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Chapter 41 ended
As soon as the coach dropped them off back at the camp, they all took off for their respective dormitories so that they could get in a refreshing shower before dinner and the evening activities. Back in their dorm, almost every resident had had the same thought and so they were all stripping off and heading to the shower room. It had become the norm now to strip off at your bed and walk naked through to the showers and then of course walk naked back to get dressed. This gave J and others like him a lot of opportunity to do some cock gazing. Kevin however stood out because he was the only one with a bright pink bum where he had got sunburned while fucking Carole that afternoon.
Chapter 42
When Kevin walked back into the dorm from the showers, he was met with looks and laughs as he did not know that he had got a burned bum as the sting had not really started yet. Dick walked up behind Kevin and gave him a whack on his bare bum that had Kevin jump sky high and let him know that he was going to have some trouble sitting down for the next few days. Most of the guys in the dorm broke out into laughter at Kevin's reaction to being smacked; but whether they were laughing at his misfortune, or whether they were laughing out of jealousy will not be known. The fact remains that there were quite a few in the dorm who would have given one of their testicles to be in Kevin's position, for they were still virgins and had only played with themselves in solo pursuits. Not that they would admit to that of course. Kevin had some Aftersun lotion and asked Gerald if he would rub some onto his backside.
Gerald was a bit miffed at this and so said, "Why don't you take it to your Carole to do; after all she is the reason you are in this state."
"If I could, believe me, I would." Kevin said not even noticing that Gerald's response was because of how Gerald was feeling and that his answer would only make matters worse.
"Go fuck yourself then," Gerald said as he refused to help Kevin out.
"Hey what's with you?" Kevin asked.
"You have to ask? That's what's wrong!" Gerald replied and walked out of the dorm.
J had heard and seen the whole thing and knew that Gerald was hurting from the way Kevin had treated him, so he jumped up and went after Gerald. As he passed Kevin's bed, he looked at Kevin and said one word, "Arsehole" and then chased out the door.
J caught up with Gerald and putting his arm over Gerald's shoulder led him to the bench that was half buried in the bush behind the girl's dorm. Once there, they were relatively private and J could comfort Gerald more openly.
"Don't worry about that shit head. The likes of him are only in it for what they can get out of it for themselves. I'm sorry you have been treated by him in that way, but believe me I will not be so fucking shit to you." J told him.
"Why do I feel this way? I mean, I don't love him or anything, but it still hurts." Gerald said.
"It hurts because you feel you have been betrayed. This guy has acted as your friend. He has fucked you and said you are someone special, and he has been nice to you. But he has only been nice to you until something he feels is better has come along. But believe me, his cock is ruling his head, because she is certainly not better; rather she is seriously worse than a whore. At least whores get paid for allowing a guy to fuck them. This one almost pays the guys." J tried to explain.
"Do you love me J?" Gerald asked.
"I don't know yet. I really like you, not just for the sex, I like you for you, but I'm not sure that there is love there yet. It might come, but I don't want to lie to you and just say yes to try and please you." J answered.
"Ok, I can live with that for now, because I must admit I would have to give you the same answer if you asked me the same question. But do you think we could be friends. I mean not just sex buddies, but real friends who enjoy each others company even when fully clothed?" Gerald asked.
"Like I said, I like you and I think that is the basis from which friendships grow. So, yes, if we are able to see each other more, I think we can become good friends. I think I can trust you and I know you can trust me. Ok?" J replied.
"Thanks J. The only thing that is going to stop me from being with you is the cost of travelling from Clacton to Colchester and how much time I can make available for that travelling." Gerald told J.
"Yeah, same problem here, but maybe you could come and spend some weekends with us, and we could share the cost of the train ticket." J suggested knowing that John and Jean would probably allow him to have a friend to stay, even if they were sure he was intimate with that friend.
"I would like that, and if my fosters allow it maybe you could spend a night or two with me, but I have my doubts they would let it happen." Gerald was beginning to cheer up at last.
Meanwhile, back in the dormitory, Kevin was in a state of confusion and so went over to Rod to see if he could help.
"Rod, what's with Gerald that he wouldn't help me and then J called me an arsehole, what have I done?" he asked.
