Hard Out Here for FBoy

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Hard Out Here for FBoy

`Fuck.'

I hissed as soon as I turned off the camera, and as I did, I immediately plopped on my bed with an exasperated sigh.

My ass ached and my legs remained trembling as they did when I recorded myself plunging my asshole with a massive dildo. As I inhaled and exhaled, I kept my gaze glued to the ceiling of my bedroom and reminded myself as to why I kept on with...well, with THIS.

Moving to lay on my side, my gaze then landed on the cork board on the wall next to my wardrobe.

Ah, the board of dreams. At least that's what I would refer to it as when I first planned out this whole thing. In a way, at least.

I guess I'm getting ahead of myself here. The name's Finn. I'm 23 years old and a second year undergraduate of language studies. I recently entered my second year about a couple months ago and so far, I'm pretty content, but it wasn't always like this.

See, my parents--my whole family, actually-- aren't the kindest lot in any way imaginable, so you can imagine what happened when I came out to them as--gasp--a homosexual!

Long story short, they kicked me out and because I was already 18 years old at the time, I was legally an adult and they were legally not obligated to accommodate me. Dumb move on my part, I guess, considering the fact that I was pretty much homeless for a bit, but not poor and famished or anything like that. I had some money from my part-time job then.

Unfortunately, part-time earnings are never enough to keep you alive. Not truly.

I've always wanted to go to college, and right now, I am. Hallelujah.

Getting here wasn't easy, though. I had help from friends and their families for a bit, but it never really sat right with me to linger in their homes. So, while my friends went off to college I worked my ass off to earn enough money to move out from their space and into my own. Afterwards, I sort of became an online entity.

An object of desire for many.

Call me whatever you like, an adult content creator, a pornstar, a whore. Hell, I can be all of the above as long as I get paid. It's never really mattered to me what people referred to me as, because I've always believed that the only opinion that matters in this instance is mine and mine alone. I'm the one who gets financial stability out of this, so if that makes me a pornstar, then fuck yeah I'm a pornstar. A proud one, and he goes by the name FBoy.

I've always been told that I had the looks, and during my time in school, I did have my fair share of relationships. I was also the receiver of numerous love confessions. So, I just thought, maybe I should put this--me--to good use.

Finally leaving my friends' places after thanking them and their families for taking me in for a bit allowed me to profit from my body. It was also comfortable to do it from my own place rather than theirs. I had a bit of shame back then, I guess.

I still do, but folks online who've seen my cock and hole would say otherwise.

It wasn't a magical poof thing, that's for sure, but I did gain a following after a while. I made myself known on multiple platforms--I'm sure you know which ones.

Two things drove me: living comfortably as well as the education that I've dreamt of for so long. Nothing was going to stop me.

In spite of my body being well exposed online for a good amount of coin, I did remain somewhat anonymous. Most of my videos did not include my face, and if my head was in the shot, I'd simply blur it out. A comfort thing for me, in a way.

Little by little and day by day, I garnered more attention from people all over the world and soon enough, I was earning well. REAL well.

I have about three friends who know what I do and thankfully, they're pretty supportive.

However, despite the support of those three and multiple people online, I've got to admit that, this life, it does get taxing after a while. Your ass being in pain multiple times is not cute.

I usually shoot my videos once a week. The major ones, at least, and I've only done a handful of collabs in my career, and to be honest, they do bring in a lot of new viewers, and new viewers bring in a lot of cash...but I've never really been super into collaborations, because that would mean those who did collab with me would know who I was, which is not that amazing for me.

Hey, but you gotta do what you gotta do for that extra coin, right? I have a shitload of student fees to pay.

Doing this for about three years now, I yearned for something more. Like I said, obviously I chose to do this, but there's always been a part of me that's never been too fond of the idea.

Yes, yes, a lot of the times the sex is mind-blowingly amazing, but sometimes, it's not.

