Headbangers Ball - Chapter 7
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So this is the seventh installment of a true story about how I developed a unique fetish. It is not for everyone, but if you discover that you are turned on or even curious, feel free to reach out to me (my email is posted at the top). I'm actually hoping to talk to, and even meet, others who are into this, especially if you are the active type who wants to inflict this fetish on me.
I'm writing this current chapter with a mild concussion. Excuse the typos I didn't fix cuz at times I'm seeing double and if I turn my head too fast I get real dizzy. About six hours ago I got my skull banged against a cement wall in this guy's basement. He lives about 20 minutes from me but I rested about an hour in my car before I drove home, and I made it back without any issues. My head was buzzing and I was still seeing some colors when I was driving, and a good headache was already starting. But the blurring vison, seeing double, the dizziness, and the more severe headache didn't start until after I got home. I never take aspirin or Tylenol or anything because it kinda defeats the whole purpose of meeting a guy for a head banging session. I usually lay down for a while cuz the electric buzzing in my brain and what I call "the light show" when I close my eyes is so amazing to me. I like to just be aware of it all and enjoy the euphoria because it doesn't last very long. Usually within an hour that's all gone and then the pounding headache and dizziness, and sometimes vision issues, take over and this phase can last hours, even up to a day or two if it was good session or if I had more than 2 sessions in a row or close together in a short period of time (which I try to do as often as I can these days). Sometimes I plan multiple head banging face fucks on a Friday, or even take a Friday off from work, cuz then I have the rest of the weekend to recover. After 48 hours my doctor always said it was okay to start light activity and even go back to work if I felt up to it. This was back when I used to go in to Urgent Care for concussions. I would lie and say I hit my head playing sports or I fell. But the advice I got was always the same: rest, keep noise and lights low, do don't any rigorous activities (including sex one doctor told me) for a couple days; and have someone stay with me and monitor for symptoms to get worse and to call or even come back if they do. Once I learned what concussions feel like, what the symptoms are, and the basic recommended treatment, I stopped going in to get checked out. At the time I wasn't going to admit how I got the concussion and it was awkward coming up with same excuses. Not to mention, it's a bit weird for a young guy in his late teens and early twenties to be getting so many head injuries or having so many "accidents" resulting in concussions; doctors start to get curious and even concerned and ask too many questions. But really, there is nothing a doctor can do to treat a concussion other then check for more serious injuries like cerebral hemorrhaging and hairline skull fractures. I figure fractures will heal on their own in time, and if I ever do develop bleeding in side my skull, it's probably too late to do anything about it anyway. So I don't really worry about the serious stuff' yes I know there is a risk, but those types of more serious injuries are rare. Frequent concussions are manageable and the side effects are tolerable, and like I said, within 48 hours are usually gone. There may be some longer term damage happening, I admit that. But so far my functioning really remains about the same. I know boxers and football players who had multiple concussions can sometimes develop conditions like Parkinson's, ALS and dementia later in life, and that might happen to me too. But that's way off in the future. I'm only 24 at the moment and in really good shape health wise as far as I'm concerned. If something more serious develops down the line so be it; in fact, I guess I would deserve it since I am making the choice to remain addicted to head banging. I wrote this in other chapters: my addiction to head banging is no different than an addiction to hard drugs or alcohol, or even food for that matter. There is always the risk of "overdosing" and doing something too much, too often, or taking things too far. That's for me to worry about and deal with later, if it happens. Right now, I am in full-on addiction and I don't want to stop or even slow down. In fact, I'm looking to kick things up to new levels.
