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I looked calmly at her. I walked towards her, stepped around. She didn't try to stop me. "I will be back after the movies. I am just keeping a promise I made. The cars can wait and remember I love you ..." I was now about 2 meters past her very close to Michel. I didn't look at her but at him. He had handed me my coat
" ... I just love Michel more. Come on Michel" I said and pushed him towards the front door.
"What did you say?" She yelled from behind. I slowly start to realise what I had said. I had been bold maybe to bold but I had lost the courage to stand up to her. I needed to leave now. I opened the door, pushed Michel out and left.
In the back of my mind I heard how the door that I just had slammed was opened again. I pushed Michel though forward in front of me. He went round the corner and then just when we did this he stopped and turned around.
Our eyes locked together. He got a bit closer. A smile on his face grew and then he kissed me, slowly forcing my lips to open up. I could feel his warm tongue entering my mouth. Fire went through me when our tongue's touched each other. I was overtaken with lust but most of all with the love that I felt for Michel.
When he let go he smiled again and said "I love you too Tim. But I hope you realise what you just did".
I smiled back. "I don't think I do, but whatever it was it felt good Michel and so far as I can tell now that is all that counts".
"You want to go back in?"
"OH No, we are going to do exactly what we planned and also exactly what I told mom. Now we will go meet up with Jamey, Paul and Dennis and then see a movie".
"OK, let's go then".
We walked until we got to Jamey's place. We picked him up and then went to the Mall where we would meet up with Paul and Dennis.
"So how did you survive Tim?" Paul asked just after we sat down.
"How do you mean?" I asked.
"Well Dennis here almost got grounded but his parents thought that the punishment on Friday was enough for now. Next time though he would be punished for sure".
"Oh, it seems Mom knew upfront and I think I can handle her from now on whatever punishment she will come up with".
Paul and Dennis looked at me.
"I think we have awoken a new Tim guys".
"It seems so" Dennis said. "We never took you for a very over confident guy Tim, but that sounded like you can handle anything".
"OH I can, I love Michel and that is all I need".
"Wow" Jamey said.
I think you knew that or didn't you Jamey?" Michel asked.
He blushed when he answered "I thought you might have been".
"You have no problem with it Jamey?" I asked.
"Hmm, no I ...." He started to blush. He looked at Dennis and Paul.
"No, just good friends Jamey" Paul said.
"Oh, well I though that ...."
"Just say it Jamey. We trust each other don't we guys"?
We all nodded.
"So you Tim, Michel are gay then... but Paul and Dennis you are not, or"?
Dennis laughed. "I am Dennis, I'm not gay, not straight, just Dennis... Jamey".
"Oh ok, so you would be interested in a guy then?" he said.
"If he is interested in me, I might be" Dennis answered.
"So what about you?" Michel asked.
Jamey looked at me again. "I like guys" he said slowly. Blushing again.
"Good, you said it" Paul said.
"Yea, you must be the person you are" Michel added.
"Are we the first ones you told?" Dennis asked.
"No, my grandfather knows as well. I told him about 2 years or so after my parents died".
"Oh, sorry to hear that" I said.
"No worries, but I thought he would want to know before he took me in".
"He took it without a problem then?" Dennis asked.
"Yea, but I know other people think differently, so I am not out. I don't want to cause more problems than I can handle. I am not as sure of myself as Tim is", he said looking at me with admiration".
"Oh, I can say that I have seen Tim as sure as he was a moment ago. Did anything happen Tim"?
I looked at Michel. "They are friends so why not tell them, if we ran into trouble we can all get the support we might need".
"Ok, I was mad at my mom this afternoon. She didn't want me to go out with Michel this afternoon. I persisted in going and when she stood in between me and Michel, I walked towards her, looked at her and said: `I love you Mom, but I love Michel more, so sorry I am going'. And with that we left".
"Wow, I guess she didn't take that very well then". Dennis said.
"No, idea but my dad told us not to tell her yet as he was not sure of her reaction and I think he was right about that".
"So you have now left it up to your dad to get it right then." Dennis said.