I mostly bottom and whenever I have a scene with THOSE tops--bottoms, you know which ones--it's horrible. I dread the aftercare that I alone have to commit to because the top's a selfish bastard.

Whatever gets me fed, right?

`You good?'

Logan asked as he sat across from me.

Logan is one of the three people who knows what I do. He's a good friend and has been since my junior year of high school.

`Yeah. Why, what's up?'

He had an uneasy expression etched in his features, and it made me worry for him.

You've been so busy lately with your...you know,' he whispered. I just don't want you to push yourself too far, man.'

`I'm fine. Just a little sore,' I joked.

He didn't find it amusing, though. He grew more worried, as evident from his expression. Even with such a frown, he was still so handsome.

Logan's a looker. Dare I say it, he's even my type. Makes it all the more entertaining to tease him when he's worried about me.

He's also my age, but he's a postgrad. Graduated with a bachelor's degree in robotic engineering and now he's getting his master's in artificial intelligence.

Smart AND handsome. He lucked out.

Relax, dude,' I waved off his worries. I'm fine, seriously.'

Logan sighed and scratched the back of his head, `You don't look fine, Finn.'

`For the last time, I am.'

`It's not like I can just ignore you when you said you've been burnt out lately.'

`When did I say that? I raised an eyebrow.

Logan went rigid and immediately avoided my gaze. I called out to him and he stuttered.

And then it hit me.

I froze and straightened my posture before looking at him. Actually looking at him.

Logan...,' I whispered. Did you watch my livestream last night?'

He gulped.

`Holy shit,' I gasped.

I didn't know what to say. Was I disgusted? Of course not. Was I flattered? Uh, yeah? This hot, nerdy stud basically just admitted that he watches my videos!

After a while, he sighed and slowly looked at me. His face was red and he was clearly sweating.

`Fine. I watch your videos.'

`But only to make sure you're not doing anything too crazy!' he added.

Bullshit.

I smirked and leaned in closer, `Come on, man. You don't have to lie now.'

His breath hitched as his gaze followed mine. He was clearly nervous but he did not move away. However, he only grew more rigid.

I pulled away and stretched my arms, acting as if nothing happened. I let out a massive yawn and rubbed my eyes. I thought that I should at least show some compassion. Mercy, if you will.

`So, you've seen my videos.'

`Yeah,' he muttered.

Any comments?' I asked nonchalantly. Is the lighting okay? Do I look good? What do you think I should do to spice things up?'

His eyes widened and his face turned to an even darker shade of red. It's fun, really, teasing him like this, though, I guess I should go easy on him.

But where's the fun in that?

Truth be told, I've always sort of had this crush on Logan. He was the first person I came out to and his reaction is still something that makes me smile whenever I think about that moment. He's always been a true friend, and I always knew that it had to stay that way.

Until today, I guess.

Guess my gaydar isn't as good as I thought it was.

Logan stuttered as I bombarded him with my questions.

`I was thinking of getting a new camera.'

`Maybe I should alternate between pre-recordings and livestreams.'

The same reaction from him: stunned and speechless.

`I was thinking of doing more collabs to get--'

`No!'

Logan's firm tone caught me off guard. I turned to face him and saw that his eyes were now narrowed.

`What?' I asked.

`You don't need that.'

`Need what?'

All those...those collabs,' he mumbled. You don't need all that.'

I tilted my head, `Why not? Those videos make bank.'

`Yeah, but you don't even know those people, and you're usually more tired when you do collabs.'

Wow, so he's seen pretty much all of my scenes and livestreams. I'm just about ready to swoon because damn, Logan's making it real easy.

`...Okay, then what do you suggest? I've got that class trip to London in a few months and I wanna make sure I have enough money to spend.'

Logan looked at his hands which were now clenched before he spoke.

`Finn, don't take this the wrong way, man, but do you even like doing this?'

`Huh?'

`This whole porn thing,' he whispered.

