OK, so I had started writing this chapter a looooooooooooong time ago. Really, way over six months ago (Holy shit! That's way longer than it felt!). Then I drew a blank on it, so I kinda put it aside and went on to writing Thank you for loving me. Then after watching a movie I kinda felt like going back to writing this again. And guess what happens? My computer crashes down and I lose everything I had in it (including all of FKM and TYFLM and some other side projects). And guess what the stupid here didn't have? A back up copy! Yeah, I know, DUH! I did find a back up copy of the TYFLM chapter I had lost so stuff isn't all that bad there lol (I've actually updated TYFLM a little while back so nudge nudge go there check it out ;)).
Well, I'm gonna try this again. It wasn't coming out alright anyway. Hopefully it'll come out better than before.
I have two new side projects on the going now but I'm still not secure enough about them to post them anywhere. I gotta read the chapters a lot before I think about that. And I got a slash to finish for Nick (I ain't forgotten about you, sweetie. I just haven't been much on writing mood. But just ask Andy how long it took me to finish his lol Vi, I'm thinking of yours too :P). My classes started again so I have been busy as hell and that's the excuse I'm using for being the slacker that I am :P Sorry it takes me so long... I'm not a professional writer after all :P
I've updated my site and all of my fics (with the exception of some TYFLM chapters) are up there now. The URL is http://www.geocities.com/luv_hugs_chocolate and if you decide to check it out it would mean a lot to me. It's even got a new look :D
Well, enough bullshit for now!
Disclaimer: I don't know them. This isn't true. It deals with men having relationships with men. It has sex (finally lol) between men. You were warned.
Now, on to the new chapter of FKM! :)
Luv, hugs and chocolate! Priscy
French Kiss Me - Part 20 by Priscy
"Baby, wake up..."
"Hmmph..."
"C'mon, sleepyhead!" Brian laughed and I felt him kissing up my spine to my neck.
"What time is it?" I asked as I turned on my back and stretched.
"Don't worry, we have enough time to eat, shower and get ready for rehearsal." He smiled as he laid against my side "Good morning." He said softly as he kissed my collarbone.
"Good morning." I replied and kissed the top of his head "And why are you dressed?"
"I doubt the guy who brought our breakfast would love seeing me naked when he got here." He laughed.
"He'd better not even imagine you naked. Mine, mine, mine." I said and stopped his laugh as I pecked his lips "You can get naked now though. It's the rule."
"Rule?"
"Have breakfast naked after the first time you make love." I smiled at him and he laughed as my hands made their way up his t-shirt, bringing it to a bunch just under his arms as I kissed his neck.
"Aren't we frisky this morning?" he said before kissing my shoulder.
"Who? Moi?" I feigned innocence as I licked the side of his neck and squeezed his ass, causing him to laugh "Get naked while I use the bathroom."
"I can't get naked with you tangled with me like this..." he grinned.
"Well, when you put it that way..." I smiled and he chuckled as I disentangled myself from him so he could stand up.
I leaned back on the bed and watched as he started undressing, whistling as I caught sight of his bare butt before he turned to me (blushing a nice shade of red) and he stuck his tongue out at me "Didn't you say something about using the bathroom?"
"Oh yeah!" I stood up and pecked his lips before running to the bathroom. After finishing my business there I went back to the bedroom to find Brian lying on the bed, wearing nothing but a smile, the tray by his side. He looked more eatable than the food. Really he did.
"What are you waiting for? You wanted me naked. I am naked. What you gonna do about it?" he smirked. I love a challenge.
"You really wanna know?" I said as I walked slowly to the bed, climbing cat-likely on top of him as he nodded "But I'm not gonna tell you..."
"You won't?" he asked as I licked down his neck.
"Nope."
"And how will I find out what it is?"
"I'll just have to do it now, won't I?" I licked around his bellybutton.
"J, we don't have time..."
"Yeah, we do..." I nibbled on his hip.
"I've created a monster..."
"Naw... you just unleashed it..."
"Oh god..."
Rehearsal went on kinda eventlessly. Nick did his usual whining, AJ his usual flirting with everybody, Brian his usual spacing out, Kevin his usual grumbling about the kids he had to deal with and Howie his usual laughing at everyone else.