"Oh I am sure we are going to have a talk when we get back. But who knows she might even forbid me to see Michel anyway. She has never liked him so".
"You think she will Tim?" Paul asked.
"She might, but if she does I will leave. I am not going to stay at that place, with her and not being allowed to see Michel. If she thinks she can get away with that then she hasn't heard me before I left".
"So you think your dad will be able to get her around then?" Paul asked.
"No, if she has made up her mind and doesn't accept me that I am gay, then there is nothing he can do about that. He just hardly ever stands up against her. I just learned that he tries to pick his times to fight when he knows he has a chance to win. I thought he was harder but it seems mom sits at the wheel in our family".
"So what will you do then?" Jamey asked.
"Well to be honest no idea. I might need to go and live with Michel if his parents would let me". I said looking at Michel.
We hadn't talked about that yet, but it has been going though my mind for the last hour or so.
"I am not sure, they accepted my uncle but that doesn't mean they would accept me being gay so easily or even let us live together already".
"So what then Michel?"
"I don't know Tim".
"Oh you will sort it out guys" Dennis said.
"Yea, we will but ..."
"We will always be here to help if need be" Paul added.
"Hmm, if you want there is always a room available at our place" Jamey said softly.
We looked surprised at him. "You think your grandfather wouldn't mind?"
"No, it is not like Tim is my boyfriend".
"I don't know" Michel said.
"Well just remember if you need a place to stay I can always ask my grandfather but I don't think he will mind".
"That might make things easier Tim, just in case she doesn't turn around" Paul said.
"So are we still up for a movie then?" Dennis asked.
"Oh yea definitively". Michel and I said.
I must admit that yea I saw the movie, but besides being together with Michel and the huge mountain to look up to, in the way of getting back home was not easy at all. Some movie, yea but what it was about I have no idea.
When the movie was done Michel whispered to me, "You want go with them to have a bite to eat or just the two of us?"
"I think we need to talk don't we?" I said softly.
"Yea, that might be a good idea".
So we left the others. Jamey reassured me again that I could stay at his place if needed.
When we sat down at a cafe close by, Michel looked at me. "You ok Tim?"
"Yea I am, well no idea to be honest Michel. It will depend on what will happen when we get back. I know one thing I am not giving you up, she has to except that or else".
"Hmm, I know but just as long as you realise what you are about to do. She is still your mother".
"I know, but I have to move on. I know dad will support us that is enough for me at this moment".
"So would you take Jamey up on his offer?" Michel asked me with a slight smile on his face.
"I don't know, it might be the only possibility. I don't think that Seth and Brian would let me stay or even your Uncle Jeff".
"Oh, I think Jeff would be ok for a few nights, but a longer stay I doubt it too".
"So I guess we better just see what will happen ok".
"Ok, just go with the flow then".
"Yea, we can worry and think of all scenarios but I never thought she would be able to do what she did this morning".
"I can see that, you want me there?"
"Let's see, I think it would be a good idea but I might have to give in on that and just talk with the two of them. Just stay and wait till it is done ok"?
"Ok, I love you Tim and very proud of the step you took today".
"I know, not sure it was a good one but it happened. You know she might call your parents?"
"Yea I thought about that too".
"You are ready for that?"
"I think so, I might tell them anyway even if she doesn't call just to be upfront with it. I would rather tell them myself than they finding it out in another way".
"Hmm, yea that might be good. Well I guess we better get going then". I said and stood up.
"You'll be ok Tim".
"We will see. Let's go". I said with more confident than I felt.
When I got to the front door I looked at Michel, doubt started to get to me. Yea I was sure what I wanted but could I keep going for it after I went in. Michel didn't say anything but just smiled and then nudged me to move on.
I opened the door, it was quiet inside. Normally, mom would be in the kitchen and dad would be in his study. I never wondered about that but it was strange. Only later on in the evening, they were in the living room together, most of the times for the late news or so.
I hung up our coats and pushed Michel to go up the stairs. I wanted to follow him but was then stopped as mom yelled from the kitchen "Tim, come down here please".
I let out a deep sigh, "here we go Michel". I said to him.
