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Chapter 16: Summer of `24
Dear Journal,
Pour me up a double shot of whiskey! It's been a wild one for sure and the Summer of 2024 has been a hot one. I got a chance to practice some more with Coach Jay and get really toned up over the summer. We had a few more encounters with each other and I'm pretty sure, if I were a girl, I would have been pregnant by now...LOL! We had sex so many times after practice and gym sessions. A couple of times we couldn't hold back after a gym session and I would get pounded in the parking lot behind the gym. He knew my ass stayed wet for him and my mouth was always eagerly waiting to swallow his cock. I ended up calling things off with Conner and told him we can still be friends, but that night he came over while my parents were in Puerto Rico was the last time we would do anything sexually. Conner and Melissa are still in a relationship and I don't have time to tango with two other people. Josh and I got back closer and started hanging out more and getting ready for our big move to California. He sometimes practices with Coach Jay and I and the other boys from the team. We are all still cool with one another and hang out from time to time. I'm so excited for this new chapter in my life and starting it in a brand new school in a new state.
"Alex!" yelled Dad.
"Coming Dad." I said.
"Hey son, your mother and I are going to fly out with you and stay in California for a few days just to make sure you are settled into your dorm, have food stocked, figure out your class schedule, and also meet with your coaches." said Dad.
"Seriously?" I asked.
"Yes son, this was your mother's idea and I just so happen to agree with her on this one." Dad said.
"But Dad, I think I can handle it, it's not like I'm going off to kindergarten or this is my first day in high school." I said.
"I know, but this is different and navigating college is different from high school and you need to be prepared, especially since you are officially a D1 athlete." said Dad.
"Okay, well you don't have to stay long and Josh is going to be just a few miles over from me, he's flying out towards the end of the month." I said.
Dad doesn't know that Josh and I have already talked about getting an apartment together because staying with a total stranger is just creepy to me and Josh doesn't want to really room with anyone else but me. I'm sure we can't do that our first year, but we are definitely looking into it soon.
"Son, I know you're a very smart and fine young man, but this is college and every moment counts. I know you'll do good in your studies and excel as an athlete. Your mother and I are very proud of you. So we are going to make sure that we take care of your transition from Florida to California." Dad said.
"Dad, dad..I love you and thanks for everything you and mom do for me. I don't want you or mom to worry and know that I'm going to work hard at both school and track." I said.
I also wanted to take this moment and be transparent with my Dad and tell him about my sexuality but I just don't know if this is a great time to do it or not. When I think about it, I become so nervous and scared. I just don't know how he will accept me or what will he say, how will he look? So many thoughts run in my head, but I want to tell him soon.
"Oh I just remembered, I'm meeting one of my old colleagues from med school, we are talking about expanding the practice and adding another location in the city, I need to get going." Dad said.
"Wow Dad, that's awesome!" I said.
"We will talk about it later tonight for family dinner with everyone." Dad said.
"Hey Dad, I wanted to talk to you about..." I said
"We will discuss it tonight at dinner, see you Son and have a good day. Love you." Dad said.
That's just like Dad, always on the go and rushing out of a lot of my conversations. I'm never going to tell him about my feelings it seems. I definitely don't want to do it at dinner tonight and with me moving across the country, I doubt we'll even have time to talk about any of this.
BUZZ BUZZ
"Yo A-Dub, what's up bro." said Josh.
"Josh!" I said.
"What are you doing today bro? I need to go to the mall and grab a few things before leaving for UCLA. "Anyway, can you take a brother to the mall? I'll give you some gas money." Josh said.
"Yeah bro I can, I need to grab a few things myself, I'll pick you up in about an hour." I said.
"Bet, and don't take all day gettin' here!" said Josh.
"Woah, calm down Miss. Sassy!" I said laughing.
