This story contain a relationship of two gay men and has some graphic acts between them. If you like girls and you are a man then why the hell are you here unless you are curious but you know the rules 18 to read 21 in some states. The people are real but the actions are fake.
When i saw him on my first day of high school he said "i hate everyone" then he looked me in the face and he was so innocent. Then from that day forward i knew that i was in love will this man. He was a junior i was just a freshmen i knew that when next year comes he would be gone but i need to love him as much as possiable.
On graduation day we went together we became really good friends that year and it was killing me when i did not see him again. But one day at work i saw him he came to see his spiderman 3 with his little brother.
See Paul was a latino ma that was about 5'8 with long hair and what seemed to be highlights. He was very athletic. He had a very nice smile with white teeth. Me about 6'1 now that i am a senior -- around about 5'7 as a freshmen. 8 pack from the basketball drills in jr. High.
The next year i came to school not to see him there. And i was so scared that he may never return. Come to find out he was just in his country visiting his family. I was so relieved.
n the middle of the year i finally started to come out and i told him i was in love with him. He said it is ok and that he didn't mind but he is striaght and that he had a girlfriend. That compound word ripped my heart out . The word girlfriend was the word that i hated so much. I loved Paul so much when it was time for his graduation i did not go because i could bear the fact that he was walking out of my life and i would never see him again.
My junior year went pass and now it my last year and i am still in love with Paul. But last week i have been getting dreams one day i would be in class and he would wave for me to come to him. He gives me his phone number and tells me to meet him in downtown silverspring at 7 it would be worth it.
I show up and i stand at the water fall and he shows up with flowers and says "this is for you."
"thank you" i said. "Paul, i am confused. what are you doing here? why are you dressed up? What do you want?"
"whoa whoa whoa, jay. too many questions. I have realized that i want to try a fling with a man. And i wanted someone that i could trust and i know that you love me so i wanted to see you and let you know."
"yeah, i love you, Paul, but i'm not a test subject for you to explore you sexual oreintation. I am better than that. Paul i am real about what i have to say. And i am telling you that i can't be with you. i waited for three years for you to say that you may want me. You never did. You never would have known, but i have moved on and i have fallen for some one else although i still love you. i can't wait for you."
"jay, i want to be with you. what do i have to do for you to feel the same way?"
"There is nothing you can do, we can only be friends. i'm sorry, but thats just me right now and you still have a girlfriend" as i started to cry my eyes out.
He walks over to me and holds me in his arm in front of a large crowd of people i know that we were getting dirty looks but i didn't care i wanted him to hold me forever but i knew that i had to let go. I looked at him he kissed me on the forehead and then stared me in my eyes and kissed me on my lips. I drew back and the ran to my car crying. i drove off as fast as possiable him running behind my car.
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