I opened the door; mom was sitting at the table. "You have a job to do. You better start with it right now".
I was stunned with those words, was she just going to let it all go by? Was she going to ignore what I had said? Or had she known all the time?
"I will do it after Michel is gone, we are just going upstairs".
"I think Michel is just about to leave Tim. You go and clean the cars as you promised".
I looked at Michel; he had already taken one step back to the door.
"Stay Michel" I said. The fact that she was pushing him was just what I needed to stand up to her.
"Michel will stay. We will go upstairs first and I will do the cars later tonight".
"No, now Tim. You said yourself earlier you would do them when you would come back from the movies. You are back now so no excuses".
Michel nudges' me again. She had me their I though but...
"Michel will stay though; he can go to my room".
"No, I think it is time for Michel to leave".
I let out a deep sigh. "Where is dad?"
"In his study, you are not allowed to disturb him".
I was not sure about that at all, but there was no way to find out at this point. I needed to do this myself I guess.
"Well Michel is going to stay. He can wait in my room until I am done".
"No, he is leaving" She said now looking at Michel directly.
This was not going as I had expected. I looked at her. I didn't let go of her gaze. I could see she was surprised by that, normally I would let go and would look down fast.
"Didn't you get what I said earlier this afternoon Mom?" I asked softly but confidently. "Go and do the car and Michel please leave".
I still looked at her. She was not answering my question on purpose. I just hoped that Michel wouldn't say anything now. I was not going to respond. Only if she was going to answer my question.
It stayed quiet for 30 seconds, a minute. "Now, Tim go on or you will be grounded for a week".
I felt that Michel started to step back again towards the door. I looked over my shoulder and formed with my lips the word "Stay". I turned back and looked at her again. Still waiting for an answer.
"Are you deaf Tim? I said go and do the car now. And you Michel leave before I call your parents".
She had prepared this very well I thought. "No need for that we can call them ourselves". I said.
"You wouldn't, I am sure that his parents don't know nor would they approve".
Ah got her I thought. "So you did hear me Mom? Well we don't care we love each other and that is all that counts".
"No way Tim. Forget about it". She stated harshly.
"Never Mom. It is something you will need to accept".
"Never Tim" she yelled now. Slowly during the conversation she had started to raise her voice more and more. I think the way I responded in quiet calm sentences must have gotten to her. I never had done that before. I either had done what she wanted or I had yelled at her.
"I think you don't have a lot of options Mom, it is my life".
"He is right about that Dear"... ... my father said from the door. "Why didn't you call me as agreed and tell me that Tim was home? We were going to sit together and talk this over".
"He needs to do the cars first and then we can talk. Michel has nothing to do with it and can leave" she answered him. "That is what we would do, but Tim doesn't seem to be coming up to his promise and do the cars first. He is still behaving childish, like I said he was. He can't make decisions on his own".
"I think this is a bit more important than the cars don't you think so? They can wait".
"Oh, you started to come back on our agreement now as well" she yelled at my dad. I could see that he crumbled a bit. Something I never had expected a few months ago as I thought that Dad was the boss in the house. That had all been played by her. She had both of us in a hold. Whatever she wanted would happen.
"Let's talk now" I said. "I can always do the cars later. Michel will stay though".
"Hmm, he can stay Tim, but he needs to wait in your room. This is a family affair".
"He is family Dad" I said.
"Michel, please go up to Tim's room and wait there will you?" Dad said.
"Yes sir". I looked pleadingly at Michel. "I think I better go upstairs Tim. I will be here when you finish ok"?
"Ok if you think so".
"Yea you can do it Tim. I love you" he said when he stepped out of the door.
I smiled and saw a smile around dad's lips as well. That disappeared fast though when he turned around. "Let's sit down".
I looked at Mom and Dad, waiting for either one to start. It kept silent for some time. I was thinking about getting up again. I had done my say, but it seemed they wanted to hear it again or....
"So, you ok with Michel and me, Dad?" I thought the best way to start was to get up some support.
"I will get used to it Tim. But it comes as a shock you know".
"I know, it is not something that I was prepared for myself".