I leaned back and a slight frown formed on my face. I didn't expect Logan to bring this up.

`The hell does that supposed to mean?'

He caught my irritated tone and brought his hands up, attempting to disarm the tense atmosphere. His brows were furrowed and he shook his head repeatedly, `No, I didn't mean it like that!'

He then took off his glasses and dragged his palms down his face with an exhausted groan.

`I'm sorry,' he said, his apology muffled.

`I don't get what you mean, Logan. What brought this on? I thought you were cool with me doing this?'

He groaned and sighed again.

`Come on, man, please don't make me spell it out.'

Okay, now I'm confused.

He peeked through his fingers and I saw his beautiful green eyes.

`I like you.'

Oh.

Well, shit.

Logan brought his arms down on the table and rested his chin on them as he looked up at me. His eyes were soft and gentle, and I felt my heart skip a beat.

`I've had feelings for you since junior year and I swear I wanted to tell you but then you came out to me, and...'

He let out another sigh, `I didn't want you to think I was taking advantage of you.'

Propping himself up with his elbows, now resting his chin on his knuckles, he smiled at me awkwardly.

`But obviously I'm cool with this whole thing you've got going on! I don't think of you any less or anything like that at all.'

Pretty overwhelming information to take in if you ask me. Okay, so, Logan Whitelock just admitted that he watches my videos AND he likes me. What a moment.

If this was junior year, I'd be beaming, but that's the thing. We're not in junior year.

And my income is from showing strangers on the web my ass and putting things inside said ass. I don't know how to feel about that if I choose to date Logan. From what I know, he's always seemed pretty monogamous.

Guess that explains why he's not a big fan of me taking dick from other guys.

`Du-Logan, I, uh...I don't really know what to say.'

He shook his head like the multiple times he did before and plastered on a smile as he put on his glasses, `It's cool. I overstepped a boundary anyway.'

I immediately noticed that his tone was strained and his smile didn't reach his eyes. His feelings must've gotten hurt.

Fuck. Now I feel bad.

Logan moved to get up and as he grabbed his bag, he rocked back and forth on the balls of his feet.

`Um, just try to be careful alright?'

Then he took off.

I didn't see or hear from Logan for a week after that. I also wasn't active on any of my platforms since then, but I needed to be, now.

Once I got my set up sorted, I started recording.

I didn't plan anything crazy for tonight, just a bit of dildo and fingering action. Regardless of what I do, my followers eat my content up.

I spread my legs and brought my knees up, giving the camera a clear view of my asshole. Squirting a generous amount of lube onto my fingers, I lapped it around and on my hole before inserting a finger in. Playing it up a bit, I moaned as I inserted more fingers. When I felt like that was enough, I grabbed a 9-inch dildo and lubed it up well.

`Fuck...'

I moaned upon its entrance and plunged it in deeper, all the while giving a show with my moans and the squelching sounds from the lube and dildo.

As I continued to penetrate myself, an image of Logan in place of the dildo invaded my mind, and just like that, I shot my load.

I came handsfree.

Ugh, my viewers are totally going to get a kick out of this.

I seldom saw Logan on campus and whenever I did, we wouldn't talk for more than three minutes. I was sure that he was avoiding me because of what happened.

It didn't help that I was going crazy for him. Ever since he told me, I couldn't get him out of my head. Every single video that I've recorded and every single live that I've streamed, he was what made me orgasm. Just the thought of him was enough. Hell, I even turned down eight--EIGHT--collabs because I didn't want him to see me getting dicked down by other creators.

It finally got to a point where my content was becoming more and more repetitive because I didn't really put any sort of effort into my videos anymore. I barely even did livestreams after the whole Logan thing.

My subscribers seemed to notice this and brought it up to me. I knew I had to do something to rectify the issue because if I didn't, then no money, and when there's no money, there'll be a flashback when I was kicked out of my parents' house. Trust me, you don't want that.

Enough's enough.