"Do you mean you really can't see what has happened here?" Rod was bit incredulous.
"No. I mean I just asked my buddy for a favour and he gets all angry. I thought buddies were supposed to help each other out." Kevin said.
"Right come with me and I will try to show you what has happened, but we can't talk in here." Rod said.
They got up and walked outside and went off to a bench in the grounds where they were out of earshot of others.
"Ok, Kevin, think about this. Since you first fucked Carole, how much have you done with Gerald? No! Don't answer to me, just think about it. When I first met you, you and Gerald were acting as an item. You went everywhere together, he let you fuck him and he jacked you and sucked your cock. And you did stuff to him also. But as soon as Carole threw herself at you, you have all but cut Gerald off. And then to add to it, you ask him to rub some cream on an intimate place on you in front of the entire dorm and are surprised when he refuses. How much of a buddy is that?" Rod was straight and blunt with Kevin.
"But we never were an item. Gerald knows that I will have sex with any human hole that is willing to take me. He's just too sensitive." Kevin defended himself.
"You still don't get it do you? Can't you see, its not your having sex with Carole that is hurting him. It's your casting him off in favour of Carole. It makes him feel like you were only using him as a convenience, and that there is no friendship, no being buddies. You are only interested in Gerald for what you can get out of him." Rod said.
"Hey harsh words, man." Kevin complained.
"They are only harsh because they are true and as much as you don't want to admit it, you know that they are true." Gerald said.
"So are you all turning against me?" Kevin asked.
"No, none of us have turned against you. And we will be your friend, but you have to give a little back as well if you want a friendship to last. Let me tell you, I am not gay, not even bi, but J has been a real good friend to me on this camp and if he came and asked me to suck his cock, I would. I would rather have him suck my cock, or be off fucking Manda, but if he wanted it bad enough to ask me, then I would do it. I won't enjoy it much, but I would still do it." Gerald said.
"So why did J call me an arsehole, I haven't done nothing to him?" Kevin asked
"Because you have upset his friend." Gerald answered, shaking his head in despair. It seemed like Kevin could not understand how emotions worked. "Look, I know it is hard, but try and think of how you would feel if you were in the other guy's shoes and they were the ones who were being shit to you."
"But they are being shit to me." Kevin almost whined.
"I give up. Just think about what you have done and how you have acted and see if that is how you would want someone to act against you." Rod said, and then had another idea, "Ok try this. Think about how you would feel if Carole found another guy to have sex with and found that she liked the other guy's sex better and so did not want to have anything more to do with you. As a result she would only speak to you if you spoke to her first and as for getting another fuck out of her, she would make it seem that there was no chance unless the other guy decided he wanted to move on." With that, Rod got up and went back to the dorm where he found J and Gerald had got back and were sitting quietly chatting on J's bed.
"Hi, where have you been?" J asked as Rod got back to the beds.
"Trying to get an arsehole to see the truth, but I think it is a lost cause." Rod answered.
Gerald looked confused because he had not heard J call Kevin an arsehole, so Rod explained, "Kevin came to ask why you guys were being rude to him. I tried to show him how he had upset you, but he just can't seem to get it, so I gave up on him."
"See, I told you he was not worth it." J said.
"You know I tried to give him an example of how I would do just about anything for J because of the friendship he has shown me since we met on the plane coming over, but he could not understand that. He does not seem to have an emotional side." Rod said.
"Thanks, both of you, I am glad you have an emotional side and are my friends. I would be a muck heap without your help." Gerald said
"No sweat mate. But we had better be getting off to the dining hall now, or I will not have enough strength to deal with the demands of either you guys or Manda." Rod joked.
With that they got up and walked out of the dorm together, just as Kevin was coming back in. Kevin did not even acknowledge he had seen them, but J turned and said, "We're heading off to the dining hall now, you coming?" Still Kevin ignored them.
"Maybe he has got an emotional side after all, and some of what I said is sinking in; and he doesn't like it." Rod said.
Then all three of them thought silently to themselves, "I doubt it." And they walked on in companionable silence.
Does Kevin see the error in his ways? Will he seek to make matters right? Read on when the next chapter is posted -- tell me what you think he should do.