"So you are not sure then Tim?" Mom interjected.
"Oh no, Mom I am sure. More sure then I ever was about anything".
"But, you said you were not prepared, so how do you know you are ......"
"Gay you mean Mom?"
She nodded.
"Oh no doubt there Mom, I know I am attracted to guys more than girls for some years now".
"Oh", disgusted, "You are just confused. You never had any girls as close friends, so how would you know, only boys"?
"How did you know you loved Dad, Mom?"
She looked at him. "I just did".
"So you never wondered about girls then?"
"Yuck never, it is just not done Tim. I am sure you will see that after you get to know more girls you know".
"I don't think so".
"You never know if you don't try Tim".
"I ...."
"No, Tim, I think you should give it a try first don't you think?"
"No, Mom I love Michel that is all I need".
"He is just using you Tim. Can't you see that"?
"No, Mom he isn't. We love each other".
"Phh, I know his sort, only wanting you for one thing. You will regret it in the future. I know you Tim; you are a bit childish still, easily influenced. Why do you think we are so tough on you? You need to toughen up and stand up against fags like Michel".
"I am a fag Mom".
"No, you are not, you only think you are".
"So now what?" I asked.
"Well I would like you to stay away from Michel for a while and try some girls. Then if you are ....".
"Stop it Mom it is not like trying something that you don't like".
"Well I want you not to see Michel for some time".
"Never".
"Son, wait a minute. Dear, would you be ok with them if he would stay away from Michel for a week or so"?
"Not long enough".
"I won't Dad, never. I will need to listen to her putting him down all week. I am not going to do that".
"I might want to consider not seeing him for a week, but not with her around. Even if she promises she would not do that. I just can't trust her at all".
"What then?" He asked.
"He could stay at my sisters for a week".
"No, I will need to go to school, that is too important".
"Well stay at home then. I won't do ..."
"You will Mom you are who you are just like I am".
"So would you be able to stay with one of your friends?" Dad asked.
"Yea, like Brandon. I am sure he is not gay" Mom said fast before I could answer.
I laughed and then looked at dad, "I might but not sure what to give them for a reason. I don't want anyone to find out I am gay or in a relationship with Michel".
"Mom, would you agree with that, if he would stay somewhere for the next week?"
"If he promises not to see Michel".
"I will in school".
"Ok, beside school then".
"And you will be ok if he still feels he loves him then?" Dad asked her.
"He won't".
"That is not what I asked?"
"He won't so I don't need to go there".
"But you would agree with it then?"
"As long as he goes to the doctor on Wednesday. I told you the results were in and there is something not right, as we know".
"Is that ok with you Tim?"
"Yea, as long as I can see Michel after that and that he is welcome down here when I want".
"Do you agree to that?"
"We will see, but I am sure he won't".
"I am here to make sure she will Tim".
"And you will go to the doctor on Wednesday ok?"
"Ok I guess".
"So you have any idea who you could stay with?" My dad asked.
"Yea, one of my classmate's lives alone with his grandfather. I think they have a spare room".
"Ok, you have their phone number".
"Yea, I do".
"Ok, I want to give him a call and see if they are ok with it".
"You are not going to tell them that I am gay right?" I asked.
"I might, we will see Tim".
"Oh you can tell, but by the end of the week you will have a date I am sure" Mom said.
I looked at her. I wondered why she was so convinced that I would change in just a week's time.
"NO Mom I won't I have Michel" I said.
"Oh, I think you might not have a date then, but I am sure you will have dropped Michel. You are just confused".
In the meantime, I had given Dad the phone number. He had gone to his study to make the call.
I looked at her. Waited for her to say something.
When she didn't I said "You are really uncomfortable with this aren't you?"
"Yea, you can't be ... like that, you are just influenced you know".
"I though you always trusted my judgement Mom, I am not. I have known that I like guys better then girls for a long time".
"Oh, as long as you have not tried girls how can you be sure?"
"Have you ever thought about having sex or loving women?" I said.
She looked at me with a disgusting face and said "Yuck Tim, stop it".
