This is a gay love story which is pure fiction and fantasy. None of the characters portrayed relate to any known person.
Warning - it contains explicit m/m sex.
First Love
"Hello Chris" Uncle David called out as he walked up towards them when they'd got through the ticket barrier.
"Hi" Chris replied and immediately introduced Daniel.
David silently gasped at Daniel's beauty. He was a sucker for young guys and this one exceeded all expectations.
"Lovely to meet you Daniel" David said grasping Daniel's proffered hand and holding it tight as he gazed into Daniel's eyes, "Love your hair".
"Thanks" Daniel replied used to such remarks about his golden locks.
David lived in an old house about fifteen minutes' drive from the station. The rooms were large with high ceilings and as Daniel looked round it was very obvious to him that it had been furnished by a gay man. There were several pictures of nude men and a couple of classical David statues. The last time Chris had visited his uncle was when he was a small boy and had not noticed such obvious signs.
"I'm so sorry about your dad Chris" David was now saying, "It must have been a terrible shock".
"And you" Chris replied trying his best not to burst into tears again but they were very near the surface.
"Yes, it was. As you probably know we were very close and I so wish he'd called me before he felt that was the only way to end his misery.
Chris just looked at him. There was nothing to say.
"I've put you both in the second bedroom; hope that's okay."
Daniel nodded and gently led Chris upstairs following the directions that David had given them. When they reached it he saw it contained a double bed. David had clearly thought that Chris and Daniel were boyfriends!
"It's very kind of you to accompany Chris" David was saying whilst he watched Chris walking round the garden to get some fresh air, "I understand you and he are work colleagues; I'm sorry I thought ... you know ... you were boyfriends".
"Nope, it seems Chris's boyfriend left him about six months ago so seeing he was so alone I offered to come with him".
"Well, it's very kind of you; it must have been a terrible ordeal for him" David replied and then after a pause added, "Oh god, I've put you both in the spare room; do you mind sharing a double bed?"
Daniel grinned, "I'm sure we can manage".
"Three poofs and a piano" David giggled pointing to an upright standing at one end of the room, "Do you play by any chance?"
Daniel said he didn't although he loved listening to piano music but at least it confirmed Chris's suspicions that his uncle was gay even though it was obvious to him.
"The thing that really upset him was his mum's reaction when he came out to her" Daniel said.
David grunted, "I never did like that woman; could never understand why my brother married her but having got her pregnant he thought it the thing to do; the only saving grace was that he loved his son and I know Chris had a happy childhood".
"What caused his mother to become so religious do you think?"
"God knows, if you'll pardon the pun; it seemed to happen overnight; one day she seemed a normal woman and the next she became pious and critical of everything and everyone. I had so many arguments with her that in the end I refused to go to their house; kept on telling my brother to leave her but he wouldn't the stupid fool."
Daniel could see that David was on the point of crying. He went to his side and placed a hand round his shoulder.
"Just let it flow; its best you know; that's what I did when my dad died."
"Thanks" David replied looking at Daniel with tears starting to run down his face, "I can see why Daniel likes you; you really are a lovely guy".
Daniel pulled David into an embrace and just held him whilst the tears fell. The man was some forty years older than him but he felt it was his task to comfort him in the same way he'd done for Chris.
Chris turned round and saw his uncle sobbing on Daniel's shoulder. Tears were still streaming down his face and for a moment he wondered whether to leave them to it or join them. Eventually he decided to go back inside.
Daniel saw him enter the room and opened an arm for him to come and join them. Chris silently did so and put his arm round his uncle and Daniel. The three stood crying their eyes out for several minutes before David dried his eyes and moved away.
"Thank you Daniel; that's the first time I've cried since I heard; you're right, it does help."
With that David walked into the kitchen to prepare some food for them, not that anyone was that hungry but eat they must so that's what they did.
Chris and Daniel decided to go to bed fairly early. They were both tired and knew they had to be up early the following morning since the hearse and the official car was due at the house by nine thirty.
"By the way Chris" David said as they prepared to go to bed, "your mother has told me she's not attending the funeral".
Chris stopped in his tracks, "Not attending? What, not attending her husband's funeral; my father's funeral?" he exclaimed angrily.
"Seems not" David replied trying to calm him down, "She says he's disgraced the family and god so can't attend".
"Well she can fuck off" Chris shouted back, "I never want to see her again in any event".
"I'm sorry Chris" was all David could say.