And, of course, Frank did his usual hidden bitching, picking on me and/or Mark when no one else could listen to him. He should be careful not to bite his tongue; really, he'd die from poisoning. Mark and I just looked at each other and rolled our eyes. After all, it took a whole lot to make Mark lose his cool and I was too much in a great mood to be fazed by some bitter bitch that thought he was God's gift to mankind.
And to top it all of, Fatima did her usual slave-driving kind of rehearsal.
All in all, very normal...
"I need a shower..." Brian groaned as he plopped down on his back on the bed.
"Yes, you do," I replied chuckling as I climbed on top of him, straddling his thighs.
"As if I've been the only one rehearsing for the last two hours." He glared at me as we laced our fingers and I leaned down and pecked his lips.
"Hint taken." I laughed as I straightened back up "You got that meeting after lunch, right?"
"Yeah." He pouted and I laughed at how miserable he looked "What you gonna do while I'm away?" He asked as he clenched my hands in his repeatedly.
"I'll go sulk under the sun by the pool, having a refreshing drink and missing you," I replied, trying to make it sound like I was about to be punished very badly.
"You are so not funny!" He kept on pouting but then the miserable look was ruined when he started laughing.
"See? You're laughing consequently I'm funny. C'mon! Shower!" I stood up and tried to pull him up with me but he resisted it "OK, fine with me. See ya!" I said over my shoulder while heading for the bathroom.
"Now that I think about it, a shower sounds temptingly nice!" I heard him say and laughed when I heard him following me.
"You're so easy..." I stuck my tongue out at him as he backed me against the sink.
"You complaining?" He asked before biting my lower lip softly.
"Not one bit..."
"Brian, c'moooon!" Nick said in an almost whiny voice "We're late already!" He completed as he dragged Brian away from the kiss we were sharing. I wonder if Nick would look good bald after I pull all of his hair from his head one by one?
"See ya!" I said and Brian waved before he was out of the door "And now," I started as I turned around and smiled at Nycky "We're off to the pool!" I grinned and we high-fived each other before heading to our respective rooms to change. I came back to the main part of the suite, wearing jeans shorts and a white wife beater over my gray bathing suit and carrying my towel, to find no one there so I plopped down on the couch to wait. It wasn't long though before I heard two doors open and close and I looked to see Mark and Kristin ready for the pool too "We gotta wait for Nycky and maybe Leigh." I told them as they sat down.
"Girls!" Mark rolled his eyes.
"Hey! I object!" Kristin threw a cushion at him and I laughed.
"Awww, Kris, you're not a girl, you're a woman!" Mark cheesy-grinned at her and she laughed.
"Nick must be rubbing off on you!" She said and we laughed.
"Well, people, are we all ready?" Leigh asked as Nycky and she came into the room.
"We were just waiting on you two," I replied, as I stood up followed by Mark and Kristin.
"We just gotta go by Mel's room 'cause she's coming too," Mark added and we made our way to the door.
About ten minutes later we were already chilling by or in the pool. Mark was swimming laps, competing with Kristin to see which one could do more laps. Melanie was laying sort of near the pool reading a book and pretending not to be checking out every male creature that walked by her. Leigh had gone to grab something to drink. Nycky was sitting with her feet dangling inside the pool since she still had the cast on her arm and couldn't get it wet and I was inside the pool near Nycky, chilling after giving up on the laps competition.
"I've resisted way too long so I'm just gonna ask: how did the damn date go?" She asked anxious and I chuckled as I felt myself blush.
"It was so great! We went to see a movie and before you even ask, no, I don't know which movie we ended up 'watching'!" I started and she cracked up "Then we just grabbed some McD's stuff and ended up eating in our room." I shrugged and she eyed me suspiciously. I knew I wasn't able to hide things from her, mainly when it was something that made me ecstatically happy, but it didn't hurt to try, right?
"You're hiding something..." she narrowed her eyes at me and I blushed as I ran my fingers through my messed up hair "Is that something what I'm thinking it is?" Her eyes wide with wonder and her mouth slowly forming a smile.
"Probably," I replied as I smiled at her and she shrieked, causing me to crack up.
"Sooo?"
