I am a nineteen year old genetic female currently undergoing sex hormone therapy to transition to being a man. From birth, I always had some hormone problems that have caused me to have masculine features and I have always identified more as a gay male than a female or a lesbian. I am five foot five inches tall, weigh 130 pounds and have dark hair. Sexually, I have very limited experience since I was not particularly attractive to other boys my age and have mainly experimented with cucumbers and dildos.
As of now, I am only undergoing hormone therapy and don't have final plans for surgical changes. Fortunately, I never developed breasts so no reduction was necessary. The hormone therapy has been working well and I have gained quite a bit of muscle mass and a lot of body hair, enough to even grow a nice beard!
I have been trying to "come out" as a gay male, but I am always a little reserved since I don't have a dick to offer to other gay males, so it's a little weird to change sex just to be a bottom for a man. Most of my coming out experience has been spent going to gay bars and sitting as an invisible observer and not really being noticed. Recently I went to a Bear Bar and realized that big, hairy, hypermasculine men turn me on.
One afternoon, I was in town for some shopping and stopped by a Bear Bar around four-thirty. There were only a few men there, but one caused me to stop in my tracks--a real daddy bear! He was approximately fifty years old, six foot three inches tall, muscular and weighed about two hundred and thirty pounds. He had salt-n-pepper hair trimmed short on the sides and longer on the top and a big, full, bushy beard. He was wearing a blue button-down oxford short with the sleeves rolled up showing his hairy forearms and a big tuft of hair peeking out of the collar of the shirt. He had on blue jeans that highlighted his beefy ass and wore black cowboy boots. When he ordered a beer, I could hear he had a deep bass voice and a nice smile. I actually felt my pussy getting wet.
I sat by myself at the table next to his where I had a good vantage point to watch him. I was used to being "invisible" so I was taken aback when looked directly at me and he raised his glass in a toast and flashed me his sexy smile. "Wanna join me, boy?" he asked. I was so torn! Yes, I wanted to join him but I was afraid that he thought I was a male with a dick. I however, "manned myself up" and moved over and joined him. He took my hand in his big, hairy paw and shook it vigorously. "I'm Dan," he said, and I replied that my name is Thomas.
We hit it off pretty well and we could keep the chatter flowing. We drained our beers and he went up to the bar to fetch two more. I watched his beefy ass on his way up to the bar and his ample package on the back to the table. I was totally smitten. While we were drinking, he put his hand on my thigh, squeezed and I felt electricity jolt through my body. He then put his other hand on my chin and his two of his big, meaty fingers on my lips. I licked them and sucked them into my mouth to show him my eagerness. "Oh, baby boy, mmm!" he muttered. He cupped and rubbed my ass through my jeans and then slipped his hand down my pants and fingered my ass crack. He leaned in and gave me a deep tongue kiss, exploring my tongue and gums with his big, thick tongue.
I rubbed his strong pecs and his belly and pressed my body into his. He continued to finger my ass causing my pussy to get wet and my clit to stiffen. I was a total virgin with a real man and had never even experienced sexual energy like this. I wanted him so badly and at the same time I was very afraid of potential rejection when he found out I was actually a girl. I reached down to massage his package and my heart skipped a beat when I felt the size of his stiff cock. It was pointing to the right and was reaching under his belt. I massaged his huge balls and thought I would have a little orgasm right there. We continued to kiss and swap spit and he mumbled "Who is daddy's boy?" I froze for a second and I think he could feel it.
I pulled myself back from him and looked him directly in the eye. He responded with a look of inquisitiveness. I thought I might as well let him know who he is dealing with. I took his free hand and placed it on my crotch. He rubbed up and down searching for a penis. His brow furrowed, rubbed harder and then he put his hand down my pants with his palm on my abdomen. It didn't take long for him to reach my smooth, shaved pussy and he smiled broadly at me. "FTM?"
"Yes, I responded cautiously."
"Don't worry baby, daddy also likes pussy. Mmm, nice, wet, tight pussy too. What's this?" he remarked as he fingered my stiff clit and he grinned. He pulled me into him, kissed me, massaged and inserted a meaty finger into my dripping pussy. I rode his finger and felt him insert two more. He finger-fucked me forcefully, but tenderly, paying attention to my clit as well and soon I felt an intense orgasm building up. I was completely oblivious to the fact that we were sitting in the middle of a bar in the afternoon and soon I was shaking with the strongest orgasm I had ever had in my life. My whole body shook and lurched into him. He held me tight and I clutched at him as if I were about to fall over a cliff. Fuck! What an experience! I leaned into him and we had a long tongue kiss. He took his hand out of my pants and showed me it was covered with my juices. He licked his hand and fingers in an exaggerated way, smiled and raised his eyebrows. I would never have admitted it to anyone else, even him, but I was totally in love with this man! I looked around the barroom and realized that quite a number of people had come in and had witnessed my orgasm. We got a lot of smiles and headshakes from the crowd.
"Ready to go to Daddy's place?" he asked and I just shook my head yes. We held hands and walked in total silence to his apartment which was about twenty minutes away. Once inside the apartment, he leaned down, kissed me deeply and started to disrobe me. I held on to him feeling a deep sense of security with this man. He took his shirt off and he laid on the sofa and I laid on top of him. My head was on his hairy, broad shoulder and he was rubbing my body all over with strong hands. It felt so good to be held by this big daddy. He kissed my cheek, stroked my hair and said "who is daddy's baby?" I was pleased that he had not said "daddy's girl." I responded that I was daddy's baby and I leaned in and kissed and sucked his protruding nipples. "Yea, suck on daddy's nipples, baby." I felt so comfortable, I never wanted to move from this spot.
