.
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