The first time Tony felt hands on the sides of his torso, a chill followed by warmth darted through his body.
He knew Casner was joking around, but Tony didn't pull away. He wanted to feel those hands on him. Casner did hold on and Tony acted like he was trapped. The others laughed not realizing that beneath his shorts and under his skin, Tony's body was reacting.
He laughed and turned around pushing againts Casner's bare chest. For those brief moments, he felt the heartbeat, the pulse and the muscle that was there. It excited him further. Tony grabbed a nipple to inflict further joking pain. The look on Casner's face was a wince at first followed by a smile.
"Go ahed and twist all you want" his words hissed. Tony wanted to oblige but there were others in the locker room. He twisted and pulled away laughing at Casner's "ouch".
He stood naked feeling the hot spray on his body. Tony felt his skin, his arms, his buttocks and thighs and even felt his testicles moving and his penis still half full of blood moving as well.
Casner stood under the next shower and the others were in the same large wet room, singing badly while the shower spray drummed on their bodies.
Tony turned this way and the other so he could wash and steal looks at the bodies. There were dark skins, very white ones, thick penis and small ones, muscled bodies and slim ones.
Casner looked back and didn't move away. He smiled allowing Tony's eyes to continue to evaluate his.
"Get a good look?" he said to Tony as they walked into the area where towels were used to dry and to flip bodies.
Tony didn't answer. He shoved as if to chide the taunt. He slapped Casner's butt with his hand instead of a towel. Casner turned to look but said nothing.
"You're horny today" he said in a whisper as they both sat on the bench pulling socks over their bare feet.
"Shit man I'm always horny" Tony admitted in a similar whisper.
"We can go to my place, Mom's at work" Casner said without looking at Tony.
Tony felt his penis expand again hidden by his jeans. "OK" he tried to sound casual while wondering if they could be together the way he fantasized about nightly.
"So what are you two doin tonight?" Another classmate interupted their whispers. "We're goin to STILLONS, wanna show up?"
Stillons was the name of the neighborhood theater and burger joint the group populated all too often.
"Maybe later" Casner jumped in. Tony was glad he did. He hoped Casner had plans for the two of them.
Shoving and joking, the group exited the building and splintered into smaller groups as all moved to wherever their destinations were.
Tony wondered how many of them would soon be wrestling in thier underwear, how many would be recording internet videos while shirtless and laughing, how many would be masturbating turning their homoerotic desire into competitions and how many would be ignoring fears and reputations to touch, feel and fulfil their needs and desires.
Casner led Tony up to his room. Tony had been there before over the years, seen posters and models change, laundry discarded and folded, friends piled in and gone.
Today, the room was neatly arranged. There was no telltale stained underwear on the floor. Only the poster of NASCAR Drivers in half zipped jumpers and a Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Poster were on the walls.
Model airplanes had long ago been exchanged for cars, a few of which remained on shelves. Casner had built them even won prizes years ago.
He stripped his shirt off as soon as they entered. Tony watched the cloth slide over the skin and wished he had been asked to undress him.
"Hey get casual. Nobody's here" Casner was letting his jeans fall to the floor leaving only the lucky jockeys to cup his testicles.
Tony pulled his shirt off at this invitation. "Cool, video games?" he asked to take his mind off his nearly naked friend while he stepped out of his shorts.
"Later" Casner said as he flexed his arms and chest in front of the full length mirror.
Tony watched. "Gettin better" he said adding his own flexing action.
"Hey don't bother" Casner said laughing.
Tony did what he knew he was expected to do and punched the flexed shoulder. Casner responded and soon their skin was rubbing and pressed against each other. They had wrestled before.
Tony often remembered that first time they wrestled in the tall grass. They were very young and enjoyed the playfulness. Tony remembered feeling Casner's strength against his body even back then.
It was different now, more sensous, more exciting and more compelling. Each would share their time on top of the other or in the grip of the other's pinning grasp. Their laughter would get faster, the grunts would be louder and their taunting crusing would enhance their struggle.
Tony ached to feel Casner's crotch against his and thought he felt the budding erection rubbing between his buttocks.
"Shit, man you gave me a hell of a boner" Casner said lifting himself off Tony. The erection in question was quite visable under his white cotton jockeys.
"Wow that's huge" Tony openly admired it. "Mine's not that large" he moved his hand over his own growth outlining the cloth around it.
"Nice one dude" Casner said as he pulled his underwear off his hips. He was naked and not hiding himself from view.
"We might as well go for it" he added with a smile. Casner reached for Tony's shorts and yanked them.
"Christ don't rip em" Tony said wiggling himself out of the cloth. The freedom of being naked in Tony's bedroom was different then the locker room. It was more private. His cock throbbed.
"Wanna jack?" Casner said as he held his penis.
Tony started to blurt out an offer to jack his friend for him. His gut twisted in anticipation of being rejected, called names or discovered.
"Or we could jack each other" Casner continued.
Tony was surprised and thrilled. He almost ejaculated from the thought of it. He jumped as the cold goo Casner shot on his cock. He held the plastic bottle and shot it all over Tony.
They laughed and wrestled again, this time feeling their cocks sword fight, their ball sacs rubbing and their legs intertwine.
"Fuck" Tony said as the hot firm grasp suddenly happen. He wanted it and he feared it wouldn't last.
"Go ahead" Casner said "take it"
Tony felt the expanded, stretched tight skin, the pulsing vessels and the lubricated surface. It was like a tree trunk. It didn't feel like his own penis and he had touched and rubbed that for years many times day and night.
"Yea" Casner said his eyes closed at Tony's first touch "This is gonna be hot. Take your time".
They rubbed each other's penis enjoying the unspoken hard to discribe sensations feeling each other's erections, ball sac, thighs, bellies, chests, arms and quickly wetted penis heads.
"Fuck me" Tony said at one point, not realizing what he said as he was feeling Casner's hand sliding on his cock while he immitated the action on Casner's boner.
"Later" Casner said breathlessly.
They rubbed pulling each other's bodies so close to each other, their hands hardly has space to move.
"SHit yea" and other non sentence fragments escaped as they hand fucked each other. Casner's legs moved around Tony's. Tony's other arm encircled Casner pulling him closer so their chests rubbed skin.
The explosion happened. First Casner and next Tony. They let their fluids splatter everywhere and anywhere.
"Fuck" Casner said letting his body relax but not pulling away from Tony's grasp.
"Later" Tony said and they both laughed.
"God do you believe that?" Tony said.
"Been wanting that for a long time haven't you" Casner said.
Tony froze. Casner knew he wanted him. He waited for the rebuke that he believed was coming. This perfect moment, the first he had been waiting for was about to end badly.
"I get horny all the time" he said hoping that would explain his desire for Casner, while not thinking of Casner's desires.
"Yea me too. We can go again in a bit, want something to eat?" Casner moved to his knees.
Tony reached over and let the boys cock rest in his hand. "I'm hungy now" he moved forward not caring what Casner said at this point. It was time for him to make it clear what he had to offer.
He tasted the wet cock and let it fill his mouth. It began to grow hard again. Tony knew he was queer. He wanted Casner to be queer too. He wanted to feel Casner's body against his for hours, days, months and beyond. He wanted Casner to fuck him. He had read. He had watched website videos and he knew what he was and wanted.
Casner didn't move away.