He fingered my pussy lips and inserted his fingers gently. He asked if I had ever been fucked by a man and I nodded no. "So baby's a virgin?" he asked and I told him both in my pussy and my ass. He chuckled and made a joke that now I was also a boy, I should get used to being fucked in the ass and I told him I was ready for anything with him.
I boldly unbuckled his belt, unbuttoned his pants and zipper to free up his cock. He was going commando so his dick popped right out in my face. I eagerly licked and kissed the uncut head and rolled his foreskin back with my lips. His cock was very thick and I had a hard time getting even half of it in my mouth before the head was poking my throat and causing me to gag. He moved a little so that I could pump my head up and down and he threw his head back and moaned. I cupped his large balls in my hands and squeezed them gently, I was so envious of those wonderful, warm, full balls and was looking forward to emptying them of their seed.
He spun me around so that we were in a sixty-nine position and he licked my engorged pussy lips and pressed his tongue in. I gasped with pleasure and could feel the juices leaking out of my pussy onto his lips and beard and he teased my clit. I continued to bob up and down on his cock and fondle his balls. "Such a sweet pussy baby has," he commented. He leaned forward and licked my asshole and I both gasped and jumped a little. Feeling his large, warm tongue on my ass was causing me to tremble and shiver and the feeling intensified when he stroked my pussy and clit with his fingers at the same time he tongued my ass. Being so stimulated in both my pussy and ass was too much and I experienced a strong orgasm where loads of juice flowed out of my pussy. He lapped the juices up greedily with a big "mmmmmmm, yea."
He picked me up, carried me to his bedroom and laid me on my back on his bed. He crawled between my legs and rubbed his big, stiff cock on my pussy lips and clit which made me shudder and shiver with desire to feel that cock invade me. Finally, he began penetrating me in a teasing way, sticking his cockhead in and pulling it out. He continued the process until his cock was fully in my pussy. Even though his cock was both long and thick, I did not feel any pain. He put my legs over his shoulders, increased both the rhythm and intensity of the fuck until his balls were slapping against my ass. Both of us were moaning. He fingered my clit and I felt his body shiver and he blasted his load of cum deep in my pussy. His finger and dick caused me to have my second orgasm of the evening and it was even more intense than the one I had at the bar. He collapsed on top of me and we kissed. I felt so secure and happy with him. We lay there in each other's arms and held each other for about a half an hour.
He looked into my eyes and shot me that award winning smile and said, "now you've been fucked like the woman you are, it's now time you get fucked like the man you are. Are you ready for something a little harder and kinkier?"
I nodded in the affirmative and he laid me on the bed on my stomach, opened the drawer to the nightstand and took out two sets of handcuffs. "Are you game," he asked. Since I felt so comfortable and secure with him, I nodded yes. He placed a set of handcuffs on each of my wrists and to the left and right bedposts. The distance of the bedposts was far enough that my arms were held taught and so I could not move them out of their position. He pushed me up on my knees and spread my legs so that my asshole was exposed.
He positioned himself behind me on the bed and started licking my asshole. The sensation was great and I was enjoying it immensely. He licked, teased and his tongue darted in and out of my ass. He fingered my hole and pushed his fingers in deep. As I as an anal virgin, I was a little bit nervous, but the plelasure he was giving calmed me down. He moved behind me and started rubbing his stiff cock up and down my crack and teasing my asshole as he had earlier done my pussy. He pushed his cock in and pushed deeper. My hole was very tight and he was having some difficulty moving forward. Finally, he reached my ring muscle and this was extremely painful. I grunted with pain, squirmed and tried to move away. He grabbed onto my hips and pushed further, "take it like a man, no pain-no gain." He pushed through the muscle and I screamed loudly. He reached around and clamped a strong hand over my mouth to stifle my screams. He pumped his cock in and out and I thought I would actually die from the pain. Finally, the pain subsided slowly and I started to enjoy being fucked in the ass.
In the start, he had a slow and gentle rhythm and he sped up as time went by until his balls were slapping my pussy. He leaned over my back and I could feel his hairy chest on my back. It felt so good to have this hot, brushy mass on my back. He kissed and chewed on my neck all the time fucking my ass like a metronome. I was totally lost in the experience of feeling his hot, hairy body draping mine and the feel of his thick, hard cock pumping my ass. He reached around and started tweaking my nipples and this enhanced the entire pleasure experience. He whispered, "don't cum until I tell you to" and I nodded in agreement. I was however unsure of how long I could hold out before cumming. He continued to pound me for some minutes more. He reached around and started fingering my cunt and clit and told me to cum whenever I wanted. I immediately started shaking, cumming, moaning and crying out with another intense orgasm. Shortly after my orgasm started, I felt him blast at least six loads of cum into my ass. He bucked and pushed his cock in and out until the final load was delivered.
My body was totally spent and I dropped down flat on the bed and he laid on top of me. His weight was actually crushing me but again, I felt so secure and comfortable being so close to him.
He unlocked the handcuffs, laid on his back and I laid with my head on his strong, hairy shoulder. I was so satisfied and spent that I dozed off and slept for some time. When I awoke he was sleeping and softly snoring. It was eleven o'clock in the evening. I really needed to go home, but decided that nothing could move me from this spot. I nestled up against him again and fell into a deep and blissful sleep.
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