It was a weekend night and I had a plan. Well, sort of.

I texted Logan to meet me at my place to help me out with a few assignments. Didn't think it would work, but praise the Lord, it did. He arrived at my apartment at around 9 p.m. and brought snacks, even.

It's like this dude is actively trying to get me to stop earning money.

`Sorry for the short notice,' I said as I let him in.

`No worries,' he replied, setting down the snacks on the coffee table.

As he went to the kitchen to get some stuff, I took the bag of snacks and headed towards my room.

I knew he was confused but he didn't say anything.

Once both of us were in my room, we took our seats in front of my study desk. Logan let out a tiny yelp when he saw a dildo on said desk. I was going to put anal beads instead but knowing him, he probably wouldn't even know what it is.

Ah, sorry bout that,' I apologized as I leaned over to grab the dildo, making sure that my arm brushed his.

I felt him shiver and smirked to myself. So far so good.

Things went smoothly afterwards. Logan was focused on helping me with work and I did my best to keep calm.

Guess my best wasn't enough, but it didn't matter. I just needed a reaction from my cute friend here.

Logan noticed me squirming in my seat and my labored breathing, so he put his pen down and turned to look at me. The warm light of my desk lamp highlighted his handsome face and I clenched. Hard.

`Finn, you don't look too good.'

Before I could reply, the bastard put his palm on my forehead and my plan to extend my calm and collected behavior before the big reveal, crumbled. Why, you might ask? I will tell you why.

It's because I climaxed.

My dumbass jolted at his touch, got up and fell to my bed with a loud moan as my legs trembled.

A dry orgasm, so to say.

I clung onto my bedsheets and moaned and whined like an animal. I never knew Logan had this sort of control over me.

Jesus, Finn!' he exclaimed as he checked on me. What happened?!'

I couldn't take it. I shook my head and reached behind myself to slide down my shorts.

A gasp escaped Logan's lips as he saw a heart-shaped butt plug near my vacant hole.

I continued to pant as I attempted to regain my cool, and I guess Logan was doing the same.

Phase one successful, I guess...?

The room was silent, but I wasn't going to be.

`Dude.'

No response, so I carefully moved closer to him. I didn't want to scare the guy. He's probably already traumatized.

I just needed to test the waters.

If all goes well, BOTH of us will gain something good.

`Logan.'

He shot up and looked at me with wide eyes and a nervous smile, `Yeah?'

`I'm sorry about that.'

He looked away. A habit of his.

`Oh, yeah, no...uh...no problem!'

Neither Logan nor I said anything immediately after that. I, however, refused to take too long, though.

`Relax, Logan. Nothing you haven't seen before.'

He groaned as he pulled his knees to his chest.

Clearly, talking wasn't going to get us--me--anywhere, so I decided to put a hand on his knee, moving it back and forth slowly.

The small gesture morphed into a bigger one as I rested my head on his shoulder while using my other hand to stroke the back of his neck, gently playing with the baby hairs at the nape of his neck. I felt the goosebumps on his skin, but he didn't move away.

Okay, maybe a bit of verbal action is needed now.

Logan, can you at least look at me for a bit,' I asked tenderly. Please?'

My tone did the trick, I guess, because he raised his head to look at me.

`Are you mad at me?'

You'd think that I was the one who asked that. Nope. It was Logan.

`Why would I be mad at YOU?' I raised an eyebrow.

`I...I don't know, man,' he mumbled.

`Logan, the other day, when you told me you liked me. You meant it?'

I didn't want to waste time. My plan was already foiled the moment I started to act like a bitch in heat, so there's really no point in dragging this any longer than it needs to be. It's now or never.

He nodded. Good.

`Do you wanna be my boyfriend?'

His jaw dropped wide open.

`Speak or close it. You'll catch flies like that.'

He snapped out of it and spoke hurriedly, `But your content...'