"If I had known it would be that good I'd have done it sooner," I replied and we cracked up "Nycky, he's just... the most beautiful creature ever... he's just all around perfect! I'm totally absolutely hopelessly helplessly head over heels in love with him and it feels so goddamn good to say that out loud that I just wanted to scream that I love him for the whole world to listen!"
"I can see that in your eyes..." she said softly with a warm smile in my direction "Come here and lemme hug you!" She added and I chuckled as I made my way to her and hugged her waist as she put her arms around my neck "You wore protection, right?"
"DUH! Virgin, not stupid, remember?" I replied and she chuckled.
"Just checking," she replied before kissing my cheek and releasing me "Just a question?"
"Uh oh..." I knew that gleam in her eyes "What is it?"
"Throw or catch?"
"You SO didn't just ask me that!" I replied and she cracked up.
"Oh! C'mon! It's just normal curiosity now that my best friend does have a sex life!" She said still laughing.
"Throw. And I can't believe I've just told you that either." I shook my head and she giggled.
"Ever think about the catch?" She smirked.
"Maybe!" I smirked back and we laughed before I felt myself being dunked. I surfaced sputtering and heard laughter before I turned around and saw Mark running away (as much as you can run in the water anyway) "You are SO paying for that, blondie!"
I was laying on our bed, reading a book, when I heard the door to the suite open and then the door to our room open and close. I closed my book and smiled as Brian climbed onto the bed and laid between my legs with his head on my chest.
"You're tense..." I said softly while running my hands up and down his back.
"I hate dealing with management." He groaned as he flexed his neck and then rested his chin on my chest, smiling up at me "You look good with glasses on. Have I ever told you that?" He asked and I laughed.
"No, you had never said that. Thanks," I replied as I took the glasses off and put them on the nightstand. I just needed them to read anyway "Don't I get a kiss?" I asked and stuck my lips out, making kissing faces and causing him to laugh before kissing me. One of my hands kept rubbing his back, bringing his t-shirt up so I could touch his skin, while the other went up to his head so I could tangle my fingers in his curls. His hands alternately rubbed my shoulders and then my arms, up and down, while his tongue danced with mine. "How long till you gotta leave me here all by my lonely self again?" I mock-pouted and he chuckled before biting my lower lip.
"We have to go earlier to the arena for a meet-and-greet thingy but that still gives you oh two hours to do with me as you will." He grinned and I leaned in to softly rub his lips with mine before kissing him again.
"Is this meet-and-greet thingy going to end up like last one when your bodyguard had to snatch that bitch away from you?" I asked and he chuckled.
"Awwww... you jealous?"
"Damn right I am. How dare she think she could even breath the same air my boyfriend is breathing let alone touch him and grope him?" I replied and he grinned while coming closer till his lips were barely touching mine.
"Hmmm... J?"
"Yes?"
"Let me just point out that she doesn't have what I want?" He smirked as his hand snaked down between us and grabbed me through my boxers, the only piece of clothing that I wore.
"Oh?" I moaned while thrusting against his hand "Is that so?" I managed to hiss out.
"Uh-huh..." He mumbled before kissing me in a way that was sure to make my lips swollen and bruised.
"And here I was thinking you wanted me for my wits..."
"Naw... just want you for your body..." He grinned as his hand easily slipped inside my boxers and I couldn't help but moan out loud as my head snapped back, lifting my hips off the bed and towards his hand. This allowed the angle for his mouth to wander around on my neck while his hands worked on getting my boxers down.
"Bri..." I panted out as I clung to him, burying my face in his neck while trying to get as close to his body as possible "Please... hmmm..."
"Please what?" He whispered before nibbling on my earlobe, keeping up the slowness of his stroking on my cock.
"Please... hmmm... please do... something..." I gasped as I dug my fingertips on his back, clinging to his t-shirt as if I'd lose my mind if I didn't have a firm hold on something.
"Something as in?" He teased and I could practically hear his smile on his voice, which caused me to growl in frustration. He chuckled and pecked my lips before descending on the bed, taking my boxers all the way off, throwing them over his shoulders and coming to rest between my legs. I looked down just in time to see (and feel) the tip of his tongue run up the underside of my cock.