"Well that is what I think about having sex or loving a girl is, so ..."
"Oh, but that is different, you never had ..." She then stopped. I think she realised that whatever she would say now I could turn that back easily on her.
"... Oh that doesn't matter it is just wrong, morally wrong and you know it is not the way you where brought up".
"I am sorry Mom; sorry to hurt you, but it is my life and I have to live it and I can't live it the way you want me to".
She looked at me. "Well we will see as long as you are going to be there Wednesday at 4 pm, okay?"
"I will as long as you keep your side of the promise".
Again she got quiet, I had hoped for a swift response but when dad opened the door the opportunity was gone. I don't think that although it was said now 3 times that she had agreed with it. Somehow, she had been able to dodge that question.
"I have talked with the Jamey's grandfather and they are expecting you. You can stay with them for a week and then we will see again. So go upstairs and pack your school stuff and some clothes. I will be there in a moment".
I got up smiled at Dad and left the kitchen. I more or less ran upstairs. My bedroom door was open so I walked straight in and jumped into Michel's arms.
He pushed me back a bit and looked at me. "You ok Tim?"
"Yea, she is still convinced I will forget about you in a week's time".
"Hmm what do you mean week's time?"
"Well let's see this as a cooling off period. I am going to stay with Jamey and his granddad for a week. I am not allowed to see you after school and if I still think I am gay after that week I can come back down here and she will be ok with it".
"That easy?"
"Yea I wondered about that too. Although that doctor seemed to have found some results with the test that they want to check. I need to meet up with them on the Wednesday".
"OH, is that strange?"
"No, don't think so, she made that arrangement before, she told me this morning already that the results came in and they wanted to see me on Wednesday again".
"Ok, so her being that easy has got nothing to do with that then?"
"No, I can't see how".
"Hmm, strange I just can't believe she is just going to be happy with it after a week you know".
"I know, I think it is a good idea though to tell your parents Michel as I suspect one of the things she is going to do is tell them".
"Yea I thought about that too Tim. I didn't want to do it yet but now I think I better".
"You going to be ok with it though? I feel guilty about forcing you to do so".
"Don't be Tim. It is not your fault. And you have not been the only one that has brought the subject up in the past as Uncle Jeff said it might be better as well".
"Ok, you want me there as well when you tell them?"
"Hmm one step at a time. I will tell them, see how the response is and if it is ok I might tell them about you but maybe I will wait with telling that. If they ask I will but if not asked I am not sure I will tell them. It might limit our visits some how and I definitely don't want that. I would rather spend the weekend at our place when they leave town than being told to stay at your place or at Uncle Jeff's".
"Hmm yea" I said. "It might then be a good idea to call Jeff and see if he can be there when you tell them".
"Now that might be a good idea. I will give him a ring and see if he can come over tonight".
Michel got his mobile phone out. "Here let me put it on speaker so you can hear his response".
He dialled.
"This is Jeff" I heard.
"Uncle Jeff, how are you, this is Michel".
"I am fine, long time since you called Michel".
"Yea, I am down here with Tim at the moment".
"Ah, and you thought I can do nothing better while I am with him then call your old Uncle Jeff?"
"Oh funny, I don't need your advise about anything of that Jeff, but there is something I could use your help with though".
"Anything you want Michel. You know I am there for you if need be".
"I know"... he got quiet then though.
"So what can I do then Michel?" Jeff said making sure it didn't get to quiet.
"Hmm, oh, ah..."
"You can tell me anything Michel".
I gave him an encouring nod. "Ok, have you got time to meet me at home tonight?"
"Yea, I am planning to see my slave Shawn tonight, but if it is important I can cancel that".
"If you would, it is kind of important".
"You can come down here as well if you want to Michel".
"No, can't do that I am ..." he stopped again.
I stepped in and said "Wait a second Jeff; I think we need a chat. I am just covering the phone yea".
"Ok, Tim".
"If you don't' want to do this Michel" I said.
"No, well, yea I want to do this, just not sure how to ask him".
"Tell him what happened today down here".
"Hmm, yea I can do that, he will guess it then".
