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"Hey Man" by Jason Gannerly jason.gannerly@gmail.com
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Hey man, I've been wanting to talk to you about something for a while, but I haven't been able to work up the courage to do so in person. So I am going to take the coward's way out and say it in this email! Lol
We've known each other a long time, and though we've never hooked up, through the years, we have shared some pretty intimate details about our sex lives, guys we've fucked and other stuff. So I feel like I can just jump in and say this.
You know I am mostly a top, and that Adam is bottom. That's all good and we are pretty happy, but here's the thing: I have long had a fantasy about being power topped by two aggressive guys in a three way, and being double fucked by them. Yep, its been a fantasy for a long time. Go figure!
You are probably wondering why I didn't ever make it happen when I was single. Well back then, the guys I hooked up with pretty much always wanted me to be the aggressor and to top them. I very was happy to oblige, since I usually like to fuck and usually be at least a little aggressive when I do. So that was part of the reason I never fulfilled my little fantasy. But the biggest reason it never happened was because back then, I had a hard time admitting I sometimes liked getting fucked. Everyone thought of me as this total top, and I admit I liked having that reputation. So there was sure no way I was ever going to ask two guys to manhandle me and maybe even double fuck me. And with my height and demeanor, no one ever had the guts to just try something like that on their own initiative. So it never happened.
Fast forward to today: Adam is pretty much a total a butt boy. He either wants his ass fingered, eaten and/or fucked until he gets off. When he sucks cock, he has gag reflex issues, but that is no problem for me, because (believe it or not) I would usually rather suck cock than have mine sucked! I really love sucking cock! Adam is usually pretty passive, so I usually control the action, and suck his cock and then either finger or eat his ass and/or fuck him. That's the way we both like it most of the time... However, on the occasion that I'd like the roles to be reversed, he's a real wimpy top. He lacks the ability to fuck like a real top, let alone be a dominant/aggressive one.
But one night we were asleep together and I woke up to him trying to work his cock up my ass, while he was still in his sleep. (He is a very heavy sleeper.) The novelty of him being aggressive with me was a surprise and a major turn on! Without saying anything, I spread my ass for him and let him slowly work his cock up my ass dry! It was a little painful, but also very hot. It felt a little bit like I was a being raped, and I was surprised how much that aspect of it was turning me on!
After he had gotten almost all the way in, I could tell he was starting to wake up, so I figured my little rape fantasy was about to end. But once he was awake, he slowly started fucking me! It felt so hot being under his control and having him force his cock into me. As he fucked me, he never asked me if it was okay, or what I wanted or said anything at all. Instead, he just took what HE wanted. That made it even hotter.
I didn't say anything, because doing so would have spoiled my little fantasy that I was being raped.
Though the room was nearly dark, I could see his eyes staring into mine as he picked up speed. I could tell he was studying me for a reaction to being forced to take his cock dry as he continued to fuck me like a real top man.
He was still staring into my eyes when I heard him moan that sexy moan I know so well. He was about to cum, and showed no signs of stopping. Adam had never cum in my mouth or ass before. But I was so into him raping me that I laid there and took it, as he pumped his whole load into me.
Even though he had fucked me dry, it had felt so incredible for him to take me like that. And now, knowing that he had just shot his load into me pushed me closer to the edge as well.
He kept fucking me and a moment later, my hole suddenly felt more lubed up. I realized his cum was now acting as lube.
Then I felt it something else, and it pushed me over the edge: I could feel Adam's warm cum dripping out of my hole and running down the crack of my ass as he continued to fuck me! That was too much! I shot a huge load all over my abs and chest as he drilled my hole!
We laid there for a second and caught our breath. Then we kissed, but he was acting a little weird. As we cleaned up and headed tot he shower, he repeatedly asked me if I was okay. He was concerned that he had pushed things a little too far.
I repeatedly told him I thought it had been incredibly hot and that I was okay, but he was still acting weird after we had showered, and didn't say hardly a word.
We crawled back into bed and both fell asleep with me spooning him from behind.
The next day, Adam kept apologizing for what he had done. I told him repeatedly that I'd loved it, but I could tell he didn't believe me. Either that or he didn't like the idea of his top stud lover enjoying that kind of treatment so much, while getting a cock up his ass...
Adam has never done anything like that to me again. I have even asked him to a couple of times, and he just doesn't seem to be able to re-harness the male aggression that he showed that night.
Then not long ago (after he came while I had fucked his brains out) I was laying there stroking my cock and close to coming myself. I told him about my fantasy of being dominated and manhandled by an aggressive hung top.
His actual words were, "Fuck YES! It would be HOT to see some hung guy take you down a notch, OWN you, and drill you with a big cock!"
Hearing Adam say that just got me that much closer, and he could tell it had. At that point, I think most guys would have probably grabbed some lube and fingered me until I got off. But Adam didn't take the hint. I had to beg him to finger me.
As soon as I did, he happily grabbed the lube and fingered me until I blew my load. But I had to TELL him to do it. And that's the problem. He loves me, but he is not proactive. I need to tell him to do everything. He knows his role when he is supposed to take my cock, but otherwise he's pretty lost. He is the kind of guy who needs a leader to follow.
Still, after what happened the night he "raped me" me in bed, I suspect there is an aggressive side somewhere in there that might come out, if another aggressive guy took the lead, and sort of directed the action...
For me, being treated aggressively, getting my face slapped two cocks, having them forced down my throat (maybe simultaneously) and then being fucked by them both would be an incredibly hot new experience! So would getting DP'd for the first time! But there would have to be some individual fucking, maybe some dildos, and lots of lube and poppers beforehand, to get me relaxed enough to be able to take two cocks at once. But make no mistake about it, I want very much to be double fucked!
So...By now, I figure already you know why I am sharing all this personal and nasty information with you: Do you maybe know any "take charge" tops who might be interested?
;^)