"Oh god... hmmm... that feels good... and let's pretend we're both... hmmm... deaf and we can pretend... oh do that again... we can pretend we don't hear oh god the knocking on the damn door..." I panted out and nearly screamed when he chuckled with the tip of my cock inside his mouth. Against my will he let my cock slip from his mouth and came up to peck my lips.
"You pretend you're not going crazy with sexual frustration, pretend to be asleep, while I go tell the obnoxious person at the door to pretend we don't exist." He kissed me again and I whimpered when he stood up and went for the door. I tried to calm myself down by inhaling deeply and my heart was beating so loudly I could barely hear Brian talking to whoever was at the door. I just know that my whole tingling body jumped with surprised joy when he threw a package on the bed and climbed on top of me, kissing me in that bruising way again. So much for calming myself down. I barely had time to breath in after that kiss when I felt Brian's mouth engulf my cock again. I gasped loudly and grabbed the sheets, twisting them, as I nearly jumped off the bed.
"Oh god oh god oh god oh god..." I mumbled as I lifted my upper body, resting back on my left elbow as my right hand went to his head, my fingers tangling in his curls as I felt myself going over the edge, fighting to keep my eyes open as my body was engulfed in a great tingling sparkling wave of pleasure. When I realized my brain hadn't entirely melted and all of my body parts seemed to be in their right places I opened my eyes to find Brian's smiling face as he rested on top of me. We kissed again in that sloppy way we usually did but this time it was pretty lazier, slower and more tender than before.
"You look so fucking eatable when you're in pleasure, y'know..." he grinned as he nibbled on my lower lip "You do this thing with your eyes and then you bite your lower lip like you're trying to keep yourself from screaming... I should film it, really!" he finished and I cracked up.
"You're SO not filming us having sex!" I replied laughing before kissing him again.
"Awww... not even once?"
"What? You'd want to risk a repeat of the Pamela Anderson thing?" I laughed and he frowned.
"No way! Your body is only mine to see!"
"Possessive bitch!" I replied and he cracked up.
"Damn right I am, queen!" he replied and we tried to kiss while laughing, which didn't really work.
"What's in the package?" I asked, nudging my head in the direction of where the package had landed on the bed. He laid his chin down on my chest and I rubbed up and down his back as he attempted to shrug, which was rather difficult in his position.
"Bunch of promo stuff for me to sign."
"Oooooh! Pics of you?" I asked rather teenybopper-likely, which made him chuckle.
"Probably."
"Can I get one? Pweese pweety pweese with chocolate on top?" I asked and he laughed.
"Sure. Don't know why you'd want it but I'll give you one with a special dedication." He grinned up at me and kissed me.
"Awwww..." I replied and he chuckled as he reached for the package, tearing one side and pulling a pic from the pile that fell on the bed. He reached for a pen on the bedside table and used my chest as a support as my hands made their way inside his t-shirt, rubbing his waist. He wrote something on the front and then turned the pic over, writing something else on the back. Then he handed it to me and started raining kisses on my upper chest as I read it. "Holy shit! This pic is great!" I said as I stared at it. It was a black and white pic. Brian was half-leaning against a bar stool, one of his hands resting on the seat of the stool, the other was partially inside his jeans clinging shirt, resting on his lower abs. He looked absolutely gorgeous. Then I went to actually read what he had written on the front: "I love you..." was written on his sloppy and nearly unreadable handwriting. Then I turned it over and cracked up when I read the "WANNA SHAG?" that was written in capitals there.
"Told ya it would be a special dedication! No one has ever gotten that one before!"
"Awww... it makes me feel all warm and special inside! I didn't know you could be so good on the whole sweet-talking thing!"
"Hey! I'm a singer, a poet, I breath words, I live poem!" He recited almost as if reciting poetry, making me laugh so hard I had tears in my eyes.
"You're a dork, that's what you are!" I replied as I took his face between my hands and kissed him as I rolled us over, ending up resting half on top of him, his hands running up my back. My fingers tangled in his curls and I moaned into his mouth when one of his hands ran up my back, up my left arm till it reached my elbow, and his other ran down my spine, past the small of my back to grab my ass. I brought one of my hands inside his t-shirt and we stopped kissing long enough for us to pull it off him. Our lips met again hungrily as one of my hands unbuttoned his pants and undid the zipper. The moan that left his mouth into mine when my left hand went inside his pants, to his backside, and brought his hips closer to mine, sent shivers up my spine.
