Graduation

Graduation

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Graduation

Hiya , Billy here brown wavy hair brown eyes and slim muscular type. Late forties single. I run manufacturing plant. I live in the country in Texas now. This is a story about the perils and pitfalls of a decent guy who never came out .

I started playing golf with my old man when I was just a sprout. While I'm not pro material I carry a single digit handicap and get asked to play on lots of teams.

I've sorta always ben meh about relationships. My best Bud in high school Bruce , we grew up together came out to me when we were freshman in high school.

He crushed on me but I wasn't sure about sexing with a dude and I didn't wanna screw up our friendship. I dated girls he sneaked around with guys off the apps and in school. We talked about our hookups and listened to each others woes and frustrations.

We didn't hook up till after we graduated. A big group of us got to use a family's beach mansion Bruce and I got the ground floor bedroom with two sets of bunk beds. We were the single guys everyone else was a couple.

Three sets of parents were on the beach just in case staying at a different house .

The first night was a beer pong event and well I got trashed . That wasn't new or different with me. I drank to excess all the time and while I was a good natured drunk , I was the drunk.

I ended up getting sick and passing out on a bunk. Bruce's bunk it turned out and still in my board shorts.

At some point I went to pee and realized I was naked , that wasn't a big deal for me but I guess I was really drunk cause well I saw Bruce curled up in a ball in my bunk and thought what the fuck. I was still fucked up and just crawled into the empty bunk and passed out .

When I woke up mid morning , Bruce was gone and I stumbled into the shower and washed , my head hurt bad .

The gang was on the beach and after a beer I felt sorta human. I ate leftover pizza and went out to hang out . I slept for a few hours and got pretty sunburnt by the end of the day.

The couples came and went from the house . I headed to the house and showered and was burnt bad. Bruce showed up and rubbed me about my glow. He grabbed some aloe and said roll over .

The cool jell felt nice and eased the sizzle. I got sorta tingly as his fingers rubbed in the lotion. Slip your shorts down some Billy . I turned and gave him a look and he glared at me. I slid them back on my butt a little . He was sitting next to me rubbing the green goo on my skin . He slipped his finger in my crack and I jumped and gasped.

He laughed and made fun of me. We hadn't ever crossed boundaries so it was mostly an act .

A group headed out to dinner and me and Bruce went for Burgers and pinball. We ate and hung out at the pier house a while then walked on the beach.

Back to the rental after last nights drinking no one , including me was up for it again. I was fairly wiped out and headed down about eleven. I showered again and Bruce popped in and was in loose shorts and asked if I needed more aloe. Sure I said and he stood behind me and slathered my back. He tugged my shorts lower and squeezed my cheeks . Jeez Bruce I moaned good natured.

It's a nice ass Billy and he smacked my dick by reaching around. Fuck man easy with that crap, I said . He whispered , you know you want it!

Yea , that's not new is it ! Hardly he whispered .

Turn he said and he did my arms and chest dragging his nail over my big brown nipples. I sucked in air when he did that and my dick flexed.

The tension was thick, Bruce's hands trembled as he touched me and I felt weird. His super taper and defined abs were smooth and brown.

Someone banged on the door and said bong rips . The mood was broken and honestly I was relieved . We went to the top deck and smoked .

Back in the bedroom laying on the single beds. Bruce said I almost got ya earlier didn't I ? Oh jeez I said , why we gotta talk about this ? We ain't gotta talk about it , said Bruce. I turned on my side and he softly asked you want more aloe ?

Yea after a pause my backs stinging. Slip off your shorts he whispered settling in the dark next to my bed. I slipped them to about halfway of my mounds. He drizzled the goo on my skin and softly spread it and rubbed it in.

Roll over he whispered and I got on my back. He drizzled it in my chest and his fingers caressed my skin. My arm was along my side and I felt a lump on it . Both hands were on my chest it musta been his dick .

Dude, I said and he slipped his fingers under the stretchy band of my shorts. Dude , I hissed ! Relax bro' go with it you're hard as a rock, Bruce said . Raise up your hips and I did and he tugged my shorts off me. He squirted the aloe and it felt cool as his hand surrounded my meat and he pumped firmly and steady.

I was tense and scared and turned on and then I growled and exploded . I felt splashes on my chest and thighs . Then I felt wet on my arm where his meat was touching me. He moved away a little and dropped a towel on my chest. I heard him slip into his bunk and things were quiet. I mopped up the sperm and dropped the towel on the floor.

In the morning we all split up to do things . Me and Billy didn't have plans and well I probs would have left that morning. Wanna grab lunch I asked him? Yea I saw a taco place if that's cool by you? We have been best friends since forever and one jerk session shouldn't change that , right ? You ok , asked Bruce ? Yea I suppose so ,I replied .

You upset about last night , he asked ? Confused , I said slowly.

We jerked off before a few times , it won't any different ,he said . It was the first time your hand was on my meat bro'. Yea nice meat by the way , Bro'. We laughed and it was good .

We cooked shrimps that night and got super high. Couples began breaking away to the bedrooms.

We went back to the porch and smoked some more and drifted back to the ground floor. I went to pee and brush my teeth and laid on the bunk. Bruce said you best be naked and hard when I come out .

I watched him toss his shorts on the floor and go in the bathroom. I slipped off my shorts and my dick just laid there . I jumped up and turned off the light. It would be easier for me in the dark I believed.

Oh we prefer the dark , I get it , that's cool . He turned off the bathroom light and I felt him near my bunk. His fingers touched my chest and moved slowly and I trembled. He touched my dick and it sprang up hard fast. His mouth surrounded me and oh my lord he was good . Too good , way better than any girl I'd been with.

He found and pinched one of my large nipples and I had to suppress a noise.

He grasped my wrist and guided my hand to his dick. It was long not thick like mine but way longer than my hand. I pumped it as he sucked me and he lifted off my cock and kissed my chest. I grabbed him and pulled him on me and we kissed . It just fucking came over me and we were entwined on the tiny bed lips mashed together tongues battling and dicks grinding.

I flipped him over and slid down , fuck I might as well I thought. I grasped his dick and licked the head and put it in my mouth. I mean different yea , awful no. I suppose being pretty stoned eased any hesitation I had or something. We moved around and got dick to face and man oh man now we are on our sides and giving it hell.

I rolled up on the edge of my orgasm and sorta panicked . I pulled back and said I'm gonna nut. He didn't slow a bit and I put him back in my mouth. I spasmed and spasmed as my load gushed out, I cum a bunch. I had stopped really working his meat but all of a sudden my mouth was flooded with hot salty sauce . It jetted hard and fast . I wasn't ready and I coughed and gagged and some goo came out of my nose.

I rolled off the bunk and went in the bathroom to spit and wash. I felt his hands caress me in the dark. You alright he whispered . Yea , I answered quite unsure but then we both got the giggles , weed!

That was hot as fuck Bruce whispered. It was sure different . The next morning I was up super early got on running shorts and headed out to clear my brain.

I spent an hour beating myself up about what I did last night. I stayed out till I was drenched. I hit the outside shower and washed the sweat away then just waited to dry before going in the bottom floor door. Bruce was still curled up asleep.

I put on dry shorts and went to the top floor ate a bagel and grabbed a cola.

Two of the moms showed up with breakfast casseroles and put them in the oven. There were disdainful glances and I got admonished to keep everyone out of trouble.

I smiled and assumed the good guy look and folks began to stir. Lucy fussed at her mom for just showing up , the went out side and argued in the driveway.

