Once in the flat Colin showed Garry around. Garry was impressed with the spare room where Colin had his excerise equipment.
"Right, make youself comfortable and I will get on with cooking, do you want a beer or wine, or water if you perfer, i,m having wine"?
"A beer would be great thanks, is that Freddy"? He could see it must be.
"Yes, Freddy".
"Can I look"?
Colin picked the photo up and handed it to Garry. Garry looked at the photo for a few moments and handed it back.
"If he was as nice as he looks, he was a great guy", Garry ment it.
"Thanks, he was. Now in gay heaven making a nuisance of himself no doubt" They both smiled.
"Ok, i,m off to the kitchen, come out if you want another beer. Oh there is my book if you want to have a look. Chapters 3 to 5 may interest you."
Colin left Garry to his own, Garry picked up the book and turned to chapter 3.
The kitchen was opposite the lounge and every now and then Colin looked through and saw Garry absorbed in the book. He smiled at one time when he saw Garry reach for his beer without taking his eyes off the page. Must be finding out about himself maybe?
In fact Garry was just confirming what he had finally realised about himself.
"Ok, lunch is ready m,lord".
Garry put the book down and sat at the table. They eat in silence. Garry was still in the book.
"An other beer Garry"?
"Could I have wine please"? "This is nice by the way, compliments to the chef".
"Thanks, Sainsbury,s very own beef pie, I just shoved it in the oven". Colin smiled at him knowing Garry was doing a lot of thinking.
"Cheers, so what do you think about the book"? Colin sounded calm, but he was far from it.
I,ve read all those chapters and, well, um, i,m not sure to be honest. I mean it,s great for anyone who maybe thinking about who they are and it,s not me of course".
As soon as he said it he knew he was lying and he knew Colin knew.
"I,m not trying to convert you Garry, I just thought it may interest you to find out more about gay people instead of the opininon you have of them, us".
Garry had stopped eating and was just moving his food around the plate. He took a big gulp of wine.
"Colin"?
"Yes"?
"Nothing, let me think please".
"Take as much time as you need Garry. I will clear away if you wont to get down and relax". Colin looked at Garry and all Garry could see was a genuine face looking at him, one he felt he knew he could trust.
Colin cleared away thinking all the time. There was no way he was going to push him. I maybe horny, but i,m not going to take him some where he does not want to be. This is not the sauna where guys go for sex, have it then go home and forget who they have just fucked or been fucked by. No, this is different, for both of us.
They sat for ages, Colin got another bottle out and put it on the coffee table while Garry read. At last he put the book down and looked straight at Colin, heart beating very fast.
"I,m gay Colin and i,m not gay because I,ve read a bit of your book. I think I knew before you and I met the first time. Since talking to you all I have done is think of you and....." He stopped.
He then told Colin about his 14th birthday and what happened in the cadet hut with Brian.
"I thought about it on the way back to barracks, after we met and I knew then I wished I had not run out".
"I have just covered it up and one way of doing it was to hate gays. No fucking wonder I was so lousy with girls". He smiled at that. "Chapter 4 did it for me when you wrote about reliving your childhood and quite a lot I remember in my kid days is in the book. I can see was me".
His face was creased in worry. "Oh christ Colin, what do I do"?
Colin,s brain was working overtime.
"Well, I know it,s hard and wont get any easier until you find out for yourself. Can I suggest something to you"?
"Yes,...please".
"Ok. look you are a goodlooking guy and I know there will be guys who you work with or guys in the pubs and clubs who would love to get into your pants and have sex with you and my advice is to let it happen. Go out and just let it happen and in that way you will KNOW if you have sex with a guy and you are happy with it, it will answer a few questions at least. I have already told you it wont be easy, but it,s the start that all gays need to take. Just let me say that if you finally come out to yourself as gay, a huge burden will lift from your shoulders. I could say much more, but you need a break from this old farts lecture".
Garry smiled at Colin, but could not reply. He just sat there in deep thought.
Colin at last said;
"Garry, why don,t you go into the spare room and have a workout and a good think. If afterwards you want to go, I will call a taxi for you. You need time old chap. As I said it,s not easy, but I hope you understand when I say if you ever what me to talk to you and help in anyway, then take my phone number and call anytime". Colin felt that was the only offer he could give, at least it should assure Garry he was,nt to try to take advantage of him.
