Wow, I just got kissed by a dude , I didn't know what to think or say to him as we sat there in silence , I turned and faced him and there was still tear drops falling from his beautiful clear eyes , I lifted my hand and wiped them off his cheeks , then all I said was "don't be sorry for anything" even though most people would think after a kiss with a person of the same sex would be awkward afterward , it wasn't , we laid down together and Billy said "when I kissed you it was the only thing i could do to take my mind off my parents divorce , and I liked it Tom , I liked it a lot , but I don't want to scare you away , I want to be friends with you heaps " I laid there after Billy told me and wondered what to do , what to say . I looked at him laying down on the grass , the moon shining on his tear stained cheeks and I said "I wouldn't have had the guts to do it so im glad you did" he turned and looked at me and asked me straight out if I was gay ,I couldn't say yes or no I don't know why so I just said "we should head back" . We got up from where we laid talking for ages and we started heading back to the party, I didn't know how many people would still be there as it was about 1:30am in the morning, I hoped Wes was there because I need to stay at his house tonight and if he has left I really don't feel like walking back by myself "so Billy, where are you staying tonight, how did you get here? He said "I was going for a walk around the neighborhood checking things out and I walked past this house then some guys said come in , but then they left me sitting there by myself , I was about to go until you come up and said hello , and I think I will just walk home after this party, Billy said , "well I'm really glad I did go up and say hello to you Billy then I gave him a slap on the bum , he just looked at me and giggled , it was so cute. We finally got back to the party and it seemed like nobody had gone, it was still raging, people were drinking, music was blaring. Me and Billy walked in the house and went and got some more alcohol because we decided we deserved one, after a while me and Billy were really, really drunk, then some girl come up and took Billy by the hand up to the dance floor and started dirty dancing with him , poor Billy didn't know what to do , he just stood there stunned then when he tried to walk back in my direction the girl grabbed him and pashed him rubbing all up his chest and crotch and any where the drunken horny bitch could get her hands , he finally got away and come up to me , I said "how was that Billy , nice kiss" he just looked at me and said with a cheeky smile on his face "I've had better" it made me feel good , he meant it , it was something he wanted to do .
we went upstairs into a silent , vacant room because we were getting sick of the people downstairs acting like idiots , and as soon as Billy closed the door I grabbed both of his hands gently and pressed them up against the wall then instead of going in for a rough pash , I slid my lips over Billy's gently and moved to his neck I slowly started kissing his neck , I could see he was getting relaxed, I ran my tongue along the soft perfect skin up to his mouth I could feel his warm breathe against my face , then we just passed a few minutes looking into each others eyes while I played with his hair , then I leaned in for the kill , his lips touching mine , it felt better than the first time , our tongues sliding over each others , something went through my body that I couldn't describe , it was like white light was flowing through my body , it just felt so right. I just stood there kissing him and feeling him against me till somebody burst through the door , as I left Billy's lips I saw Wes standing there , oh fuking hell I'm busted for sure , "ummmmmmm , I can explain Wes" , "hi Tommy , god damn man , I'm out of it , I could of swore I just saw you kissing that new kid , whatsis name , umm Billy" , phhft what man your wasted man I said , Jesus , he is so drunk he doesn't know what he even saw , lucky for me , or maybe its time I told him , no way , what am I thinking , I think I've drunk to much, if I told Wes I could lose him forever , and he is my best friend, the one that has been there for me when things got bad in my life , so no , I can never tell him. I looked around and Billy wasn't there, I was worried, where would he go , he has no friends here and doesn't know his way around .
I walked into the hall leaving Wes in the room half knocked out on the bed, I searched the whole house top to bottom so I decided to look outside , I was walking round and I was approaching the side of the house till I heard whispering and it was Jessica , the chick that has been hanging out with Wes the whole night she is so annoying , I heard her with somebody saying "I saw you and fucking Tommy , I know what the fuck you were doing with him , I was standing at the door he whole time , Wes was too out of it to know or realize what he saw , but he would be so hurt if he found out Tommy was ga... Then Billy interrupted "wait, Tommy isn't what you think he is , he isn't gay or anything , it was me I kissed him , I'm gay but please don't tell anybody , but just know that Tommy isn't and Wes has nothing to worry about ok , but please just don't tell him what you saw" ok , but if I see anything like that again I'm telling Wes and you cant fucking stop me , got it , then I heard her walking away. I walked inside and thought about what I was heard , Billy took the blame for me , even though I was the one to kiss him , and I was the one to put him up on the wall , wow. What is that I can hear outside everybody was saying, and then I heard somebody yelling from outside where Billy was last "YOU FUCKING DICKHEAD , GET UP OFF THE GROUND WIPE THE BLOOD OF YOUR FACE AND FIGHT YOU PUSSY , KILL OR BE KILLED MOTHERFUCKER ..... Oh my god , Billy , the only thing I could think of as I ran downstairs and outside , what have they done to him . Billy was not a big guy , he wasn't built for fighting. I got outside and I saw about 10 guys in a circle kicking and punching , the girls were screaming and one of the guys hands was covered in blood , I was so worried I felt a tear drop roll down my cheek I mean I can fight and I can fight really good but not 10 guys at once so I was screaming "STOP , STOP YOU FUCKERS" . I stood there speechless as they all spread out and I could see him face down lying on the ground with a ripped and blood soaked t shirt mixed with dirt....
Not very long i know , but chapter 3 is longer , feedback please at tommathy@hotmail.com