We ate the casseroles and we had a bottom fishing event at noon with the adults. That ended up way more fun that I figured it would be. A couple left cause she was sick that evening.

I only smoked a little that night but Amanda got super drunk playing beer pong. We set up by the pool area. About nine thirty Amanda fell down the steps and something snapped.

She ended up breaking a ankle and well that's brought a ton of drama to the graduation event.

Me and Bruce ferried the others to the hospital since we hadn't been drinking.

The wheels sorta fell of the event after that and the mood soured. Me and Bruce pier fished and avoided the gang cause it was testy as my grandma would call it.

We hadn't messed around since that night. Honestly it was awkward.

The whole mood was way more sedate. Seems the adults were on-site way too much.

Me and Bruce snuck out and smoked up late and then laid on our bunks and got the giggles.

Wanna , he asked me just the glow of our phones lighting up the room. Bruce jumped up and went in the bathroom and when he came out a small amber glow was coming from the bathroom. He stood and slid off his shorts and his dick bounced up . It was at least seven if not eight inches way longer than me but not nearly as thick as mine.

Wanna , he asked again? I mean I was sorta yea and no , I mean yea I wanted to get off but no I wasn't gay well I guess Bi now that I sucked a dick.

I slipped off my shorts and turned on the bed putting my feet on the carpet. The smile on his face was priceless.

Bruce settled between my knees and gently ran his fingers along my thighs. My dick thumped on my stomach. Drools of pre splattered as it twitched.

He grasped it and I moaned softly. Fuck my mind swirled , with a dude.

I felt his breath on my dick and I almost came. Then he slipped his lips over my crown and I thrust up , heat seeking missile on a mission.

Easy Bruce whispered let me get you off .

I grasped handfuls of the sheets and planted my feet wide apart.

He lapped along my shaft and sucked my balls one at a time in his mouth. He wasn't in a rush and damnit I was this far why not just let things happen.

He lifted my legs up and pressed my knees back and licked lower and lower to my hole. Oh Gawd I moaned as he nibbled on that place.

He slathered his tongue at the opening and I sorta panicked and he whispered relax Billy.

I rolled my head side to side and let the intense pleasure take me. He never slowed a bit munching and stabbing his tongue at my butt. Then he shifted and I felt him press against me.

I was caught up and worked up and I felt his meat and the rib of the condom. How did he manage that . He spit and smeared it and lined up and he whispered you gotta relax .

My guys gave way and while it hurt it wasn't like super gawd awful it made me feel stuffed or full as he gained ground. He had me pinned on that bunk bed and soon enough he was deep in my guts and moving slowly.

Bruce smiled at me and I am pretty sure I smiled back at him and the bed quietly creaked and he fucked me like I was a girl. He leaned down and grabbed my neck and we kissed . I mean kissed that deep passionate , like in my soul kissing.

I came , man it just fucking happened a huge explosion of cum and spasms. Bruce rubbed the cum around and leaned down but I moved my face. He eased his meat out of my guts slow like.

Damnit Bruce why did you do that? He gave me his best killer smile. We had so much history and time I wanted to be pissed but I didn't have it in me. I grabbed him and pulled him to me and we kissed.

I could see his outline and features in the dim light. He made a show of taking off the condom and showed me the tip full of his cum. I felt empty now and well I wanted to not feel empty. I grasped him and tried to put him back in me.

Dude he whispered let me put on a condom and I guided him back in my body and he smiled broadly.

The bunk creaked and he wasn't in a rush. My dick took a bit but got real hard again and well him moving around in my guts did things to me I'd never imagined. He grabbed my meat and pumped then added a glob of spit and stroked me. I pushed back as much as possible and the damned bunk got louder.

On the floor and he pulled me to the carpet and I got on all fours. He pushed back in me and I grabbed carpet and fucked back against him just as hard as I could.

When he came this time I felt him flood my guts . That hot wet set me off and I spewed my cum out in a stream all over the carpet.

We settled on his bunk and I felt all gushy. I need to shower I said in his ear.

I washed up and sorta got this huge guilty rush.

Bruce slipped in with me and we awkwardly cuddled in the water.

We dried and laid back on the bunks. I fell asleep alone and woke up with Bruce snuggled tightly to me and my ass hurt.

I moved a little and he stirred and he said deep against my neck , I always knew you wanted me . We got to laughing and some clunking above us meant Reilly's and Ann were at it .

We snuggled twisted and turned and got face to dick and sucked each other. Bruce could swallow all of me easy. I tried and would gag fast and he said easy Billy give it time . This time the cum wasn't a surprise and well it wasn't awful.

We went upstairs separate like to keep up appearances. Cindy was whispering in Bruce's ear when I bounded up the steps. Bruce cut me a fast glance and smirked.

I knew something was up, I kept my composure but was freaking inside.

The door opened and the adults came up to the top floor and said we should make this our last day that we all should head home in the morning.

So that's what Cindy and Bruce were whispering about. We generally listened and groaned and complied . They wanted us to clean the house all day today.

Me and Bruce left and grabbed food and goofed off till late afternoon. We rode together and when we got to the beach house we straightened up downstairs and cleaned our bathroom and then ran the vacuum everywhere. The Moms were supervising and the Dads were on the deck.

We all knew better than to talk back . Shoot I felt like I'd won because I kept my small weed stash hidden. I mean we are all over eighteen and supposedly responsible right. Besides the beer was gone alone with the liquor and Jonah had a ton of weed with him .

We finished up packing Bruce's car and got the beds stripped and we left about ten after the adults went back to the other house.

Bruce called his uncle and asked if he was at the river place ? They carried on a conversation and we didn't head home. We went to a place I'd been a bunch of times a small cabin on a small feeder river that's almost never used nowadays.

We sang and laughed and didn't get stoned on the way. We grabbed food at a convenience store and rolled up to the cabin. He keeps a small light on inside and Bruce got the key from the hide spot. It's a nice place and they keep it up . We carried in our bags and only one other place was lit up. Bruce said that be the Wilson's . Bruce rattled on about the grandson and how steamy hot he is. I wasn't all that ready to begin talking about dudes the way I've always talked about Chicks.

I said it to Bruce and he lowered his eyes and nodded , I get it he softly said . Want the room with the bunk beds or the queen he asked upbeat.

The queen I said , gets right cramped in a bunk bed . We put our bags in the bunk room per Bruce , should someone show up. He even pulled the covers back on a bunk bed .

We sat out on the screen porch and looked at the small river and got stoned.

It was late close to two am. We went into the bedroom and slipped out of our clothes. You ok Billy , asked Bruce . Yea just things seem to be going real fast. Just chill we ain't gotta do nothing but sleep. I laughed and said like that's gonna for real just gonna happen.

We slid into the bed full up with the giggles . Bruce slid up close to me and slinked his arm over me then slid it down to my junk. Wake up he said as my dick swole up. The lamp was on the room was glowing yellow.

You leak so much, it's so wet. Yea I can make a mess it's embarrassing sometimes. I wish I made pre like that said Bruce.

He fished his hand in a small bag on the nightstand and came out with a small bottle. Lube a wonderful invention he said beaming.

He flung the sheet off of us and sat on my legs. Bruce drizzled the goo on my dick and onto his fingers. He reached behind himself and then he moved up holding my dick. Oh it's fat he said as he settled on my girth.