We both shared a laugh and I hung up the phone and headed upstairs to my room to shower and get ready for the day. Today will be a great day and I'm also glad to have a few days from training with Coach. He can wear you out and our training can be so intense, especially in the summertime. I put on some Nike black shorts and a white Nike t-shirt and some birkenstocks. I wanted to be comfortable while walking in the mall. I hopped in my truck and turned on the radio and headed down the highway to grab my boy Josh. I'm so glad he's joining me on this journey and things worked out for him, I don't know what I'd do if I were in California by myself. I wish I could bring Coach Jay with me and pack him in my suitcase. That would be just devine to have such a strong cock like his always on standby and ready to be pounded after a long biology class or long hot track practice. Gosh I dream about that man's dick all the time! I just don't know if I'll even have time to do anything like that while I'm away at school. I definitely don't want to hook-up with just anyone there, but there are going to be thousands of boys there!
BUZZ BUZZ
Josh: How far are you?
Alex: eta 20 minutes
Josh: Bet
I swear this knucklehead boy is so impatient, no wonder he can't stay focused. I arrived at Josh's house and he jumped right in and wasted no time adjusting my radio and playing his music.
"How do you know if I'm listening to that or not." I said.
"I don't" said Josh.
"So you're just gonna change over to your music?" I said.
"Chill bro!" said Josh.
"You know what, you are still the uptight A-dub I've always known and I would have thought by now, you'd gotten some pussy, because you are way too uptight and moody." said Josh.
"I am not." I said.
"Bro, you're flipping out over me playing music." Josh said.
"Play your music!" I said.
"A-dub?" said Josh
"What?" I said.
"When was the last time you had some anyway?" Josh said.
"Umm like a few weeks back." I stuttered.
"WHAT?" Josh said.
"You didn't tell ya boy who the lucky girl is?" "Hell, I just knew you'd never have sex anytime soon." "Let me guess, was it one of the chicks from the team?" said Josh.
"The way the girls be looking at you, I know it was one of them." said Josh with excitement.
Josh is really digging on this one and I don't want to get caught up in a web of lies, but I'm also not ready to come out of the closet to my best friend either. I want to wait until we both are in California to tell him. He can't find out that Coach Jay and I have something going on and I don't want to get Coach in trouble or out him in any way as well.
"It's a chick you haven't met before bro. I found her on one of the dating apps." I said.
"Yeah, a few weeks back when my parents were out of town in Puerto Rico, I downloaded this new app and hooked up with a girl in the area." I said.
"Oh shit, what she look like bro?" said Josh.
"I'm driving right now bro, but I'll show you when we get to the mall." I said.
"My boy A-dub, finally got some pussy." yelled Josh.
"Yeah, yeah." I said.
"So...." Said Josh.
"So what?" I said.
"Man, how was it, what yall do, what does she look like, did she blow you, is she a freak??" asked Josh.
"Damn!" I said.
"What's up with a million questions, " I laughed.
"You're not getting out of this one, I need details my boy." Josh said.
I rolled my eyes and turned up the music and we both sailed down the highway and got off the exit about 15 minutes later and found a good parking spot at the mall. I need to buy some new shoes and a few more shorts. I'm hoping to find some USC gear so I can come up prepared as a Trojan. Josh was hyped as usual and was ready to spend some of the money he made while working this summer. He found a job at the local burger place a few blocks from his neighborhood. I can't wait to get him out of here and in a different environment!
"Let's hit up the food court first and grab something to eat." I said.
"Bet." Josh said.
We made our way into the mall and it was super packed for a Wednesday morning. I guess since school is out, people are bored and looking for things to do. The mall is definitely one of those gathering places for us teens to just escape from the parents for a while. We made our way into the food court and stopped at the pizzeria. I had a couple of slices of pepperoni and Josh ate a supreme pizza and soda.
"So show me this girl A-dub." said Josh.
"Huh?" I said.
"What, you thought I forgot?" said Josh.
"The girl you smashed a few weeks ago!" Josh eagerly said.
By this time, I was probably sweating a few bullets because I totally forgot about it and thought he would too. I was frozen for a second and Josh could tell something was up.
"Give me your phone bro and show me." Josh demanded.
"Josh, NO!" I yelled.