"Want you..." he mumbled and we both pushed his pants and boxers down and off him. I ran my hands up and down his sides and kissed his neck as he reached in the bedside table drawer for the lube and condom.
"You sure? You ok?"
"Yes, I am," he replied before kissing me and putting his legs around my waist. I took my pillow and he rose off the bed so I could place it under his hips, which caused us to grind against each other.
"I love you..." I whispered breathlessly before we kissed again, moaning against each other's lips "I love you so freaking much..."
"Oh J..." He moaned when I circled his hole with my lubed finger. God, I must have a lot of good karma to deserve him! I slowly pushed my finger inside him which caused him to throw his head back, caused his eyes to roll back in their socks, caused his mouth to drop open, caused him to let out this whimpery, breathless kinda moans, caused his body to twist and undulate in such a sexy way that I almost came just by watching him, caused him to then open his eyes and look at me with such a perfect mix of love, lust, desire, despair, passion, devotion, surrender and then some that made me feel like I was drowning helplessly in his eyes. I'd describe it as falling in love all over again if I were a simple guy. I let out this weird, soft growling noise before bringing my lips down to his. I needed him. And I needed him there and then. I managed to roll the condom down my cock and lubed myself as I spread nibbling kisses all over Brian's upper chest, his hands rubbing my back and arms, clinging to me like I had clung to him not long before. He took my face in his hands and nibbled on my lower lip "Love you... want you... now... please..." The helplessly lost look in his eyes made me gasp and lean forward, pressing against him "Oh yeah..."
"Bri... oh god..." I heard myself gasping and then whimpering as I tried to grasp every tiny bit of self-control I had. He felt so good, so warm, so oh god so tight... "You ok?" I managed to breath out by his left ear as I buried my face in his neck.
"Yes... all of you... J, want all of you..." he pleaded as he nibbled on my left shoulder, his hands grabbing my ass and pulling me to him "Oh... I love you... uhhh..."
"Brian..." I whispered helplessly and grasped the sheets by his shoulder in a white-knuckled grip as I felt myself go deep inside him. With some difficulty I brought my lips to his and we kissed slowly, not at all expressing how desperate we were for each other's touch, for anything that would bring us impossibly closer. I started to move in and out of him, slowly at first, picking up speed as my self-control slipped from my grip and the sounds Brian was making edged me on. I reached between us and started to stroke him to the same rhythm I was thrusting inside him, which caused him to tighten his grip on my ass and bring me even deeper inside him, if that was even possible.
"Faster..." He breathed in my left ear "J, let go... love me... uhhh..."
"Bri... so... uhhh... good..." and with that my world exploded in white waves of pleasure. I collapsed on top of him, panting, and his arms went around me tighter as he too tried to breath in a normal pattern again. Dancing tonight was gonna be a bitch.
"Wonder if our fans will notice my absence at the concert tonight? I don't think I can move..." he whispered weakly and I chuckled.
"Not moving sounds very tempting." We both fell silent after that, just stroking each other's skin, placing small kisses here and there but mostly just being in each other's arms "Bri?"
"Yeah?"
"How does it feel?" I asked softly as I nuzzled the side of his neck.
"How does what feel?"
"Having me inside you," I replied and he took a deep breath, his hands still rubbing my back slowly.
"I don't know if I have the words to explain how... amazing it feels..." he replied after some silence.
"Does it hurt?"
"Not really. It's kind of weird at first, till you get used to the feeling, but no hurting."
"OK..." I replied and we fell silent again, comfortably silent. Till I decided to move a little and grimaced when I felt the sticky mess between us "I think we should shower," I said and Brian laughed before raising an eyebrow at me, grinning like the cat that ate the canary (would smile if cats actually smiled).
"And just look at that, we have nearly an hour before I have to leave..."
"Whatever will we do with all that time in hour hands?"
"Hmmmm..."
TBC...
OK, so, was it at least a bit good? Is anyone besides my three musketeers still reading this? Was it worth the wait? E-mail me and lemme know, k?
PS: So, is there enough sex now for you guys? wink