Oh fuck he moaned as he slid past and sat on slowly down. I did my best not to thrust up at his request but when I flexed my dick he gasped slightly. He smiled that killer smile and said bro' that's a fat dick. You gonna leave me gaping. He adjusted and began to move about .

My lord his butt was tight like way more tight than a pussy. I began to thrust and he said , just lay back and let me do the work. He guided my hands to his rock hard abs and I felt them flexing and pulsing. I took one hand and pumped his dick.

Are you close , he asked me ? No not really I said with a smile. He was hard as steel and he bounced a few more times and he just started jetting out cum till it was just drooling out and then just bubbles came out .

Bruce sorta slumped with my bone still in him and put his hands on my shoulders. Man you are so thick he muttered.

Wanna stop I asked I don't wanna hurt you or nothing. Roll me over and fuck me hard, Bruce said and I grabbed him and we rolled , the old bed complained but held up.

I fucked him pinning his legs back and punching his guts hard till I got close . I pulled out and painted his body with my load. I love to watch myself cum .

We wiped up and curled up and fell asleep. The big fan in the ceiling rumbled Bruce said it was quieter than the window AC.

I caught an aroma of fresh bread and opened an eye and slowly gained my senses and realized where we were. I defiantly smelled bread , no doubt about it .

I eased from our sweaty embrace and got up slowly and eased the sheet over Bruce. I picked up shorts and put them on and stepped in the kitchen space.

Theresa oven clicked and I opened the door . Theresa know was set to warm and there was a platter with biscuits and patty sausage on the counter was a thing of jelly . I scooped up a biscuit and sausage and smeared jelly on it all.

I went out on the front screened porch and checked my socials on my phone.

I went back for seconds and Bruce came out naked his long dong waving about. Dude didn't we lock the doors last night ? He loaded up a biscuit and sat naked on the glider on the porch. Yea , we did but Wilson has a key and I'm sure his wife fixed us up. He came in and we were sleeping together. You think he looked, I asked feeling a bit scared. He's a nice guy he won't say nothing to no one, trust me on that.

How can you be so sure about it , I asked ? Oh things ain't always what they seem Billy. He grabbed a second helping and we fished for drinks finding colas and some ice.

We polished off the six biscuits and fixings and showered up. We gathered up the plates and tray and I followed to the Wilson's place. An old tired pickup and a large sedan were in the garage and Bruce knocked and opened the door. Mrs Wilson rushed up and hugged Bruce then me and said it had been to long since she'd seen us.

We sat on the porch wearing shorts and flip flops and ate giant slices of cake. Mr Wilson sat quietly as his wife and Bruce talked with the occasional question to me. They were older but not old . They watched Bruce grow and I was one of the multitude of boys that tagged along. Their children lived far away.

Mr Wilson said he was gonna run the old speed boat and we were welcome to come along. Mrs. Wilson put some water bottles in a soft cooler and said we should have fun. We walked to the boat house. He pushed buttons and the old boat lowered down till it floated. It was sorta speedy looking and wooden and well cared for. I did as instructed and soon we were motoring along out the small river to the larger body of water.

We rode and rode and then he stopped and killed the engine . Time for a swim offered Mr Wilson. Both Bruce and I had basketball style shorts on without underwear and Clark, Mr Wilson was wearing dress shorts.

Bruce whispered we swim naked in the cove . He slipped off his shorts and dove off the boat deck . I slid mine off and dove in behind him. Clark splashed in and the water felt great. After a bit we climbed back in the boat and he sat naked and motored slowly along as we dried. Bruce sat on the top of the seat without a care. The talked about how it has changed from the old days . Not much boat traffic or activity . Homes sold for super high prices and no one wanted to be outside.

We dried and slid on our clothes and he returned to the pier . We said our goodbyes and wandered back to Bruce's Uncles place. We made the bed and straightened up. Bruce's Mom called and it sounded like an interrogation of sorts .

She insisted we should come on home and he said we would leave in the morning.

After the call I asked Bruce what's the Deal with the old guy. He laughed and said he's a perv. Have you two , I asked ? Nope he just likes to see guys naked and he creeps and stuff . He gooned on us in bed I'm sure. I didn't expect him to come in this morning . Dude wouldn't been nice if you had told me about this I said half heartedly.

Oh fuck no , said Bruce you would have got all weird and we wouldn't have slept together. I just shook my head .

We cut the grass and tidied up the outside. We washed Bruce's car and Carl asked us to have dinner with them and we showered together and went to the Wilson's .

Grilled chicken salads and more cake. We ended up in a game of dominos after we ate and it was a fun time. About nine we left and went back to the cabin.

We smoked up the rest of our weed and got real chill . That's when I asked Bruce how he knew he was into guys . He laughed and said oh I don't know probably when I was getting into puberty I think. It's like girls never got my interest sexually but man you sure did ! Me .... why me , I asked ?

Well we grew up as best friends and you were the first one I came out too. You never judged me or even seemed to care that I'm gay.

Dude I didn't care then and well now how could I care I mean after what we have done these past few days. Have you ever messed with a guy, asked Bruce?

Other than jerking off with you and Donny a couple times , nope that was it . Wow I messed with him freshman year , he's got a little one down there, smirked Bruce. Man I don't wanna know who you have hooked up with I said shaking my head a no. Why not he said laughing I know every girl you have fucked and which one was late. Hey , I squeaked ,the condom broke and I'm super potent it seems .

Yea you don't wanna know the guys I have messed with , baseball football and basketball team members .

I didn't wanna ask but I threw out names . He smiled smirked or nodded and well I was honestly shocked at how man guys he was able to engage. Do they know you are gay I asked ? Oh hell know , there's a order of things Bruce said a buddy helping out a buddy isn't classic gay. Getting fucked is gay. I sat thinking and giggled a bunch and said if it had ended with a jerk or blow job I wouldn't be gay but since we have fucked now I'm gay? We laughed a lot and he said well now you are at least Bi but if we start dating for real that might change.

I got quiet and then , Billy are you cool? Yea I suppose so , I said softly.

He crawled into my lap and held my face and we kissed , a slow easy lovers kiss.

We didn't have sex on that porch , we about broke the bed that night . I let it all out there and Bruce pulled every bit of me he could . We slept entwined and deeply exhausted.

We woke up midday and laid in each others embrace , I was very afraid of this place and so much taken by my bestest lifelong friend. I felt something I'd not felt before for this person . Sure I dated girls and said I love you but that was a means to a end.

I didn't realize I was expressing my thoughts out loud and Bruce said it so softly I thought I dreamt it . I love you too Billy! I turned and looked him in the eye and he smiled.

Where does this path lead I asked ? I've not come out to anyone but you? We have college plans at different schools . We both have summer jobs . We can be together like we always have been and go away in august and meet when we can . We aren't ready to make deep decisions so let's just be dumb. Bruce got that all out and squeezed me tightly.

My head was swirling badly with feelings and emotions and what if's.

We cuddled and jerked each other to orgasm and we both got sweaty . The cold shower cooled us and we opted to just bring the sheets home and make the bed with an extra set from the closet. We cleaned up and as we packed Bruce's Car up. Carl walked up with some sandwiches from the Mrs. He said . Do I need to clean up or anything he asked us. Well we didn't get the sheets done but we made the bed up. Give to me we will do them.

Keep peace with your uncle and all that , he said smiling.

We headed out and grabbed drinks at the gas station.

When we got to my house we were being weirder than usual and mom cut me a look. Dad was at the club as usual.

