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Chapter 123 ended
Having got that far, J decided that time was running out and so he started the next round and turned the hot water off completely at each shower head as he made the rounds this time. When he got to Chuck it was to see that Chuck now had a full on boner and seemed totally at ease with it. As he stretched up to turn the tap, Chuck bent down, to pick up a bottle of shower gel, but J thought this was just a ruse because as he bent down he also turned and this pushed his bum into J's crotch and up against his cock. It was only from the practice J had had on the previous camp that he did not spring an instant boner, however he did begin to chub up a bit. When he got to the last shower head he just quietly told the two boys there to go and get their towels and stay facing the wall while they dried and then to wrap themselves up again for the walk back to their bed spaces.
Chapter 124
As J neared the door to his room, he stopped and turned to face into the dorm and said loudly enough to be heard over the noise of the boys all talking and laughing, "Right, I need you to get dressed as quickly as possible so that we have enough time to tour the campus and also get to dinner in time." With that he left them and went into his room to dress. As usual he did not bother to close the door while he went about his dressing. As soon as J was dressed he came back out to the dorm and was pleased to see that most of the lads were just finishing up with their dressing. Max and Fred were already fully dressed and were sitting on Max's bed chatting with Tim and Ozzie who were still putting on their trainers. The two least ready boys were already known to J by name. Daniel Scorby was still pulling a T shirt on and was yet to begin on dressing his feet and Chuck had a shirt and some tight briefs on and was busy putting trainers on. J could see that he was still fairly hard inside the briefs and called to him to get a move on as he would hold up the whole dorm. J did think it was an odd order to get dressed in especially as he then pulled out some lycra cycling style shorts to stretch over his cock and briefs. Obviously he was a bit of an exhibitionist, and J decided he would definitely come under some closer scrutiny during a night time foray. Chuck's shorts accented his hard cock rather than concealing it and his T shirt was a little short so did not come down far enough to cover it; but this did not seem to bother Chuck and as soon as he was ready the dorm set off on their tour.
J took them around the other dorms and then went on to the more communal buildings showing them where the office and sick bay were as well as the shop and the theatre where they would go tonight if they wanted after dinner as this was the only activity happening on this first night. Finally J took them past the craft rooms and ended up at the dining hall and had the boys line up and then sit down on the grass to wait. They were not the first people there, but they were the first complete dorm to be there and so this meant that they got to go in first to be served. J explained to them that this was how working together as a team could get them advantages. He also told them to return to the dorm straight after the meal and he would then give them time to properly unpack before they went to watch the film. J then went off to the adult dining room and had his supper meeting some of the other leaders who had arrived during the course of the afternoon. As soon as he had finished his food he excused himself citing a dorm full of boys who could probably destroy the place quicker than it took to build. A few nods from some of the seasoned dorm leaders showed a general acceptance of his interpretation and he was off back to the dorm. When he got there he was the first and so he went into his room and checked on his chiller arrangement and then sat down on the bed and began to fill in the little he could on his bed plan so far.
The first two to arrive back were Sean and Chuck and they were chatting to each other heading straight to their beds without noticing that J was in his room. J left them to their chat as he heard them open their lockers and begin to pack their clothes away.
"In case you had not guessed it, I'm Irish and come from Belfast." Sean called over to Chuck.
"Yeah, I had guessed the Irish part, but not the Belfast part. I live in Manchester, but before I was placed with the fosters I have now I lived in a little town called Alcester near Stratford upon the bloody Avon." Chuck replied. "Why they couldn't just call it Stratford I'm fucked if I know. Everything seems to have to have a bit of an explanation or description instead of just being plain this or that." He went on.
"Yeah, I know what you mean. But then it would make it a bit dull, wouldn't it?" Sean responded.
"I tell you what when I was living there, I would happily have dull every time I had to write my bloody address." Chuck explained. "What do you do there in Belfast? I mean when you are not dodging bullets or bombs or fucking Orangemen marching or whatever it is they do?"
"I guess much the same as you do. I go to school, I eat and drink, I sleep and wank when I can't get someone to help me out there." Sean said. He was definitely a confident guy and as he had not specified the sex of his helper, J perked his ears up a bit.
"Yeah I guess that about covers it. It is better to get help in the orgasm department. Notice I did not say wanking because blow jobs and fucking are definitely higher up my pleasure scale than a hand job, even one from another person." Chuck agreed and like Sean was not gender specific in how he worded his last sentence.
The two did not get an opportunity then to pursue the line of conversation they had moved on to as some more of the residents of the dorm returned just then and the noised level increased in proportion to the reduction in privacy for such conversations as they had embarked upon. J was also a little disappointed as he would have liked to hear the route that sort of conversation would take.