With that said, I do appreciate the emails I get in response to this true story I am sharing with you. Okay, I appreciate most of them. I don't really appreciate the emails form those who try to convince me to stop participating in this fetish and who ask me to "consider the risks" and the consequences. Some guys even asked me to think about my daughter growing up without me "if something bad happens" from all this head banging. To that I say I could have a heart attack, get hit by a bus, die in a house fire, get struck by lightning, perish in a car accident, and because I travel a lot, have the plane I'm in plunge to the ground. The world is full of risks. Life itself is a gamble. If I worried about every bad thing that could happen I'd never leave the house! So don't bother sending one of those "preachy" emails to me. I'm not going to reply and I just delete those anyway. Luckily, those types of emails are few. I also get emails from bottoms and submissives and some regular cocksuckers who think this whole fetish is "hot" and they want to have someone bang their skull against a wall during a face fuck but they too afraid to actually do it. Thank you for reading and for taking the time to email me and tell me you got turned on by my true story; just know I'm probably not going to answer a lot of questions or even reply unless I feel like something you said deserves a reply. What I do appreciate are all tops, the alphas, the straight and bisexual men who love receiving oral service and who write to let me know they are turned on by this fetish and they want to try it. I really appreciate the ones who are willing to meet. If you fall into this category, please do email me and I will gladly reply and even chat more with you about this fetish, about my addiction to it, and about my experiences with different guys and using different types of walls and hard surfaces for head banging. I travel a lot, so meeting in person is definitely possible. So if you are interested do reach out to me. But I particularly love hearing from the guys who are experienced in head banging their cocksuckers into walls and other hard surfaces, and the guys who actually get off on doing it hard and making a cocksucker like me feel pain and experience real suffering, and especially the violent skull fuckers out there who actually want to challenge me and who truly, legitimately want to do it hard enough and extreme enough to give me a concussion, crack my skull (hasn't happened yet) or even cause permanent brain damage (I love phrases like "I want to turn you into a cocksucking retard" or "braindead cock whore" so feel free to include this kind of language in your emails). If you fall into this category, then by all means do email me and I will do whatever it takes to meet you in person so we can do this for real. I heard from a few, but honestly hoping there are a lot more of you out there. My email address is at the top of each chapter. Sometimes messages end up in the spam or junk mail folder, and I sometimes forget to check that. I am developing some memory problems from time to time, so I have "check spam" written on a post-it note that I keep on my laptop. I will eventually find and reply to you if you are in this last category, because you take priority and absolutely deserve my respect and attention first. I hope to hear from you!
So you probably all want me to get to the point and tell you what happened last night and why I have a mild concussion right now. Well you know what happened: I got head banged into a cement wall during a long face fuck session. You know that's my fetish and you know I seek this out. But you want to know the details, right? So I've actually been with this guy about a dozen times now, and our first time was long before I started posting this true story. I do have profiles on some hook-up sites. Right now recon is one site where I actually have a blurb about head banging right in my profile. I since updated that profile to include a link to this story of nifty. So I'm doing more "marketing" and being open about this particular fetish. Recon is a fairly popular gay website, but not really known for easy hook-ups since you are likely to get messages form guys all over the country and even the world. I do have a passport, by the way, so long distance travel is doable, but it takes a lot of planning and uses up my PTO from work. More realistically is travel within the US, especially to cities near major airports where there are more flights and options. I find some really good deals for Sprint and Frontier, bit also some other airlines, and round trips to some major cities like Miami, Atlanta, Dallas/Fort Worth, Chicago, Denver, Seattle, Las Vegas, LA and San Francisco are costing me less than 200 bucks. Definitely doable on a weekend, especially if I don't have to use up vacation and PTO. I'm in Baltimore, so if you live near me, in DC, NYC, Boston, even Philly, these are places I can get to easily, even for just a day or a few hours. I prefer to go by train or to hire a driver for these shorter trips because if you bang my head the way I hope you do, I won't be able to drive after. I'm really open to coordinating hook ups for head bangings, and I am not scared off by distance or by the fact that I might have to spend money to get to you. This is a serious addiction for me so I find a way to make it happen as often as I can, which currently is not often enough. Now I'm way off topic again, so let me get back to the story. I already mentioned Recon, but I also have profiles on Fetlife and NastyKinkPigs, and both of these profiles now also directly mention head banging. I don't get many replies from these sites, however. Fetlife is good but it has everyone on it: gay men, bisexuals, straight men and women. It is easy to search and narrow down who you are looking for and you can join groups, post writings, and even post free ads. It's a lot of work with little