Bruce left telling me to come by his place later to hang out. Mom grilled me about the beach and what really happened ? I already knew she was in a parents group chat about it and she wanted me to fill in the missing parts. I dodged and shuffled thru the facts .

I really didn't much lie to my folks I just didn't tell them "all " the truth.

Dad rolled in and put a marked two days we were playing golf together, this coming week. Dad's the buddy type and he's super competitive .He's got a solid two handicap and plays often.

I got a text from Bruce , are you being grilled ?

Oh heck yea ,was my reply.

We ate dinner and I headed to Bruce's place . His folks are so nice, I went to his room and we turned up the music a bit and we made out on his bed. A knock separated up and Bruce's Dad said for us to make it a early night we both have jobs for the summer.

I wanted to get fucked and I got him naked enough and lubed him and I sat on his long dick.

The bed creaked and we stuffed a pillow behind the headboard to quiet it . I came hard riding him and he must have cum during my orgasm cause I was all sloppy wet. His bathroom was across the hall and I went in and well I was real messy .

When I finished up cleaning the leavings and got back in his room the windows were up and he'd lit a candle. He went to the bathroom and we laughed about the dangers of getting caught.

When I got home I went to bed. I got ready and showed up at the electrical supply house for my summer job. I was called an intern but in reality I was just help. A Bud of my old man's own the place and that's how I got onboard. The first day I spent learning the lay of the place with Jae. He's mid twenties and runs the warehouse and deliveries.

He's got dreads and is muscular slim . He and I spent all morning pulling orders and he keeps meticulous records of what goes out and keeps his refill orders that way.

We ordered lunch and he sent me to the diner for the food.

I worked 6:30 to 3 every day and talking off is bullshit he said . Two reasons to be late , getting laid or taking a dump. Buying lunch is expensive so pack it and we can play cards or something depending on what drivers are back.

I was the greenhorn and I got fucked with and well it was fun. I had to bail on the golf games the first week and I told my pops that we could play late after work. He smiled and well I know he got it .

Jae is single but has a kid he is crazy about . A little girl . Him and the baby momma tolerate each other and he's focused on being a good dad and building a stable life for her.

I told Bruce all about my day and Jae. You wanna hook up with him, he asked? I cut him a look and was like I hadn't thought about it honestly . He laughed at my comment . Then I asked do you size up every dude as a potential sex partner ? He smirked and nodded . Yep how you look at dudes will change most likely.

My brain was swirling again , I had super strong feelings for Bruce and well that's had me of balance. Then my inexperience with guys had me feeling super naive. I mean I knew the ins and outs of picking up chicks and how to get laid . With the guys this was so different I felt . I mean Bruce for sure seduced me and being fair I was seduceable .

Bruce sat and wrapped an arm around me and said , Penny for your thoughts? I just spewed it all out and he laughed not at me but at my turmoil. Try sorting out all this at thirteen .

I looked at him trying to fathom it and it was to much. Can we just do some stuff , I asked ?

Absolutely , he said smiling. What do you wanna do , he asked me ?

Do that we blow each other thing I wanna try to learn to go all the way down like you do . He latched his door and said get naked bud , now lay on your back and let you head lay over the edge of the mattress.

He put his balls on my face , this is tea bagging.

I laughed and lapped at his musk . Open up he said and slowly he pressed between my lips . Push your chin and tongue away and sorta swallow. I felt him touch the back and well I did my very best to suppress the gag as he pushed in .

My eyes were streaming out tears but he got it down my throat and moved it some. He grazed his nails across my nipples and rubbed my throat saying how turned on it got him watching my throat open for his cock.

He pull away and huge strands of my spit slung out from my mouth to his dick. He used his finger to scoop up the strands of spit and leaned in a kissed me .

He spun me around and lifted my legs. He spread the spit goo in my crack and lined up and pushed in my ass. He went deep and leaned in and our lips met. He slow stroked my hole and his firm abs pressed on my dick making it tingle.

He fucked me faster and clamped his hand over my mouth to suppress the moans and other noises escaping till he exploded up inside me . He pulled out and went down on me and slid fingers up on my messy butt. I came fast flooding his mouth .

I was super messy my butt was leaking out goo and my crotch was soaked. He grabbed a towel and I wiped up sorted my clothes and went to the bathroom.

We walked out and his Mom asked what we were doing? Bruce just said hanging out , why? It sounded like you were choking Billy. We both laughed and Bruce said oh come on Mom we were gaming you know we get loud when we game. She looked at us shook her head and turned away. He walked me to my car and squatted by my window. Is she watching from the window ? Yea I see her holding the curtain. We touched hands discreetly and when he stood he leaned in and gave me a fast kiss.

On my way to my house I got a text with just a smiley heart face .

Jae warmed up to me I felt but he was very driven and demanding. If a delivery driver was around we would do lunch at the table and play spades or other card games.

Jae asked me if I dated anyone and I shrugged . No I just sorta do the hit it and get away thing. He laughed and called me a player. I laughed and shook my head a no not me.

That was it we played a fast game of spades and got busy. We usually park side by side and I changed my shirt and Jae asked where I was off too? Playing golf with my old man and some others .

Any good , he asked looking at me skeptically ? I do fair I suppose, I said . I bet you are ya daddies ringer ? I laughed but he'd hit it perfectly.

The round went well and I played a solid three over. Dad was five over and we won the match and the money. We ate at the club and he had a couple drinks . He announced that he was riding home with me and I could drop him back here in the morning. He ordered a double .

I texted Bruce that I was babysitting my old man tonight . He didn't answer the message till late .

That's how it went , work late rounds one or two days each week and hot sex with Bruce.

When it was time for us to head to school Bruce was weird as heck. Look he said , it's fine with me to have fun with others after all its college right !

We were hot and heavy for most of the summer and it slowed fast as our departure dates arrived .

It was fine honestly , just a fling and well I steeled myself emotionally.

I got taken to school a private pay to get in school in state where it was all guys . Just down the road was a liberal arts teaching school where there were plenty of fish in the pond.

My roommate was some wanna be footballer who generally smelled bad and had this way of wallowing in filth . A week in we had a huge tiff where I sprayed him with febreeze! Well we got called before student review and I all I offered was it's a hygiene issue. They inspected our dorm room and I got relocated to a different dorm with a stoner rich kid who has red hair pale skin and is almost never not "hi". Cal is his name and he's smart and all that grades are over four point oh. His roommate got a DUI and left because of it . Cal called him a dumbass whose gonna be a prisoner but don't know it yet.

I went to class played golf drank a lot and smoked a lot. My old man went to school here like so many of the guys , legacy students.

My golf coach said I needed to tone down the partying we had to drug test in six weeks. I quit drinking and smoking that day. I ran every afternoon and got to feeling pretty solid again.

I went to the gym to work out and got rid of the extra weight fast. I was on a island by myself because I wasn't partying.

Bruce called me regular or I'd call him. We talked like before we hooked up about nothing. He didn't ask me about sex stuff and I didn't him.

I was in the gym late Saturday night and it was about deserted . I stripped and went to the showers and the last shower was running. That was my favorite one . I grabbed the one across from it and the curtain didn't close good .

I washed and let the hot water beat on me. I looked and the other curtain was slightly pulled back and the guy was back against the side wall his arm obviously stroking. He looked at me and I assumed the same position.

I knew the guy , a junior on the track team . Ryan or Rich or Rick I couldn't recall. He moved his curtain more and I turned and stroked looking at him. He motioned with his head for me to come over.