Listen,' I sighed. I probably won't even do it forever. Just until I'm super stable. I'm just really active right now because of college. I haven't even thought about it as a long-term thing yet.'

`Oh,' he nodded. His tone was that of a hopeful one.

`But until then, I can't stop.'

He pouted. Cute fucker.

`But I really do like you, too. Like, I've had a crush on you since junior high, too, believe it or not,' I chuckled, scratching my temple.

`For real?' He beamed.

`For real.'

We smiled at each other for a while. He was blushing and so was I.

`I don't know how you'd feel about it, but I'd like to be your boyfriend.'

Pretty repetitive, yes, but once again, his eyes widened. I'm just surprised they haven't fallen out of their sockets yet.

`Only if you're cool with the whole me doing porn thing, that is,' I added.

It took him a minute. He played with his fingers and picked at his fingernails as he pondered over the whole situation.

And then, he looked at me with pleading eyes.

`Can you promise to not collab with other guys?'

Easy.

`For a chance with you? Of course.'

As soon as the last syllable left my mouth, he leaned forward, cupped my cheeks and planted a kiss on my lips.

It was sweet yet passionate. I had no complaints whatsoever. Logan's a good kisser.

We continued to make out and as we did, things got more and more heated by the second. My hands explored his body as his did mine. Soon enough, I was naked and he was almost there. He still had his boxers on.

I gently placed a hand on his hip as I kissed his cheek, `Is this okay?'

He nodded.

I slipped down his underwear and released the beast that was oppressed underneath them.

His cock was gorgeous. Uncut, hard as a rock, thick and long at about 8-inches, I'd say.

I wasted no time and dove right in. I pulled his foreskin back and teased the head by lapping my tongue around it. Logan surprised me yet again, because he was a loud one. The man moaned and groaned as I gave him a well deserved blowjob. I was committed to giving him the best blowjob he's ever had in his life. More points for me if he's never had one.

It was a bit of a challenge considering his length, but I was basically a professional at this point. I attempted to deepthroat him and as I did, he panted and moaned, `Wait, wait, wait...'

I released him from my lips and looked up at him while slowly stroking his hard and slimy cock.

`You okay?'

He panted and nodded, `Yeah, I was just close to...you know.'

I smiled and waited for a few seconds.

Ready to head back in, I licked his shaft from the base to the tip. I was about to take him in my mouth when he firmly put his hands on my shoulders,

I stopped and looked at him again. His gaze did not meet mine. Instead, he was looking to his left, at my wardrobe.

`Finn, what's that?'

I followed his gaze and noticed it. The blinking of a red light.

Oops.

Logan jumped off the bed and opened my wardrobe.

`What the hell, Finn?!'

He was furious. His breaths were still ragged but I guess they were fueled more so by his anger this time rather than my exceptional cocksucking skills.

Logan grabbed the camera and shoved it towards me once I got off the bed to approach him. Oh boy, he was seething.

`Logan, relax.'

You want me to relax?!' he yelled. You were secretly recording us--recording ME!'

Despite his fury, he was still so smoking hot. Hell, this side of him made me squirm. If I'm not careful, I might actually come undone again.

I mustered up the courage and placed a palm on his chest, calming him, `It's okay, Logan. I was never going to upload it. I was going to show it to you and only you.'

He looked confused at my explanation.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the bed, where I sat before patting the space next to me. I was going to explain things to him clearly.

Yes, I need the money right now. Yes, I'm doing well as a pornstar. Yes, I want to be with Logan Whitelock.

I was going to make it work. Balance is achievable.

`Here,' I said as I pressed the play button.

Logan watched the video from start to finish. From the moment the buttplug fell out of my ass to the moment where he was having the time of his life, as it seems.

`What...Why? I don't understand,' he said.

Look, I really, really like you, Logan,' I replied. I want to be with you, but I know how uncomfortable THIS can be for someone like you.'

He didn't say anything. He merely listened to me intently.