Michel took his hand away from the phone. "Jeff".
"Yea Michel".
"Tim today had a row with his mom. She is threatening to call my parents".
"Oh, why didn't you say so Michel? You want me there when you tell your parents?" he said with a chuckle behind it".
"Yea, if you would. I might need the support".
"I will be there but I don't think you have to worry too much. I think they might be surprised at first but they are much more accepting to it all now then when I told your dad, many years ago".
"I know but I am their son".
"As I said it might be a surprise and they will have questions. But we know you can answer them. This is not something you just found out. You have come to terms with this all quite some time ago. So just be open and fair to them and if need be you can always stay with me for the night if they need some time to adjust".
"Ok, meet you there in about an hour or so then?"
"Yea, that is a good idea".
"You want me to pick you up?"
"No, I think Tim's dad needs to go out anyways, so he will give me a lift".
"Fine, are you ok Tim? It sounds like it has been rough down there". He asked now directly to me.
"Yea rough but I am ok. I know what I want and if she can't live with that, then that is her problem".
"Good for you Tim".
"Well it is easier said then done" Michel said and he continued to tell what was agreed upon.
"Ok, well if you need help Tim or just a listening ear let me know ok?"
"Will do that Jeff".
"Ok, and see you at home in an hour Michel".
Michel hung up. "You will be fine Michel". I said.
"I know but still it is scary, what if they respond like your Mom"?
"They won't you know that. Like Jeff said, they might be upset but they will be ok".
"Yea my heart says that is the case but there is that little voice in my head that keeps telling me otherwise".
I moved closer to him and whispered. "Whatever happens I love you and that will never change whatever is going to happen this week".
He smiled. Our lips got closer and started to come together. They separated a bit and our tongues touched. A wet, hot kiss followed, until somewhere in the back of mind came the conclusion that there was someone coming up the stairs.
"Hmm you ready to go Tim?" he asked when he got to the door.
"Give me just a few minutes Dad".
"Ok, you are going to be ok Michel?"
"Yea, I asked my Uncle Jeff to come over tonight. I am going to tell my parents as well".
"Good idea as I am not sure what she is going to do Tim. It seems she is agreeing to it all, but is also sticking to her guns so she might change in a week, but let's first cool things down as at this moment even I can't get through to her".
"Ok, we will be down in 5. Michel can ride with us. Can you drop him off"?
"Yea no problem".
"5 minutes, yea no longer. I don't want to come back again ok"?
"Ok, Dad I love you".
He stopped, looked back at me and said. "I love you too Tim and I am very proud of what you did today. I am sorry I couldn't' be a lot more help in this. You know how she is".
"I will be fine Dad don't' worry".
`Sorry Tim that's a parent's job, I will do that forever and ever". He said and came closer and hugged me.
He let out a sigh and went downstairs.
Michel came closer and we started to kiss again. I pushed him away a bit.
"Sorry Michel but I have to get ready ok?"
"Ok, well I can help, together we can do it in 3 minutes and then we have 2 more to make out".
I laughed. "I will get my clothes if you can get my school stuff".
"Hmm Tim, not sure what you need all this week. You even might want to put some school work on a memory stick, so I better do the clothes I think".
"Ok, that is right; I need to get my essays on the USB stick to take with me. I think Jamey will have a computer that I can use".
Michel went to the cupboard while I started up the computer at the desk. I got all my books in my bag and then copied the files.
When we got downstairs dad was there. We got through the kitchen to the car. I had expected mom would be there but she wasn't. I looked around let out a sigh and thought ok let's get this done.
We brought Michel home. I told him to ring me as soon as he was able to and then he went inside. My dad drove off. About 10 minutes later we arrived at Jamey's address. Even before I had gotten to the door, it swung open and Jamey walked towards me. "Sorry to hear it didn't go right" he said. I could hear concern in his voice but his facial expression had some joy in it as well. I smiled "Her loss, our luck". I said.
"Let me help you with your luggage and I'll introduce you to my granddad" he said.
He walked to the car, got one of the bags from dad and led us into the house.
"Granddad, let me introduce you to Tim and his Dad" he said.