I stepped and looked and it was empty and I crossed to his shower.

I eased the curtain closed and he said quietly , Billy , golf team right ? I nodded a yes. Ryan, I run track. We keep this a secret right ? I nodded a yes.

He wrapped long slender fingers around me dick and then he turned . Use conditioner man and fuck me .

I squirted his conditioner and slid fingers up his tight hole. I lined up and pushed in and he held my hip in a hand as I gained depth. When he let go I fucked him hard . He held the wall and pushed back against my thrusts. I didn't last long and pulled out and spewed ropes of my batter all over his ass and back. He pumped himself and came hard and said over his shoulder thanks , between us right . I went back in my stall and washed my dick off and then went to get dressed. Ryan had already left. There was this guy I'd not ever seen getting changed and he kept giving me stink eye. We ended up walking out of the gym together.

Stan he finally said , Billy , I replied. No one here much talks to me he said. Why is that I asked?

He shrugged and I said wanna grab some pizza I asked ? I suppose so , said Stan.

We crossed the quad and out to the main drag and into the skanky college town pizza place and grabbed some slices and soda.

We sat out front and talked . He's here on a scholarship he's smart as heck . He wears thick glasses and hearing aids.

I liked him and asked about his roommate and he's in a single cause he's "disabled". We are about done and he looked at me and asked if I was gay? Why does it matter I asked ? Well I seen you get in the shower with that other guy and heard noises slapping and such and well I just am curious. He turned bright red and it was a lot for him to ask me those questions.

I've never kissed a girl or held a girls hand I'm a virgin , Stan said looking down. So, I said, I don't care , you are a good person , all that shit works out the way it's supposed to in time. Easy for you to say , you're tall good looking and probably hung! Well Stan I'm not hung by porn star video standards. Are you gay he asked quietly?

I'm sorta in the middle right now . What's it like he asked ? I wanna not be a virgin . Man I said are you saying what I'm hearing, I asked ?

We can go to my place if you wanna, I mean ? No one will see us it's a ground floor with an outside door . I'm not embarrassed to hang out with you Stan , far from it ! Really Billy you mean that? Yep I don't say stuff I don't mean , I just shut up and stay quiet.

We got up and walked along backpacks slung over our backs and I let him lead the way. We crossed the campus and I passed a few folks I knew and waved or spoke . I introduced Stan to anyone we stopped and talked too.

He was right the housing was a six story with the ground units having outside doors.

Stan was incredibly nervous once the door closed . He's short maybe five eight and small a Buck twenty. We set out backpacks by the door and sat on his bed and he rubbed his thighs.

Look let's just hang out and get to know one another if that would be easier. So we sat Indian style cross legged and talked about growing up and our folks and things we liked and didn't like. When he emphasized a point he'd touch my knee . At some point she slid closer so our knees touched and he rested his hand on my leg and as we leaned in we were super close. Close your eyes I said . When he closed them I leaned in and let my lips brush his.

He jumped a bit but returned and we kissed super awkwardly. Relax I whispered , his hands squeezed my thighs . He sorta made this mewing sound as I slid my tongue in his mouth.

He kept moving his hands slowly and touched my boner . I slid my hand up the leg of his shorts and touched his bone and he shuddered and gasped and his briefs got wet as he orgasmed . Oh gawd he said in my mouth. It's fine I said as I rubbed his meat. Lay back and he eased away and I tugged away his shorts and briefs . He was not at all tiny my length but not my girth. I struggled getting him to pull his legs free but we made it work with some giggles. I shifted and got to his crotch and licked is hairy balls and he grabbed my head .

When I slid his frown onto my lips and then my tongue he thrust hard into my mouth and jabbed away. He held my head in his small hands and pummeled my face.

He cut loose with a squeal and flooded my mouth with cum. He slumped onto the small mattress and smiled. I sat up and asked , so how was that? Oh my gawd , he responded , it was amazing! That's sure beats masturbating and my flesh light.

That's the tip of the iceberg Stan. Would you mind taking off your shirt for me please? I slipped my T shirt off and he sat up and asked, may I touch you? Sure take your time I'm not in a rush at all. He sat up and put his slender legs over my legs and that's when I saw the scar down the middle of his chest.

He touched me gently my pecs and slightly defined ab muscles and he danced his fingers along my skin. He put his glasses back on and put in his hearing aids.

He raised up one of my arms and touched he hairs in my pits. Then he smelled his fingers . He leaned in and sniffed the pit .

He lightly pressed his lips not in my pits but close. Your nipples are huge compared to mine, He said aloud .

He placed his lips on one and sucked and I felt his teeth at the nub. I let out a happy moan, he nibbled more. He squeezed and sucked on my tits hungrily .

I eased my cock out the leg of my shorts and let it breathe.

Stan touched it cautiously, almost like he was afraid of it . I softly said it won't bite you. His fingers felt like they were trembling when he grasped my dick. Oh gawd he moaned as he touched me firmly.

It feels different that my dick he said out loud. I shifted and snaked my shorts off and spread on the bed . I would have like to back against the wall but hey.

I reached out and touched the scar along his chest. I traced my finger along it , what happened , I asked softly? Open heart surgery when I was fifteen leaky valve . I wasn't supposed to live a week but look at me . He beamed as he said it . Everyone treats me like I'm fragile but I'm not fragile. I'm the same but just different. I slid my hand behind his head and pulled him to me and kissed him.

I like that a lot I promise I won't let it get weird but man you can kiss me anytime. My song is Live Like You Were Dying by Tim McGraw. Now I love me some country music but I just couldn't place the song. We shifted and I laid beside him. He fondled my boner till it was raging and leaking a bunch. You make so much pre he said . He leaned closer and licked the glob of pre off his finger tip. He wasn't ready or willing to do more than touch me. I'm gonna cum I said and he looked at me wide eyed. Pump it a little faster Stan. And he did and I swole up and throbbed out a big load. He grabbed a shirt his I think and mopped up my load . Can we lay here and be close he asked. No one ever touches me he said sadly. I opened my arm and he settled in the crook of it and pulled the covers over us. His hair smelled good and I shifted and wrapped him up in my arms. Stan snuggled his back tight to me breathed deep and was asleep.

I drifted off and when I woke we hadn't much moved it seemed. My bone was pressed tight up against his butt crack .

Stan's breathing was steady. Light shone through the window .

No needed to pee bad and I eased up over him and covered him up. He shifted and dug his face into the pillow. I went to the bathroom and surveyed this mess.

I wrote my name and number on a pad from his desk and placed his glasses on the note.

I got dressed and eased out the door and walked across campus without a hangover and feeling good. I was supposed to meet the guys for a round of golf soon so I got to my dorm room showered and dressed and played a round of golf.

I answered Stan's message that I had been playing golf.

He wandered to my dorm that afternoon and we gamed some . My suite mate Cal raised an eyebrow when Stan came in . He left and later that night asked me why was I hanging out with him? Dude he's nice , he needs a friend and he's been thru a lot . They take Econ together and well he said and that Stan fucks up the grade curve. So you don't wanna work hard and that makes you not like him.

Cal asked if I always took on lost causes? No hardly I'm usually just self centered and shallow but he's lonely and really is a good guy, give him a chance.

We became bud's shoot even Cal to a shine to him and Stan helped him with Econ. We randomly messed around but Stan wasn't at all into guys . He was into getting off. A couple of the baseball players took a shine to Stan and he became the team scorekeeper that year. He was about as happy as a guy can get.