Josh picked up my phone before I could grab it from him and started opening up my photo album. I didn't jump because I didn't want to panic or seem as though I were hiding something from him. I just trusted him and didn't think he would go to my photos. Josh opens my albums and flicks through them fast.
"WTF Alex!" Josh said.
If magic were real, I'd wish to disappear at this very moment because I just know Josh just saw something on my phone.
"What?" I said.
"I just realized we don't have any recent pictures together bro. I'm looking at your photos and don't see any of us." Josh said.
"Oh yeah...bro we gotta do better and take more!" I said.
Josh hands me my phone back and I look at him and sigh because I thought he came across a couple of photos that Conner sent me a while back. They were of his cock and some ass shots and I couldn't remember if I saved them to my photo album or not. I grabbed my phone and locked it and placed it deep in my pockets.
"Yo, when you find those pictures, I wanna see her bro! You ready to go shopping?" Josh said.
"Yes bro, I got you and yep, let's roll." I said.
Josh and I strolled the mall for what seemed like hours. I ended up buying a couple pairs of shoes and some athletic shorts. Josh picked up a pair of new Nike shoes and a UCLA hat. He also got some new shorts and found some cool shirts. As we wrapped up our shopping, we made our way back to the truck and loaded everything. I drove Josh to his house and dropped him off and I headed back home. I pulled into the driveway and entered the house and got upstairs to try on my new stuff. Dad was still away working and Mom was finishing up some court hearings and baby sister was in her room sleeping. I took this time to put on my new shorts and admire my body in the mirror. I started shaking my ass and loving the way the shorts hugged my cheeks. My ass definitely stood out and is looking so good! I was bending over and poking it out and just shaking my booty to the music in my head.
"ALEX!" said Jasmine.
"What are you doing silly?" Jasmine giggled.
"Jasmine...fuck! You're supposed to knock on my door before entering." I said
"You have a nice booty big brother!" Jasmine giggled again.
I was turning red and my face was screaming embarrassment like a caution sign. My sister caught me twerking in the mirror and looking at my ass.
"Oh don't get your panties all in a punch...relax." Jasmine said.
"Huh?" I said.
"I know Alex Wright Jr., I'm your sister and you can't fool me." Jasmine said.
"I love you big brother and that's all that matters." Jasmine said and smiled.
"You know?" I said.
"Yes, I do." Jasmine said.
"Well, I did say I was going to tell you when the timing is right. I just didn't expect for me to tell you now while you caught me twerking in the mirror." I said.
"Jasmine, I think I like guys and I don't know if I'm bi-sexual or gay." I said.
"I haven't mentioned this to you anyway and you are the first person to know. I've been so scared to tell Mom and Dad and just scared at what they will say or do." I said.
"As your little sister, you know you can come to me with anything Alex and I love you no matter what and I honestly feel that Mom and Dad will feel the same way if you tell them. I also feel that you should tell them when you're ready and do it when you're comfortable enough too." said Jasmine.
"Well would you look at that, my baby sister has grown up a little and is giving big bro some solid advice." I said.
"You're right and I appreciate you for understanding while I figure this out." I said.
"Don't think so hard on it bro, just be yourself and go with what feels right to you." Jasmine said.
I gave my little sister the biggest hug and felt like a ton was lifted off my shoulders. I finally shared with someone how I've been feeling and it feels so good to talk about it and not feel any judgment. Jasmine is right and I will tell Mom and Dad when I'm ready. We both went downstairs and started clearing the table and taking out food to cook for dinner. Mom texted us and said she was making pasta tonight! Mom got in first and came straight into the kitchen and we all helped her get the meal going. I was in charge of putting the salad together and Mom and Jasmine worked on the pasta. A few minutes later, Dad pulled into the garage and greeted us and came in and gave everyone a kiss and he was on bread duty. It felt so good to have my family in the kitchen and cooking together like the old days. I'm going to truly miss this and being with them. I'm appreciating moments like this because I know there will be some homesick days ahead.