He was old but still a very strong looking guy got up from his chair and held out his hand. Oh yea strong I thought when I shook it. He then did the same with Dad.
"Sorry it didn't go ok Tim", he said. "But you are welcome to stay as long as necessary".
"Thanks Sir".
"Ok, show him his room and take his stuff upstairs Jamey". He said. He then turned to my dad. As I was hurdled by an indeed excited Jamey I couldn't hear anymore what he said to my dad. I realised though that he wanted Jamey and me to leave, so he could talk with my dad.
He showed me the spare bedroom. Jamey's room was just on the opposite side of the bathroom. We had to share but Jamey said that as his Granddad has his bed and bathroom all down stairs we would manage just fine.
"Yea, you just want to walk in by accident" I said. "Hmm, no it has a lock" he said fast before I could stop him. He had turned very dark red. I smiled, "Just joking Jamey. I saw that already".
He thumbed me on the shoulder.
"You turn red so nicely Jamey that it is almost impossible not to do that you know".
"I know, I can't help it. I am easily embarrassed".
"OH, but that is good, that is a nice quality you know".
"I know, my granddad keeps saying that as well".
"Just make sure you don't give yourself away like in the swimming pool last week".
"Well that was difficult you know, walking around in a Speedo and then two good looking hunks showing their stuff off in wet briefs. What do you expect then"?
"I know but still if you don't want anyone to get it".
"Ok, but what about your Mom? You think she will call school, tell others or..."
"I don't know Jamey. It feels like she is up to something but maybe we are all seeing too much in it. I can hardly believe she would do that to me. I know I am still her son. She still loves me just ..."
"I know, so you got any homework left to do?"
`No not really".
"Ok, let's go downstairs get a drink and watch some TV ok?"
"Yea sounds like plan. Michel will call though, and then I have to leave and answer it".
"No problem with that. You can even stay here if you want. Do whatever you would do at home Tim".
I smiled at him. I took my arm and put it over his shoulder. "It is good that I am able to get to know you a bit better Jamey. I think you would make a good friend and I am short on those at the moment". He blushed again. "Stop doing that" I said.
He just smiled and we walked downstairs.
My dad had just got out of the room where Jamey's granddad was in.
"Ok, I am going to leave Tim. You are going to be ok?"
"Yea, it is only for a week and then she will have to turn around. She promised".
"We will see. Just make sure you keep your promise of not seeing Michel outside school and be there at the appointment on Wednesday ok"?
"I will Dad".
"Ok, just make sure that I don't get a complaint from Jamey's granddad ok".
"No worries, you know I can behave".
"I know but still".
"No, worries. You have good luck with Mom".
"I will, oh I might be here on Monday night if I don't".
"That would be nice".
He got closer and we hugged.
I watched as he stepped out and left.
Jamey was just leading me to the room where the TV was in when his Granddad called out "Tim can you come in for a moment?"
I pushed the door a bit open. "Please come in Tim".
When Jamey was about to follow he said "No, sorry Jamey, I want to talk with Tim for a moment. He will join you shortly".
"Ok, see you in a moment Tim".
He closed the door behind him.
I looked around in the room. It had a lot of bookcases, which were filled with books. Some old ones I could see and some newer ones as well. When I got back around my gaze rested on Jamey's granddad.
"I am thankful for you letting me stay this week Sir".
"No need. I hate bigotry and I can't understand that someone would respond like that to her own son".
I just nodded.
"So, just make sure you feel at home. Do what you want to do. Just make sure that your dad and in the end your mom can't get out of the deal you made today. So I would like to ask you not to make any phone calls to Michel and I expect you home every day straight from school except for the Wednesday as I understand you are going to see the doctor".
"Yes Sir". "Ok, otherwise I am sure you can find some things to do with Jamey. I am going to be honest as I think it is good for Jamey to be around someone that is gay and from his own age. I don't think that he goes out enough or talks enough with others, so I am happy you are here. I think I have seen him act a bit different during the last week since he knows that there are more then him around at school that are gay. More relaxed with himself. If I read him well enough I think he might even have a bit of a crush on you. So be careful, be his friend but not more. I don't want him to get hurted".