Garry thanked him and got up and went to the gym.
All Colin could hear was the rowing machine going like hell. On and on. It,s going to go up in smoke in a moment if he goes on like that, Colin thought. Well it,s doing him good, I hope.
Eventually it stopped and he heard the door open.
Garry called out, "Can I have a shower Colin"?
"Course you know were it is, theres a clean towel in the cupboard".
"Thanks".
Colin imagined Garry naked in the shower. He already knew what a lovely sight it would be and smiled.
About 10 minutes later Garry came out with just the towel around him. In a very soft voice he asked.
"Could you call that taxi now Colin"?
Colin stood up and went towards the phone.
"And could you book it for 8 o,clock tomorrow morning"?
Colin looked at Garry, it took a few moments for it to sink in.
"Are you sure Garry"?
"Never been more sure of anything in my life". and dropped the towel.
Colin went to him, took him in his arms and for the first time in over two years kissed another man.
Garry responded to Colin,s kiss and as their tongues met it was the most wonderful kiss he had ever had. It confirmed every thing that told him whatever happens next is going to be what he already knew he wanted to happen. Neither was in a hurry. They just stood like that for many a minute.
At last they broke away and Garry said.
"If I ever see those guys who beat me up, I just want to thank them for it".
"Don,t bother, I paid them well enough"!
"You shit"! Garry had a broad grin on his face.
Colin looked at Garry,s face. He was looking at Colin in the same way he looked at the guy who he first had sex with, apprehention.
"Don,t worry, nothing is going to happen that your not happy with and there will be no pain, trust me."
"But wont it hurt when you....well you know"?
"No it wont and the reason is i,m not going there, not until I know you are ready. Gay sex is not all about guys fucking one another, there is much more if you let me show you".
Colin stood back a little and looked down at Garry,s hardness. It looked wonderful in all it,s 6.5 beauty. He took Garry in his hand and began to stoke him. Garry cried out, "OH MY Colin".
"Help yourself Garry". With that Garry took hold of the second cock in his life, but this time kept hold and copied Colin,s actions. There was no way he was running out this door!
Colin took Garry to the bedroom.
"So far so good"? He asked.
"Stop talking and get on with it". Gary had a huge smile on his lovely face.
"I will take that as a yes then". It was obvious Garry was no longer troubled and was more than relaxed.
Colin laid on top of him, took his head in his hands and kissed him again. Garry put his arms around Colin and began to stroke his back.
Colin continued to kiss him and the pleasure they both got was evident as their tongues worked harder and harder on each other. Garry was already beginning to breath deeply which was to become even more intense as Colin worked his way to Garry,s nipples and began to kiss suck and lick them. It was to be one of the many "spots" that Colin would find that turned Garry into a twitching mass of arms and legs. Down to his belly and the button. Gary was moaning as Colin dug his tongue into it and stayed there for a while just listening to Garry,s sounds of pleasure. Colin raised slightly and move further down Garry,s body and at the same time opening his legs to expose his crotch. He began with the inside of the left thigh and from the knee he licked his way slowly towards the crotch and there he found another "spot". Garry was in a trance when Colin,s tongue began to lick there. "Oh my word, christ thats so good" Garry moaned.
Colin,s cheek was against Garry,s balls of course, but did not touch them with anything eles. He then moved to the other thigh and began all over again, finally ending up in the other crotch. Garry was in heaven just laying there, but now with his arms above his head as if surrendering his body to Colin.
Now at last Colin nudged Garry,s ball sack and as soon as his tongue hit them Garry called out with the pleasure of it. He continued, kissing nibbling and licking them. Garry had by now began to move his hips up and down as he became more and more aroused and also waiting for the next part of him to receive Colin,s attention.
Finally he got to it, Garry,s lovely cock. He started at the base with his tongue licking it right to just below the head and repeated many times until he stopped at the head and then licked the back of it and then over the top and held it there just licking. Garry was in a place he had never been before and the gasps coming from him were getting deeper as Colin worked on his tip. Garry by now was repeating over and over.
"Oh my God oh my God. Oh Colin, it,s...Oh CHRIST".
Colin gave a few more licks and then slowly began to take Garry fully into his mouth, down he went, right to the base and once there massaged Garry,s cock with the back of his throat.
"OH MY FUCKING CHRIST COLIN OH MY....Oh God i,m going to cum. Colin.... i,m GOING TO CUM... i,m.....