I hooked up with Ryan on the low as often as possible . He's a total bottom and only wants to get fucked. I kept my grades my focus.

Bruce and I pretty much drifted to random calls . He couldn't find his footing and he was on academic probation.

I refused to get caught up in colleges party life and well I hung out with Stan and the misfits. My roommate got busted our Junior year and that was a scandal cause he gave up everybody to save his own ass. I was interviewed a dozen times and drug tested and never failed . They wanted me to give up information on the scandal. It took some effort but I got an off campus apartment with Ryan and Stan. We made it successful and comfortable . Stan had purpose and friends and his parents let him live some. The team supported him and well I wanted to finish up school and live my own life.

I got recruited by the plant with a decent offer. It was stable and drama less. I accepted the offer and went to work a month after graduation.

Stan went to work as an actuarial for a insurance company and moved to the Midwest.

Ryan died in a single car crash drunk . I think he wrecked on purpose but never said a word.

Bruce disappeared last I heard he was working restaurants in New York City. I'd reach out on his socials but he never replied .

I wasn't good enough to get a tour card but I did join the local country club at my boss's recommendation. I could get off to play with the executives.

I got set up on dates with various ladies and even dated a couple of ladies semi regular.

One girl asked me one time if I was gay. That ended us seeing one another . I didn't wanna face the reality of being Gay so I lived in silence. I worked hard and I sharpened my golf game.

The plant manager on a weekend corporate event asked me why I wasn't married and raising a family. I smiled and said I was a happy single guy and wasn't in a rush to have someone rule my life. He laughed nodded and never asked me again.

I called Bruce's folks when I was visiting my folks and asked about Bruce. His mother asked me to come over .

Man that was a terrible event , Bruce had gotten a hot Fentanyl laced pill and died several months ago. They didn't find out for three weeks and quietly had him cremated. I sat in their den and cried.

She sat with me and held me and his dad went outside. His dad never accepted that he was gay. She said he was in love with you , did you know that, she asked me? Yes I knew , I loved him but differently. We went through photo albums of us growing up and pictures I'd forgotten or never seen. She pointed at pictures after we went thru puberty and said , look at how he looks at you. I had to leave this spot and when I got home my parents wanted to know what was wrong? I shared the horrible news. They were shocked.

A few weeks later I came home again to join in the celebration of life . A slideshow played and we all laughed and smiled and shared the good times . Bruce's Old man talked with some of the dads off on the sidelines and looked mad.

I caught up with him at the end and he asked me if I knew. We walked outside and I told him I'd known for a long time. We were best friends I loved him like a brother .

He didn't want to be a disappointment to you. His mother read his diary and she won't tell me what's in it . I didn't know he kept a diary. Before I left to head home I visited his mother. She said he was in love with you, I know I replied and I was in love with him for a while. But you know that don't you. She just nodded and she said he kept it a secret from us I just can't figure out why?

I didn't have the answers and well it wouldn't change anything. Her grief was huge.

I called Stan when I headed home and shared my grief. He knew about Bruce we had been down that road . He let me share my burden and listened carefully. When I was done and exhausted sitting in the rest area. He said come see me soon. Then the call ended . I took a nap then drove on home .

I called Stan's Mom and checked in as I do from time to time and she asked me if I knew. What , I asked seriously. She explained that things weren't going well and that he'd exceeded all the expectations tenfold and he wanted to reach the end with the same fire he did everything . He gives all that credit to your friendship and belief in him.

I went in for a week and flew out Friday afternoon, it was too far to drive for a weekend . When I landed at the layover I sent him a text asking when he would be home ?

My phone rang and he practically screamed asking if I was coming out . I laughed and called him stoopid and said I was in Chicago and would be arrived at four ten. He laughed and said I will pick you up.

I scooped him up and spun him around and well I think I embarrassed him. We went to his condo and it was clear he was struggling . What's up I asked ?

My hearts shot , he said matter of factly. I guess my Mom told you the grim reaper has my number . He smiled and talked about dying comfortably and I was shaken. He comforted me. We went out for bad pizza and when we got back he said you look tired .

We stripped to our underwear and crawled into his bed and he snuggled up to me and I circled him with my arms .

He fell asleep fast , it was like college . I stayed with Stan often and held him at night . I slid my hand down to his dick and it was hard. He twitched and softly said you can if you wanna . We moved some and I softly sucked him to orgasm. I got back in the spot and he slipped into the the little spoon place and squirmed in close . He reached down and pulled my boner between his thighs. He twitched and moved slowly and he brought me to orgasm. This was a thing we did in college. It was as close as he could get that and jerking me off. We kissed some but he had to be near orgasm to get that far. We were friends with this thing we did , I knew we shouldn't do the sex part but we did it . We slept in without a care. Saturday was a blur of dumb stuff and I met some of his , friends. This older heavy lady seemed pleased to meet me and said I was Stan's best friend ever. He grabbed my arm and said can you take me home. We got in his car and I drove him to his place . Lay with me please he asked me. I got him undressed and he asked me to help put on his fancy pajamas.

He took a couple of pills and asked me to hold him. I slid in and held him he whispered to tell my folks I love them and there's a letter in the top drawer of the dresser that answers all the questions. Don't let them take me to the hospital. Just hold me please .

I felt him take that last breath. I laid there silent for a long time. I eased out of the bed. He'd wet himself and I felt bad that it was like that.

I got the letter out and it had instructions . I waited a good while before I called the emergency number . Then I called his mom. She screamed loudly and cried . She called him her baby. His dad got on the phone and I filled in the details . His dad said he knew without a doubt . We will be out as soon as we can . Don't let them cut him up.

The police arrived and I I showed them the copy of the instructions marked for the police. Well they weren't at all happy with me one bit . His parents chartered a plane and got in faster than I expected . His dad had all sorts of legal paperwork that seemed to help the law take a step back. They already had contacted a funeral home for the cremation .

The funeral was bigger than I expected . I spoke at his parent's request . Our college turned out in numbers that surprised me . I drank hard after the service they called a celebration of life.

I drank hard for a long time and my private life spiraled downhill . I drank and cruised for sex I let my body suffer and almost lost my job.

The plant manager sat me down and showed me his coin from AA. That was the turning point for me.

I never came out I lived a life of quiet solitude. When I was offered a promotion and move to a different plant I took it.

I sharpened my golf game and enjoyed the warmth of Texas.

My folks passed weren't happy I moved so far away and I offered to set them up on my small farm place.

I met a couple married guys that became my regular sex buddies . They were simpler and without drama. One we met on the golf course and we have been special friends for years now. I tend to be the bottom more than the top.

I was sitting on the porch watching the stars. I had just passed my forty fifth birthday . I saw a set of headlights on the gravel road going fast . I stood up and cocked an ear there's a curve coming up . The lights were pointed skyward. I jumped in my gator and headed across the field to the gate. I went down the lane and a smaller sedan was in the deep ditch. I shone a flashlight and there sat a fella head down . You hurt ,I asked ?

Only my pride ,he said . He scrambled up the ditch bank , jeans no shirt and a well worn Stetson.

I'm Billy and extended a hand , Jackson, he replied.

Let's go get the tractor and pull this out see how bad it is . It's my Moms car my trucks broke , he lamented . They gonna kill me for tearing it up.

I wasn't sure why but I just listened and he kept going. Lost his job for being late too much. We rode to my place . I always wondered who lived here, Jackson stated . You married he asked me pointedly. Nope single ,I said flatly.