"At least you won't have to face her again" Daniel added as he put a comforting arm round his friend, "perhaps it's for the best".
Chris looked at both of them before answering, "Yeah, you're right; she's a fucking bitch and I hope she rots in hell; so much for religion!"
"Amen to that" David replied smiling, "Religion has certainly never done me any good".
Daniel then led Chris upstairs to bed. He wasn't sure whether Chris was pleased or angry that his mother would not be there but at least Daniel wouldn't have to deal with the woman!
They both undressed and neatly folded their clothes up on a chair before slipping into bed. As soon as they were beneath the covers, Daniel pulled Chris into his arms and held his naked body against his. He kissed the top of Chris's head and caressed his back.
"Thanks for everything Daniel" Chris whispered, "I couldn't have done this without you."
Daniel just squeezed him closer and kissed him lightly on the lips.
Gradually they slipped off to sleep.
Daniel came to the following morning to find David bringing in a mug of tea for them.
"Thought you'd both like a cup of tea before you get up" he said as he placed the mugs down on the side table.
He was dressed in a flimsy robe which barely covered his nakedness. Daniel looked at him for a moment admiring the fine physique that was standing beside him. The guy clearly looked after himself and he wondered whether he'd ever had a regular boyfriend or not.
"There's plenty of time so no rush" he was saying, "What would you like for breakfast?"
Chris had now woken and they both said what they'd like. David sat on the edge of the bed and watched the other two drink their tea. He could see they were both naked and smiled to himself; if only he was thirty years younger!
"Do I look okay?" Chris was saying to Daniel having dressed in his dark suit and put on his tie.
They'd had breakfast wearing robes to avoid spilling anything on their white shirts. David certainly didn't mind having two young bucks only dressed in a flimsy robe at the breakfast table!
"You look fine" Daniel replied, "Have you got the notes you prepared for your eulogy?"
Chris nodded patting his inside pocket.
"You'll be okay" Daniel said taking him into his arms, "You'll get through it and shedding tears is not a crime you know" he added smiling.
Chris smiled back, "Yeah, once I get going I'll be okay; at least that bitch won't be there glowering at me".
"I'm so sorry" Daniel said thinking how supportive his own mum had been at his dad's funeral and about him being gay.
"C'est la vie!"
The hearse arrived and the three of them climbed into the official car. The attendant from the undertaker was very nice and made them feel at ease. They then drove off gazing at the coffin ahead of them. None of them said anything since they all had their own thoughts. Daniel's were back two years ago when he'd followed his father in the same way.
The service was short and simple in accordance with his dad's wishes and Chris said the few words he wanted to say about how kind a man his father was and how he'd miss him so much. Nobody seemed to question where his wife was and Chris was surprised at how many people turned up.
Afterwards, David had invited a few select friends back to his house and fortunately none of them hung around for long. Being the first cremation in the morning, it was too early for lunch so coffee and biscuits seemed to satisfy everyone.
"Thank goodness that's over" David exclaimed when the last person left.
Chris slumped into a chair and nodded.
"I thought your eulogy was perfect Chris" David then said as he sat down beside his nephew and patted his leg.
"Thanks; who were all those people; I didn't recognise half of them."
"Your dad was liked and respected in the community; don't ever forget that; he was a great guy who was pushed too far over the edge."
Chris looked at David and nodded. He'd never thought of his father in that way; to him he was just a dad who was always there when he needed him. Now he had to learn to do without him.
"If ever you need someone to talk to Chris, I'm here for you but by the look of things you have good friends to call on as well" David said looking over to where Daniel was sitting.
After a few minutes, David suggested they go out for lunch.
"I need to talk to you about your dad's will; as you know I am an executor; your mother has said she wants nothing to do with it so I'm dealing with everything."
David checked with Chris if he minded Daniel also being present whilst they talked but Chris said he was happy to have Daniel there. For that matter, so was David since Daniel seemed to be able to comfort Christ more than he could.
David took them to a smart restaurant out of town. It looked over beautiful countryside and it was quiet. They chose a table by the window and looked out onto the peaceful country scene.
Once they'd ordered their food, David went through his dad's wishes. The house of course would go to his wife but he had willed a large proportion of his money to Chris plus some personal items.
"Wow, didn't realise he owned so much" Chris exclaimed when David had gone through the figures.
"He changed his will fairly recently and told me that this was what he wanted. He'd decided he didn't want to leave everything to your mother."
David told him things would take a while to go through the necessary legal procedures but he'd be in contact as soon as he had more information.