`Like I said, I'm not gonna post this, but I wanna know what you think about making content WITH me.'

He was baffled, to say the least. As many would be, understandably so.

`You want me to do porn with you?'

Only if you want to,' I clarified. And your face will be blurred.'

I stroked his cheek with my thumb, `I just wanna share this with the guy I like.'

To that, he blushed and even leaned into my touch, nuzzling my palm as he shut his eyes close. I figured he was, at least, contemplating it.

Soon, he opened his eyes and planted a kiss on my palm.

`It's scary how much I like you, Finn.'

A gentle smile tugged at my lips upon hearing him.

`I've never done anything like it, though,' he said, embarrassedly.

I chuckled and kissed his cheek, `I can teach you. Plus, it can just be us doing normal sex stuff with a little bit of added spice for the viewers.'

He laughed, surprisingly.

Logan's sweet. Too sweet. I adore him, so, in no way, was I going to force him to do anything he wasn't comfortable with. I know he seems open to the idea, but I can never be too sure with him about these things. People pleaser things, I guess.

You don't have to do this, you know?' I said straightforwardly. I only want you to do it if you're willing and you want to. Anything else other than that is off the table.'

He raised my hand to his lips and kissed it. Ugh, such a gentleman and FOR WHAT?

`I want to. It could be fun.'

That settled things for me.

I talked him through the whole thing before I set up the camera again. He seemed to have gotten the gist of things. There wasn't much to get to begin with since I did say to him that we'd be having normal sex and told him to let me do the heavy lifting.

And so we began.

I resumed sucking his cock but only for a while as he told me he didn't want to cum yet, so he gave me a blowjob. He could use some pointers but overall, he was fine for a first-timer.

Once the cocksucking was out of the way, I wanted to stretch my hole myself, but Logan had other plans for me. He pushed me so that I was lying down, facing him. He then lifted my legs up and dove right in, licking my asshole without a second thought.

`Logan, fuck...,' I moaned.

He worked his tongue around my hole like an expert, making sure it was wet and ready for his massive tool. He jabbed his tongue in and wiggled it around, and I swear, that alone was enough to make me cum. Usually, that wouldn't be the case but Logan is the exception, not the rule.

He sighed and gasped for air in between licks, feasting on my ass like it was his last meal on earth.

`I'm gonna put a finger in. Is that okay?'

I nodded and reached to jerk my cock that was already leaking precum. Apparently, Logan didn't like the idea and caught my hands, restraining them with his own.

`Don't touch yourself, Finn.'

`But--.'

`I said no.'

I was smitten, horny, and all of the above because Logan was making me go crazy with how dominant he was being. I played along and obeyed him. As much fun as it was teasing him, this was even better because this was a rare sight.

He pressed a lubed finger in my hole and pushed it in deep, which elicited a groan of pleasure from me.

One finger became two, then three.

`How's that feel?' he asked in a sultry tone.

I moaned, `So good. Fuck!'

`Yeah, you like that, don't you?'

I was almost at the edge.

Logan, please,' I panted. Put it in, now!'

I saw his lips forming a devilish smirk as he flipped me around and spanked me.

`You want me to fuck you?'

`Yeah...,' I whined.'

`Can't hear you.'

I wiggled my ass and began grinding his dick, `Please fuck me now! I can't take it!'

Logan let out a hoarse laugh as he slapped my ass again before spitting on my hole, `Yeah, you want my dick, baby?'

I nodded vigorously, `Yeaaah! Fucking give it to me!'

And he did.

I felt his lubed cock enter me inch by inch, stretching me out and making me feel full within seconds.

`Holy fuuuckkk,' I groaned.

`You're so fucking tight!' Logan moaned.

As my pants became more hitched, Logan stopped his movements and leaned forward to kiss my neck.

You doing okay?' he asked softly as peppered my neck and back with kisses. I can stop.'

