This is the continuing fictional story about probably the most gorgeous man to ever wear wrestling tights. Bill Goldberg.. He is the wet dream of many-a gay male. of this i'm sure.
...I haven't written any on this one story in years. Forgot all about it. Silly me....
Anyho.. This is my story of a romantic yet HOT encounter with the man of my dessires. My story itself does not by any means reflect the sexual preference of the guy. YET if he would let me........??? I would worship him....
Enjoy
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Goin' for Goldberg
part 4
.....Well, I never did hear from Goldberg after he left me that day. I was heartbroken as the days, weeks and moths passed and nothing. I then assumed it was all a lie. Just something to get me into bed with him. Not that that was terrible. I had wanted him more than life's breath. But he did leave me with a crushed heart.
I cried and cried for days and weeks on end after the silence came. No calls and no visits. I saw him on shows all the time after that. But everytime I would watch the wrestling, I would just start to bawl my eyes out.
"He didn't really care for me" I said as I wiped my tears.
"Fucker"
Well. a few more years passed in my life and I ended up moving from my home finally. All the memories of my ex. And the ones of those few shorts days with the Godlike Goldberg. Then the catalyst of my beloved companion Ani were just too much. I needed to leave that place. So I moved my life away and out to California. A change of pace and life. New job and location is what I needed.
"Life sucks so bad" I said
My tears welled up again as I saw a woman walking her dog that first day in my new place. Then I saw a commercial for Goldberg on a main event coming to my area. My new area.
"Ughnn" I huffed
Then I ended my evening in my bed. alone and sad. Tears were what brought me sleep. I then tried to avoid TV as the commercials for the wrestling event seemed a constant. And seeing him flash across the screen was like a dagger in the heart. I really don't know why I got like this. I knew when we met that it was something that wasn't meant to be. He is Goldberg after all. He has an image. And a gay relationship, or even a gay encounter. But I let myself fall. And that was my own fault. So as long as I wasn't watching TV, I could avoid his image.
It was the week if the wrestling event in my city. And I had all but forgotten about it. I seemed to be able to avoid the commercials for it even as I did break down and watch some tele. So I totally forgot it was that week. I had been feeling better as I concentrated on things like work and just getting my place in order. Work was actually bthe beat respite from the dullness if my life. It kept me from thinking to much on anything but work. And I did alot of overtime, so I could. And the money was good too.
Well I was out to get some food with a friend I made at work. Lisa was nice and understanding of the crap that had happened in my life. She even made it a point not to talk about the wrestling show coming to town. As she knew my desire for the big beautiful wrestler. She was married with kids. But she made time to hang out with me. Movies and such. Just time to get away from husband and kids. It was her respite so she invited me to go to the cool bar and grill in town. I had of course never been there. But I thought it would be cool. And I needed a good stiff drink, as it was one of those days.
We got there at 6 and were seated at a booth not too far from the bar. We ordered and had some drinks. Lisa was always good about cheering me up.
"So why down today" she asked "Today was the day Ani passed away" iI replied "I know it's been several years now. " I began to say "Noo. No fret. I get it" she said "It's like loosing a child. I get it sweetie" "No wonder you were out of sorts today"
She patted my shoulder. Squeezing it tightly.
"It will be OK" she said "Just takes time is all"
The food came shortly. After a few drinks and her trying to cheer me up. She would talk about her husband and kids and their antics. Her youngest was a Star Wars nut. With Christmas coming in a few moths it's all he cared about. Then as she was about to say something else she stopped in her tracks. Her face dropped and then she looked at me.
"Maybe we should go" she said "What. Why. I haven't finished eating" I said "And I wanna hear more about your Star Wars kid"
Then I looked at her eyes. They were directed away from us. So I turned and looked.
"Fuck" i huffed
In through the door walked in several large men. Wrestlers at that. And one of them was Goldberg. My heart sunk in my chest. I wanted to just crawl to the floor and slink away from tbipe place. But the only way out was the door. Lisa looked at me with concern. Her hand grabbing mine. I turned away from the men that had entered. I didn't want to see him. But my head and heart were in charge now. The aching from before returning. I then looked back at him. There he was, Goldberg. He was as gorgeous as ever. His face having a full beard now, not just a goatee. He was stopped by several fans as he stepped in. Tears qelled uo in my eyes. And then I turned away again. Lise then whispered than when there was a chance we would leave. She waved over our waiter. He seemed too busy to come over as the crowed started to form near the door. But then he saw her. He came over and she asked for the check.
"Waiter. We need to go now" she said "I will bring your check mam" "Mam!" She huffed.
I took a hard drink of my cocktail.
"We will be out of here soon enough." She said "Don't look" she then burst out
But curiosity took hold and I turned to look. That's when he passed by us. That's when he turned and saw me. He stopped dead in his tracks. He then smiled as he looked at me. I got up. I was going to rush out. Run. But he stopped me as I stepped out of the booth.
"Hey you" he said
I tried to look away. To get away. But his hand was on me. And I could not, not look at him. My eyes fell on his. His face. Then I burst into tears. He looked at me with concern. That's when he let go. And I rushed out. I practically flew out the door. Ran to my car in the parking lot. I got in and drove off. As I left the lot, I saw him come out of the bar. But I didn't stop. Almost hittng another car in my rush. I was surprised I made it home. My eyes were filled with tears the whole way there. But I got inside me place and slammed the door.
I got a text from my friend Lisa later. Making sure I was okay. I sent her back a text saying I was going to stay home until the wrestling thing was gone. I didn't want to even venture outside. I crawled into bed and stayed there. Falling to sleep some hours later. My pillow drenched in tears. My dreams filled with the memories of those days years ago. When my dog was still here. When I had the gorgeous man of my dreams in my bed. The touch of his meaty hand and his body. The feel of him inside me. I awoke each morning with a hard on. But then after relieving myself I would crawl back into bed.
And I did stay in bed. Save for trying to eat and bathroom, it were i stayed. Three days later I arose from pain for laying in bed so long. Then I heard a knock on my door. I groggily arose from bed. Tired and in pain it was early. I looked at the light as it filtered in from outside through the curtains. I looked out the bedroom window to the trail behind my building. There was a woman walking her dog. I lowered my head and turned back towards the doorway to the living room. The knock came again. I knew it was Sunday as I wanted to make sure I was hold up until after everyone involved with the wrestling show would be gone. The show was on Friday night. And all the crew and stars would be on there way back to their lives. I figured Lisa was at my door. Making sure I was still alive.she had texted me every day since the restaurant. Just making sure I was alright.
"You should veture out" was Saturdays text "No. Just wanna stay here" I sent back
As I moved through the living room to get to the door, I started to feel lightheaded. I wasn't surprised as I really didn't eat much over the last few days. So I was sure the headache that was looming was due to that. I got to the door and opened it.
"Hello again" said the huge bald man at my door
It was Goldberg. He was here at my door. That's when I fainted..............
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