"I think his main wish was for you to be able to buy your own flat in London rather than rent" David explained, "and from what I know of London prices you should be able to do that and still have some over".
"Yeah, that'd be great" Chris replied, "my current place is somewhat small isn't it Daniel".
Daniel nodded; it certainly couldn't be much smaller!
They took their time over lunch, talking about various memories of Chris's dad. He had been an administrator in a large company of architects and was highly thought of. David was an engineer and now ran his own company. David's father sounded as if he had been a fun guy and both boys clearly enjoyed their childhood. It was also very clear that Chris loved his dad with all his heart which was why his loss was so much greater. Daniel could identify with that since he too had a special relationship with his father that he felt was far more than just father and son. He had been a friend as well as a father and when he heard others talking about their difficult times with fathers or mothers he was always sad for them.
The topic of Chris's mother was never raised. It was as if she no longer existed which was probably true in Chris's mind. Daniel could still not believe that someone would not want to say goodbye to someone they'd lived with for many years and raised a child with. He decided she must have hated her husband and held in him in contempt for not being the same as her when it came to religion.
Chris admitted later that spending some time with his uncle had helped since he realised that there was someone within his family who still loved him.
After lunch they went for a walk since the weather was warm. They wandered along a winding brook taking in the smell of the countryside. Although Daniel had always been a city boy and probably always would be, he found the openness rather nice and enjoyed himself.
Finally they got back to David's house and Daniel left them alone to go through more papers and legal stuff to do with his father's estate. Daniel wandered off into the garden, stripped off his T shirt and lay in the sun. It was truly beautiful.
"I often sunbathe out here."
Daniel looked up and saw David looking down at him. He glanced at his watch and noticed that an hour or so had gone by. He must have dozed off in the sun.
"It's very secluded as you can see" David was saying, "In fact I often sunbathe in the nude" he added chuckling.
Daniel wondered whether that was an invitation for him to do likewise but he decided against the idea!
"Is Chris okay?" Daniel asked seeing that he had not joined David in the garden.
"He's had another cry so has gone upstairs to rinse his face."
"I know how he feels; I cried for weeks and weeks when my dad died; like Chris, it was so sudden."
David had now sat down on the edge of the sun lounger and placed a hand on Daniel's leg.
"He's a lucky guy to have a friend like you Daniel; he's going to need a lot more support yet I fear."
Daniel nodded feeling the warmth of David's hand through his thin trousers.
"I've told him he could stay here if he wanted for a while but he won't hear of it; he says he's got to get back to work."
Daniel said that he was sure Kevin would be happy for him to have some time off if he wanted but knowing Chris he wouldn't want to let him down.
"I must admit I found that busying myself with work stopped me from getting too depressed so I can understand how he feels but Kevin and I will look after him so don't worry David."
"I certainly have no fears about that Daniel; you are a lovely guy and you and your partner are always welcome to come and stay if you want sometime."
"Shall I go and see if Chris is okay?" Daniel said after a while.
David nodded and took his hand away.
Daniel found Chris lying on the bed. He'd been crying again. Daniel lay down beside him and hugged him tight.
"It's so final isn't it; you know ... once the body has been cremated. All that's left is a pile of ashes."
Daniel knew precisely what he meant. He'd felt the same way after his father's funeral.
"That's life I'm afraid" Daniel replied, "but it's the memories you hang onto, not the physical aspect; you never forget those, especially the really happy ones. Do you know what I did in the days following my dad's funeral?"
Chris turned to look at Daniel without saying anything.
"I sat down and typed up all my memories just in case I should ever forget them; not that I will but it helped somehow."
Chris leaned over and kissed Daniel. It was very passionate but Daniel entered into it with the same level of passion. They both felt their bodies react and they both wanted it to go further.
Just when things might have gone that next step, David was calling from downstairs to say that the meal was ready. Not that either were hungry after their lunch but they grinned at each other and made their way down.
"I'm tired so going to bed" David said getting up from where he was sitting, "I'll leave you guys to turn off the lights".
Daniel and Chris nodded. They'd had their meal, cleared up and sat in the living room chatting more about the day's events and how the future would be without a father and a brother. It was still unbelievable when they really thought about it. Daniel was conscious that the feelings towards Chris's mother were changing from disgust, to hate and beyond but he decided to keep out of that debate.