He turned and gave me a look. We grabbed my small tractor and some chain and rode back that's when he told me his "old man " is a hellfire brimstone preacher.

I smiled at that and we hooked a chain up and pulled the small sedan to the road . Two tires were flat and he put it in the field and we closed the gate.

I offered to take him home and he didn't reply. Then I said you can bunk here and we can go to get some tires in the morning?

I ain't got no money to buy no tires he said . Well let's fret about that later , you can work it off doing some chores for me if that works for you? I'm not just gonna give them to you .

What kind of chores he asked ? Farm chores fence repairs and mowing some grass fields. I have a metal roof to paint .

Man you don't even know me from nothing. I said Jackson everyone needs a chance and a friend . He smiled at me and we put the tractor in the shed.

Inside I got a good look at him he was a bit less than handsome in the face and decently put together. He asked if I had any beer ? I'm an alcoholic I said I don't keep any thing like that to drink here . Tea and water and I think there's sodas in the pantry, I pointed to a door. He opened it and came out with a two liter bottle and I showed him where the cups lived. Want some he asked me ? Sure why not .

Are you staying the night I asked ? Sure why not if it's cool with you of course .

Sure it is ! I say what I mean and mean what I say, I said. Here I will show you the guest room . It's a L shaped sprawling rancher I picked up sorta cheap from a family that needed more of a city life.

Wow this place is huge offered Jackson. Bathrooms there and I will get you something to put on after you shower up. I guess I sorta stink he said smiling. Sorta is an understatement, I said .

I'm gonna put some shorts and a shirt on the bed for you. Bring the jeans and whatever else to the laundry in the hall. We can get your stuff clean.

I eased the door about closed grabbed some stretchy waist shorts and a t shirt and tossed them on the bed and went to the living room. I heard him in the hall and then he appeared in the living room shorts slung low on his hips . The tv was on to a action movie. The tv is huge he said . Seventy inches I replied , are you hungry I asked . Sorta, he said .

I'd put on shorts and a T shirt. We walked to the kitchen and I dug out sandwich stuff and he made a big meat filled beast of a sandwich and loaded the plate with chips and refilled his glass. I switched to water .

Why no wifey he asked ? Got my heart broke young and well swore off them . Oh he said , suppose that makes sense. How bout you ? Single currently not many choices out here in the wild .

Are you a fag he asked me directly. Then he added middle aged in shape living alone in a giant house I bet you're a fag. He came in the living room and sat in a chair across from the chair I was in. His look bore thru me wanting expecting and answer.

I took a drink and looked at the movie . It really doesn't make all that much difference does it .

Just so you know I don't play that shit. You draw a lot of assumptions Jackson.

Yea I'm bad like that and I talk too much . I noticed that his stomach wasn't a flat when he sat .

He's got long toes and fingers and a very pronounced adams apple and a sharp jawline .

We can get up early and get the rims off and ride to town to the store .

Should you let your folks know where you are ? My phones dead he offered it's out of minutes . Will it work on wifi I asked ? I guess so he said thinking. Grab it I said I've a box of cords we can get ya going. He jumped up and trotted down the hall. I pulled the box of cords out of the end table drawer. He came up and poked several in and found one that worked.

I showed him the guest wifi and he logged onto it . I didn't know it would do that .

What do you do , he asked me ? Do you know of the tool plant ? Yea he said I'd like to get on there but I don't have my GED. I'm the plant manager. For real he said excitedly, can you get me a hook up for a job.

Well first we have to get you your GED . We sat up but he was certainly focused on his phone. I told Jackson I was headed to bed, don't stay up late we have to get an early start . Yes sir he said and smiled.

He got up and grabbed the power cord and headed to the guest room. I went the other way and he said how many bedrooms does this place have ? Five I said four on your end and the master is this way. You're welcome to have a look. He spun and followed me to my end of the house. Jeez he said your bedrooms bigger than our whole house.

I got this in a fire sale , I said he peeked in the bathroom and said Wow!

What's this he asked , a bidet it shoots warm water on your balls and butt to keep them clean and fresh.

He wandered off and I heard the fridge open and close. Several times I heard what I thought was him moving around . I got up before six and made coffee. I went down the hall and opened the bedroom door. He was sound asleep . I left the door open and left him be.

I gathered a Jack and battery impact and took off the wheels . All the tires were slick and showing steel so I went back got some stands and got the other two wheels . I went to the tire place in town and had them put four decent tires on . I walked back in the house and the bed was empty. The bathroom door opened and he came out in a towel. Best I've slept in a long time he said . That bed sleeps great, I sleep on the sofa at home. Let's go put the wheels back on the car . You already been to the tire place. We transferred the mounted tires to the gator and rode across the field to the car. He put them on and I let him out the gate. I closed the gate and watched him drive away , fairly sure I'd never see Jackson again. Didn't much matter , they needed some good luck and I didn't mind .

I went to the club and played a round with my regular guys. We ate at the snack bar and I headed to the market. My phone told me someone pulled in the drive and I checked the cameras. It was Jackson and an older man who looked tired . When he pressed the button I said hello. Hey said Jackson my Dad wants to talk to you!

I will be home in an hour I'm at the store . Oh ok and Jackson's looked around and waved at the camera. Mind is we hang out on the porch asked the older man . I unlocked the front door and said wait inside .

Jackson helped me carry my stuff inside and said the old man's not happy.

I shook hands and we sat . I'm not particularly fond of charity the older fella said . Well sir , your son and I worked out a barter , I need some chores done and we agreed to trade labor for tires . So if he didn't share that part now you know. He's expected to work off the value of the tires .

He turned and looked at the boy and he nodded that's right Paw, we agreed . Well he said and cleared his throat . That changes everything.

Be nice if you would join us for services tomorrow . I didn't acknowledge the ask and he stared at me .

The guys left and from the window I could tell the old man was laying into Jackson. I pulled the sheets off the bed and washed all of the things.

Dusk I was watching the sun set off the porch and I heard gravel crunching. Took me two hours to walk here. I turned and smiled at Jackson. Four fucking miles .

My old man's so mad he said I had to work off my debt . He expects "us" at services tomorrow. He was doing this fast drawl and shuffling. Can I get some water please . Take off your boots outside and carry them to the mud room please.

He slid them off and then his socks he smelled the socks and said damn they are ripe. Be so was my reply . We went thru to the back door and he set his boots and socks on the pad by the door.

Can I grab a shower he asked ? Sure I left the shorts in the dresser top drawer. He took a few steps stopped and looked over his shoulder then kept going.

I put steaks on the grill and had food ready when he came out with the shorts low on his hips , something smells great. Salads potatoes and rib eyes.

You knew I was coming back, he asked ? No I didn't but why not be prepared just in case. Oh we ain't going to church in the morning and he smiled.

I don't get you Billy, why are you doing this for me ? Why not , I said . Every one needs a break , an opportunity , a chance. Why not you , why can't I give you a break . I told you I'm not into none of the weird shit . I laughed and asked how his dinner was , as he shoveled in food .

I got lucky , I had a few breaks along the way and my benefactor said I should always pay it forward.

I don't look for opportunities they show up unannounced , sometimes in a ditch with a bad attitude and feeling defeated .

He looked at me and lowered his gaze, I wanna trust you I really do but it all seems to good to be true.

We washed up our dinner plates and he seemed to relax . He grabbed up the charger and plugged in his phone and left it lay.