When J heard Max's voice, he called him into the room and then proceeded to have a quiet chat with him.
"I know it might have seemed a bit harsh to force you to go and shower with the others earlier, but there are two main reasons I did this. Firstly, it would have looked bad if I had allowed you to skip the shower and also it would caused some questions to be asked which might have been hard to answer. And secondly, I think there is a possibility that some of the root of the problem you have is subconscious and by making you face a fear, looking at it right in the face, is the only way I know how of overcoming it. But I have some other ideas as well and as we have not got long before the two of us go different directions we need to hit the floor running with all guns firing. Does that make it easier to understand why I did what I did earlier?" J said.
"Yeah, thanks, that does help me to understand. And Tim and Ozzie have been great. I don't know what you said to them but it sure has changed the way they behave towards me. Thanks for that too." Max answered.
"I've got a little suggestion, instead of going to the film tonight, stay back here and while the others are at the film, we can begin the therapy that I think might help to resolve the issue. But before you agree to it you must understand that for this therapy you will have to be totally naked and allow me a gay guy to touch your most intimate parts. Can you cope with that?" J warned him.
"It does not matter if I can cope with it. I have to do it if I want to stand a chance of getting to something close to normal with this problem." Max admitted.
"Ok, have you done any research into your problem?" J asked.
"No, we do not have the internet at home and I could not access any of the sites I might need from the library or on school computers." Max explained.
"Ok. There is about half an hour left before everyone needs to head off for the theatre and so I suggest you go and get your kit unpacked." J dismissed Max. "Oh and ask Fred to come in and see me please." J added.
"Sure." Max said and walked out of J's room.
A few moments later, there was a knock at his door and Fred said, "You wanted to talk to me J?"
"Yeah Fred, come on in." J answered.
Fred came into the room and then J continued and explained why he had made Fred go and take the shower giving the same reasoning he had given to Max. "Do you have a reason why you are afraid to be naked in front of the other guys?" J asked as he finished up his explanation.
"Do you promise not to laugh?" Fred asked.
"Fred, I will never laugh at you. I will laugh with you but never at you. Ok?" J assured him.
"Ok, I think I can tell you because after this camp I will never see you again and so you can't continue to do anything mean to me." Fred started.
"Fred, it does not matter if you tell me that you have two penises and six balls, I will not do anything that is mean to you. I respect people and know that everyone of us on these camps has got some tales to tell that are not very happy or easy listening and it is best to keep anything like that confidential between me and the person who told me." J further assured Fred.
"I am embarrassed because I did not start developing until earlier this year and so am well behind my classmates and I just don't like the teasing and hurting people who see me naked do." Fred explained.
"Ok ,two things. One, even if you are a late developer, it will not be long before you are on a level footing with your peers. And secondly has anyone said or done anything today to hurt or tease you?" J asked.
"No, but that is only because you have said we are not allowed to." Fred confirmed.
"Now I have not seen how developed you are down there, but I have seen you obey me and that took some courage. Because I don't know what you have that embarrasses you, it is hard for me to comment on that, but I can assure you of this, everyone begins developing at different times and some people get larger goods than others just as some people grow taller or fatter than others. I guess what I am trying to say is that size does not matter so much. It's knowing how to use what you've got that really matters. A giant cock does not automatically guarantee that your sex partner will be satisfied by it." J told him.
"But you must agree that I am smaller than the others. I looked around a bit and never saw anyone with less hair than me, and that is hard to cope with." Fred said.
"Fred, as I have not seen you, I cannot agree or disagree with you. I can only say that I know that there is not normally a lot of difference between mature cocks when they get hard. Those that start off smaller when soft, seem to grow to about the same size when hard as those with bigger cocks. Don't ask me why or how, but it is true. Of course there are always exceptions, but the odds are in your favour that you are not one of those and so probably you and Max would have the same size cocks when you are both hard." J said.
"If I show you my cock, do you promise to be truthful and tell me what you really think?" Fred asked.
"If you think that will help then you can and I promise. After all I got to see every one elses cocks today so I will know how it compares." J agreed; Well you don't think he would give up an opportunity like this do you?
Fred made sure he was out of the line of sight through the doorway, and then dropped his pants and undies in one move. J moved a bit closer and was now in touching distance of Fred's cock and balls.
"Well Fred, I don't think you have anything to be embarrassed about in that department." J told him as he gazed upon Fred's package.
And if you want to know just what he gazed upon, you will have to wait for the next chapter. Write and tell me what you think it looked like. Rick