return, but I figure the more places I mention this fetish, the better the odds I'm going to find more guys who wanna bang my head. But the guy who banged my head last night I found on grindr. My profile there does not mention head banging specifically, but it does mention rough sex and face fucking, and it pretty much restricts you to your local area, which makes real-time hookups a lot more likely. I wish craigslist would come back. The sex ads went away in 2018. I had been using the site for a couple years since I was like a sophomore in high school, but always had to lie that I was 18. Hook ups were so easy then. When craigslist ended the sex ads, I was just starting college, and we had an intranet site accessible to all students that included a huge forum. It was supposed to be for student clubs and study groups, promoting events and parties, and a housing section where people advertised for roommates and also a section for shared rides. But there was also a general forum that was pretty much 100% sex stuff. Because it was a private forum just for students, it wasn't monitored or censored at all. That's where I found the bathrooms designated for scat where I could get fed shit, and I was able to do that just about every day! But that's a whole other fetish and perhaps I will write that true story someday as well. But I was able to advertise as a shameless cocksucker (and also a bottom as I am into getting my ass raped hard too, but that's also a different fetish and a different story! I really need to focus. That's hard with a concussion because my mind races and I start on one topic but it leads to another topic and then I am really off track in a hurry). Anyway, I used to have a way to find, contact, and meet head bangers a lot easier back then than I do now. You would think that as technology advances, hook ups would be easier. But now it's all "swipe right, swipe left" and going through hundreds of profiles and having to ask lots of questions, only to get ghosted with a no show. Some of that happened with craigslist before it closed down the sex ads, but it rarely happened with the online forums in college. It was kinda like a marriage of craigslist and grindr: you could post very graphic, very specific adds for what you were looking for and it was all local guys within a few miles on or near campus. On a Friday night I could get my ass fucked 5 times by 5 different guys if I wanted to. And I found a lot of guys who wanted their cocks sucked and even quite few giys looking for toilets to feed. Needless to say I was very sexually active then. But I graduated in 2022 at the hight of COVID. A lot of people were not hooking up, a lot to the sex bathrooms were closed. Things have not recovered much. The casual hookup is slowly coming back and I do get fucked and suck cock often, just not nearly at the levels I was back in college. God I miss that!
So again, you probably want me to quit blabbering on all these topics and finally get to the point and tell you what happened last night and why I have this mild concussion right now. More importantly, you wanna know how it happened, or I should say how the guy fucking my face caused it to happen. A major part of it is the wall obviously. Cement walls, brick walls, cinder block walls are all my favorites for head banging, but really any hard surface or sturdy piece of furniture will do, or even a tree or a light post, or the tailgate of my buddies pickup truck (again another story). So this guy last night was not new to me, like I said maybe we hooked up a dozen times or so since March I'd say. Not a super regular; more like a once a month kind of thing. He is pretty much all oral and always on the receiving end. I do love guys who want oral servicing, which is why I messaged him on grindr to begin with. And when I message a guy who likes to receive oral I make it very clear that I can give head and I'm damn good at it, but that I also can take rough face fucks and deep throat fucks, with or without gagging. Some guys like making me gag, others prefer a cocksucker with no gag reflex, and I can usually control mine pretty god, but I can also flip the switch and psych myself up to where my gag reflex becomes very sensitive and I can gag on every thrust for a guy if that makes him hot and makes him fuck my throat harder and deeper. (Another story perhaps? I got a lot to write about I guess). So anyway, the point is when I find a guy into receiving oral, who has a :fetish" for getting his cock sucked balls, sucked, ass licked, as well as other body parts, I always always always let him know I do like rough sex and it is fine with me if he wants to be aggressive. It is way more common, sadly, to find guys who just want to sit back (or even worse just lay there" and get sucked off, but I still love to please a guy and sucking cock is so much fun and I'm so good at. I really don't mind just giving head. But that's not what I'm addicted to as you all know by now. And over the years, as this addiction has become stronger, I now get right to the point and let the guy know I'm addicted to having my head banged on a wall (door, table, etc.) while getting forcefully face fucked. Some guys let me know the aren't into that, and I let them know that's okay too and I;m happy to just give them great heads, deep throat service, and I always swallow! Others are into deep throat fucking and like to be aggressive and make me gag and produce a lot of that thick slimy spit. That's fine too. I love to be used and to be treated like a dirty whore. I encourage guys to be aggressive, grab my head, pull my hair, even pin me down on a bed with my head hanging off the edge. Getting my throat raped is just as good as getting my ass raped. The harder the better I say. There are plenty of guys who are into this rough stuff up to a point. And I always respect where their boundaries are, where their comfort level ends, and try not to push past