Even now, with the atmosphere filled with lust and desire, he's still worried about me. How'd I get so lucky, I will never know.

I shook my head and turned my head to get a slight view of him, `Don't...Don't you dare stop...'

I flashed him a grin and he returned it, plunging his whole cock into me.

I yelped and with that, I was full. Of him.

`You feel my cock in you?!' he asked with authority in between pants as he pummeled my ass with his large dick.

`Logaaan, fuck me harder!'

Sounds of sex filled my bedroom and I enjoyed every single bit of the moment. Somehow, I even forgot that we were recording. If I chose to go unblurred, this video alone would've gotten me a whole lot of coin. I'm talking rent.

I felt the urge to cum and it made me chuckle internally, because all this time, I thought Logan would be the one to shoot first, but here we are.

As he continued to pound my ass, I moaned loudly, `Logan, I'm about to cum!'

I reached for my dick but he slapped my hand away.

`What did I say about touching yourself?!'

`Pleeeease!' I begged, my speech in hiccups now, in tandem with his thrusts.

I saw at the corner of my eye that he was smirking.

`I'll help you,' he cooed as he fisted my dick.

I grinned like an idiot as I let out groans of lust.

`Such a good boy for me...,' Logan sighed.

His thrusts grew quicker as did his hand around my cock. He didn't say it, but I knew he was close as well, from his hitched ragged grunts.

`Logan!' I yelped.

`I'M GONNA CUM!' he exclaimed.

Logan pounded me hard and in three rough slams, the deed was done.

`Fuuuckkk...'

He fell on top of me while his dick was still buried deep inside my asshole along with his babies. I also felt my own cum, smeared on my stomach as my skin made contact with the wet sheets. He kissed my temple and beads of sweat fell from his forehead to mine. Our breathing slowly matched each other's and we remained in that position for a short while, allowing ourselves to catch our breaths.

I was content.

No.

Overjoyed.

`You sure you're okay?' he asked as he rubbed my lower back in circular motions, worry engraved in his expression.

I giggled, `I'm fine, Logan, for the last time.'

`Feels like I went overboard.'

`It was hot, so all is forgiven.'

He gave my ass a light slap before lying down next to me.

`Here,' I showed him the video.

He observed and asked, `Our faces will be blurred?'

I nodded.

`What if they don't like me?'

`They will. They like literally anyone I bring on--.'

I caught myself and cut my speech short when I saw his expression. I shouldn't have said that. He likes me and I like him. We're together now, and I should respect him the same way he respects me. Hell, he's going above and beyond for me. I should be considerate, at the very least.

`I mean, like--,' my sentence was interrupted by him kissing me.

`I know what you mean,' he chuckled.

They will like you,' I reassured. They'll like you more because you're my boyfriend.'

He quirked an eyebrow, `You're gonna tell them?'

`Only if you're okay with it.'

He smiled warmly and I felt nothing but love and care from and for him.

`Of course, Finn.'

`You sure this is fine?' Logan asked as he put on a black face mask.

`Stop worrying, stud. You're fine!'

I finish setting up the ring light and camera and finally join Logan.

`Why are you still wearing pants?' he asked as he was only wearing his briefs, nothing else.

`We're giving them a show, so I'll take them off later. We're gonna go live now, so, hush!'

He gave me a good-natured eyeroll and kissed my forehead.

We looked at the camera and I clicked the button on the screen of my laptop.

We were officially live. Viewers and comments were immediately pouring in.

`Hey everybody. It's FBoy, and as you can see, I have a special guest with me today.'

I looked at Logan's masked face and he looked at mine. Even with the mask, I could tell that he was smiling, and he could tell that I was, too.

I haven't been doing collabs lately, but don't worry,' I said to the camera. Because I'll be doing much more from now on...but only with this guy right here.'

I stroked Logan's bare chest which caused him to shiver.

`This is my first livestream with another person,' I smiled.

`Who just so happens to be my boyfriend.'

The End.