"I won't Sir, don't worry. He knows Michel and me are together".
"I know but that doesn't mean he can't fall for you Tim. So I just ask that you be his friend but clear on anything other ok".
"I will Sir".
"Good, now that is cleared up, go and have fun and watch a program".
"You are not going to join us Sir?"
"No, I am fine here with my books" he said with a smile. I definitely could see where Jamey got his smile from.
"Yea, a great collection by the look of it" I said.
"It is, are you into reading then?"
"Yea, I just finished `Lord of the Rings'" I said.
"Well if you want you can always look around to see if there is anything you would like to read".
"I might later on this week. Oh I expect one call from Michel later on. He ...".
He stopped me though. "Yea I know you can take that one, just don't stay talking too long ok?"
"Yes Sir" I said with relief.
I then left the room and went to the room beside it where I could hear the sounds of a TV.
I opened the door and saw that Jamey was sitting on one side of a two person couch.
"So what did he have to say? ... Oh let me see, you are very welcome to stay. Feel at home but you are not allowed to hurt me".
I laughed "Seems you know him well Jamey".
"I do but then we are quite close. We were before I lived down here even".
"Ok, so what are you watching?"
"Hmm not sure, anything you are interested in?"
"No, not particularly. Anything you normally watch on Sunday evening"? I asked him.
He looked at me like he was making up his mind. Then I saw slowly that his face started to get red. Oh no I thought here we go again. I smiled to make sure he knew whatever it was it was ok.
"Hmm, yea ... I oh, I watch normally some rerun's of Queer as Folk".
"Oh great I heard a lot about it, but never saw an episode".
"SO, you want to watch then?"
"Yea go for it" I said.
He smiled at me and flipped channels. I think he knew exactly where to go.
For the next 90 minutes we watched two episodes. I found some things definitely over the top but others were ok. I had seen from out of the corner of my eyes that whenever Randy showed up Jamey had to adjust himself a bit. I smiled as I think he even didn't realised he was doing it.
"You want to watch more?" he asked when the second episode was finished.
"Is there more then?"
"Oh, yea two more episodes".
"I think not, we can talk a bit or watch something else".
"You didn't like it then?" he said softly.
"No it was ok, nice story line but a bit to much from time to time. I can hardly believe that the average gay guy is living like that".
"Hmm, yea I guess so, but you can dream".
"So who do you dream about then?" I said with a crooked smile.
He got red again. "Hmm, you don't think Randy is a hunk then?"
"Yea he looks quite nice".
"Hmm, well I guess when you are as cute as you are then ..." he stopped when he realised that he said that out loud. He started to blush now full on; he got up and started to walk to the door.
"Jamey" I said softly. The last thing I wanted to do was scare him.
He stopped but didn't look back.
"Jamey" I said again.
He now turned around. I smiled at him "Thanks for the compliment, but I am not cute ok?"
He gave a smile back. "OH yea you are Tim. You are ..."
I kept my smile. "NO worries I like it that you seem to have a crush on me Jamey. I know since Paul and Dennis pointed it out to me on that Friday when I got my first punishment and your gaze was locked on my briefs when I was standing in front of you".
He coloured even more now and wanted to turn around again. But this time I had stood up quickly and put my hand on his shoulder.
"I am fine with that Jamey. As long as you know that I am in love with Michel ok"?
"I know Tim and I don't want to come in between you two".
"So don't worry and I really want to become friends with you Jamey".
"Ok ..." I had to cut him short as my phone started to ring.
"Sorry Jamey" I said.
"Ok take it; I will be in my bedroom if you need me ok?"
I smiled and nodded while I opened the phone.
"Hi Michel".
"Oh, you where waiting for the call then Tim".
"Yea, sorry but I was. We watched some TV but my mind was more with you and what was happening down there. So ..."
WOW, did you like this last chapter? and what has happened now with Michel will he be trown out too, is Jeff going to take them in or .... well more soon, let me know what you think at noway16@hotmail.com or visit my website at www.timsfunplace.com