that. Unless the guy expresses some interest in the head banging stuff. If he gives any indication that he is even slightly curious about it, I consider that a huge win and I encourage that curiosity. So was the case for the guy I hooked up with last night. His grindr profile states he is just looking for oral. I do like that and I sometimes do look for profiles of guys who only want to receive oral sex. Most of these guys are straight or bisexual, and many believe getting sucked doesn't mean they are gay, as long as there is no anal fucking and he doesn't have to reciprocate the oral sex. I'm fine letting him continue to believe he is straight. I really don't like labels anyway, but they are useful and sometimes needed. I just don't judge people for however they choose to define themselves. I don't really know much about this guy but his profile says he is 39 and he told me he is divorced and lives alone, but I don't know if he has any kids, and we never really talk about that stuff. Anyway, this guy was looking for a blow job and he had a lot of experience in getting them and quickly learned that guys give better head than girls, and now he prefers getting head from a guy. But he was also interested in being more on the aggressive side "with the right guy" I think is how he put it, and I remember he said he could work up to being aggressive "in the moment" if that's where things went. I let him know I was submissive and would follow his lead and he could control everything. The first time was pretty vanilla, mostly because I think I made him cum too quick. He did grab my head, he did thrust some at the end and he did cum deep in my throat. But he was sitting on the couch and I was on all fours on the floor, so other than bucking his hips while holding my head and even pushing me down to meet his thrusts, how aggressive can a guy be in that position? I always always always thank a guy who fucks my ass or my face, regardless of how he does it. I really am grateful and respect tops, because I never never never can have any type of sex with a bottom or even a versatile guy who wants to engage in "mutual play." I only hook up with "top only" guys and even search profiles for words and phrases like "selfish" and "no reciprocation" and love guys who include "this is only about me and my pleasure" on their profiles. This guy definitely had the "no recip" in his "seeking oral only" profile and that guaranteed we would be a good match. The second time we hooked up he lasted longer and we were able to do some other positions than just him sitting on the couch. He was particularly good with a standing face fuck. Not a huge "porn star" dick, but slightly bigger than average, and just a slight downward curve that made deep throating him easy while he stood and I kneeled. And with all guys who face fuck me standing up, I will encourage and even ask him to hold my head or pull my hair if he gets off on that. If he's into that and it makes him fuck my face harder and deeper, then I pretty much know he's likely to be open to trying some head banging. Sometimes it happens organically, sometimes I have to do things to make it appear to happen organically, such as kneeling with a wall, bathroom or kitchen counter, or table close behind me so that "in the moment" when he is starting to feel the urge to be more aggressive, my head can start banging whatever is behind me. Sometimes it starts slow, sometimes a guy is immediately into it. This guys was immediately into it. And after he came banging my head on a table, like I always do, I thanked him and let him know how good he is at skull fucking and head banging. I also will message a guy afterwards (after he leaves my place or after I am on the way back home) and let him know how much I enjoyed it when my head was hitting the table, counter or wall. And most of the guys who discover they find this fetish "hot" will usually say they liked it too. And when that happens, I let them know we can do it again. And I let them know they can bang my head harder if they want. The ones that reply with "fuck yeah" or similar are the guys I focus on and keep in contact with. Some, like this guy last night, don't need much more encouragement once we get to this stage. Others can remain on the fence about it; they like it but not sure it it]s safe, and I do get guys who say "well I don't want to hurt you." I quickly dispel those thoughts and let them know I like it when it hurts. I have one buddy who still finds it hard to believe that I actually like the pain and the potential of a concussion. Several times, after he cums and he's getting his pants back on he has asked, "you really like that?" And I always reassure him that I do. The original headbanger guy I wrote about in the previous chapters, the one where this fetish and addiction got started, was like that at first too. He was confused as to why I liked the head banging. He even apologized to me the first time it happened. Usually I can quickly convince a guy that I do indeed like it, want it, and need it to hurt. I like it extreme. And I always appreciate the guys who just sorta shrug their shoulders and say "well if that's what you want" or "it's kinda weird that you want this, but it turns me on so I really don't care if you actually like it or not." As long as at it gives them more intense orgasms and more pleasure, they can just develop the attitude of not caring about me and just focus on their own selfish pleasure. It always results in some great rough head banging face fucks with these guys. And the one from last night fits into this category for sure. Once he figured out that headbanging increased his pleasure and got him off harder, the more he was willing to do it and the more extreme he was willing to go at it. It had nothing to do with me last night. He was focused on himself and got an intense orgasm out of it, and I got a mild concussion. Total "win-win" if you ask me.
