Carol really saw to my diet by seeing that I got lots of protein in my food to keep up my stamina to be able to service her twice a day and also do the same for Kat.
I also found out that the pill effects did wear off and I was now producing live and healthy fighting sperm and I was now only there for the comparisons to Kat's sperm cells. They even went as far as giving him another half issue of male hormones though they didn't tell him this.
After us fucking each other in his room, I hardly ever went into mine, we would lay there and talk as we stroked each other's body. His life since leaving school had been rather boring, having a few jobs, getting the sack from most of them for coming onto the wrong type of person at where he was working.
He said that mine had been the more exciting at living with a woman and having her die on me because of drug taking. Glad to hear that I didn't follow her example, and I was careful not to say that I had been left two houses and pots of money. He thought I had only came to the clinic for the money like he had.
It was the following night that he dropped his little bombshell on me. We were quite well up in the kissing stage now as well as seeing to each other's needs. He was holding me in his arms as we kissed and cuddled when he started it off.
'I love you Quaker,' he breathed into my ear. 'I think I have done so ever since that night in school.' My heart had started hammering in my chest at him saying this. I felt something for him but I didn't think it was exactly what you would call love, but close. 'Even after we'd left school, there were odd times of the day, but mostly at night in bed that I would think of you.
Maybe you could come to love me as I love you. I love you enough to ask you if we could find a house and live and be together.' He pulled my head towards him and kissed me again. A soft and really loving kiss as my mind reeled at his words. He didn't know I already had a house, but knew that I didn't have any other connections except for my parents.
'Don't say anything yet, but think on what I have asked for I truly do love you and would like to be with you all the time. Not just for the sex we have though that's a bonus, but I do really love you.'
Well I was both pleased and flattered that another man should lay his heart bare and declare that he was in love with another. So much so that he wanted to live with me.
Could I do this? Could I go and live with another man? What would my mother and father say to this, their son co-habituating with another man and all the connotations they would derive from this? But I then cancelled them out of this equation for they would probably object to a liaison such as this, but it was my life, not theirs. Oh you sod Kat for giving me such thoughts were the words running through my brain. I fell asleep pondering on this.
The condemned man ate a hearty breakfast, or this was what I looked back upon as it being later. We had just started on our third week at the clinic and I was now ready to go with Carol to give over my first sample of the day.
We went to room two as we were now in the habit of doing as she was as eager as ever and couldn't wait to get her white coat off and draped herself out on the couch saying that she just loved seeing me drop my shorts to reveal that I was up and ready to see to her needs in both ways. One to give her an orgasm and the clinic its sample of my semen.
I did love seeing her naked body stretched out waiting for me to enter her and give us both the pleasure of a damn good fuck between us. I entered her to both our sighs and began to fuck this beautiful woman. I was just getting into my stride, it being the first fuck of the day.
'I love you Randy,' she said in a whisper and it made me go rigid and stop in the middle of this coupling.
'What?' I managed to get out in a strangled voice, not quite sure if it was like or love she had said.
'I love you Randy Oates,' she said, saying that one word I didn't expect to hear coming for her. Her legs had now come up and I felt her legs cross over on my back and the heels lock themselves together, trapping me in that coital position. 'I fell in love with you when I first saw you walk through the doors to this clinic.'
'You can't,' I blurted out and then added the most inane thing I could have ever uttered. 'I'm a man!'
'I know that,' she said as she contracted the muscles of her vagina around my throbbing cock up inside her. 'All the more reason for me to be in love with you, especially where you are at this very moment,' giving my cock another massage.
'But?but,' I was now stammering as my mind was reeling. 'I had meant to say that I've been having sex with another man! You know this!'
'I know, but it just a phase you're going through. It will change in time, besides, I don't care. I love you and that is that. You have a caring nature and not unintelligent,' (Tell that to the school board was the irreverent thought). 'You think of other people and seem to care for them. You're a leader. I saw the way you took control of the others, younger than them, but you still took command and earned their respect. But it's not just that. You exude love in all its form, everyone who comes into contact with you falls under your spell. Joseph, Eve, Dana, Julian and now even Kat. He can't stop talking about you every time he's in the office.' (Not to mention Sheila, I thought, but still pleased at these words.)
'You are Merlin, Gandolph and Dumbledore. A magician, a hypnotist, a wizard, all these people and things rolled into one. I never thought I would ever meet such a person as you. But I have and have fallen hopelessly in love. Oh Randolph, could you ever come to love me, someone who has so wantonly thrown herself at the man she wants to spend the rest of her life with?'
She was crying now, not a sobbing crying, but just having tears come from her eyes unheeded, to roll down her cheeks. That sight alone was enough to tug at my heart strings. It even brought tears to my eyes in this abject declaration of love. I leaned forward and kissed her.
'I?I?'
'No Randy,' she said interrupting me and turning her head to one side. 'Don't say anything yet. Just give thought to what I have said and take your time before you say one thing or another. I know that you fuck Kat and that he fucks you. But I can give you what he can't, and? and that's a replica of yourself.' She was really crying now and her sobbing made her breasts heave up and down.