Do you get lonely , he asked me . I spend a lot of time with my demons they keep me company. I told him about my friends and how they died. I didn't share my sexual preferences . Jackson seemed somber after my talk. That sucks he said .

We walked to the shed and I showed him the paint and equipment . As soon as the dew lifts paint so it can set before sunset. You can stay here , if you need to get stuff from your house take the truck keys are always in it . Drive it like it belongs to me . You can stay here as much as you want. I'm a neat clean anal retentive type so making a mess won't work. Make the bed clean up whatever mess you make . I leave for work at five thirty am and get home about six. Do you know how to cook? Not really , he said . I will teach you if you want to learn . Washer dryer ? Yea I can do that. Good , as long as we understand the expectations this will be smooth. I've order a GED prep kit and I will help you study. I expect you to put forth equal effort to mine.

We watched a movie then I said I was going to sleep. Use the TV in the bedroom, I asked him.

He stood up and he was showing a ample lump. He didn't attempt to hide it and I didn't pay attention. I wasn't going down that road with Jackson .

I peeked in on him before I left and he was on his back leg out of the covers. I finished up getting ready and headed to the plant .

He went to work on the roof about 8 and kept at it till about one. he wore a pair of my old sneakers to work in . He looked about the back area I suspected he was looking for cameras . He unwound the hose and stepped out of the shoes and shorts then hosed himself down. He walked under the overhang and out of my sight . The shoes and shorts never moved .

I wound up early and got to the house about five. The shoes and shorts were still outside the shed. Half the roof was painted and it looked well done.

I went inside and heard the sound of porn from down the hall. I eased to the bedroom and Jackson was watching his phone and slow stroking his dick. I slinked back up the hall and went to my end to shower and get comfy.

I came out and lit the grill . Jackson came out the door naked and was surprised to see me at the grill. He dashed to the shed and slipped on the shorts . How long you been here he asked ? A while , it's cool the roof looks good I appreciate the hard work and attention to detail.

Chicken grilled on salads tonight . Let's make the salads up . We worked putting the things together . I asked him how old he was and he said nineteen next week.

What day , we need to do something special for your birthday.

Honestly Billy ,I feel like I'm living a dream already. Nobody has ever been this nice without strings ever.

Understand Jackson we traded your labor for repairs to your parent's car. My wanting to help you is the freebie . But we covered that already.

I let him cook the chicken and he beamed with the responsibility.

We sat and ate and I casually said if you prefer to be naked I'm fine with that. He cut me a look and laughed and said you just wanna perv on me I bet. I smiled and said no worries about that buddy. Have I crossed the line yet , I asked . He smiled and asked me , how did you know I like to be naked . Lack of tan lines , you wear boots and a Stetson but there's nice tanned toes hiding inside those boots.

You don't miss much do you , he said . The responsibility of the job is to not miss the small things .

I've never been naked around others but I do like to be naked . Do you like to work out ? He smiled and said I've not been in a gym since school. He said I was a decent baseball player till we moved out here and they wouldn't give me time of day in this hick shithole area.

It's not how many times you get knocked down Jackson , it's getting up after every knock . Easy for you to say, big job big house plenty of money.

Nothings as simple as it seems my friend , I said ! Some yankee built this place to escape the high taxes of up north. His wife couldn't stand it here and I got it for cheap half of what it's worth. You asked me if I get lonely , sure I do , how could I not .

When they move me again I will sell it and maybe make some money.

As the days passed he was naked more and more . His golden skin got darker and his mullet grew wilder and lighter. He worked hard studying for the GED and passed it on the first try.

He fixed fences and repaired whatever I asked of him. He asked me one day about helping with his truck.

I had it towed to the house and we put it in the big shed barn.

He and I scoured it and he said he worked and paid cash for it . His Dad was no help . They pretty much didn't like me and thought Jackson living here was inappropriate. I sponsored several youth league teams for the sherrifs office and we got along well.

On Jackson's birthday we went three towns over for a nice dinner. He picked the restaurant and I picked his outfit . New jeans a new fitted shirt and I got him some dress boots . We invited his parents but they declined . They thought we were lovers but we hadn't crossed that bridge yet .

The waitress asked me how old my son was . Without pause I said 19 . She smiled and wished him a happy birthday and looked at me winked and said you were a child when you had this one!

I said, we have grown up together . On the way home he called his parents and told them about dinner . They seemed happy or sounded that way. The next evening they came over and his Dad surveyed the work we had done on the old pickup. He made a few comments about how he didn't know how to do mechanics work or body and fender work. We are learning as we go and well the internet is our friend.

Jackson was working for the plant on day shift now and doing really well. I put him with my toughest lead and he shined every day.

We had a bout of the flu run thru the production floor and well Jackson got a full on case of it .

We went to the urgent care and they gave him medicine . We got home and I covered him up on the sofa and he asked me to sit with him.

I settled and he pushed his pillow against my thigh and snuggled. I draped my arm over him to comfort him. In all the months we had been living together this was the physically closest we had been , besides working on his truck.

He went right to sleep, and I felt all grades of emotion about him. I woke him up to give him more medicine and suggested he go to bed .

Will you stay with me till I fall asleep please. How could I say no. I got him all settled in and slid in the bed with him .

I woke up about three am and felt hot and I knew I had it too. Jackson was on his feet in three days while it took me five to feel better. Once his fever broke he worked at the plant. I worked from home a bit a few times each day. The workforce got thru the flu season and I set up a all day BBQ event as my way of saying thanks .

Jackson and I grew closer after the flu event. He seemed to have lost the distance barrier and was quick to bump into me or stand close enough to be touching.

The night we started the truck with the new engine I say joy like I'd forgotten existed . He jumped and whooped and hugged me tight and said he loved me . The words surprised us both. I grasped his shoulder and pulled him close and expressed my love for him.

I'd only had random sex while traveling and didn't want to create a complicated event with Jackson at the house.

He had built a sorta private patio on the back side of the large shed where he liked to be nude and alone.

I respected his privacy and he and I lived as bothers. He matured and began to date a nice girl.

For me it became important that he have a solid foundation to build his life on . I wanted to retire on my Texas place .

I got a call that they wanted me to move to a different plant that needed my specialized attention. I flew to corporate and got the low down on the expectations.

I told the boss I was happy where I was and didn't want to leave the area. He seemed troubled and said it would be a good idea for me to have a change of scenery for a while and that it wouldn't go well for me to relocate with the young man.

I didn't let my facial expression change. I knew I was being scrutinized carefully and I had to reply correctly.

So I go fix this problem and get you a suitable candidate to run the plant. I let my number two run Texas in the interim.

That's an option for sure said the boss. I actually hadn't looked at it from that angle. I want to retire at the place in Texas . Maybe pretend to be a grandpa to some little ones .

The boss sat back watching me over his laced fingers . I continued , Jackson is getting married soon and rumor is the first grand will arrive less than nine months later.

You mean, he let the words fall out of his mouth. Just a kid that needed someone to get him some guidance and he and I both grew up along the way. His Dads a holy roller preacher and he thinks what I suspect you think.

He cleared his throat and seemed well at a loss. Look Henry , I do my job and work hard. I always felt that by being successful at something would fill up some of the empty spots in my life. Then I found a purpose in helping a lost young man grow into an adult . You helped me overcome my alcoholism. You never lost faith in me .

I will do the project you ask of me and give it my all . Jackson will stay in Texas and things will go well for our stockholders.

We shook hands and he gave me a hug.

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