A good sign that a top (or facefucker or whatever term is used) is into it for his own selfish pleasure is when he always gets naked and me, as the one getting face fucked, does not. I actually prefer to stay fully clothed, although I frequently do take my shirt off, but usually because I know when a guy likes a really wet face fuck with lots of gagging, and I don't really wanna drool all over my shirt, especially if I'm going back to work or have to stop somewhere on my way home after a face fuck session. But a lot of the time I remain fully clothed and the top (or facefucker or whatever term is used) either gets fully naked, or takes off his pants and underwear. Very few stay clothed and just whip out the dick, but even so the top (or facefucker or whatever term is used) is the only person exposing a dick. I think that's how it should be. I don't get hard or get off with guys anyway. I'm not wired for that. And the only time my cock is exposed is when I'm naked to get my ass fucked. I don't own a jock but I have worn them when a top ass fucker does not want to see my cock but wants my ass bare and exposed for use. And that's all fine with me. And this top (or facefucker or whatever term is used) from last night was always one to get fully naked, even the first time when all I did was give him some killer deep throat head. Like I said we met about a dozen times so far and each and every time he strips naked. Either in the living room where he sat on a couch like the first time, but also in his bedroom because we did do some throat fucking with my head off the edge of the bed. Mostly now we just do head banging, but sometimes some deep throat head, or even a throat fuck with my head off the edge of the bed, is mixed in as foreplay and as a little variety. Sometimes we go back to it, especially when the head banging is getting him too close to cumming way to quickly. In the bedroom we did some head banging against the bed frame and also a wall in there. But like by the fifth time we met, he started meeting me at his door already naked and hard. I notice that a lot of guys who get into the headbanging fetish are hard right from the beginning, before we even start doing anything. My theory is these guys get conditioned and their bodies (brain and cock) anticipate what is gonna happen. And since these are usually very powerful orgasms these guys are having, they are amped and ready for that intense pleasure. So there really is little or even no foreplay with many of my headbangers. I don't need to do anything to get them hard. They are conditioned to the stimulus of just me getting in position with a wall or counter or workbench behind me. I described that in earlier chapters, where my buddy all those years ago would get rock hard just seeing me scramble into position in the garage, anticipating the intense pleasure he was going to get from this different kind of oral sex we discovered together. So the first time the guy from last night greeted me at the door already naked, he was rock hard and ready. I made the most of it and dropped to my knees right there in the kitchen, with the kitchen counter and sink right behind me. Like my buddy who used to face fuck me in the small upstairs bathroom, this guy from last night made the most out of the location as well. The counter was the perfect height for head banging. The sink was right there so he could wrap his hands over the counter and the edge of the sink which gave him a real firm grip to maximize his thrusting. He has a window over the sink that looks out over his front yard and the street, with a sidewalk about 30 feet or so from the window. There are no blinds or curtains on that window, so at night, with the kitchen lights on, people waking or driving by can certainly see him standing there, slightly bent over the counter/sink area and I imagine his upper body is moving some, even though it his lower half that is doing the power thrusting. The window is above the sink, so even walking around you probably wouldn't see his cock if you were looking in the window, but you'd definitely see he was bare chested. I definitely know you cannot see me at all, not even the top of my head, because there is a backsplash behind the sink and while he is standing at the window, you might see just to about halfway between his nipples and his belly button. So it's not like anyone knows exactly what he is doing to me, but if a person were to stand on the sidewalk and watch, you could probably detect that he was engaged in some type of sexual activity just by the way his upper body and arms moved in a rhythmic motion. There definitely was a lot of noise though, cuz