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Full Circle-Chapter 6 By Mel 2001
Chris went to rehab the next day. He knew that he had to get well, had to if the group was going to last. And deep down he knew that he had to do it for himself, had to stop using the cocaine that was taking over his life, and his friends.
He got settled in, knowing that owning up to his feelings was the start of his healing.
But how could he admit that he was in love with one of his best friends. He still liked women, so he wasn't gay, but he couldn't stop thinking about him. Justin.
Chris sighed and turned over in the bed. He knew it was impossible, He knew how much Justin loved Joey. But that didn't make his feelings go away.
Eventually he fell asleep. The next few days were hard as the cravings hit. Justin visited as much as possible, not realizing that he was part of the problem.
It took Chris a few days to recover after one of Justin's visited until the truth finally came out one day in therapy. Now that the secret was out, for the first time in a long time, Chris felt better.
Joey noticed all the time that Justin was spending with Chris, and began to pull away. He didn't realize until he was in danger of losing him, how much he loved Justin.
But at least to him, Justin didn't feel the same.
He didn't know how wrong he was.
Lance woke up to hear the shower running. He and Jc had talked late into the night, falling asleep next to eachother with nothing more happening then a sweet kiss.
They both wanted to move slowly, not to push it. He smiled, stretching. It seemed to him that finally his dream was going to come true.
That is when he looked up and saw Jc enter the room, water droplets on his skin, in nothing more than a towel.
"Lance, I forgot my cl.." his voice trailed off seeing the hungry look on Lance's face. He felt his cock harden and thicken. Shit. Jc bit back a groan. He had never seen Lance look like that.
He wanted more.
Jc dropped his towel deliberately, keeping his eyes on his love. Lance gasped, and stared, licking his lips. A smile crossed Jc's face as he let his hand move toward his groin.
"Wha..what are you doing" Lance asked, his heart beating fast and a rock hard, throbbing erection in his boxers.
"I am giving you a show...I know you like it." Lance was quick with his reply.
"Oh fuck, yeah." Jc smiled.
Justin watched Joey sleep. He wondered what it was going to take to find out what was wrong. Joey kept saying nothing, but it was so obvious.
Justin tried to think of a reason why his lover was pulling away from him. The only thing that Justin could come up with was Chris.
But that was crazy. Chris was straight. Besides, he was so desperately in love with Joey.
He hated to wake up Joey, but he had to know.
"Joey.. wake up." He shook his lover until Joey was looking up at him, unamused at being woken up at three in the morning.
"Justin what is it? I am trying to sleep here!" Justin grabbed his hand and kissed him silent.
"Look, you know I love you, right?" His eyes searched Joey's.
Joey stared at him, his lower lip swollen.
"Justin?" Justin shook his head.
"Look, I know that you have been pulling away from me and that I have been spending a lot of my time with Chris. Did you think I wouldn't put the two together?"
Joey didn't know what to say. "I love you. Not Chris. You." Joey's eyes filled with tears. He had needed to hear that.
"Joey.."
"Justin, shut up and kiss me"