'Well I've got to say something now,' I said, trying to move her head with mine to face me. 'You've pleased me no end in what you have just said, but you've fucked up the sampling session.' I felt her muscles move against my prick that had now somewhat deflated. She couldn't help but laugh and squeeze me again.
'Well start moving and make it grow so that we can finish this session. But finish it with a bang. Blow my mind and make the condom explode.'
So I started to move and it didn't take more than a few strokes for it to rise up to its full potential. The condom didn't explode, but she did, even to giving out a scream as she had her climax, me coming inside her at the same time.
I was mentally and physically drained when I pulled out of her and sat up, not even having the strength to pull that piece of rubber up off my cock. She sat up and did this for me, saving the contents.
'Oh darling,' she said, putting her arms round me, twisting my upper half towards her. 'I've laid too much on you at maybe the wrong time. But I do love you and would do anything you want me to do.'
'You mean you'd give up this job?'
'Yes darling. This and everything else if I could be with you,' she said, pulling my head towards her with the palms of her hands either side of my cheeks so that our lips could meet in the kiss she was giving me. 'We could find a place to live and I'm sure we could be happy together. Now don't say anything yet but think on what I've said. I love you and will do whatever you want if you'll have me,' then went and giggled. 'That was a silly thing to say as you've just gone and done that very thing.'
I couldn't help but laugh with her and got up from the couch and helped her on with her white coat before putting my shorts back on. We went through to room one where she became the nurse again and took another blood sample from me and gave me a standing up kiss before I left that room.
I don't know what kind of expression I had on my face when I entered our lounge, but Kat had opened his mouth to speak but then closed it without saying anything.
'Kat!' I said somewhat brusquely. 'Come and fuck me,' I had said as I moved off and into his room. It was more of a command than a request, but he was quick to respond and was close behind me as I dropped my shorts and got onto the bed on my knees.
He was quick too to get a condom out and on himself before he got behind me between my open legs.
'Fuck me and be hard in doing it,' I said and got what I had asked for. He rammed himself straight up into me and really hammered away at my rear end, his balls slapping me with every forward thrust.
Was I to give this up to live with Carol? To have her softness instead of this hardness. That I got pleasure from both, which was the better? It was a Gordian knot that I was being asked to unravel and I wasn't any Alexander to be able to come up with an answer.
I was having similar thoughts when I was lying on top and inside Carol. Do I give up this soft sex for we could still suck on each other as I did with Kat?
Oh what a fucking great big web I had woven!
That whole week went by without me giving an answer to either of them. Both giving me entreaties to join them when the course finished and still couldn't give either an answer. I was being torn in two.
Even during our last week there, with them both pouring out their love for me, I couldn't bring myself as to which one I should go with. I thought of taking them both on, which I think they would have accepted but it wouldn't have lasted. Jealousy would have settled in and there would have been bitter wrangling that one wasn't getting enough as the other in the sexual side of things. That I could have supported the pair of them financially was okay, it was that fighting prospect that demolished that idea.
On our last day there, it was a last frantic coupling with Carol, most of it spent with tears coming from both our eyes as we fucked away on the couch in that now infamous room two.
Then, for the first time, I fucked with Kat in my room, again to tears and exhortations that we should both leave to live together.
I was a fucking wreck in all senses of the word the following morning, and for the first time that I'd been in that lounge; I went and pressed the bell for assistance. It was Julian who came in response to the summons.
'Sorry Julian. It's not an emergency but one of more of the mind. I know that you are shortly to bring in our last supper, er, breakfast.' Though I think that my mind had wandered off enough to make some strange kind of connotation to what I had said, for I felt like Judas by betraying one for another.
'Would you,' I carried on. 'Please ask Carol if she would have this last breakfast with us?'
'I'll see what she say's to this and bring in your meal shortly.' he said before he left the room.
'Quaker,' Kat began. 'I've been begging you to give me an answer. I have professed my love for you and you still haven't given me an answer. Why?'
'Kat,' I said as we sat there at the table. 'I have come to love you too, but there is also someone else who has given me the same protestations of love, and that is Carol. That is why I have asked for her to join us for this last meal here. It's been a hard choice to make and it's only fair that I give my reasons to the two people who care for me enough to want to spend the rest of their lives with.'
We both stood up when Carol entered our lounge and I felt it somewhat strange that this was the first time that I could recall, that she had ever entered this lounge with me there.
'I believe I've been asked to take breakfast with you,' she said.
'Correct,' I said as I pulled out a chair for her, and she sat down and we waited till the trolley came in and during the meal I told her exactly the same words that I had said to Kat.
It was only when we had finished eating did I speak on who I would be leaving the clinic with. I'd gone through all the reasons as to whom and why.
And then after taking a deep breath, gave them my answer.
Now that is what I am not going to tell you. You can decide between the pair. Which one would you have chosen if you had been in my position?
God Bless you and happy thoughts.
(Ed. The answer is in Guinea Pig II.)
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