my head banged the edge of the counter along the sink really hard. And he made sex noises cuz I could hear him sometimes before the ringing in my ears and buzzing in my brain drowned out all other sounds. He also is a loud cummer. Not that he talks much, more moaning and grunting when he shoots his load, and he is one of those tops that stops moving when he cums. His cock does get rock hard and it has the ever so slight downward curve so when he thrusts deep it goes all the way down my throat and that's where he prefers to cum: as deep as he can down my throat. His thrusting gets faster and harder as he approaches climax and the second before the semen starts shooting he does his final slam thrust and literally nails my skull to whatever is behind me and he just lets his cum pump down my throat while he stands there and moans. I never have to swallow cuz he cums way past that point. He has central air so even in the summer he keeps his windows closed. So I'm really not sure what sounds could be heard from the sidewalk 30 feet away. I imagine it sounded like someone was pounding a nail into a wall or maybe building a bookcase; some muffled repeated thuds at a steady ongoing rate. At least that's my guess anyway.
For a while the kitchen was the place we did it. The counter is actually perfect: the right height and it's a good hard surface to use. He's kinda a neat freak, and he has a nice house with expensive looking fixtures and appliances, so I know banging my head against the stainless steel refrigerator is out of the question. I think he also worries about damaging the walls, so we don't really use the bedroom wall that much. But last night, when he texted me and said he wanted to bang my head I suggested we try the basement. His reply was "holy shit" and I knew he was probably already getting boned just thinking about it. So when I go there last night he did meet me at the door already naked and erect and oozing a little precum cuz the tip of his dick was shiny. Right before going down to the basement he stopped by the door and stepped into some shoes that were there; I think they were Sketchers, the kind you can just step into. I wasn't sure why he put shoes on, but I'm guessing he didn't want to walk down there barefoot, cement floors in basement this time of year in Baltimore are cold. Right at the bottom of the stairs was a doorway that lead into a furnace room. We passed that and to the left was a washer and dryer and a hot water heater about 10 feet from washer. There was a fiberglass tub sink next to the washer, but I walked right up to the cement wall, in the smace between the sink and the water heater and I sat down and opened my mouth. My butt/lower back was right up against the wall but I was leaning slightly forward so my shoulders and head were a good 6 to 8 inches from the wall. He didn't talk but just stepped up and sorta straddled me as my legs were straight out in front of me, each of his shoed feet on either side of me. I licked the precum off his cock and sucked him into my mouth. I pushed forward and deep throated him to the balls and just held him in my throat and swallowed 3 or 4 times in a row to stimulate him. He moaned and started to pull back. I followed by tilting forward, my mouth open wide to greet his first thrust which was hard enough to push me head back and my skull hit the cment wall behind me with a dull thud. There really is only one position for this that works and that's with the top putting his hands up to brace himself against the wall like he is doing pushups while standing. I think I described this before cuz that's the way my buddy stood when he used to bang my skull against the cinder block wall in the garage. Since this was the 12th or possibly 13th time we hooked up, the guy from last night was secure in his method and his routine and he quickly established a solid, steady rhythm of thrusting that drove my skull hard against the cement basement wall behind me over and over and over again. The noise was much quieter than when he bangs my head against the kitchen counter sink. But cement is harder than wood and this hurt a lot more and it was awesome. I focused on the pain. Within 5 minutes or so I had a good headache going and the start of a wonderful buzz. Even within the first few minutes, on particularly hard thrusts that made my skull bang hard against the wall, I was already beginning to see colors. I obviously was not watching a clock; I was just counting the bangs knowing that he was at his standard rhythm and every 70 bangs or so I figured equaled a minute. I do get lost in the pain and the colors and the constant banging rhythm and it's