Once David had left them alone, Chris immediately pulled Daniel into another embrace. Their kiss was even more passionate than the previous one and hands were exploring each other in a very sexual way. Daniel kept thinking of Kevin and how he would react if he knew but he was weak and couldn't stop his feelings running away.
"Shall we go to bed?" Chris whispered.
Daniel knew what that would mean. He was already showing signs of excitement down below and he knew Chris was too. He just nodded and they both stood up.
Having switched off the lights and checked the doors and windows were locked for the night, they made their way upstairs. Before long they were both laying naked in bed once again in a very passionate embrace. This time no holes were barred and hands explored each other with great gusto.
Chris was a very passionate lover and also very active. He was all over Daniel's body, kissing and licking his nipples, his now fully erect cock, his balls and into every crevice he could find. Daniel found his caresses too nice to stop so he just let him do what he wanted.
Every so often, Chris would move back up and kiss Daniel again before setting off on another passionate exploration of his body.
"Can I fuck you?" Chris whispered after yet another passionate kiss.
"I've not come prepared, have you?" Daniel asked.
Chris nodded and reached over to the bedside table. He pulled out the necessary items from a small bag and prepared his cock and Daniel who had now lifted his legs to offer himself.
"Oh my god that feels so good" Chris exclaimed once he'd got his thick tool embedded inside Daniel, "You really are a beautiful fuck".
Daniel closed his eyes. He imagined it was Kevin doing it even though he was enjoying it every bit as much as Chris but somehow it made him feel less guilty.
Chris thrust away for several minutes before he finally shot his load. He erupted as if he'd never done so before. Wave after wave of hot cum shot out of him and with each ejaculation he felt better in himself.
"Hell, that was beautiful Daniel" he exclaimed when he'd finally stopped thrusting.
Daniel just grinned. It sure had felt good. Without saying anything, Chris slipped off the used condom, threw it into the bin nearby and moved down Daniel's body to take his still hard organ into his mouth. He sucked and sucked until Daniel was filling his mouth with hot seed.
Once fully relieved, Chris moved back up beside Daniel and they hugged.
"Thanks" he said kissing Daniel.
The following morning after breakfast, Daniel and Chris said their goodbyes to David and made their way home. Kevin had already suggested to Daniel that Chris stay with them for the rest of the week so they went straight back to the apartment.
That evening when Kevin got home they all had a very emotional hug and kiss.
"I've missed you" Kevin whispered to Daniel when they were on their own whilst preparing a meal.
"Missed you too" Daniel replied but feeling slightly guilty about his sex with Chris the previous night.
When they went to bed, they had passionate sex. Daniel tried to put out of his mind the feel of Chris fucking him the previous night. It weighed heavily on his mind and he was in two minds about whether or not to say anything to Kevin.
"Oh god that feels so good" Kevin was saying as he thrust in and out of Daniel, "I so missed this the last two nights".
When they were both satisfied, Kevin straddled Daniel and looked into his eyes.
"Love you" he said kissing Daniel yet again.
"Love you too" Daniel replied with a tear in his eyes.
"What's the matter?" Kevin asked seeing that Daniel was not his usual ebullient self.
"Did everything go okay with Chris whilst you were away?" he asked as Daniel didn't immediately answer.
"Yeah, fine" Daniel eventually replied.
Kevin grinned. He had a feeling he knew what was bothering his lover.
"I take it you slept together"
Daniel looked at Kevin and nodded, "Sorry, but he seemed so lonely and his uncle had assumed we were boyfriends so had put us both in the main spare room".
Kevin chuckled, "I don't mind my love; I guessed Chris would get you into bed in any event; he's been dying to do so ever since he met you; did he fuck you?"
Daniel nodded again not wanting to actually say anything.
"Don't worry about it; if I'd been in his shoes I'd have done the same; in fact I'd be more surprised if he hadn't!"
Seeing that Kevin didn't mind, Daniel relaxed and grinned.
"Was he as good as me?" Kevin then asked giggling.
"Fuck off; no he wasn't; I much prefer your cock up my arse" Daniel replied indignantly.
"That's okay then" Kevin laughed as he settled down beside Daniel and hugged him tight.
The next day they all went to work and Chris stayed over until the Sunday. He then made his way home feeling slightly better. At least he'd managed to fuck Daniel, so that was an achievement he told himself.
"See you Monday" Daniel said as they hugged and kissed their goodbye.
"And if you feel lonely just call us" Kevin added as he did the same.
The next chapter of 'First Love' will be available shortly. I welcome comments so feel free to do so by sending me an email.
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