Colin withdrew and all in one movement got over Garry, put his left hand under his head and at the same time, and for the first time, held and wanked Garry,s cock.
"Look Garry look" and he lifted Garry,s head to watch the explosions just seconds away.
Garry was at the point of no return, with wide open eyes he stared at his cock as Colin pumped him to climax and with a yell from Garry, his cock exploded and sent the first of 5 massive eruptions out of him, the first two hitting him in the face and then neck chest and belly. Each time he came his body first tensed and then recoiled as his cock spilled out his cum with the force that Garry could never have imagined.
Garry was gasping for breath and staring at Colin, mouth wide open.
"I,m going to join you now Garry, watch. With that Colin wanked himself. It would not take long as all that he had done to Garry was sending him also to the brink.
"Garry this is it, i,m coming dear man, it,s all for you and....". Colin,s cock erupted and spilled out the biggest wad of cum that he had shot out for over two years. Wad after wad all landing on the same parts that Garry,s cum now rested. Colin with eyes closed had to regain his breathing and when at last he did, opened his eyes and looked down at Garry. They just looked at each other, a look of utter joy and fulfilment.
Colin lowered himself onto Garry, his mouth by his ear.
"You ok Garry"? He whispered.
"I can,t describe it....It was... it was. Oh God it was amazing, I never knew it could be that good".
They just lay like that for a very long time, each in their own thoughts. Colin moved off Garry and took him into his arms and cradled him and stroking his head. He kissed him and said.
"Welcome to the gay world. What we did then was wonderful and there is a lot more to come, believe me".
"So long as it,s with you Colin, I cant wait for whatever you want to do, I cant wait....".
"Do you know the next thing"?
"No, what"? He was looking at Colin with anticipation.
"Shower you dirty bitch, just look at us. Christ we are a mess"! With that he bodily lifted Garry up and carried him to the bathroom.
They had great fun washing one another. Garry could not be more happy and it showed when he went on his knees and took Colin,s cock into his mouth as far as he could get it. Colin once again got hard and just let Garry do whatever he wanted. He was again getting close, but lifted Garry up, wrapped his arms around him and said.
"Later, I need to have a red and recover a bit".
Naked they went back into the lounge and drank a glass. Garry had his head on Colin,s lap, just in a dream and thinking of what had happened and was to come.
"Just stay there Garry, there is something I need to do". He got up and went back to the shower.
He came out and saw Garry laying full stretched on the settee. He went over to the window and drew the curtains and lit a couple of candles. He went back to Garry, knelt down and kissed him. He then propped his head in his left hand and stroked Garry,s chest and belly with his right. He was a beautiful sight and Colin could not keep his eyes off of him.
"You look so lovely" He told Garry.
"You should see who i,m looking at. Beauty on two legs". Garry replied.
Colin fondled Garry,s bush and then to his cock and begun to masterbate him. Garry groaned and closed his eyes. His right hand found Colin and did the same. Colin was getting Garry back into a state of excitment again and went down on him and took him into his mouth.
"Oh my, here we go again, don,t stop Colin, please". Garry pulled on Colin more quickly which told Colin Garry was once again getting close.
After a short time and Garry was beginning to get nearer another eruption, Garry got him to his feet and took him to one of the dining chairs, he sat him down and straddled him, grabbed Garry,s cock and brought it to his bum. There he began to introduce him to his hole and slowly sat further down until he got Garry half way in. He rode Garry and the sounds coming from Garry ment he was experiencing something beyond his imagination. At last he had Garry fully inside and rode the whole length of him as Garry got closer and closer to the edge.
"Colin", he swallowed. "Oh Colin i,m going to cum again"!!!!!! With a few more pumps Garry pulled Colin hard into him, raised his hips as far as he could and erupted into Colin with yet another huge cum load. His whole body tightened as each ejeculation shot into Colin and at the same time crying out in sheer wonderment at what was happening to him.
"Oh my word....oh my fucking word, oh my......" Colin kissed him to shut him up.
Garry just looked at Colin hardly able to focus.
Colin lifted Garry up and took him to the settee and together they laid down and wrapped arms and legs around each other
"I don,t know what to say. I can,t say a thing about what,s happening. I......"
"Then don,t say anything Garry. Just lay back and be happy you have found yourself".
"I found you Colin". He said and fell asleep.