hard for me to keep exact count. I try to start over when I reach 100, but after a while get confused if its been 700 or 800 since we started. But it was around there where the headache kicked in full force. So I estimate that was around the 10 to 11 minute mark. The electric buzzing sound was loud by now and those pretty colors were flashing bright. We reached that magic level wjhere I don't want it to stop and I want a guy to keep this same steady banging rhythm for an hour or more if he can. I have actually had long sessions like that a bunch of times. So guys can really control their orgasms and there are lots of guys out there who are just need a lot of fucking and stimulation in order to get off. These are those power tops that fuck throat, fuck skull, or even fuck ass for an hour or more nonstop. The guy from last night is not one of these types of tops. His average is about 15 minutes. Last night, against the cement wall in the basement, it took him a little longer, about 20 minutes nonstop. We didn't discuss it or dissect this particular headbanging session. I did thank him and texted him when I left and let him know I stopped at a gas station to park and rest for a while before driving home. But we didn't analyze this session. Sometimes we do that. Sometimes we don't. But if I had to guess, I'd say the factor that made him last longer and take longer to cum was the lack of banging noise. The counter in the kitchen is much louder and I think he gets stimulated by the sound. The sound of my skull banging the cement wall in the basement is more muted, muffled; it's a dull thud instead of a loud knocking bang. He still had a powerful orgasm and said it was amazing after he was done, so I don't think he was disappointed. I didn't tell him that the cement wall in the basement hurt a lot more than the counter in the kitchen. But I did let him know I was buzzing from the head banging. He knows I'm addicted to that and he knows I submit to this for that buzz and also for his cum. I was grateful that he took longer to cum, because it made my head hurt a lot more than the other times we hooked up. he could see I was a little dizzy getting up off the floor and walking up the stairs, He offered me a bottle of water but I declined. What I wanted to do more than anything was sit down in front of the kitchen counter sink and beg for another head banging session right then and there. But I know when this guy cums he is spent for a while. He goes soft within a minute of cumming, and other times I have tried to suck him back to hardness while I was cleaning him after a session, and he is up front that he never was a guy who could stay hard after cumming or get hard again anytime soon. Plus the type of orgasms he has been experiencing with me really shock his body with such intense pleasure he literally is spent and fully satiated after each climax. And I accept that. I appreciate the head banging face fucks he gives me, and even though I love getting back to back head bangings, I know not all guys can do that.
I still have a headache. And after sitting here typing on my laptop and staring at the screen for the last hour or so, my eyes actually hurt. But all I can think about is texting him to see if he is available right now. Since 7 hours have passed maybe he's ready to do it again. I think I'll suggest we use the kitchen counter this time. It's been a couple months since I got a head banging while already having a concussion a previous session. I've researched it and it is absolutely possible to get a second and even third concussion while recovering from the first one: "If you sustain a second concussion while recovering from the first concussion, you risk longer-lasting symptoms and brain damage." Now I really want to text him and see if he's available again. If not, I'm gonna look for someone else, maybe see if one of my other regulars can come over here. And if you're the type of face fucker who got a boner reading that quote about a second concussion, shoot me an email. If you're in the area we can meet up. If not, email me anyway. I'm always willing to talk about headbanging with anyone who wants to do it to me.
I will try to write another chapter soon. Thanks for reading.
UPDATE: I texted the guy from last night and he is available and he is horny. And when I told him I think I have a mild concussion from before, and then shared the quote about getting a second concussion, he replied with a FUCK YEAH in all caps. I'm headed over to his place now and he agreed to do it in the kitchen. He just texted he is already naked and hard. I just replied and told him I should be there in about 20 minutes.