To the reader: These five poems are about a pubescent boy wrestling with his emerging sexual awareness. If discussions of masturbation, etc. or crude language makes you uncomfortable, or is illegal to publish in your locality, then read no further.
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I - Father
When I was twelve, I got a shock the day I saw my father's cock. We was fishin by the creek when Daddy had to take a leak and took it out for me to see and pointin downstream, took a pee. It was so big. It was so thick. It was a monster of a prick. A thick blue vein along the side and lots of hair that couldn't hide his bag of nuts, like ping pong balls, and he was cut if I recalls. Of course he knew that I was starin and figured in my head comparin cause fore he tucked away his shaft, he turned and looked at me and laughed, "Don't worry, kid, just wait and see. Some day you'll be as big as me."
Well, later in my bed that night, I kept on thinkin was he right? That dick of Dad's, I wondered if it got real huge when it was stiff, and did it shoot a pail of jizz? And would my cock be just like his?
II - Comparing
When we go swimmin in the pool or go to gym when we're at school, do you know what we like to do? We like to check to find out who has got the bestest nicest tool.
Like Billy's his is really pink, and it's so big it makes us blink. The skin, it covers all his dick And while it ain't especial thick, it's way 3 inches long, we think.
Jakey's, which is round and fat, reminds us of a baseball bat! The thickest cock we ever found. And when he swings that bat around, we're sure that he could score with that.
Funny Dick's dick's really small and yet he's got humongous balls, a pair of walnuts hangin there. And when he shows `em off, we swear he's got the biggest rocks of all.
Antonio's the first with hair That grows on all his stuff down there. A real black rug, it make us fellas, lookin at it, awful jealous. It shows above his underwear.
Now mine it ain't as big as some, or thick, or hairy, but by gum, when faggot Frankie sucks our dicks and drinks the splooge, between the licks, he says I got the sweetest cum. :)
III - Jerkin'
When I'm alone up in my room and Mom is busy, I assume, and Dad is still away at work, I get this awful urge to jerk.
I might be doin homework stuff but concentratin's awful tough when Little Boy is so insistin so `ventually I stop resistin.
I close my door and hope to heck that Mom don't come in to inspect. I drop my pants and put my hand inside my undies. Then I stand
there rubbin it. It feels so good to make my penis turn to wood. I close my eyes and take it slow, -- I want the mood to last, you know.
I like to squeeze it for a while and then look in the mirror and smile. And then I ditch the undies quick and start to really work my dick.
I gotta lay down on the bed and rub its length, from base to head, from head to base, again, again! It feels so fuckin hot! And then
I start to feel my body twitch. My balls have got a wicked itch. While one fist holds my shakin pole, I stick a finger up my hole.
And suddenly with all the squeezes my body sorta stops and freezes. I grit my teeth and scrunch my face and shoot my juice all o'er the place!!
And then I just collapse in sweat and think that was the best one yet.
IV - Uncle
My uncle is a funny guy. He makes me laugh and shout. `Cause every time that he comes by we check each other out.
It started when I was a kid, and every time he came this is exactly what we did, every time the same:
We're all alone, just him and me, in the bathroom down the hall. We lock the door and stand and see the mirror on the wall.
(Of course he used to lift me up, when I was really small, and stand me on the countertop, but now I am too tall.)
He then takes off his shirt, and mine. And we compare our chests. He says my pecs are mighty fine. He says he is impressed.
I say I want a chest like his so nice and big and hairy. He says to eat my vegetables with lots of meat and dairy.
I bend my arms so he can feel how big my biceps got, and I feel his, `cause that's the deal. His muscles are so hot!
And then we both take off our pants. -- just in our underwear, -- and both of us we use the chance to look a lot and stare.
So quietly we pass some time just standing, growin old, and finally Uncle says that I'm a wonder to behold.
And then he reaches out to touch my little package there, and though I know it isn't much, he doesn't seem to care.
And then I take his bulge in hand and man, what do you know, I feel the freekin thing expand and watch it start to grow.
And then we take our undies down, and check each other's dick, and feel each other all around to see how long and thick.
He inspects my ball bag too and he even wants to see how my ass hole looks. "Now you check all those things on me."
It's so much fun him lettin me touch his private parts alone. I know he likes it, pettin me, and sayin how I've grown.
V - Brother's Secret
My brother keeps a magazine hidden in his bed. I don't think that he knows I seen it or I would be dead. But every time he leaves the house I sneak real quiet like a mouse and peek. It's so obscene!!
It's got these pictures of these guys with nothin on at all. The cocks they got is mammoth size (too bad that mine's so small). They all got woody hardons too and faces that look out at you with tantalyzin eyes.
And then there's really wild smut -- two hunks in the same pic, and one guy's kneelin down, the nut, suckin the other's dick! And then it shows him on the bed, but now he's got that cock instead shoved right up in his butt.
But now it's gettin kinda late and so I must beware. That magazine is fuckin great. I always know it's there. And so I put it where it was and run back to my bed becuz I gotta masturbate!